Chapter 192: Please let go
On a rainy night, the cold wind is like a knife.
Ji Ran looked at the pitch-black cliff at his feet, as if he was on the edge of an abyss.
Now, if she takes a step forward, she may be able to leave this world once and for all, and all kinds of pain and troubles will be gone, the nightmare that has awakened her from countless nightmares......
That rainy night that she couldn't get away with no matter what......
Ji Ran stood on the edge of the cliff, the cold wind was blowing, his clothes were fluttering, and there was a hint of coldness in the desolation.
"Are you really leaving?" Ji Ran muttered a low groan, recalling the bits and pieces of the past, his parents, Wang Le, and his good brother Hong Dali, who had been missing for many years, Ji Ran had a trace of reluctance in his heart.
However, now Ji Ran has no choice, she can't forget the rainy night that made her miserable, the pain of being crushed and ravaged wantonly, and the person who hurt her was once her most respected senior, a Ah Zhi who she thought could be a friend for the rest of her life.
Ji Ran tried to forget the pain of that rainy night, but no matter how deliberately she forgot it, it was useless, she lived in fear every day, afraid of every unfamiliar face, as if every man close to her wanted to violate her impulses, afraid of the unfamiliar environment, afraid of a person's classroom, and even more afraid of the dark night.
Although Ji Ran has been strong and survived, but, behind the strength, Ji Ran knows that he is about to collapse, living like a walking corpse every day, as if life has no meaning, thinking that he is a girl who has been by a woman, and thinking of his unchaste body, Ji Ran feels that he has no need to live. Death is painful, but it is also a relief, and it seems that there is only one way. In order to let yourself really get out of the pain, no longer have to tremble in the thunder, cry in the rainy night.
The cold wind messed up Ji Ran's soft long hair, and the thin rain covered Ji Ran's sad tears, this was the last time she looked at the world, looking at the world she had lived in for nineteen years, the cold wind, the thin rain, even if it was full of dark clouds. But it also made her linger incomparably.
Ji Ran took a deep breath, gently closed her beautiful eyes, and closed her eyes for a moment. Two lines of hot tears rolled down his cheeks.
"Mom and Dad, I'm leaving, Wang Le, I'm leaving. I hope you can be happy for a lifetime. Ji Ran thought silently. The toes were raised, and just as Ji Ran was about to jump off the cliff, a hoarse shout suddenly came from behind him.
"Xiao Ran, don't! ~”
Wang Le shouted and suddenly rushed over.
In a hurry, Ji Ran suddenly opened his eyes, only to see Wang Le running over with a anxious face.
"Xiao Ran, don't do stupid things. Don't jump! Wang Le shouted anxiously.
Ji Ran shook his head with tears in his eyes, "Wang Le." Don't come, there's no turning back, I'm so tired of living, living in fear and pain every day, I don't want to be tortured like this anymore. ”
Wang Le's heart ached and stopped, "Xiao Ran, I said a long time ago, no matter what happens, I will always be with you, and I will accompany you to the end, even if it is pain, I will share it with you, why do you have to bear it yourself?" ”
Ji Ran shook his head painfully, "It's none of your business, everything is the result of my own planting, Wang Le, thank you for being kind to me, I hope you can find the girl who loves you and the girl you love." ”
"Fool, if you leave, I will suffer for the rest of my life, Xiao Ran, I only love you in this life, and I will not fall in love with a second girl again." Wang Le shouted in pain.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and the icy rain soaked Ji Ran's clothes, and Wang Le braved the rain and walked to the cliff on one side.
Ji Ran's heart trembled, and he looked at Wang Le nervously, "Wang Le, what are you going to do?" ”
"Xiao Ran, don't do stupid things, come back with me, okay? I don't want anything to happen to you, I want you to live well, and we can live well together. Wang Le looked at Ji Ran and said in a choked voice.
"If you really plan to leave, if you really plan to make your parents and my parents sad for the rest of their lives, then I will accompany you, I have long said that no matter when, I will accompany you to the end." Wang Le said infatuatedly.
"Wang Le, don't be like this, my business has nothing to do with you, don't do stupid things." Ji Ran said sadly.
"Xiao Ran, I won't change, I will do what I say." Wang Le said, took another step forward, half of his body had reached the edge of the cliff, and he could fall off the cliff at any time.
Ji Ran's heart jumped with fright, and he shouted nervously, "Wang Le, don't you do this, you are innocent, why do you accompany me to die like this?" Is it worth it? ”
"I only know that without your world, there is no point in my life, instead of immersing myself in this painful parting night for the rest of my life, it is better for me to accompany you, and there will be no more pain." Wang Le said with a wry smile.
Ji Ran burst into tears, choked up and couldn't cry, "Wang Le, you are so stupid, you are the stupidest fool in the world." ”
"Call me stupid, call me stupid, in this life and this life, I will not look back if I identify you." Wang Le picked up a stone and threw it off the cliff, and the stone seemed to sink into the sea and disappeared into the dark night.
"Wang Le, please go back, okay? I'm not worthy of your love anymore, I'm no longer the Ji Ran I used to be. Ji Ran muttered bitterly.
"Why not? In my eyes, you are still the Ji Ran I love deeply. Wang Le retorted.
"I was by a bow girl...... Ji Ran said bitterly, tears streaming down her face.
Wang Le's heart ached, as if he had been slaughtered by someone, and his painful body trembled.
The most painful thing in the world is to hear that the girl you love the most is to tell you the fact that she was by a bow girl, which is even more painful than killing Wang Le.
"Wang Le, I'm no longer worthy of your love, let it go, okay? In this way, maybe I will go a little more at ease, at least there will not be an additional love debt in the world. Ji Ran said sadly.
Wang Le smiled bitterly, with a painful self-deprecation at the corner of his mouth, "Is it because of this?" Are you in love with the man who you with the bow girl? ”
Ji Ran was stunned and looked at Wang Le in amazement, "I didn't." ”
"For the sake of a man who hurts you, you will use your life to fulfill him. Do you think it's worth it? Do you live your whole life for the man who did you with the bow? Wang Le stared at Ji Ran and asked loudly.
"No, it's not like that." Ji Ran shook his head painfully.
"Xiao Ran. If it weren't for that sinful person, I hope you can calmly retreat, if you commit suicide for the sake of someone who has hurt you, don't you feel cruel to your relatives and all those who love you?
Why should so many innocent people be punished for the sins of one person?
I know, going through something like this. It will be painful, and for a long time you will not be able to get rid of the painful entanglement, but. Time can dilute everything, family affection can soothe wounds, let me work with you to bury this painful and unfortunate scar together. All right? Wang Le's gaze suddenly softened.
Ji Ran's heart trembled. There was a warmth in my heart, "Can I really go back to the past?" ”
Wang Le nodded affirmatively, "Of course, in my eyes, you are no different from before." ”
"But, I'm not a complete girl anymore, don't you mind?" Ji Ran looked at Wang Le and asked sadly.
"Is that membrane important? Could it be that if you have that membrane, you will be happy? Is it destined to live in misery without that membrane? No matter what others think, in my eyes. You're still the perfect girl I'm obsessed with. Wang Le said, stretching out his hand towards Ji Ran.
"Xiao Ran, come on, let's live well, there is a better life waiting for us in the future." Wang Le said with a smile.
Ji Ran's heart moved slightly, and the idea of suicide gradually faded a lot, it was Wang Le who gave her hope for life.
"Xiao Ran, come on, after dark, we have to watch tomorrow's sunrise, this is what you promised me personally." Wang Le walked towards Ji Ran and stretched out his hand and said.
Hearing this, Ji Ran's heart warmed, and tears slid down his face again, but the tears at this time were no longer so bleak.
"Yes." Pursing his lips, Ji Ran couldn't help nodding anymore, but just took a step forward, but suddenly his feet slipped, his body lost his balance, and he fell off the cliff.
"Xiao Ran, hold on, don't let go!" Wang Le shouted with difficulty.
Ji Ran nodded nervously, his heart hung up, due to the wet and slippery weather, Ji Ran tried to kick the cliff with his feet several times, but he was unsuccessful, and Wang Le grabbed Ji Ran's arm, and gradually became more and more weak, but he still gritted his teeth and persevered, and did not give up at all.
Despite his best efforts, Ji Ran still couldn't climb up, seeing Wang Le's body falling to the cliff little by little, Ji Ran knew that if it continued like this, maybe both of them would die, and instead of the two of them dying together, it was better to die by himself, not to mention that Wang Le was innocent.
"Wang Le, thank you, I have been content with a friend like you all my life." Ji Ran smiled sadly and let go of his hand, Wang Le's hand slipped, and Ji Ran's body fell down another distance.
"Xiao Ran, don't give up!" Wang Le shouted, grabbing Ji Ran harder.
"Wang Le, let it go, otherwise you will die too." Ji Ran dissuaded sadly, Wang Le still gritted his teeth and grabbed Ji Ran's wrist and refused to relax, his arm was sharpened by the sharp cliff stone and cut out a dazzling blood, and the blood dripped down Ji Ran's face along Wang Le's arm.
"Xiao Ran, I won't let go, and I'll never let go." Wang Le gritted his teeth and persevered, his body slipping off little by little.
"Fool, let it go, you're really going to die." Ji Ran cried anxiously.
"I won't let go unless you promise me one condition." Wang Le looked at Ji Ran and said.
"Say it, I promise you!" Ji Ran shouted anxiously.
"Unless you call me husband, I'll let it go!" Wang Le gritted his teeth and shouted with the last of his strength.
Ji Ran almost didn't hesitate, and seemed to be about to shout out, "Husband, please let go!" ”
This is the most pleasant, the most beautiful, and the most touching voice that Wang Le has heard in his life, listening to Ji Ran's sad "husband", Wang Le's uncontrollable tears blurred his vision, but his hand clenched Ji Ran tighter. (To be continued......)