When I returned to the dormitory, I saw Brother Dong naked [***], with only one underwear, grabbing the iron shop in the dormitory, and then doing pull-ups. Seeing that I was back, Brother Dong sat on another pull-up. Said to me, "Six~~~~~~"

"What are you doing?"

"Brother~~~Is it awesome~~" After finishing speaking, he sat down again. Then, I heard a "bang", and Dong Ge grabbed the guardrail around the bed. fell, followed by a "poof", and Dong Ge lay on the ground. Fell into a magnetic field. It also touched the wounds on his body, and Dong Ge began to roll on the ground in pain. The pain on his face was unbearable.

Tilt back and back for Bo Long and Fat Man to tease.

I said two words lightly: "Awesome." After finishing speaking, looking at the bandages on Brother Dong's body, there was no big problem, he slipped to the balcony, picked up the cigarette, and lit it, thinking about Ziya's affairs, the more he thought about it, the less human he became.

After staying outside for a long time, Bolong also came over, came to my side, and patted his shoulder, "Liu'er, what's wrong." ”

I didn't look at Bolong, and slowly let out a sigh, "I broke up with Ziya." ”

"Break up?" Bolong grabbed me by the shoulders and dragged me in front of him, "What did you say?" ”

"I broke up with Ziya." I continued.

"How do you say that you break up and break up? There was no sign at all. ”

"What signs do you want?"

"Ziya will be very sad."

I sighed, "You know how the two of us got along in the first place. After so long, I found that I couldn't love her at all, I just cared for her like a sister and took care of her. For her, except for the instinctive reaction between men and women, there is really no love at all. ”

"I'm grass, you say that now, you've slept with others for so many nights, and now that you're saying that, what did you do earlier, I don't want me to know, Ziya must still be a virgin. You're so inhuman. Bolong said very seriously.

"I haven't touched her."

"Don't fart."

"I swear, I'm telling the truth, I didn't have a relationship with her."

Bolong was a little incredulous: "Really not? ”

I nodded, "In those days, I came back to sleep because I hugged her to sleep at night, and I couldn't touch it, which was really uncomfortable, so I always couldn't sleep well at night, I didn't sleep well at night, and I had to accompany her to the park the next day, and I was tired for a day, and I couldn't sleep well at night, and I had to accompany her to climb the mountain on the third day." That's why I came back that night, and I was so tired. In fact, the two of us have never done anything for so long, and the most we kissed on the lips. ”

Bo Long smiled and picked up a cigarette, "Even if you kid has a surname, or you just have a Ziya rest, it is estimated that even my daughter-in-law and Shanshan will be finished with you." ”

"Am I bad?"

"It's okay, you're far worse than me." Bolong also leaned against the railing and looked at the night sky outside.

"What's wrong with you?"

Bo Long touched his head, "When I used to be in high school, I chased a woman, in order to sleep with her, coaxed her to drink, she drank too much, and then we went to bed, and there was a woman." I told her that I had agreed, discussed, and wanted to do it, but she was always afraid, in order to satisfy my own selfish desires. Coaxed her to drink an aphrodisiac. Then go to bed. Hehe, you said that the things you did, compared to what I did, am I more? More shameless. ”

"Really, fake."

"Really, we're brothers, there's no need for me to lie to you." Bo Long looked at me, "Moreover, the second woman I just told you about is still the daughter-in-law of one of my former brothers, they broke up, I don't know what's going on, I hooked up with this woman, and as a result, our brothers, or because of this woman, made a very unpleasant trouble, and now, there is no contact, once, it was also a fateful friendship." ”

"What about the woman?"

"The woman then felt sorry for my brother and left me again, I have nothing to lose, just one more person to go to bed with. But brother, it's gone. ”

"You still have a history like that."

Bo Long patted me on the shoulder, "Liu'er, in fact, no one can say anything about the relationship between men and women, and no one can grasp their own feelings, let me ask you, people live so big, who dares to say that they have not done shameful things, things, and done very despicable and shameless things?" No one dares to say that, these are some of the processes that people must go through to grow, and if you want to open up, there is actually nothing. How old are we, when we go to high school, there will be a bunch of 16 or 17 children, who will think so much, who will think so much, just be happy by ourselves, carefree about life, and will not take into account other people's feelings. Including their parents, most of them have hurt others and have been hurt by others, this is called life, it's just that you can do it once in a while, but you can't always be a fucker, if it's always a fuck, it's a real bastard, hopeless. ”

"Then you say, how should I make up for Ziya."

"Actually, Ziya quieted down, think about it carefully, she shouldn't hate you anymore, because you didn't treat her well after all, these days, you are enough to take care of her, play with her, fetch water for her, and buy food. Coaxing her to be happy, doing so much for her, and not having a relationship with her, she shouldn't hate you for that. ”

I smiled, "That's from the perspective of our men, for women, you are obedient to her, meticulous and considerate, after all, you can't resist the harm of a lie to her." ”

"You understand, do you regret it?"

I thought about it, and then shook my head, "Actually, I'm doing very well now, I'm not a good person, I'm a little gangster, if I changed to my routine in high school, I would have had a relationship with Ziya a long time ago, I can control myself now, you say, is it an improvement." ”

"It's okay," Bo Long smiled, "I hope Ziya doesn't get too sad." ”

"It shouldn't be, even if it's sad, it should be a quick thing, the two of us haven't been for a long time, and nothing has happened, she's just a little dependent on me, that's all."

Bo Long patted me on the back and smiled, "No poison, no husband, if you have ambitions, even if you have a relationship, what." If you want to open a little, don't be so low. Don't be so boring. It's hard to hear, it's just a woman, isn't it? ”

I jerked my head and glanced at Bo Long. Looking at Bolong's sunny smile, he suddenly felt a little strange.

"Okay, okay, don't think about it so much, it's been so long, I'm really uncomfortable looking at you like this."

I smiled and said, "Okay, you can go back." I'll be quiet myself. ”

Bo Long said "um", turned around and returned to the dormitory, in the dormitory, not much time, he heard Bo Long's scolding, "Hudong, I will grass your uncle." ”

"Grass your grandma, Bolong."

"Oops."

"Fuck you, fuck you."

I smiled helplessly, thinking about these people, I took out my mobile phone, found Xi Yu's phone, and called again, but it was still turned off, thinking about sending a message to Xi Yu to tell her the truth about me and Ziya, but the text messages were edited, but I hesitated, if I were Xi Yu, would I believe it again, a person like Wang Yue who has deceived her countless times, don't explain it, it will never be clear here. Facing the quiet night sky, the corners of his mouth are raised.

The phone vibrates. I took a look, and the message was sent by Nuan Nuan. There is only one word, afraid. I ignored Nuan Nuan, put the phone in my clothes, thinking about Xi Yu's innocent and lovely smile, thinking about Xi Yu holding my arm, sweetly calling me my husband, thinking about Xi Yu snuggling in my arms, and falling asleep in my arms. I laughed again, although I laughed again, but I still didn't know what I was laughing again, tears still in my eyes, I only now realized that I was so in love. The habit of numbness is to pick up a cigarette, with a sad face, looking at the starry sky at night, and the bald man's smiling face seems to be hanging high in the night sky. Pouted, "Brother, at this time, you haven't slept yet, have you?" I miss you."

I smoked a few puffs of cigarettes, spit out the remaining half, and when I was about to take out the cigarette, someone stuffed one into my mouth, I turned my head, saw Brother Dong, smiled, and lit it for me.

"Brother Dong."

"Broke up with Ziya?"

I nodded, "Well, it's divided." ”

"It's good, since you don't like people, it's really okay to break up early, listening to Bo Long, you don't seem to have done anything to be sorry for her, and you haven't had a relationship with her, right."

"Well, it's just that I can't just fall in love."

"Why can't you fall in love?"

"I don't know, I just can't fall in love"

Brother Dong stretched out his hand and wiped the corners of my eyes, "Liu'er, you say, what kind of past do you have?" ”

I smiled and said, "Brother Dong, what's wrong." ”

"Why do you always like to live in the past, live in memories?"

"I didn't."

"Also quibbled" Brother Dong also lit a cigarette, "I haven't found you once, in the dead of night, I like to cry, since you don't love Ziya, then you will definitely not be sad for Ziya, at most, that is, some guilt." You are really sad, what are you really sad about? ”

I listened to Brother Dong's words, silent, and really didn't know what to say.

"Okay," Dong Ge continued, "no matter what you are sad about, if you listen to my Hu Dong, any sadness in this world is in vain. Without regret medicine, there is nothing to go back. You can be sad for a while, but you must not be sad for a lifetime, you still have your life, tomorrow is still beautiful, brothers, always by your side. After Brother Dong finished speaking, he smiled, "Be happy, the future will still be long." Ziya is gone, isn't there still that five hundred beauties? You can go ahead and try it. After Dong Ge finished speaking, he turned around and went back again. Suddenly, I felt that Brother Dong was also very strange.

It didn't take long for me to hear the sound of Bo Long and Dong Ge playing inside.

Shaking his head, everyone is the same, they are not strangers, they are just changed, I am no longer the carefree Wang Yue who only lives in the mood and does not live my life. I really want to do it, like before, carefree and laugh at everything. However, I found that I really couldn't do it, why.

Suddenly, I remembered Brother Dong's words, remembered the text message in the mobile phone, and Nuan Nuan said that she was afraid.