Chapter 320: Smearing
With that sound, especially when you sat cross-legged on the side of the stone tablet, the expression on your face became more and more hideous.
But despite this, you know that you have no choice, and you glanced at the Ning Xin who had already closed your eyes, and you endured the restlessness in your heart, and slowly closed your eyes.
But the moment you close your eyes, everything changes in your 'vision'!
The endless white expanse appears in your 'field of vision'.
With you as the center, a thick darkness rushes out madly!
Before you can react, you see a self that suddenly appears in the middle of the darkness.
And at the moment when he appeared in the middle of the darkness, he saw that a figure suddenly appeared in the middle of the endless light.
Female Buddha!
Faces full of sorrow and compassion!
And with the thousand hands of the female Buddha, slightly stirring, seeing the endless light, madly rushing to the dark 'you'.
Silent shouts of rage, at least you feel that self, such a cry comes out of your mouth!
And at the same time as the shout appeared, he saw the darkness around him, and frantically squeezed towards the light.
No wins, no defeats!
Even the darkness is much smaller than the light! But the darkness has not been dispelled by the light in the slight!
Is it unreal? Or is it real?
Or is it the almost ethereal battle of souls?
You don't know!
But in this moment, you feel as if your soul has been torn apart!
This pain! It's definitely beyond your imagination. And the level of acceptance!
Far more than the feeling I felt when I died!
Far beyond the original eight bodies, the pain of receiving punishment!
Endure? Bullshit!
It's more than acceptable, and you can still endure it, so you can only say fart! Or they didn't accept it at all, but they self-righteously said that they accepted it, and then shamelessly said how good they were!
Then you open your eyes and want to get rid of that pain!
But you open your eyes, but you see! But it's an unacceptable situation!
Surrounding! It's not the cave! It's still the case! The endless light, and the darkness in the center, compete with each other for the existence that may be considered territory!
Even. You don't just see your body. I can still see the female Buddha who is full of sorrow, compassion, and a thousand hands stirring!
Even! You can still see yourself in the dark!
And the only difference! It's just that in this field of vision, there is one more peace!
And at this time. You are at peace with the heart. It was as if he was standing in the midst of nothingness. Look at the vision, the light, the darkness. That female Buddha, then you, are fighting!
Ning Xin can see it, or can't see it, you don't know! But you do see it!
Moreover, the soul-tearing pain of the feeling still lingers in my mind.
Even at this moment, you want to stand up! I want to run out!
Maybe running out will stop the painful feeling!
But you can't stand up! It's as if the body is imprisoned!
It's like the feeling when the eight bodies were punished, completely imprisoning their bodies! Can't move at all!
And, in the afterglow, you saw Ning Xin slowly open his eyes, and his face was full of surprise to look at him, as if he saw something unexpected on his face.
You clearly saw a slightly hesitant expression on Ning Xin's face.
At this time, Ning Xin looked at your face, which was almost as hideous as madness, and his heart trembled violently.
Ning Xin can't see what you see, but Ning Xin can feel your pain!
According to Ning Xin's thoughts, if I bring you here, I will definitely be able to erase the darkness in your heart!
But Ning Xin definitely didn't realize that there would be a situation at this time!
The darkness in your heart is almost endless! Just looking at the hideous color on your face, Ning Xin can think that the darkness in your heart at this time is definitely stuck with the light.
It was also at the moment of discovering this moment that Ning Xin realized that something was wrong!
If the darkness of your heart is defeated! Defeated quickly! That's in line with Ning Xin's previous thoughts!
But the truth is definitely out of Ning Xin's plan!
Not to mention how long your darkness will stick with the light!
Even if you can decide the winner in the end! Can your soul hold on to that moment?
Souls are broken! So what happens to you?
And at this time, the reason why Ning Xin hesitated was because Ning Xin had a way to let the darkness be defeated quickly!
Everyone has sin in their hearts! And among these sins, there is always the heaviest side, and it is precisely this heaviest side that is also the outlet for this sin!
And where is your sin?
Murderous desire?
No!
You yourself know that in fact, he doesn't have that extreme penchant for killing, you only regard killing people as a means, a way to achieve the goal!
But you have lust! Very heavy lust!
Ning Xin doesn't know?
In fact, in this world, if there are two people, they know you best! That must be Ning Xin, and Li Er!
The moment he thought of your situation at this time, the hesitation on Ning Xin's face did not last long, and he saw that he slowly faded himself and your clothes.
As Ning Xin said before, if you return to the path of true Buddhahood, then even if you want a peaceful body, Ning Xin is willing to dedicate yourself to you.
At this time, Ning Xin knew that if the darkness in your heart was defeated, then you would inevitably go back to the path of the true Buddha that Ning Xin imagined.
Therefore, Ning Xin wants to export the darkness in your heart, find an outlet for the darkness in your heart, so that it cannot fight with the light with all its strength!
Seeing Ning Xin slowly pushed your body down, and then sat directly on top of your object.
The moment you saw this abrupt situation, you definitely didn't imagine it. Eyes wide open!
But even so, there was not the slightest hint of confusion on Ning Xin's face, on the contrary, if a treasure statue had a solemn expression color, it did not appear on Ning Xin's face without the slightest looseness.
Even, with Ning Xin's crazy jolting on your body, I saw a voice like the Sanskrit sound singing, one after another, coming out of Ning Xin's mouth.
Even if it is on the mind and body at this time, because of his behavior. Xiang Khan slipped down frantically. On his face, there is not the slightest hint of spring.
And with Ning Xin's gesture, you can clearly see the darkness in your field of vision, which is entangled with light. There is a tendency to retreat.
Even the black you. All began to malfunction.
But even so. Despite the darkness and the beginning of the retreat, there was still a large area. A large expanse of rich darkness keeps spreading out of your body in the center of the darkness.
It's just that this thick darkness, no matter how crazy it spreads out of your body, because of Ning Xin's attitude, it can't stop the trend of defeat at all.
But people have hearts, and they have all their strength!
Even if Ning Xin is a cultivator, what is she doing!
She is using her immature body to bear the darkness that you have been forced out of at this time!
If we must characterize the world as the difference between good and evil, then these two points are undoubtedly huge existences, and no one can question and bear them at all!
Even if Ning Xin's goodness has reached the kind of existence that can be compared to these two points, it is called a micro weight, but she is still only a micro weight.
The crazy bumps did not last until the moment when the darkness retreated, and when you saw Ning Xin's body, she suddenly fell into your arms and fainted.
But even so, Ning Xin's actions have already forced that darkness to be forced by the light to the body around you.
Darkness, there is no way to regain the lost position!
But Ning Xin's approach, he didn't expect that this was invisibly harming you! Pushing you to the brink of death!
A person can indeed be washed away by the light, the darkness in the heart!
But that man! It has to be an ordinary person!
And what are you! Your heart has reached the worst, the worst!
And how can it be rinsed?
At this time, there are two people in the world, and they definitely can't be rinsed!
One is you, and the other is Lear!
This is also the reason why you fell in love with Li Er in the first place and became your own stand-in!
You know what evil is! If it is said that peace of mind is the highest good! That Lear is the worst of all!
Your heart is complicated! But in his heart, there is definitely that evil side!
If there is other extreme side in your heart, you can coexist with this most evil thing!
But can the best coexist with the worst evil?
Absolutely not!
Even for a while, this supreme good overwhelms the supreme evil in your heart!
It's just for a while!
Sooner or later, this supreme evil will be like before, madly glued together with that supreme goodness, and then little by little, little by little, your soul will be strangled to be smashed!
This situation of yours is nothing more than death now! Or the two options of dying later!
Seeing this situation, you really don't know whether to love or hate!
Ning Xin is not clear, but you are clear!
If you are really the true Buddha who was reborn, maybe you would be able to make that contaminated darkness disappear by doing so!
But you know, he's not the true Buddha!
Even thinking of the almost soul-tearing pain before, you know, if it goes on like this! He! Dead!
It is also at this moment that you realize that the body of eight heads and sixteen arms is of true use!
All along, the eight selves in your body are like clones, all of them are just the same!
And at this time, it is also because of Ning Xin's approach, even if you don't know whether his next move is right or wrong, but you know that he has to do it!
Otherwise! He's dead!
"Ahh
Maybe it's because of Ning Xin's posture that the sense of confinement in your body has subsided a lot, and with an extremely sad rebuke, seeing your upper body, it suddenly swelled.
The extra fourteen arms appeared one after another on your upper body, and the seven extra heads appeared one after another.
It is a situation that subverts the perception of ordinary people, if Ningxin is awake at this moment, she sees all this, especially what you will do next. I will never think of you as the reincarnated true Buddha again!
With the body of eight heads and sixteen arms, the moment it completely appeared in the field of vision, seeing the light and the darkness, as if it had found a real catharsis, the madness faded, fading towards their inexplicable ends.
And in that light, that darkness, that thousand-armed female Buddha, that moment when you fade. Your body. The feeling of imprisonment became more and more faint, and I saw you slowly pushing away Ning Xin's body, a little. Stand up a little.
See the light. That darkness. That female Buddha, then you, as if you have been pulled in!
Female Buddha. Light, swiftly surging towards one of your eight heads.
And you, the darkness, are also rushing to the other head.
With the darkness, the light, the you, the female Buddha, completely disappeared from the field of vision, and the moment when the surroundings were in your field of vision, completely turned back into the cave, I saw that your eight heads changed.
Six of them are still the same color as you, and they are the same.
But one of the other two heads had a hideous look on its cheeks that bordered on madness.
And the last head, the face was solidified with an expression of infinite sorrow and compassion.
This is also the reason why your strength has not reached the fourth turn at this time, if he is the body of the fourth turn at this time, then the situation at this time will definitely not be so calm!
Because! This is already a manifestation of the order of the truth! It is the only way to break through to the fifth turn!
"Huh!"
Although it seemed to be one, it was obviously eight laughs, overlapping together, and mixed with two laughter with different meanings, suddenly appeared from the cave.
At this moment, you know, even if he hasn't understood the truth order, what is the situation!
But at this moment, the two points he knew were enough to make him enter the realm of the five transformations without the slightest hindrance!
Whether it's Kunni-an or Chingmyo-an, this inheritance route is to let people trace the past!
History is a mirror! In the mirror, it is inevitable to see the sorrow of human nature!
History! Just a part of the past!
But it's because of the past! will discover the sorrow of human nature! will be good!
Because we have discovered the sorrow of human nature, we will be good! It's a given! But it is the cart before the horse of the inheritor! It is also because of this that I cannot comprehend the true meaning of this inheritance!
This! This is the inheritance! Even if you don't know, this lineage, this order of truth in the past, is complete! But that's all! It's enough to step into the realm of five turns!
And you get it! And that's not all!
And the so-called evil! What is it? It's about retaining the future!
Because don't look at the past! Just look at the future! Go for recourse! It is inevitable to neglect to do something that makes people feel miserable!
This is called evil!
Even, you already know at this time that this truth order that proves the 'past' and the 'future' truth order that you comprehend together represents the inheritance route of the Seal Blood Hall, or the Praetorian Guard Hall!
It is also because of this that Qingmiaoan, and the Seal Blood Hall, seem to be the reason for the existence of the natural enemy, which is an invisible contradiction! It's almost the essence of fire and water!
Because of Ning Xin's approach, you get too much, too much!
Even, through these two points, you have already deduced that the inheritance that represents the 'now' truth order must be the Ten Thousand Buddha Sect, or the Mingxin Monastery.
Even if you haven't realized the 'now' order of truth, you know the clue! That's enough!
It is also for this reason that the inheritance of the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, or the Mingxin Zen Temple, will make people feel that this is a Buddha nature with good and evil!
Because of it! Connecting the past and connecting the future!
Because of inheriting the past, he will have compassion, sorrow, and goodness!
Because it's connected to the past! It will have that kind of vicious abrasive mind!
Your eyes are full of complex colors, and you look at Ning Xin's cheek, which is still in a coma.
Ning Xin really regards you as the reincarnated true Buddha, and even as a Buddha girl, if her behavior is known by many Buddhas, Buddhas, and Buddhists, it will definitely be an intolerable situation!
A Buddha girl! With a being who is characterized as a reincarnated true Buddha, this kind of behavior happens! How do you get them to accept it?
Even if you think about it, Ning Xin will inevitably suffer an almost indelible blow at that time!
You yourself are defined as a reincarnated true Buddha, even if you are in the eyes of those Buddhas, Buddhas, and disciples. Something was wrong! They will also think that it was the fall of this Buddha girl who lured them!
They won't, and won't dare to question you, but they will definitely dare to wear out the peace!
No matter how Ning Xin feels about you, even if you think about it, Ning Xin is the one who is willing to worship the Buddha and help the Buddha return to Buddha nature!
But it doesn't matter!
Ning Xin felt that this was right! What do the other Buddhas, Buddhas, and Buddhas think? Can they feel right? Is it acceptable?
Before you want to come! Absolutely not!
But you already see Ning Xin as your own woman! So you're in this moment, your mind. Completely silent in the thought of how to keep your peace of mind.
Because you know! For those who have a higher cultivation. The more sensitive that 'sense of smell' is!
As long as you get out of this cave and walk down this mountain, when Ning Xin appears in the eyes of those powerful beings in Qing Miao Nunnery, Ning Xin is a Buddha girl. Something that broke the body. It will definitely be discovered!
When the time comes. What awaits peace will be unimaginable abrasion!
Kiyo-an is good! It's true goodness! But no matter how good it is! It is absolutely intolerable for a fallen Buddha girl who tempts the true Buddha to exist in this world!
Don't talk about your feelings for Ning Xin, don't talk about the fact that you already regard Ning Xin as your own woman in your heart.
In terms of personality alone. No matter how bad or evil you are, you have one thing that you can't erase!
That's you, a grateful person!
Who's good to you! You'll keep it in mind! That old woman back then was! Today's tranquility is too!
You know you have to keep your peace! If he doesn't keep his peace! Ning Xin is bound to die!
And you know, at this time, he can't even leave Ning Xin!
If you want to keep your peace of mind, you have to solve not only those Buddhas, Buddhas, grandchildren, and disciples, but also solve them! And peace of mind!
You think of the 'punishment' that awaits Ning Xin, can't Ning Xin think of it?
But Ning Xin did it anyway!
The moment Ning Xin did this before, she had already figured it out, she was just taking her life for your life!
In Ning Xin's understanding, if she doesn't save you, you will definitely die!
And it's true! Even if you have eight heads and sixteen arms, at that moment, you are completely imprisoned!
If you don't have peace and let the darkness and light lose balance, you won't have that breathing room!
Not even eight heads and sixteen arms can be manifested!
In that way, what awaits you will inevitably be the soul, little by little, little by little!
Ning Xin doesn't know this! But Ning Xin felt the pain of your soul tearing! She knows that if she doesn't save you, you will only die!
You know what kind of temperament Ning Xin is.
If I just give you my body, Ning Xin will definitely not have the slightest hesitation!
What is Ning Xin hesitating about? It's the next punishment!
Even with your understanding of Ning Xin, Ning Xin is not afraid of punishment at all!
What is Ning Xin afraid of? What is hesitating?
Ning hesitated because he was afraid of discrediting you!
An existence that is characterized as a reincarnated true Buddha, even if it is tempted by a fallen Buddha girl, is discrediting you!
Ning Xin doesn't want to discredit you, but she must save you! So she fell into a dilemma and hesitated!
But she did it anyway!
It's not just because she thinks it's better to discredit you between letting you die and smearing you.
It's because Ning Xin thought of a solution!
That's Rather Death!
Die in the dark! Die without anyone knowing!
If so! Who would know that Ning Xin was broken? And who would know that you, an existence who has been characterized as a true reincarnated Buddha, have done that kind of thing with this Buddha girl?
No one will ever know! And Ning Xin is holding this plan!
However, if there are two people in the world who know you best, it must be Ning Xin and Li Er.
In this world, the one who knows peace of mind best must be you!
Even, what you know about Ning Xin is much more thorough than what Ning Xin knows about you, too much!
For no reason! Because he's you!
Everyone else, you can see it very thoroughly, not to mention this Ning Xin, who is constantly assimilating with yourself!
So what is Ning thinking, you don't know?
So you must stay by Ning Xin's side and never leave, otherwise the moment Ning Xin wakes up, she will inevitably kill Ning Xin herself!
That's where you find it difficult!
You know that if you want to keep your peace of mind, you must get rid of those Buddhas, Buddhas, and Buddhas!
And it must be on the premise of talking about peace of mind first! Do you think you can speak to the heart? You're not sure!
Just like the situation when I reasoned with Ning Xin and Ning Xin before, you and Ning Xin will definitely be indistinguishable!
Even now you can know what Ning Xin will keep in mind, it must be because she doesn't want you, the reincarnated true Buddha in her eyes, to have a little chance of being smeared! (To be continued......)