There are always people in this world who are luckier than you, and there are always people in this world who are more miserable than you.

Chen Fusheng understood this truth when he was scolded by the villagers, so he didn't hate the more than 20 years of white eyes and ridicule brought to him by the man who patted his ass and left after ruining his mother, Chen Fusheng couldn't let go of the man's trauma to his mother, Fugui didn't say it, but Chen Fusheng believed that the brothers Chengren was protecting the mother of the yellowed photo to the deathbed, and he must still be thinking about the white-eyed wolf who didn't hate, blame, annoy, or anger. Chen Fusheng took a big sip of a cigarette, and finally saw Li Jiangchao squatting under the street lamp in a daze on the road outside the community, stopped the car and stepped off A4.

"I heard that you got into a fight with someone at school and put them in the hospital?" Chen Fusheng said with a smile, he didn't get straight to the point to instill a big truth in Li Jiangchao, firstly, he couldn't say high-sounding things, and secondly, he didn't want to have some fancy things with a kid who drilled the horns, Li Jiangchao's stubbornness revealed today, he also had it back then, otherwise he would really not interfere in other people's family affairs, and take over this problem, and the right to indirectly repay Li Qingwu for his daughter-in-law's considerate care of his daughter-in-law.

"My sister told you that?" Li Jiangchao stared at Chen Fusheng vigilantly, after being sure that this man was a good person, Li Jiangchao no longer dared to face Chen Fusheng out of inferiority, but now he is a hedgehog, erecting spikes all over his body, catching and stabbing whom.

"No, your sister can't wait for you to be a perfect obedient child in the eyes of my neighbor, how can you say this." Chen Fusheng smiled, took out a cigarette, and threw it to Zhou Xiaoque, who was standing behind the street lamp in the distance, Zhou Xiaoque, who did not smoke or drink, hesitated and simply clamped it on his ear, Chen Fusheng lit it himself, and swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog comfortably, and said something that made Li Jiangchao unbelievable, "I have checked the archives of you and your sister, of course, and your father's, just your trivial things at school, if you didn't live on my first floor, I wouldn't bother to look at it." ”

"What do you want to say, let go of a fart!" Li Jiangchao said angrily, his face flushed, he hated Chen Fusheng's tone and posture full of superiority the most in his life.

"Heh, I won't say it yet, you little bastard still dare to beat me?" Chen Fusheng said disdainfully.

Li Jiangchao trembled with anger, but he was very sad to find that he didn't dare to do anything to the unfathomable man next to him, this man had a wife who he felt was completely national, there were batches of fierce bodyguards, and there were all kinds of vehicles coming and going, Li Jiangchao dared to pick the sixth or seventh person in school, and he also flirted with his fists and feet on the outrageous rival in love, just because he knew that doing that feat was at most he was guilty alone, and the family would not be implicated, but it was different now, Not to mention whether he can smash his fist on the male neighbor with a mysterious identity, even if he can, it will definitely be the whole family who will suffer afterwards, Li Jiangchao's eyes were bloodshot and his fists were clenched.

"Now it's an honor student whose grandfather is the leader of the Education Bureau, slandering your father as a strong criminal, and scolding your sister for being a girl who sells her body to help you study, can you still defend your poor self-esteem with your fists, and when you walk out of school in the future, do you still rely on one hand and two fists? You weigh less than 15 meters tall at 1.75 meters, can you pick a bastard who eats by playing hard in society alone? You may not be able to get into the undergraduate college entrance examination wastewood, at most you study in a pheasant university, and after graduation, you will get a salary of three or four thousand a month, maybe you can support yourself, even if you don't repay your sister who never expects you to repay, how can you repay your aging mother? Relying on the bullshit guilt that can only be placed in the heart, or waiting for the world to drop the pie and win the first prize in the lottery ticket, or a certain rich daughter who is blind and only looks at you, an 'aspiring youth' who goes to an Internet café all night when he has nothing to do? Chen Fusheng said indifferently, his expression was calm, he spit out a smoke ring, raised his head to look at the street lamp, and remembered that in Shanghai, it was also this kind of time to bury his head in the light and chew a book, mosquito bites, hungry, dizzy, and he survived. In Li Jiangchao's not broad life, Chen Fusheng is destined to be the most qualified person to teach him.

Li Jiangchao lowered his head, looking silent and dazed.

"Want to hear my story?" Chen Fusheng chuckled softly.

Li Jiangchao did not react, and tears fell to the ground one by one.

"I am a native of Heilongjiang in Northeast China, born in a small village, a foreign man let my mother run away after she conceived me, my mother pulled me and my brother alone, but also to take care of my crazy grandfather who is drunk every day, our countryside is different from your city, just that one acre and three points of land, can not rest for a moment, if you want not to starve to death, you can only plow the black land, not only can not count on anyone to help, but also have to fight with the villagers, and God to grab the harvest, you city people are full of food and support guys like to say that fighting with the sky and the earth is endless? Infinite b. ”

Chen Fusheng's eyes were also a little red, he snuffed out a cigarette, continued to light one, and said, "You were laughed at after your father was imprisoned, but no one will pour feces into your house, right?" No one is going to shoot you with a slingshot as soon as you go out, right? You people in the city, when you are older, the favor will naturally be weak, ordinary people will not be too friendly and will not hate each other too much, my village is different, they poke my backbone, eager to poke off, when it comes to fighting, you are really incomparable, so I am not rich and rich to point fingers at you little boy, nor is it to get ahead and have the strength to pity anyone and run to give you something, I just want you to understand that you have to live a hard life like your sister, you can't be beaten down by yourself, and you are beaten over by others, You have to stand up and run forward in the same place, not only your sister and your mother don't owe you anything, but your father must not owe you anything, you only know how to punish yourself for your father's unintentional mistake for so many years, your sister doesn't scold you, your mother doesn't beat you, you don't feel ashamed? You're 17 years old now, and you should think like a man. You touch your conscience, apart from carrying the black pot to prison for others, what is the thing he has done right for you? Are you bitter? He's been in prison for 14 years, isn't he more bitter than you? Oh, now that he's finally out of prison, do you think he wants to hear you call him Dad? You don't even want to sit at the same table with him for a reunion dinner, do you think you have a backbone? Even if I'm a bystander, I can't smack you in the mouth, it's not too much. ”

Li Jiangchao cried hoarsely.

"Everybody comes from ignorance." Chen Fusheng rubbed Li Jiangchao's head and said softly: "It doesn't matter if a man does something wrong, the important thing is that you have to know how to do it to have a true clear conscience." ”

Chen Fusheng smoked a cigarette and said calmly: "I ran from Heilongjiang two years ago to work in Shanghai, where I was unfamiliar with my life, and I knew the first good girl who was willing to give her body to me. The wild mountain jump in the mountains is in a hurry and will bite off his leg to escape the trap, I don't want to die, so I can only pounce on his dead shemale face with a lime, and without hesitation, I stab a knife in, and then pack up my things and prepare to run, do you think I want to leave that girl behind? But I didn't run alone, did I take her simple to escape across the province together? And then how to feed her with what? She is not afraid of hardship, but I am afraid of her hardship. ”

Li Jiangchao raised his head and looked at this man who he thought was also his son-in-law.

Chen Fusheng raised his head, holding a cigarette between his three fingers, and said in deep thought: "When my hands were stained with blood again, thinking that I could stand firm in Nanjing and go back to Shanghai with my chest straightened, I was stabbed in the back again, this son of a bitch's life, I knew at that time that I would not be too quiet in my life, either a vigorous death, or a nest of deaths, and then my daughter-in-law you have seen appeared, she has been appearing when I am most depressed, I am like grabbing a life-saving straw, and I will not let go. In the end, she also made me agree to be my woman in a daze, what can I do? Be Chen Shimei, dress up like a dog and run to find that kind girl in Shanghai, and tell her without heart or lungs, I want to be a little white face, I want to marry a girl who can make me struggle for 30 years, and break with you. ”

Li Jiangchao did not rush to curse Chen Fusheng, because he remembered what Chen Fusheng said, what is the real conscience.

"She's still the same she, a kind mess, she slapped me in front of my dead friends, saying that she didn't know me. I'm Chen Shimei, of course it's impossible to cry and kneel down to ask her for forgiveness, just turn around and leave in style, in fact, I know that she was just afraid that I would feel guilty before I slapped her, she must have hurt countless times more than my face. ”

Chen Fusheng took a breath, threw away the cigarette butt, rubbed his face, and smiled bitterly at Li Jiangchao: "Do you think I'm very beautiful now?" But let me tell you that I even slept a few days ago with a blade in my hand, do you believe it or not? Do you think a daughter-in-law with such a husband can be happy if she is simply a kind child who is only black and white in the world? Even if it is still there, can it be happy forever? ”

No one can be sure that they are the protagonists of life, and no one can be destined to be happy and stable.

"You're still an asshole."

Li Jiangchao said in a deep voice, "But it's not hypocritical, it's not a good person, but it's enough for you." ”

Zhou Xiaoque put the cigarette in his mouth, and Fan Mouse threw him a lighter from the password bar and lit it, maybe only he and outlaws like Fan Mouse can truly understand Chen Fusheng's unpretentious suffering as the young man said.

personally sent Li Jiangchao home, this kid hugged his old father Li Hongbing and cried loudly, his voice was completely dumb, and he couldn't cry anymore.

Li Qingwu returned the blazer to Chen Fusheng with red eyes and gratitude, Chen Fusheng took the boiling water handed over by her mother, and said with a smile: "Can I sit down and talk to Lao Li about something?" ”

Seeing the harmony between father and son, Li Qingwu smiled and wiped his tears while crying and said happily: "Of course." ”

Li Hongbing is a special soldier, standing like a loose and sitting like a clock, although the disaster of 14 years in prison has worn out most of his sharpness, but even so, sitting opposite Chen Fusheng is neither humble nor arrogant, but his eyes are full of silent thanks that do not need to be said between men, father's love is like a mountain, it is precisely because this feeling is too dignified that he can't speak, Chen Fusheng is very envious, and even has some unavoidable jealousy, adjusted his emotions, and said: "Jiang Chao is studying and reciting a punishment of probation, don't blame him, it was the other party who deliberately provoked trouble, Lao Li, Jiang Chao's temper is very similar to you, the school wants to let the parents over, I happen to have a little relationship with the Education Bureau, see if you can let me go to the school and help revoke this punishment, of course, I am a little out of line with the rules in doing this, so I will ask you first if it is appropriate, I have not had time to accompany my pregnant daughter-in-law during this time, thanks to Qingwu, so I feel guilty for not doing something. ”

Lao Li is a little embarrassed, he is a man who is most reluctant to owe favors, it was because of this that he died and carried everything into prison, Li Jiangchao's mother very much hoped that Chen Fusheng could solve this matter, after all, the punishment of probation was already very heavy, and it would have a great negative impact on her future career after being recorded in the file, but she still looked at Li Qingwu, hoping that her most assertive daughter would have an idea, Li Qingwu smiled and nodded very dryly: "Then thank you." ”

"Xiao Chen, are you from the Northeast?" Li Hongbing knew that his daughter was very mature and smart now, so he didn't bother with it, and asked with a smile when he heard Chen Fusheng's accent.

"Well, a small piece of Heilongjiang came out." Chen Fusheng said with a smile and took a sip of boiling water, warming his heart.

"I used to have a lot of Northeast comrades-in-arms in the army, they drank happily and fought fiercely, and they were all well-known men." Li Hongbing said heartily, "If you don't drink two cups, my brother will be happy." ”

"I'll go get the wine, Mom, you heat up the food." Li Qingwu did not give Chen Fusheng a chance to politely refuse, and immediately launched an action.

Chen Fusheng glanced at Li Qingwu with a smile, intentionally or unintentionally, and as soon as the latter made contact with him, he immediately dodged.

"Dad, I want to have some drinks, too." Li Jiangchao said softly.

"No, what kind of wine do children drink!" Li Jiangchao's mother stopped and said.

"Drink, it's okay to drink less, Li Hongbing's son can't drink." Li Hongbing patted Li Jiangchao's head and smiled.

"Mom, it's okay, drinking alcohol is not smoking, drinking less is good for the body." Li Qingwu also persuaded.

In the end, after eating the meal, Chen Fusheng drank high, his steps floated, and Li Qingwu, who was a little uneasy, sent him to the door, handed his coat to him, and said softly: "Brother Chen, I don't thank you for your kindness." ”

"What is gracious or unkind, talking about this hurts feelings, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors, and if you do a favor or something, you don't ask for anything in return, and you can't talk about repaying it." Chen Fusheng shook his head and said, took out the key, and said with a smile: "You go back." ”

Li Qingwu nodded, but waited for Chen Fusheng to carefully open the door and waved at her lightly when he closed the door before turning around and leaving.

That night, from more than 2 o'clock in the morning to the morning when my sister Li Qingwu got up to make breakfast, Li Jiangchao made two sets of comprehensive examination papers in one go, and wrote a number in a book of "How Steel is Made" given to him by his sister, which was the number of days left before the college entrance examination, and the QQ signature was also revised after completing the test papers, "Where you fall, you get up from where!" ”

At half past five in the morning, Gao Yuan's mobile phone at the bedside rang, and he secretly laughed at himself with his colleagues in the circle to be the wife of the yellow-faced woman who opened her sleepy and hazy eyes, and said angrily: "Who is so immoral, calling early in the morning to disturb him?!" ”

Gao Yuan looked at the number, glared at the yellow-faced woman, the drowsiness disappeared, and said with a smile: "Boy, your sister-in-law scolded you for not having a sense of morality, you know that the consequences are serious, and say, what's the matter." ”

The woman who wore a bright red satin pajama with a surname but really couldn't talk about curves was a little puzzled, curious about who could make her husband talk so well.

Gao Yuan listened to the speech on the other end of the phone, nodded and said: "No problem, I'll drive you over my broken A4 with a makeshift point, by the way, in this case, you might as well get a car at the level of the Standing Committee of the Provincial Party Committee, Brother Yuan can help you get it." No? Well, I'll be there in half an hour. ”

After hanging up the phone, the woman was confused and said, "Who, such a big brand, let you send the car early in the morning?" ”

Gao Yuan said with a smile: "Chen Fusheng, that kid, I don't know what medicine is sold in the gourd, so he wants to use my car." ”

The woman suddenly realized and said charmingly: "Then you still told him that I scolded him for not having a sense of morality." ”

Gao Yuan patted the plump buttocks of the yellow-faced woman, if you don't look at her plump waist, his wife's ass is still quite tempting, Gao Yuan, who sighed bitterly in his heart and smiled evilly, quickly got up and dressed, and said: "Sister-in-law can't scold in front of you, that means that the friendship is not deep, the revolutionary friendship is not strong enough, and scolding means that he is not an outsider, understand?" ”

The woman's eyes were like silk, and she stretched lazily and lazily, revealing her bloated figure in its original form, and said, "You have a lot of eyes." ”

Gao Yuan's grief is greater than his heart is dead, sighing, isn't this forcing me to spend time outside and drink and flutter colorful flags? Evacuate the room quickly.

When Li Jiangchao was about to go out to take the bus according to the old rules in the morning, he suddenly saw Chen Fusheng already standing downstairs, in addition to his four-ring car, there was also a Lexus driven by Huang Yangshen, plus the Cayenne driven by Zhang Qihang who returned to Nanjing, Chen Fusheng smiled after seeing the stunned Li Jiangchao: "Today I will change to an Audi A4 and take you to school." ”

(To be continued)