Chapter 355: Respective Values
"What do you mean?" Zhang Xudong pretended not to understand, as if he didn't know what Liu Li meant, and said: "I am me, fireworks of different colors." ”
"Hmph, don't talk about the lyrics. Do you think I'm going to believe what you say? Can a white-collar worker break through a problem that so many designers in our company can't solve? Liu Li shook her head and didn't believe Zhang Xudong, this thing is the same for everyone, where is there a little white face, oh no, is it a little white-collar worker who still understands such a noble artistic thing?
Zhang Xudong shrugged his shoulders and said: "If I can make it and your designers can't, it means that they are too unprofessional, of course, it is also possible that they took money from others and did it on purpose." ”
Even if Zhang Xudong said it was orderly, Liu Li still didn't believe it, she thought that maybe Zhang Xudong didn't want to say that she couldn't make a trick, right? He sighed and said, "You say, how do you want me to thank you?" Looking at Zhang Xudong's mouth, he immediately added: "No, you can't let me talk to you anymore, you just kiss, just ...... Anything else. ”
"I'm a very satisfied person, and just now it was just a little bit of water, not a kiss in the real sense!" Zhang Xudong said with a wicked smile.
"You are ......" Liu Li was a little angry, and said: "Give you another chance, if you don't have it, then this opportunity will be invalid." ”
"I'm grass, you wait for me to think about it!" Zhang Xudong scratched his head, looked at Liu Li and said: "Suddenly such a good opportunity, I really don't know what to want, I seem to be dizzy, you can help me rub my temples!" ”
Liu Li looked at Zhang Xudong with surprised eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Why don't you cancel the one-month agreement?" Even if you ask me to afford the money, I will not object. ”
"I'm like this, sometimes it's very cheap to be a man, hehe......" Zhang Xudong laughed twice and said: "I have grasped the opportunity, I wonder if you can press my temples." Zhang Xudong was calm on the surface, but in fact, his trigeminal nerve was faintly attacking, frowning at the moment, could it be because he had been doing it in front of the computer for an hour?
"Okay, don't regret it." Liu Li said, then walked in front of Zhang Xudong and looked left and right, then pointed to the sofa next to him and said, "You go over there and sit down, I'll rub it for you." ”
Zhang Xudong felt a dark feeling in his heart, immediately got up and sat on the sofa, closed his eyes, thinking that he was supposed to practice internal strength and qigong, but why couldn't he even cure this trigeminal neuralgia? At this moment, a pair of snow-like fingers caressed his temples, to be honest, the technique was really good, so that Zhang Xudong couldn't help but make an almost obscene sound, which frightened Liu Li to look around, if it weren't for the sound insulation of her office, I don't know what others would think of it!
In the evening, Liu Li and Zhang Xudong went shopping together, but this time they didn't buy anything, just a casual road, her whole person looked very quiet, well-behaved like a sleeping child, Zhang Xudong was a little surprised, but he didn't know what to say, he could only walk side by side with her.
"Zhang Xudong, you said that people regard money as more important than family affection, and everything seems to be so fragile in front of money." Standing on the overpass, looking at the endless traffic below, Liu Li said slowly with a somewhat empty gaze.
"People have seven emotions and six desires, not many people can really achieve the four empty, even if it is a monk, interests, rights, and money will make a lot of things be covered up, and a lot of things will be revealed." Zhang Xudong sighed as he looked at the starry neon lights.
"I really want to hand over the company to them, but I am not willing to let my parents leave me a few fetters, so it falls into their hands, my heart is really tired, I just want to ignore everything, abandon all the glitz and luxury, find a secluded place, no longer care about those worldly disputes, and live the life I want." Liu Li looked melancholy and said yearning in her heart.
Zhang Xudong was slightly stunned, and after a while, he shook his head and smiled slightly bitterly: "But there are some things that don't mean that they don't exist, things are there, whether you solve them or not, they exist." Born to be busy in the world, many people will feel stressed, burdened, and sad all day long. But what does this solve? Why not change your mood and treat these pressures and burdens as a kind of enjoyment. ”
is talking about Liu Li, but Zhang Xudong is also talking about himself, he is sometimes very tired, the burden on his body is too big and too much, sometimes he is really a little depressed and breathless, but since it is the road he has chosen, then he has to finish it on his knees, and only in this situation can he feel the determination and helplessness of this sentence, and there are not many people who can make himself happy.
"Zhang Xudong, tell me about your family, will they be like those relatives of mine?" Liu Li looked at Zhang Xudong and asked lightly biting her lip.
Zhang Xudong smiled bitterly, looked into the distance, and said lightly: "In my memory, the impression of my parents is very vague, when I was about six or seven years old, they went to a car accident and left, only I was left alone, for a while I was a little beggar, looking for something to eat all over the street, and was beaten and bitten by dogs, and then it was the old A who adopted me, there is a group of good brothers in it, which makes me feel the warmth of home, the year before last I knew that my father was still alive, and he has always been by my side and has never left, I also saw my grandfather and grandmother, Already my cousins and others, they are all good to me. ”
Liu Li couldn't help but be stunned, obviously she didn't expect Zhang Xudong to have such a tortuous life experience, and after a while, she opened her mouth and said: "At least your story ends well, at least you will have the warmth of home, with father, grandfather, and grandmother...... And I, there is nothing left, and there will be no more! ”
"Think like this, you will find a man who loves you very much in the future, who can give you the happiness you want, help people carry the burden of life, and give you warmth in your home." Zhang Xudong said.
Liu Li smiled bitterly, turned her head to look at Zhang Xudong, and asked, "Could this person be you?" ”
Zhang Xudong's face was stunned, and he chuckled even more in his heart, scratched his head and said: "I'm just a little white-collar worker, and I'm a little white-faced in front of you, aren't you afraid that others will make irresponsible remarks in the future?" ”
"If I ask you, you can answer yes or no." Liu Li was obviously dissatisfied with Zhang Xudong's words.
Taking a deep breath, Zhang Xudong lit a cigarette and smoked half a cigarette before saying calmly: "I'm not a good man, I already have a girlfriend, and the relationship is still complicated." I don't want to hurt others, and I don't know if I'm amorous or abusive, and sometimes I really want to beat myself up. ”
"Oh." Liu Li nodded slightly, her eyes were a little dull, and after a while, she looked at the tall buildings in the distance, where the lights were faltering, how many people were truly happy, how many people were helplessly lonely, and many people should be empty in their lonely dreams, like a soulless shell, repeating the same thing every day.
Neither of them spoke, but stood quietly, thinking about their own thoughts, and the atmosphere of the scene was very dull, and there were some other things in it.
More than half an hour later, Zhang Xudong's body moved, and when he saw Liu Li's body trembling slightly, he couldn't help but feel pity in his heart, this is a very special girl, a lonely, insecure, and needs a man like a mountain to take care of her.
The cool breeze hit at night, it was very comfortable, but it should not blow too much, Zhang Xudong took off his coat, draped it on Liu Li's body, and said with a slight smile: "Let's go back!" ”
Liu Li looked at Zhang Xudong, nodded and said, "Thank you." "Then the car goes.
Sent Zhang Xudong back to the downstairs of the rental house, Liu Licai drove away, and told Zhang Xudong to go to work on time tomorrow, in fact, it was to go to the company to accompany her to tide over the difficulties, she felt that as long as Zhang Xudong was by her side, there was an indescribable sense of security, which made her a little obsessed.
Zhang Xudong naturally agreed, but in the past few days of contact, Zhang Xudong felt that he should help Liu Li, at least to ensure that the Liu Group was not taken away by those guys who were eyeing him, and his subordinates had to take down these cooperation with Jin Yuanbo, block the mouths of those people, and then start to acquire the shares of those people, and finally hand them all over to Liu Li, which is the best choice.
Back in the rental room, Zhang Xudong charged his mobile phone, and then went to the bar on the second floor to drink a glass of milk, and played a few games of billiards with Sister Luo before returning to his room. Maybe he talked too much with Liu Li tonight, which evoked a lot of memories of Zhang Xudong, and he couldn't sleep for a while, and strange figures kept leaping in his mind, when Zhang Xudong wanted to see these shadows clearly, he disappeared immediately, and then closed his eyes and reappeared.
After the cycle, Zhang Xudong felt that he had a nervous breakdown? How can there be constant ghosting, it seems that the stubborn disease of super training in those years has begun to come to him little by little, but Zhang Xudong believes that he will take care of his body.
turned on the light, got out of bed and washed his face, looked at himself in the mirror, as if a vague person was laughing, which made Zhang Xudong even more difficult, lit a cigarette and sat on the bed, feeling as if he was familiar.
This night, Zhang Xudong almost didn't fall asleep, and when it was about to dawn, Zhang Xudong had sleepiness, but he didn't fall asleep for long, the mobile phone vibrated desperately, and when he answered the phone, it was Liu Li, she was already waiting downstairs, let Zhang Xudong go down quickly.
Zhang Xudong rubbed his eyes, and when he saw that the time was almost eight o'clock, he shook his head helplessly, isn't it nine o'clock when he goes to work? How did you get an hour in advance?
After three minutes of dressing and washing, Zhang Xudong went downstairs with two dark circles under his eyes, and when Liu Li saw this appearance, he was stunned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Didn't sleep last night? ”
"I slept, but I didn't fall asleep." Zhang Xudong smiled bitterly, he was still a little dazed.
Liu Li didn't continue to ask what was going on, but said: "If you are too sleepy, just stay at home to rest, anyway, the design sample of the company has been completed, I believe there is no problem in signing a contract with Jin Yuanbo Group." ”
"I'm okay, I'm not worried if I don't go." Zhang Xudong said, and sat in the co-pilot's seat, although the sample has come out, but who knows if the shareholders of the Liu Group will play any more conspiracies, Zhang Xudong does not follow, he probably still can't sleep, it is better to end the matter and sleep peacefully.
"Oh. All right! Liu Li looked at Zhang Xudong, didn't say anything, got into the car and drove directly to the company.