Chapter 294, people who are not qualified to say love
You Fang seemed to feel it, and glanced back, but at that time, Liu Yan hadn't poked his head out, so he didn't see it, and was pulled by Chi Muyi's arm and went downstairs. [No pop-up novel network]
I was afraid of traffic jams on the road, so I took the subway, and it was already 2:45 in the afternoon when I arrived in the small lecture hall of the School of Archaeology of Peking University. You Fang has not eaten since yesterday afternoon, only drank a bottle of mineral water in a hurry on the road, did not wash his face, did not brush his face, did not even comb his hair, rushed to the school bathroom to clean up a little, and immediately went to the stage to start the thesis defense.
When he opened the PP Ding and saw Zhou Xiaoxian in the audience nodding and smiling at him, what he was thinking about was not whether he could get a degree, but whether Tu Su woke up in the hospital? It is true that you should have a good night's rest today, but before swallowing this, you should invite the tutors in the audience to have dinner, and let your brother-in-law Chi Muduo come forward to invite, the higher the grade, the better, maybe for celebration, or for the great happiness in the impermanence of life. The thoughtful and sophisticated little wanderer came back halfway, and the other half was lost in the hospital.
Although he had internal injuries and looked a little dazed, his defense was very smooth, and there was no need for Zhou Xiaoxian or Chi Muduo to release water, and You Fang's preparation was enough to deal with this kind of scene. When introducing the topic, he also recounted the ancient wood-building ceremony in a deduced way, and everyone in the audience listened to it with relish, almost falling into a trance.
This afternoon, the college arranged a defense meeting for on-the-job master's students, of course, not only You Fang, but the process was a little hasty. After all the defenses were over, You Fang invited all the teachers to dinner, the restaurant was very close to the grade was also very high, some people didn't want to go, but the person who came out to invite was Chi Muyi, and Zhou Xiaoxian also readily agreed, so they got together to drink again.
Of course, the conversation between the banquet was about professional issues, everyone talked about the protection of cultural relics, cultural relics appreciation and cultural relics restoration, and the topic spread out to talk about collection and international art auctions. During the banquet, everyone admired the young man You Fang a little, although his words were not much, he also kept a modest posture, but obviously the standard was not low, and the opinions were also very high, Zhou Xiaoxian was very satisfied and nodded again and again, this wine felt very good.
The checkout was five figures, and after the dismissal, Chi Muyi and You Fang took the elevator downstairs together, sighed and said, "I originally wanted to discuss with Professor Zhou to give you an extension, but I didn't expect it to go so smoothly, you did work hard." You Fang asked, "Since it can be extended, why are you urging me in the hospital?" ”
Chi Mu Duo looked at him: "I'm not worried about your degree, but about your state this morning, that's why I wanted to pull you out, but fortunately you're fine." You Fang: "Of course I'm fine, it's Tu Su who has something to do." ”
Chi Mu Duo said with palpitations: "I saw that your eyes changed in the hospital, especially when I saw the perpetrator, I really felt that I would kill someone on the spot." ”
You Fang said lightly: "It's not that I haven't killed anyone, but I will blindfold my brother-in-law, not so stupid!" ”
Chi Mu Duo: "You've never been a stupid child, I'm just afraid that you will hurt yourself with anger for a while." "Girl, why didn't you bring it home for your parents to see?" You Fang lowered his head and said, "Do you mean Xiaoxian?" ”
Chi Mu was stunned: "Do you know who I'm talking about, can your house accommodate people with six doors?" You Fang muttered: "I can tolerate it, it's too early to talk about this." ”
Chi Muyi still wanted to say something, but sighed and said, "These are your private affairs, I won't say it, it's useless to say it." ”
As soon as he looked up at this moment, he happened to see Xie Xiaoxian standing at the door of the hotel, and he was still talking about people behind his back just now, Chi Muyi felt a little embarrassed and asked, "Officer Xie, why are you here?" ”
Xie Xiaoxian nodded and said: "I heard on the phone just now that You Fang's defense was very smooth, and my work unit is not far from here, so I came over to take a look, I really didn't expect to meet in Beijing." "It's not the first time they've met, Xie Xiaoxian had seen Chi Muduo as early as when she was in Chuyang Township, but she was also surprised to see that this fast expert was so concerned about You Fang's affairs, but she didn't ask anything.
Then she said to You Fang again: "I heard that you vomited blood, and you actually came out to drink!" Professor Qu said that you must have a good rest tonight, otherwise the injury will get worse. Judging by her face when she spoke, if You Fang didn't go back to rest, she might have taken out the handcuffs and left. Chi Muyi hurriedly said, "You talk, I'll go back first."
As soon as he left, the telegram rang, and it was Tu Suocheng calling. Tu Suocheng first told You Fang that Tu Su's condition is much better now and that he has been transferred to a general ward, and then asked him how his dissertation defense was? When he heard that everything was going well, he congratulated him on the phone, and then told You Fang that he didn't have to come over tonight and that he must have a good rest, which Professor Qu repeatedly emphasized.
In the hotel room with a courtyard structure, Xie Xiaoxian pouted slightly and looked at You Fang without speaking for a long time, when he suddenly heard him sigh, raised his eyes and asked, "What are you sighing for?" ”
You Fang looked at her, his eyes were unprecedentedly gentle: "When you were in the South China Sea, you said, 'I'm afraid I don't know when I'll be gone, but now I finally understand.'" A person is so small between heaven and earth, the regret of impermanence, the sigh of impermanence, and the fear of impermanence. ”
Xie Xiaoxian gently grabbed one of his hands and said, "You have never been a pessimistic and negative person, how is this -7 today?" I remember you were always full of sunshine. You Fang: "Is it just full of sunshine?" Xie Xiaoxian glared at him: "It's always bad and hateful!" You Fang: "Take care of yourself, you can hate it, there are a lot of bloodshots in your eyes, rest early." Xie Xiaoxian: "I'm here to supervise your rest, I'm afraid that you will run out in the middle of the night and cause trouble!" ”
You Fang shook his head a little weakly: "Trouble? The last thing I want to do is get into trouble, alas! ”
Xie Xiaoxian: "Why are you sighing again?" I didn't dare to say when Tu Su was not out of danger, but now I can say that you look very scary. ”
You Fang looked left and right and said to him: "Do you think I'm a bad star?" The people around him always encounter disasters, in Chongqing, you are so shot, in Guangzhou, Qi Jixue was almost killed by a severed head, and today one by one
Xie Xiaoxian interrupted him: "So you are sighing about this? It's not you who shoots, and it's not you who hurt people, so why do you think that? ”
You Fang: "What I sigh is not these, it is the rivers and lakes of the world, if there are no such things, I would rather not appear, this is what the ancients called inaction." ”
Xie Xiaoxian's expression was a little frightened, and he leaned over to his chest and said, "It's just an accident, fortunately Tu Su is fine, but you have become like this, which makes people so uncomfortable." You Fang patted her on the back = "I'm fine, it's really okay, it's a pity that I'm okay one by one"
Xie Xiaoxian interrupted his words again: "Don't mention it again, don't sigh again, otherwise I will handcuff you to the bed, rest honestly, don't think nonsense!" ”
Xie Xiaoxian wanted to stare at You Fang to rest, but she was very tired herself, so she fell asleep beside You Fang. You Fang covered her with a quilt, put on her coat and went out to the courtyard, closed her eyes in the starlight and breathed quietly, and walked back to her room when it was light. Xie Xiaoxian was still asleep, with a little anger on his face, and Tu Su fell asleep with a delicate face, and You Fang sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looking stunned.
Why is he the only one in the ward? Unfortunately, Tu Su's mother is sick again and lives in the same hospital, which is not a big problem, but she feels that she has back pain and needs to be taken care of. This old problem has been going on for several years, and I have done it over and over again, and I have consulted with experts many times, and no one can tell what the problem is.
Of course, Tu Suocheng couldn't be busy, and he could only take care of one person when he asked for leave, but fortunately, You Fang was there, so he left him in this ward. You Fang originally wanted to hire a nurse, but Tu Su was no longer a big deal, the tubes were withdrawn, but he still had a painkiller pump on his body, and he could withdraw it after today, and he could call the nurse if there was anything.
Tu Su and her mother used to live in ordinary wards, and after You Fang came, they immediately found someone to change to a single room with a separate toilet and a special companion bed, but the fee was more expensive than the standard room of the hotel, and Tu Suocheng did not object.
You Fang looked at Tu Su, his eyes seemed to be looking far away, as if he had worn out of the ward, through the treacherous rivers and lakes, looking at the clearest and most tranquil landscape in his mind and painting, which was a world that only divine thoughts could feel, but he thought a lot in his heart, and he was stunned for a while.
He is a floating prodigal son who roams the rivers and lakes, and he slipped to Guangzhou to hide because of "avoiding trouble", but he happened to meet Tu Su, so he found a quiet harbor in his career in the rivers and lakes.
Even if he was so romantic, You Fang felt that he was a person who was no longer qualified to say love, and he really couldn't say that word, and at such a time, he would even feel ashamed in his heart. The rivers and lakes have been involved in too many dangers, and too much blood has been stained in the disputes, but fortunately there is always a pure true meaning in my heart, which has nothing to do with all the troubles, simple and clear. He would rather just guard like this, which is actually equivalent to guarding himself.
When Tu Su opened her eyes, You Fang was stunned, looking stupid, she subconsciously sat up from the bed and said, "Brother You Fang, have you been sitting here all the time?" ”
Hearing Tu Su speak, You Fang immediately sobered up and said, "You can't move!" But he stretched out his hand and hugged her. The patient with internal bleeding really couldn't move or hug her, but You Fang unfolded his mind to support her whole body, then put it on his lap and hugged him into his arms and said: "Tu Su, you scared me to death!" ”
After saying this, You Fang cried, and the tears flowed down silently, falling down his cheeks and on Tu Su's head.
Tu Su was also frightened by him, he had never seen Brother You Fang like this, curled up in his arms and didn't dare to move, and after a while, he carefully reached out and hooked his neck, leaned sideways and put his cheek on his other shoulder, found a very comfortable position and drilled into his arms like this, looked up at him secretly, wanted to persuade but didn't dare to be alarmed, so he simply closed his eyes, and his body trembled slightly.
After a long time, You Fang finally finished crying, it seemed that the injuries in his chest flowed out with tears, he reached out and touched his face and lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I scared you." ”
Tu Su moved his head, pressed his forehead against his chin, and his voice was as low as a mosquito humming: "Well, how could Brother You Fang scare me?" I'm not afraid of anything when I see you, you're crying so sad, I'm fine...... You look so stupid, just now. You Fang sniffed: "Am I stupid?" Very few - people say that.
Tu Su: "Do you remember the first time I met you?" In Cangzhou Iron Lion, you are stupid, as if you have lost your soul. "When I was in a coma the day before yesterday, I dreamed of Cangzhou again in a daze, and I patted you." You Fang: "What else are you dreaming about?" Tu Su: "It can't be said to be a dream, anyway, I saw a lot of strange things, I seemed to be floating in the sky, and I saw you running on the road with me in my arms, all the way to the hospital, and the posture of walking is so handsome." ”
You Fang said with palpitations: "Fortunately, you're fine." Then he felt that his posture with her was a little inappropriate, and gently put Tu Su back on the bed and said, "The doctor said, you should rest and recuperate for the next few days, and don't move if you have nothing to do." ”
Tu Su seemed a little reluctant to be put down, and pouted slightly: "Brother You Fang, where are you going?" You Fang reached out and touched the tears on his face as he walked out: "I'll go wash my face." ”
Tu Su: "There is a bathroom in the ward!" But You Fang had already walked out and closed the door, and seemed a little flustered.
You Fang came to the public toilet of the inpatient department in the corridor, moistened his face and eyes with cold water in his hand, and froze when he looked up and saw the mirror in front of him. Because he saw a little old man standing behind him, and at the same time heard the master's voice say, "Men are not frivolous, young man, you cry very indulgently!" ”
You Fang slowly straightened up and replied, "Master, your old man is so good at kung fu, you are standing behind me like this, is it possible that your cultivation is still improving?" ”
Liu Li: "It's not that my cultivation is diligent, it's that you are unsettled, if I have a bad plan, you will be hanging!" ”
You Fang turned around and smiled bitterly: "Master, your old man has no bad intentions, there are so many people in the hospital, who can't come to the bathroom?" You came out of the third infirmary across the street from the department, right? Liu Li: "It turns out that you are really fine, it scared me at the moment!" You Fang: "Thank you for your concern, I'm fine, why did you come here?" ”
Liu Li: "It's difficult to treat a disease, and it's not easy to find a doctor if you don't have a disease?" I also found a sick person and booked a single room here, and I stayed for two days, so I watched you. ”
You Fang: "I'm asking why did you come to Beijing?" "Stop talking here, go to your hospital room."
The ward where Liu Li "lived" was only one room away from Tu Su's ward, and You Fang hadn't been so close to the old man these days. After sitting down, Liu Li took the initiative to say: "Apprentice, you are famous, and the past generations of earth masters are not as loud as the name of Mei Land!" I heard about your name in Liuzhou, and it happened that Xiao Miao wanted to come to Beijing during the New Year's holiday, so I accompanied her to travel, and by the way, I also visited the famous Mei Lande. ”
You Fang scratched the back of his neck and said, "Don't laugh at me, the matter has been settled, it must have been done by An Zuojie." "What about Mr. Miao? Didn't you come to accompany her on a tour? ”
Liu Li: "People have gone back to work in Liuzhou, who is like you who have nothing to do every day and don't have to work?" I stayed to look for you, but I heard about it. You Fang: "Master saw that I lost my temper?" ”
Liu Li patted his apprentice's shoulder and said, "Do you remember what I said to you earlier?" ”
You Fang replied: "The great joys and sorrows in the world, the thrilling things, don't hurt yourself, don't be like dead ashes, don't pour madness, the soul does not want to go crazy, and the mad devil will have something to send, and don't lose it." "I'm sorry I disappointed Master.
Liu Li shook his head and sighed: "No, no, no, I am not disappointed at all, on the contrary, I am very pleased." If people are not grass, trees, iron and stone, if they have no sincere temperament, how can they understand the spirit of heaven and earth? I'm just afraid that you'll be angry and crazy for a while, and I've had many experiences like this. ”
You Fang: "Master's experience is naturally much more than mine, and at this time I know that those words are not empty talk, but the day before yesterday, I did have a sense of weakness that was difficult to resist, and I was helpless in heaven and earth."
Liu Li: "Several of my disciples have died one after another, especially those two apprentices still died at my own hands, how do I feel?" Born in troubled times to watch the rise and fall of the family and the country, the sigh of impermanence has been experienced too much, and the heart knows that the usual behavior is not abnormal, and this feeling is just kept. "Ruthless, why have this life, the feelings of this life are not lost, that is, there is no trip in vain."
You Fang stood up and saluted: "Thank you Master for mentioning it, I don't know where half of my heart is in the rivers and lakes, I heard that your old man mentioned the past, and his feelings for a hundred years old are still like this, so I finally understand why I came." Liu Xiao nodded: "Little wanderer, I'm really not in vain!" You Fang asked again, "If there is no accident today, what will Master do when he comes to Beijing to find me?" ”
Liu Li: "Naturally, it is to pass on your divine recitation and cultivation, by the way, find out who is ruining Mei Lande's reputation?" I went to see the traces of the car accident scene, and I think you shouldn't have such a big ability, what was the situation at that time - what the hell, since the little girl is fine, you can recall it carefully, right?
You Fang carefully recalled every detail at that time, and finally said: "I have palpitations in retrospect, but when I think about it calmly at this time, the explosion of divine thoughts at that moment is indeed not what I can do at this time, and I hurt myself unintentionally." ”
Liu Li smiled: "It seems that your martial arts swordsmanship is more refined than the secret method, and the legendary 'form and god are wonderful, and the Tao is true, the inner kung fu realm is in harmony with the secret method practice', and the realm can be regarded as a threshold." If we talk about the power of divine thought, there are three times of revolution, one is to condense the thought, the second is the vividness of all things, and the third is the love of the mountains and rivers.
I think that I already had the achievement of "mountains and rivers have love" back then, and I was only one step away from the realm of the combination of divine thoughts, and now the masters of various factions of Fengmen, such as Xiang Yinghua, have just broken through the "vividness of all things" Tang Chaoshang and others are also in this realm, Bao Man, Haodong and An Zuojie and others, who are enemies of you, are in the realm of "condensation of thoughts" like you. ”