Chapter 406: The First Choice
After showing this card, Feng Sizhe got an extremely elegant and quiet private room, where Feng Sizhe and Miao Zihan sat down with each other.
A few months later, Miao Zihan saw Feng Sizhe again, her handsome face and sunny smile were so unforgettable, so that Miao Zihan couldn't help but feel excited when she saw it, and after the service staff just closed the door, she stood up and threw herself into Feng Sizhe's arms.
This time, Feng Sizhe didn't dodge, let alone push away immediately. He knew that Miao Zihan needed an emotional outlet, and she needed her shoulders. Sometimes it's a good thing to be able to talk about the pain in your heart, instead of having to hold it back, which will only make people more uncomfortable.
After crying for a while, the shoulders of Feng Sizhe's expensive suit were wet, so Miao Zihan took her head off his shoulders, and then said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry to make you laugh." ”
"No, this is what a girl should show when she treats her feelings, rather than blindly trying to ask for it in a tough way."
"You...... You're still holding a grudge against me. Won't you forgive me for what I just said on the phone? As soon as Miao Zihan heard that Feng Sizhe was still talking about what happened just now, her face immediately turned a little red with anger.
Looking at Miao Zihan's angry appearance, Feng Sizhe smiled instead, "Well, this face is really very cute, this is the performance that a girl should have, I like it." ”
"Ah, do you like the way I look? I thought you came back from studying abroad, you had seen the world, and you liked the kind of girl who could be self-reliant. As soon as he heard that Feng Sizhe originally liked his weak side, he immediately asked with some excitement.
"Hehe, girls are strong, but they are still women, and there are many big things in this world that still depend on men to do. Men are naturally strong, and they like to protect the weak rather than be ruled by women. And I'm a normal man, and I want to be able to protect my woman by myself, not by women, you know? Feng Sizhe looked at Miao Zihan and said very seriously, and at the same time, he was also expressing his thoughts about girls in his heart.
He had never told anyone about this kind of thought, even He Shasha didn't know it, but today he did say it to Miao Zihan, which in itself showed that he had no intention of annoying her.
Miao Zihan also seemed to be aware of this, hearing Feng Sizhe say this, she was also excited, after such a long time, he was finally willing to say what was in his heart to himself, this was a kind of progress, a kind of precursor that allowed him to accept himself.
"You...... You're saying that as long as I learn to be gentle in the future, you will be able to like me, you will like me, right? Miao Zihan was like catching a lifebuoy in the middle of the ocean, and she saw new hope.
Seeing that Miao Zihan was so excited, Feng Sizhe really didn't want to hit her, but some words still had to be explained, otherwise it would only cause greater mistakes and misunderstandings.
"Zihan, you should actually know that the matter between me and He Shasha is not only the matter of the two of us, but also the face of the Zhao He family, and most importantly, the commitment and dignity of men. I think you must have heard such a sentence, called a promise of a thousand gold, I immediately promised my grandfather and He Lao and He Shasha to be similar, then I must do it. Because I didn't have anyone forcing me to say this, I took the initiative to do it. Then if I say such a thing, I have to do it, or I will be a man in vain, you know? This is a man's promise, some people regard the promise as life, although I have not been able to do it, but I will do my best to do it well, only in this way can I be worthy of my grandfather, worthy of the people of the He family, worthy of myself. I don't think you like a ruthless, unrighteous and untrustworthy man. ”
Feng Sizhe spoke earnestly and expanded his He Shasha's problem infinitely, in order to let Miao Zihan understand that as a person like him, marriage is not only a matter for two people, but also related to the future and fate of many people.
Miao Zihan also thought about the problem of Feng Sizhe and He Shasha, in her opinion, Feng Sizhe just wanted to use the He family's influence in the military world to benefit his grandfather. But now that she heard it, she did understand a little, and she couldn't help but ask, "Then I want to know, do you really love He Shasha?" ”
Seeing Miao Zihan looking so serious, Feng Sizhe knew that he had to hold on at this moment, "Well, I love it." ”
As soon as this word of love came out, Miao Zihan's body was shocked. But she still seemed a little unconvinced, and asked again, "Then do you love me?" I mean, if I had appeared before Heshasha, you would have chosen me and given up Heshasha, wouldn't you? ”
"Ah...... This...... I haven't really thought about it. Feng Sizhe answered the truth, he really hadn't thought about this question, who would be bored to think about these impossible things.
"Then you haven't thought about it before, think about it now, and then tell me the answer, okay? It's important to me. He Shasha seemed to see a little hope again, looked at Feng Sizhe, and stared at his eyes with both eyes, asking word by word.
Thinking about it now, Feng Sizhe suddenly understood in his heart that part of his love for He Shasha was out of pity for her, because if he didn't treat her well, then her life would probably end. Another part is that she is really cute, of course, it is not excluded that she is the granddaughter of He Lao, and she is the He family who can give the greatest help to her grandfather. But if it is really as Miao Zihan said, she appeared earlier than He Shasha, how will he choose, maybe he will really like her.
Although this is an impossible thing to happen, Feng Sizhe did think about it seriously and had an answer.
He didn't speak for a long time, all of which was in Miao Zihan's eyes, and before Feng Sizhe could say anything, she did speak first, "Okay, you don't have to say it, I think I already know the answer." To be honest, I'm really sad and happy at the same time. Sad because I came up later than He Shasha, how nice it would be if I could have met you in England, and I am happy because I know that I have a place in your heart, and I have the opportunity to be your bride. Though...... Although this seems unlikely in this life, I really love you, and I really can't accept any other man besides you. I...... Can I be your lover? ”
The word lover was still an unfamiliar word in the Republic of '92, but in the West, it was a very common term in England. As Miao Zihan, who has never even talked about love, is still perfect, and has such a strong family background, it obviously takes a lot of courage to be able to say this. But for the sake of love and happiness, she really spoke out.
As soon as these words came out, Feng Sizhe's eyes widened as if he didn't know her, "You...... What were you talking about? ”
"I said let me be your lover. I know I'm too late, I'm afraid I won't be your rightful wife in this life, but I do want to have your love, so let me be your lover. You should also know that such things are not uncommon in the West, and in the future, when our country develops and the economy goes up, this kind of thing will also be commonplace. I...... I really can't accept other men except you, as long as you promise me, willing to be with me, as long as I can give birth to a boy for the Miao family in the future, then everything is not a problem, I think my grandfather, parents will not say anything, after all, they promised me before. "Miao Zihan is really willing to be with Feng Sizhe in order to be with him, and he doesn't want fame and fortune, just to have a chance to be with Feng Sizhe.
Miao Zihan's words really moved Feng Sizhe, and it is estimated that even an iron man is going to be soft-spoken by these words at this moment.
Feng Sizhe himself is not a person who looks at the pot and eats the bowl, but Miao Zihan has already made up his mind to follow him, and is willing to be small, what else can he say. Hitting people is not like this, not to mention that he does not have such a hard heart for the woman who loves him, of course, there is one thing that cannot be ruled out, that is, Feng Sizhe himself also likes Miao Zihan a little, and he even thinks that other boys like this girl are not worthy of it.
"Zihan, ...... like this" Originally, Feng Sizhe wanted to say that he was too wronged by you, but as soon as the words turned, he still said, "You better let me think about it." ”
"Don't think about it, it's settled. But then again, if He Shasha doesn't want you one day, instead of you don't want her, then I have to be the first person to think about, right? Miao Zihan said all the thoughts in her heart, and she felt much more relaxed, so she opened her mouth and joked.
"Haha, how could she not want me. But I promise you, if there is a day, you will be the first choice. Feng Sizhe saw that the matter was open, and he also laughed and joked.
"Okay, it's still the first choice, isn't there a second choice? Let me tell you Feng Sizhe, although you are very good, there will be no fewer girls who like you in the future, but there is one thing you have to promise me, that is, if you want to accept others in the future, you must let me examine it first, you know? Miao Zihan glared, pretending to be angry and said.