Chapter 057: The Last Time

Li Xiaoyun left, and left a message for him not to study too late and rest well.

Yang Chen didn't answer, and he was relieved when the door was closed.

In the toilet, his hands were trying to support his body, coughing up blood in mouthfuls, and Yang Chen felt very tired.

That kind of exhaustion is not the exhaustion of fatigue, not the exhaustion of physical weakness, but it is like that people are already old, so old that they have no strength to do everything anymore, they can only wait for time to pass and take away their lives.

This is a feeling of being tired, and it is also a feeling of living in the last years of the wind and candle.

"Squeak-"

Outside, the door was opened, and light footsteps entered, and then, the door was closed and locked again.

"Who?"

His voice was hoarse, and there was still a strong flow of gratitude energy from Li Xiaoyun in his body, and the light energy had not been exhausted, but the person had begun to collapse, and his vitality was rapidly draining.

"It's me, Fang Qingxia."

Outside the door, there was a very nice and gentle voice.

Then, the woman took out her mobile phone, turned on the flashlight function, walked into the room, and shone the light to Yang Chen in the toilet.

"Well, why do you bother? If you are like this, Qingxue and Xiaoyun will remember you for the rest of your life. ”

Fang Qingxia sighed.

It seems that she knows everything about Yang Chen.

"You got it?"

Yang Chen wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and said with a bloody aura.

"The last time you helped Qingxue with treatment, when you left to go to the Affiliated Hospital of Huadu University, I watched the surveillance video, and at that time, I guessed the result."

Fang Qingxia said slowly.

As she spoke, she approached Yang Chen's side, and used her mobile phone to shine on the towel that was hanging in the bathroom to wash her face, took the tap water to wet it, wring it out, and helped Yang Chen wipe the blood stains that were not wiped clean.

Her movements are very gentle, with an inexplicable feeling of concern for her brother as a big sister.

Yang Chen didn't dodge, and let this beautiful and mature woman in a purple dress help him.

On her body, there is a very elegant smell of jasmine perfume.

"Do you also use Chanel No. 19?"

Yang Chen avoided this heavy topic and asked.

"It's the Anaeis species developed by Chanel in 1976."

Fang Qingxia put down the towel, scattered it with water, and after hanging it up, helped Yang Chen to the living room.

"This perfume is really intoxicating."

Yang Chen sighed.

"Well, when people are impetuous, they can't smell the serene fragrance of perfume." Fang Qingxia spoke, very philosophical.

"You're a doctor of psychology, and you really have a good level of speech."

Yang Chen grinned, but he knew that maybe he was now with a very hideous and old face.

"Yang Chen, I asked my brother to check on you, these days, are you going crazy?"

Fang Qingxia looked at Yang Chen deeply, her beautiful eyes were full of sincerity, but they were also full of helplessness.

She didn't answer Yang Chen's words, but directly said the main point.

"I didn't have a choice. I can't be indifferent to something in the face of something. ”

Yang Chen sighed.

At this time, he wanted to smoke, but there was no more smoke.

"I can understand and understand. You and I are the same kind of people. ”

Fang Qingxia sighed lightly, and when she sat down with Yang Chen, she deliberately got very close to Yang Chen.

"Even if you're a doctor of psychology, you can't understand it, let alone understand it! You and I have never been the same kind of people. ”

Yang Chen's eyes were cold for a moment, as if at this moment, he had such an indescribable 'evil' meaning.

But in just an instant, this momentum disappeared.

He is still him, and he is still the Yang Chen who is at the bottom of society and struggling to survive in life.

"Since the beginning of treating my sister, you have been injured, and then Xu Ze, you have overdrawn your life, so that later, your body went wrong, and you felt that there was no hope of living, right?"

Fang Qingxia didn't care in the slightest, and stabbed out this secret hidden in Yang Chen's heart at once.

"Actually, there are some things that you still can't hold your breath...... Or rather, you're looking too superficial. ”

Fang Qingxia continued.

"Don't tell me this, I have my choices, the inside story of some of the things you know, and if it hits me, then don't say it.

Isn't it perfect like this? I'm going to die anyway, and if I can fulfill one, I will fulfill one!

I'm not that great, but I want the people around me to be happy, to be happy, that's fine!

This is just a hope in my heart, and it has nothing to do with good or evil! ”

Yang Chen's voice gradually became a little cold.

Especially, when Fang Qingxia said, 'There are some things that you still can't hold your breath ......', he was a little flustered in his heart!

At this time, he didn't want to know so much, and he didn't want to know some facts that might be terrible for him.

He didn't want to know, or he was cowardly, or he didn't want to...... Die with a grievance or everlasting regret.

"Well, actually...... Forget it, it's okay if you don't want to know. Even if I want to know, I can't actually say. ”

Fang Qingxia said softly.

"Don't talk about it. Tomorrow, after the final entrustment, I will choose one person to face all this. ”

Yang Chen's voice also calmed down, and his gaze was also gloomy.

"No, this matter, even if it is Xia Xinyan, I will not say it." Fang Qingxia agreed to Yang Chen's request without hesitation.

"Well, thank you."

Yang Chen said gratefully.

"You're welcome, I'm coming to your house alone, and I don't plan to let people know about it.

You look good now, if you're not tired, I'll take you to a cup of coffee? ”

Fang Qingxia suddenly asked.

"Huh? Good looks? ”

Yang Chen was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Okay, no problem." ”

……

In another room, in the toilet, Yang Chen looked at his face, which was not old, and was a little surprised for a while.

Was the wrinkled look on his face he had touched earlier an illusion?

He had a good memory, and he was sure that it was true, but the feeling of his exhaustion and the dissipation of life was also real, and it still exists.

But he didn't show the appearance of his old age, and although he walked a little trembling, he didn't look old.

He duly sorted out his image - perhaps, this was the last woman in his life to go to the café.

Therefore, even if it is death, there is no need to die so embarrassed. Fang Qingxia knew everything, and he didn't feel so painful to bear alone.

When she walked out of the bathroom and came to the living room, Fang Qingxia's beautiful eyes couldn't help but light up instantly, and the amazing feeling of surprise was obvious.

"I didn't expect you to dress up and be so handsome."

"Actually, a mature and beautiful woman like you is also very attractive, but unfortunately I am not blessed."

Yang Chen smiled slightly.

"Tonight, you can be blessed, I don't mind, anyway, I won't find a man in my life, how about cheapening you once?"

Fang Qingxia had a somewhat 'teasing' tone, but what she said was absolutely true, because behind her jokes, Yang Chen saw a lot of things.

"Tonight, do you want to indulge? Are you trying to leave me in the way? ”

Yang Chen smiled and did not give a positive answer.

"Don't you want to?" Fang Qingxia asked with a smile.

"Can I?" Yang Chen smiled self-deprecatingly.

“…… Yang Chen, let's go, let's go drink, don't drink coffee. ”

……

Fang Qingxia's car is also red, but it is a red Ferrari 911, which is convertible.

The car started slowly, and the music turned on, not the kind of energetic music, but a song from Xue Xiaofeng's "The Last Time".

"I ask you that one day, we will all grow old.

Whoever will do it, the one who stays.

You stupidly said that you want me to leave first.

Because people who walk away will have fewer memories and heartbreaks.

If you know, it's the last time,

How could you, let go of my hand.

If you know, it's the last time,

How could I smile and say goodbye......"

Yang Chen listened silently and felt that this song seemed to be really deep in his heart.

Perhaps, when she said goodbye to Li Wenjuan, if Li Wenjuan knew, it would be his last time, would she let go of her hand? And can he still pretend to laugh?

"Fang Qingxia, you doctor of psychology, it seems that you have been injured."

Yang Chen is not a person with a surname, but when he is on the verge of death, because of the strength of his six senses, he can always feel many different things.

"yes...... Can't you see it, right? ”

"I really can't see it, but I feel like you're very emotional."

Yang Chen said.

"Call me Sister Xia, in fact, our experiences are very similar, you make me feel kind, which is why I said that we are actually the same kind of people."

Fang Qingxia was concentrating on driving the car, but from the side, Yang Chen could sense that behind her calm and beautiful face, her heart was not calm.

"In this way, I'm going to die anyway, if you have any unhappiness or secrets, you can tell me everything, and I'll help you share some of it. Anyway, there is a lot of debt, and it is not pressing. ”

Yang Chen said with a smile.

"What do you say...... Okay, I'll tell you, otherwise, you probably don't agree with it in your heart, we are all the way. ”

From a psychological point of view, if she can't get Yang Chen's approval, Fang Qingxia thinks that she can't untie Yang Chen's heart knot and let Yang Chen regain his strength.

Then all Miss Xia's efforts will be in vain. Not only that, once Yang Chen really has an accident, then Miss Xia, Fang Qingxue, Li Wenjuan and others will ......

She didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't help but think about it.

In fact, she hoped that she didn't have so much on her back, so she simply talked to Yang Chen as Fang Qingxue's sister.

Her previous words about Yang Chen were also sincere, because she had never seen such a stupid, stupid man other than 'him' in her heart.

"I agree with you!" Yang Chen said seriously.

"Cut, hypocrisy!" Fang Qingxia took a sip with some 'disdain'.

"Actually, at the beginning, like many girls, I was full of yearning for love. I remember eleven years ago, when I was fourteen. At that time, it was also the time when the network began to develop......"

Fang Qingxia drove the car, and the song "The Last Time" was repeated in the car, as if she only loved this song.

"At that time, online dating was beautiful and romantic...... I didn't fall into it without exception.

Later, he was deceived and sold to a ravine, and sold to an honest forty-year-old man. Although he was only in his forties, he looked very old, not only bald, but also very ugly and ugly. ”

"Because I'm strong, I didn't ** to the person who kidnapped me, and the old man ......"

"When he saw that I was crying heartbroken and resisted strongly, he didn't be rude to me. Not only that, but he was kind to me in everything, and he thought he was unproductive and sent me to school. ”

"I think he is old and ugly, and I dislike him for sending an umbrella to school in the rain and calling me 'Xiaxia' to make me embarrassed."

"I told my sisters in the dormitory that he was my grandfather in the country, because I was afraid that people would know that he was my husband, because although he was only in his forties, he looked like he was in his sixties."

"Not only that, but when his classmates said he was ugly, I echoed him, saying that he was ugly."

"Later...... There was an earthquake, the whole house collapsed, and he used his thin body to keep me at bay...... That was his first ...... Lying on top of me for the first time.

But he didn't touch my clothes, only the countless blood and water soaked my clothes. ”

"He said: 'Xiaxia, you are a fairy, I can have the name of husband and wife with you, and I Lao Zhao, it is already a great blessing. I worked in the coal mine and saved more than 30,000 yuan, you should study in college and get ahead, and then find your own home and find a good man who loves you......

Xiaxia, you don't have to love me, but I don't regret loving you for the rest of my life. ’”

"When he was dug up, all the bones on his back were broken by the beams of the house, but he protected me under him, and I didn't die, I wasn't even injured!"

"That beam, a few hundred pounds...... Falling from the roof...... This is the power of love, the miracle of love......"

Yang Chen...... You say, are you the same kind of person as him? ”

Fang Qingxia cried so much that Yang Chen's heart was touched.

This bald old man is old and ugly, but with his tall and glorious image, he has left an eternal imprint in Yang Chen's heart!

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood you earlier."

Yang Chen sighed, he suddenly understood why Fang Qingxia wanted to study psychology, because she had been regretting that she didn't understand and love that man in the first place.

People are always like this, only when they lose, they regret it.

There is nothing more painful in the world than this.

"It's okay...... Yang Chen...... You're the second man who makes me feel exactly like him! But in my life, I won't love anyone else.

What if you think you're going to die? You have to believe in yourself and live well for the people who love you! Don't let them, like me, live in the agony of your death, okay? ”

"You can't feel this kind of pain! Do you think that if you let them all be healthy and live well, this is happiness?

Look at me, Lao Zhao is dead, can I be happy? I'm not happy at all, I'm miserable, I wash my face with tears, and I'm living in pain and torment!

Do you want your Li Wenjuan to live in such a place? Do you want Qing Xue, who actually cares about you very much, and Xia Xinyan, who silently pays for you and even persecuted the Xia family to death, have a complete mental breakdown because of your death?

Are you dead? Even if you really want to die, you have to give me a life when you die, don't give up! If you give up, you will be completely sorry for the rest of your life! ”

Fang Qingxia almost roared.

She took out her painful past to teach Yang Chen a lesson, what courage it should be.

The kind of scar that penetrates into the heart, can't be revealed, uncovered, so the pain of more than ten years of precipitation will make her fall into the dark abyss again!

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