Chapter 180: Deep into the bone marrow
Song Erbin inadvertently read Xiao Ya's diary, and after hearing that Tang Yin was the boss behind Qiu Xiang, he thought that the time was ripe and decided to have a showdown with Tang Yin.
It's not that he cares about Tang Yin's identity as the boss behind Qiu Xiang, but because he's afraid that other girls care about Tang Yin's identity. Once Tang Yin's identity is exposed, it will definitely attract many girls to chase after her, which is unfair to Xiao Ya, after all, Xiao Ya, a stupid girl, has already done stupid things and given everything to Tang Yin, and there is no way out, so Song Erbin has the obligation to let Tang Yin know Xiao Ya's dedication, even if Xiao Ya blames herself after knowing it.
But when he was on the phone, the sentence "What are you going to do with Xiaoya?" Tang Yin was stunned, Tang Yin didn't know which play Song Erbin was playing, he was the boss behind Qiu Xiang's scenes, and after being exposed, what did it have to do with Xiaoya.
"Erbin, what are you talking about, why can't I understand?" Tang Yin's heart jumped, but he still couldn't help but ask Song Erbin. And in his mind, Xiao Ya's shadow involuntarily appeared, but this image was exactly Xiao Ya's flickering eyes in the restaurant of Shanghai Tang Hotel in Shenzhen.
"Damn, Tang Yin, you bastard, you actually didn't admit it immediately after eating, if you were by my side, I would have to beat you into a pig's head." Song Erbin heard Tang Yin's breezy tone, and his heart immediately became angry, and he shouted at the phone: "What did you do yourself in Shenzhen City, didn't you notice it at all?" ”
Tang Yin's heart sank to the bottom of the valley with a "bang", and the scene that happened on the night of the Shanghai Tang Hotel in Shenzhen resurfaced in front of him, the bewitching figure in the attic in the sky, a girl who looked like Cai Yan, the unfamiliar room, and the blood-colored plum blossoms on the bed where he was lying, and Xiao Ya's abnormal expression after seeing herself: Could it be that girl Xiao Ya?
There is something about the sky loft of Shanghai Tang Hotel in Shenzhen, after meeting Cai Yan, Tang Yin also asked Cai Yan on the side. got a negative answer from Cai Yan that she had never been to Shenzhen, and when she had that relationship with Cai Yan, it was also indirectly confirmed that it was Cai Yan's first time, which already made Tang Yin very uneasy, and now that Song Erbin yelled at him like this, his heart was even more messy.
But he still had a hint of luck, and asked Song Erbin very worriedly: "Erbin, can you wake up, I really don't know what I've done to be sorry for you or Xiaoya." He really didn't want to, and he didn't want that incident to be related to Xiao Ya, and that would be an outcome that he couldn't face.
Although Tang Yin has two souls. has advanced insight into everything, but after all, he is still a normal man, with all men's flaws - he has a natural love for outstanding women, and he is no exception to the enchanting and fiery Xiao Ya, who has been separated from Cai Yan for more than half a year, Xiao Ya has successfully broken into his heart with strong might.
In fact, he himself clearly knows that he likes the feeling of being with Xiao Ya, and to put it bluntly, Cai Yan is just Tang Yin's regret. And after having Cai Yan, Xiao Ya has become Tang Yin's regret in this life.
Xiao Ya once said: "There is no incurable wound, there is no sinking that cannot be ended, all that is lost." Returning in another way. The biggest failure in my life was meeting you on the way, but I was a latecomer. She was lamenting that the two of them had a good impression of each other, but they were just born at the wrong time.
And what she didn't know was. Even if she and Tang Yin met earlier in this life, it is impossible for Cai Yan to come early, after all, Cai Yan is in Tang Yin's heart. There are two lifetimes of experience. For this reason, Tang Yin has been trying his best to suppress this idea, just because he doesn't want to hurt the feelings of the two girls at the same time.
But now Song Erbin told Tang Yin that he had a super friendship relationship with Xiaoya as early as last year's Shenzhen Hotel, which shocked him imaginably. At this time, he not only has a relationship with Xiao Ya, but also has a relationship with Cai Yan, how will he solve such a dilemma? !
Song Erbin was really angry with Tang Yin, but he also understood that in fact, Tang Yin really didn't know what happened to Xiaoya, which can be seen from Xiao Ya's diary that Tang Yin was drunk at that time. It is clear that in the face of Tang Yin's attitude, his mood cannot be calmed down no matter what.
"Did you get drunk on the first night we met in Shenzhen, did you wake up and found yourself sleeping in a stranger's room, did you feel like something had happened?" Song Erbin forced himself to calm down and issued a series of rhetorical questions to Tang Yin. He regretted talking to Tang Yin about this on the phone, if the two faced each other, he would definitely beat Tang Yin first, so that he had a sense of grievance on the phone.
When Tang Yin heard this, his whole body was cold like falling into an ice cave in an instant, he was afraid of something, at this time he had basically concluded that he had indeed happened to Xiao Ya that night, how could he be embarrassed! was silent for a long time, until Song Erbin on the other end of the phone was about to go berserk, he asked in a dumb voice: "I'm sorry Erbin, can you please explain something?" ”
Song Erbin was furious when he heard this, but when he heard Tang Yin's solemn tone on the other end of the phone, he also knew that this was not the time to be rash, so he had to take a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Tang Yin, I have to say that even if you and I are good brothers, it will cause me to be jealous from the bottom of my heart, because you are indeed better than all our peers, even adults, and you also have the ability to attract girls."
"However, jealousy is one thing, the truth is another, the room you slept in that day was Xiaoya's room, I lived next door at the time, and that night, Xiaoya asked me to open a new room. At that time, I was very puzzled, until I accidentally read Xiaoya's diary two days ago, and suddenly realized what happened that night.
It can be clearly seen from Xiaoya's diary that Xiaoya loves you wholeheartedly, and for you, she chooses to pay, hiding aside and silently suffering the torture of this feeling. I won't say much else, no matter how awesome you are~ and how poor you are, but for Xiaoya, you must be fully responsible, otherwise I will not be finished with you even if I chase to the ends ......of the earth."
Because of his anger, Song Erbin said a little incoherently, but what he said after that, Tang Yin couldn't listen to it at all, the only thing he could remember was Xiao Ya's silent sacrifice for herself, and everything that happened in that room in the Shanghai Tang Hotel in Shenzhen.
Since the hotel incident, Tang Yin has been deliberately avoiding this fact, and now he is once again reminded by Song Erbin's words of those sporadic memories in the depths of his memory, a bewitching girl took herself away from the attic in the air, and then appeared on the bed in the hotel room, and finally took the girl for Cai Yan, and something happened that shouldn't have happened, but when she woke up, she found the traces left on the bed......
Thinking of this, Tang Yin suddenly felt very painful in his heart, Xiao Ya paid so silently, but he was blindly evading, how ruthless is this? At this time, he really knew that Xiao Ya had unconsciously taken root in his heart and penetrated into the bone marrow like Cai Yan. (To be continued......)