Chapter 071, Choice and Restlessness
was busy until twelve o'clock, Canglong finally finished the plan, turned off the lamp, Canglong went to take a bath, and came back to see Wanwan, who was already asleep, but still had a smile on his face, Canglong was suddenly a little satisfied in his heart, helped her cover the quilt, Canglong turned off the light, and with the help of the faint light outside, he went to bed carefully, for fear of waking up Wanwan.
However, Wanwan seemed to feel something, closed her eyes and pulled her hand over, and then pressed her little head on Canglong's hand to show a little satisfaction, but muttered in her mouth: "Mom, go to bed early!" ”
Canglong smiled bitterly, it turned out that Wanwan regarded himself as a mother, and he felt a little unbearable in his heart, and finally moved his body, got closer, and patted Wanwan's back lightly with his hand, and unconsciously fell asleep.
In the dream, he saw two blurred figures, looking at him from afar, and for some reason, he actually became the appearance of a child, stretched out his hand and ran towards these two figures, intuition told him that these two figures were his closest people, he ran and ran, but the distance still did not close.
His hands rubbed his eyes, as if he wanted to see the appearance of these two figures clearly, but all he could see was the loving smile on the corners of their mouths, but he couldn't see their faces clearly, he used all his strength to get close to them, only to find that the distance was still so far away, and even the two figures began to move, getting smaller and smaller.
He shouted for them to wait, let them wait, but the two figures didn't seem to hear his words, and finally disappeared in front of his eyes, and suddenly there was darkness around him, and in the dark corner, there was suddenly a child's sobbing, and Canglong walked towards him, and his heart couldn't help but feel a pain.
He seemed to be able to feel the fear and uneasiness in the child's heart, and he could feel the coldness that emanated from him that was thousands of miles away.
"You have to kill people, kill enough people to be free, you have to live, only by living, you have a choice, your parents have abandoned you, you no longer belong to yourself, only become strong, you will not be abandoned!" The cold voice suddenly rang out in the darkness, ringing in the child's ears.
In those innocent eyes, he suddenly became numb and ruthless, the child was not sobbing, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, there was no emotion in his desperate eyes, a cold dagger suddenly appeared in his hand, stabbed at Canglong, and said coldly in his mouth: "I want to kill, kill enough people, get free, I want to live, live to choose everything I should choose, I want to become strong and win the respect that belongs to me!" ”
"No!" Canglong shouted in his heart, all his emotions suddenly exploded at that moment, he wanted to stop this child, but he was so powerless, he could only watch this child grow up in the cruel training, and become more and more ruthless in the killing, those eyes were numb and empty
"Heh" Canglong suddenly woke up, opened his eyes, looked at everything familiar, and muttered to himself, "It turned out to be just a dream, but it was so real!" ”
There was a faint light outside the window, Wanwan was still lying next to him, but he didn't know when he had turned his back and lay on the other side, Canglong helped Wanwan cover the quilt, found that he was covered in sweat, looked at his watch, and found that it was half past five, he slept for nearly five hours, and woke up in a dream and was completely sleepless.
He got out of bed, took out the clothes in the cupboard, and went into the bathroom, the cold water poured on him in the morning, but it didn't make his body tremble in the slightest, he was used to this cold, as a killer, he never took a hot shower, no matter what the environment, he used cold water.
He must keep his body and get used to a temperature, no matter when and where, this can keep him calm, ten minutes later, he turned off the bath head, picked up a towel casually, wiped his body, his keen sense of smell suddenly felt a little familiar fragrance, he found that he used Yu Xue's towel again, carefully looked at the towel engraved with Juanxiu, Canglong suddenly had a feeling of trouble in his heart.
He changed into clean clothes, shook Yu Xue's towel, then folded it neatly and put it in its place, washed up, wrote a note, and left the house.
As he ran at breakneck speed, he headed towards school, where he hadn't trained for too long, and it affected his senses.
In the wild running at top speed, Canglong felt the water vapor of the air hitting his face, and the cold air was inhaled into his lungs, no matter what time it was, running was the simplest but most practical physical training, which could make the muscles and qi and blood of the whole body active.
The road from the apartment to the school takes about fifteen minutes to walk, but it only takes three minutes for Canglong to run.
"Teacher Cang, it's so early." The doorman was a little surprised.
Canglong slowed down from a distance, adjusting his breathing, in the eyes of the guard, Canglong was sweating, but in fact it was just that he was too fast, and the fog in the air hit him and his hair.
"Early." Canglong replied and walked into the campus.
I looked at my watch, it was not yet six o'clock, and the students all got up at half past six, washed up for ten minutes, and tidied up the dormitory housekeeping, twenty minutes for morning exercise, and then there would be an hour of breakfast.
In the frosty autumn days, no one wants to get up now, and most students have the habit of lying in bed, even adults.
The students of Class 9 are naturally the same, but morning exercise is a must, because the voice of the dormitory manager and the irritable wake-up clock always ring in their ears, if they don't get up, the dormitory manager will come to lift their quilts, and look at them coldly, no matter whether they are under the quilt, whether they are wearing clothes or not, they will not feel shy.
Several students, because of the problem of sleeping lazy, were seen as virgins by the dormitory manager's aunt, and even the dormitory manager's aunt would make a very speechless comment on some prickly boys: "Your aunt, I haven't seen such a small word!" ”
Even if it is a thorn, as long as they face the words of the dormitory manager, they will consciously not have a next time, because they don't want the evaluation of the dormitory aunt to spread to other people's ears, especially the ears of girls, otherwise they are likely to face the end of not being able to soak in the girl and being laughed at.
But this morning seems to be different, before half past six, someone came to knock on the dormitory of Class 9, but they did not hear the voice of the dormitory manager, nor did they get up the bell.
One by one, sleepy-eyed and hazy got up from the bed, the genius outside was slightly bright, when they got up and washed up, they found that it was no one else standing outside, it was actually Teacher Cang, but unfortunately this Teacher Cang was not the "Teacher Cang", but their homeroom teacher.
They looked at Canglong incredulously, wondering why Canglong came to school so early today, and soon they got Canglong's answer: "The dormitory manager told me yesterday that the boys in class 9 get up the slowest, so today I came to school early and woke you up in advance!" ”
"Ah" More than a dozen boys suddenly made a sound of dying, and in the frosty weather, those with poor physique were still shivering.
"Today is just the beginning, for the next semester, as long as I hear the dormitory staff telling me that Class 9 is the latest to get up, I will knock on your door every day and check your bed." Canglong said coldly, making them feel even colder, who were already shivering.
The boys in Class 9 looked at each other one by one, they knew that the head teacher was definitely not joking, and their intuition told them that Teacher Cang would definitely do what he said.
So there was such a scene on Saturday morning, the queue of boys in Class 9, who had always been the most procrastinated, had already appeared downstairs when the wake-up bell rang, standing in a neat row and starting the morning exercise, and the leader was actually their homeroom teacher, the famous teacher Cang.
When I went to check in the dormitory of Class 9, I found that there was no one, and I thought they had all gone out to surf the Internet all night.
Morning exercise with the students, breakfast together, for Canglong, is indeed a very comfortable and enjoyable thing, he used to arrive at school at seven o'clock, unknowingly missed all this, in fact, this is also part of Canglong's plan.
There is a saying that the plan lies in the morning, the morning is the most sleepy, but also the most energetic time, but also the best exercise time and study time in the day, the efficiency is also the highest time period, no matter what you do, you will get twice the result with half the effort.
From morning to noon, Canglong recorded their mental state in the morning from the changes in the students' expressions, and then after lunch, at half past eleven, he rushed them back to the dormitory on time to take a nap.
After a week of going on like this, Canglong became irregular, coming occasionally and not coming occasionally.
The students couldn't figure out whether Canglong was coming or not coming, so they could only get up early and not let themselves fall behind with other classes.
The mental outlook of Class 9 has become vigorous in a week, instead of the previous lifeless, coupled with Canglong's guidance and teaching method, the students did not feel too much boredom and pressure, but Canglong knew that for them who were in adolescence, this kind of teaching method of guidance and discipline would also produce the pressure of restraint, and if Canglong's purpose was to restrain it, it would be counterproductive in the end.
His real purpose is to let the students release their youthful vitality, not strong constraints, or the constraints of the guiding surname, because adolescence is a restless period, if people are not released, they will feel pressure, and if they feel pressure, they will not have the heart to study, but will breed rebellious psychology.
Many old people compare their youth with the youth of today's young people, saying what they were like at that time and what the young people of this era are like.
In fact, such a comparison is meaningless, because the people of that era had almost no choices, and the people of this era had too many choices.
There is no choice, which means that there is no temptation, so people in that era can easily go through their youth, and now people have a choice, there is temptation, but their parents never let them choose by themselves, or never respect their wishes and choices, so rebellion is born.
In the face of temptation, adults have little resistance, let alone boys and girls who are in puberty
ps: Attend the scholar's wedding and go to the bird, oops, to be honest, Xiao Yi I actually went to the bridesmaids, hahaha, look forward to me bringing the bridesmaids back, I'm happy, and you are happy birds