Chapter 20: Doubts about the loss of a mother
Looking at the day and crying like a child, Mo Yifan knew for the first time what heartbreak was, and that feeling was like now, as if his heart was being kneaded in the palm of his hand, and it was tearing into petals one by one, and the pain was suffocating.
Holding on to his stiff body, he sat up straight, raised his left hand and put it on the back of the neck of the day and gently brought it into his arms, finding that he was stubborn and always resisting, that is, his subordinates forced the silver head against his chest.
After struggling a few times at first, the daytime struggle gradually turned into trembling, and finally the trembling turned into a reckless cry with a "wow".
Mo Yifan didn't know why he was crying so sadly, he was guessing, wasn't he afraid that he would die, but was the friendship between them really so deep?
After crying for a long time, until he felt that his eye sockets were so swollen that he couldn't shed tears, he finally stopped crying, but he was still half-leaning on Mo Yifan's arms and motionless.
"But are you calm?"
Mo Yifan's words were still as cold as his people, but he didn't put down the hand holding the day dive, and even tightened it tighter.
Trembling and nodding, the breathing of the day dive gradually calmed down, and although he stopped crying, the sobbing did not seem to stop.
"Mo Yifan, do you know?" he sniffed and said in a hoarse voice, "I was really scared when I saw you fall in the courtyard, I was afraid that you would die like that, without warning or even leaving me a word, just like my mother!"
His voice choked, Mo Yifan seemed to hear the softest part from the depths of his heart, and it was only at this time that he realized that his appearance tonight probably reminded him of the most painful experience he had ever experienced in his life, although he didn't know how tragic the loss of his mother was, but now was not a good time to ask, rather than let him hurt again because of self-disclosure, it was better to remain silent like this.
"I'm not going to die. Holding the day in his arms with both hands, Mo Yifan tried his best to say softly and in a deep voice, "I promise!"
As the words landed, he urged a small spell and secretly injected it into the back of the neck of the day dive, until he felt a sinking in his arms, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.
Put the person in his arms back on the bed and cover him with the quilt, Mo Yifan sat on the bed, his thoughts and worries were entangled, and in this quiet night, it seemed to form a wall of pods, climbing up and weaving endlessly, moving with the wind, although it was swaying, but it was impermeable to cover all his thoughts.
I don't know when I fell asleep, Mo Yifan only felt that when he woke up, his whole body was stiff, and he was a little self-deprecating in his heart, didn't he age so fast, he was about to degenerate his limbs at a speed visible to the naked eye, and he was afraid that if he continued like this, he would really drag a young body and old eyes faint in March.
When he turned back and saw that he was still asleep, he got up first and went back to the room to freshen up and change into clean clothes, and then turned back again, only to find that the cheeks of the person on the bed were red, and the body was hot up and down, and he was still trembling when he was covered with a thick quilt in the summer.
"Obviously, it was me who was drenched in cold water last night-" After feeding some hot water to the day dive, Mo Yifan helplessly held his forehead and sighed, "It's you who is sick." ”
Fortunately, the day house was originally a medical hall, with all kinds of herbal equipment, and although he was not an immortal doctor, the light medicine was also one of the compulsory courses of the sword immortal, and it was not difficult to prepare a medicinal soup to treat the rapid fire and initiate a high fever.
Quickly found out the medicinal materials needed from many drawers, hammered the ground, grinded the ground, and put it into the medicine pot for the last time and slowly fried it on low heat, Mo Yifan's speed was so fast, I was afraid that no doctor could reach Fanchen.
"Uh, you didn't eat this morning, how did you get the medicine?"
As soon as the courtyard door opened, Lin Anlie's people walked into the courtyard with his voice.
Raising his eyes to look at him, who was already ruddy and no longer haunted by demonic energy, Mo Yifan was still squatting by the medicine pot, shaking the pu fan, and said lightly: "Day Qian attracted a little wind chill last night, and the person is burning. ”
"Yo, it's really strange!" Slowly approaching him, Lin Anlie grabbed his hair and said with a smile, "I've known him for so many years, I've never seen him fight and hang the lottery, this is really the first time I've been sick!"
His words aroused Mo Yifan's interest, pondered for a while, and asked, "Did he often get injured in fights before?"
Lin Anlie, who already had a good impression of him, was willing to answer all his doubts for him, so Suo (Xiaosheng) sat on the ground, rested his elbows on his crossed legs, and said with a smile: "That's natural, although this person was very timid when he was young, he was always righteous, and he couldn't look down on others as bullies, and he was always implicated because he was strong for others!"
Speaking of this, he lowered his head in embarrassment and blushed.
"Maybe I'm not beaten for you!" Mo Yifan remembered the process of the two of them meeting that he had talked about before, and said with a slight joking tone.
Laughing twice, Lin Anlie did not answer this question directly, but continued: "Actually, he himself is very good at recruiting those bad boys. ”
"Why?" Mo Yifan frowned and asked coldly.
"You have also seen that he has been different from us since he was a child, he was born with silver hair and red eyes, not only is the bad boy bullying him, but some adults with bad intentions do not allow children to play with him, saying that he is a monster!" Lin Anlie held his chin and recalled with a distressed face, "Brother Mo, although I don't know where you are, it is not difficult to see from your demeanor and temperament that you must have an extraordinary background, presumably your growth environment is relatively favorable, and you can't experience the feeling of being discriminated against and bullied!"
How don't I know?!
This sentence is what Mo Yifan thinks in his heart, but he didn't say it, although he is more qualified to say this sentence than anyone else, just because he knows better than anyone what it's like to be lonely and helpless, but he doesn't want to say it and don't want to mention it again, after all, those are all things in the past, and his current self, he thinks that it's very good.
"His mother, what's going on?" After a moment of silence, Mo Yifan opened the medicine pot and looked at the medicine that was already rolling slightly, as if he asked intentionally or unintentionally.
"No wonder this kid is sick-" Suddenly realizing that he slapped his head heavily, Lin Anlie showed a sad expression and said, "Today is his mother's death day!"
"Huh?"
Hearing this, Mo Yifan first glanced at the room where the door was still closed and there was no movement, and then at the hall where the tablet of the mother of the day was placed, and seemed to understand something in his heart.
didn't notice his abnormality, and Lin Anlie didn't sell anything, but told the story of the year......
It was a summer afternoon a few years ago, and he was no longer as timid and cowardly as he had been a child, although there were still some misbehaving teenagers who would cause trouble because of his unusual appearance, but most of them were also intimidated by his special ability to fight.
However, the sinister nature of the human heart is always difficult to measure.
A few young men who love to bully people and have been taught by day diving catch a puppy and take it to the mountain, and tie it to a small branch that grows out of a cliff.
Day Diving naturally followed in order to save the puppy, but the twig seemed to be the thickness of a person's forearm, but it could not bear the weight of a teenager, and when he finally ripped the puppy off the branch shaking in the cliff wind, the twig broke.
Seeing this situation, the teenagers who had set up the bureau did not feel the slightest guilt and fear that they were about to kill a human life, but scattered one by one as if they were nothing, and ran away without a trace.
Seeing that the twigs were about to be completely broken with only a trace of bark, and that he was about to fall into the abyss under his feet, he did not have the slightest timidity and threw the puppy in his arms back to the ground.
"Let's go!" he said to the puppy with a smile, "don't be caught by them again, because I can't save you anymore!"
The puppy seemed to be a human (Xiaosheng), his round eyes were full of tears, he whimpered twice, turned around and ran away.
Looking up at the bark cracking little by little, the day dive sighed deeply, closed a pair of eyes, and only felt the momentary weightlessness in front of his eyes, and he didn't know anything.
However, when he thought he was dead, it was when he was woken up by a puppy licking him.
Yes, he did not die, but lay on the grass, and on the edge of the cliff in front of him, a remnant of goose-yellow floral cloth was fluttering in the wind like a broken yellow flower.
Later, the father of the day to find the mountain after dark, the father and son only to know that the puppy came home to report the news, the mother of the day to save the son and could not find her husband for a while, so she had to go up the mountain, but unfortunately, she a woman after all limited strength, just dragged the unconscious son back, but he was unstable and fell off the cliff.
Although, after going back, many people helped to go to the bottom of the cliff to search for it overnight, but in the end, they could not find the body of the day mother......
"So—" Speaking of this, Lin Anlie sighed heavily and said, " Day Diver has always felt that he killed his mother, in fact, this matter has nothing to do with him, plus later, Uncle Day drunk all day long and didn't care about him, and one day he disappeared inexplicably, and Day Div became a person, at first some people said that it was because he was a monster that he would kill his parents, and some words were even more vicious, even I couldn't listen to them and often argued with them, but Day Div seemed to acquiesce, no matter how ugly the rumors, he took them all ......"
After hearing everything in his heart, Mo Yifan didn't make any expression on his face, just took the medicine pot away from the fire, went straight to the kitchen and found two clean empty bowls, covered it with a layer of gauze and poured the dark black hot medicinal juice out of the medicine pot, and poured it into the two bowls several times until the medicine residue was drained, then he took the medicine bowl with a spoon, and ignored Lin Anlie, who was always following him, and returned to the room where he was diving.