Chapter 303: I Hate You!
The golden glow in the lobby of the hotel is complemented by the orange lights on the roadside. A lot of light is blocked from the sturdy and light-sheltered windows, but there is still a wisp of dim yellow and hazy luster diffused in, gently patting on the girl's snow-white and delicate face, like a person walking out of a comic, just a glance and it will never be forgotten.
Lin Ze stared at the girl's serious expression in a daze, his heart was in a mess and he couldn't calm down.
Lin Ze had never seen the spicy and domineering Han Xiaoyi talk to him in such a cautious tone, this was the first time, but it was difficult for Lin Ze to face.
Who is she?
Han Xiaoyi, the eldest lady of the Han family.
Leave aside whether her words at the charity auction are true or not, even if they are true. Can Lin Ze accept it, dare to accept it?
That's right, he admires, and even likes, this girl who is spicy and fierce on the outside and sensitive and slender on the inside. But this doesn't mean that he really dares to have too much ambiguous relationship with the girl in front of him.
Who is he?
is a bodyguard, a top bodyguard hired by the Han family for Han Xiaoyi with a high salary.
Article 18 of the Code of Conduct for Bodyguards, do not have too many unnecessary emotional entanglements with your employer. This is a lesson learned from countless examples of failures to protect employers.
Lin Ze is not an ordinary bodyguard, he is a super agent whose psychological quality is better than that of ordinary or even high-level bodyguards. He can have a series of exchanges and interactions with his employer, and even enhance the friendship and goodwill between the two parties. This will not affect his work and will not reduce his professionalism. On the contrary, it can better protect employers.
But enhancing friendship and affection is not about falling in love with the girl in front of you, let alone becoming a couple.
He knew it was a dangerous thing to do. is not only dangerous to Han Xiaoyi, but also bad for himself.
Love is a wonderful thing, it can make a pair of men and women 100% merge their bodies and souls, regardless of each other. However, it can also lead to the breakdown of the relationship or even the reversal of the relationship because of even the slightest frustration and sensitive overreaction.
Lin Ze is a bodyguard, a personal bodyguard to protect Han Xiaoyi's safety. From the very beginning, he warned himself that he could not fall in love with this beautiful and lovely employer. It's not good for her, it's not good for him. Once it happens, security work can be extremely difficult. For example, if Han Xiaoyi refuses to cooperate with the protection work because of a quarrel with Lin Ze, the consequences will be unimaginable.
But if the two parties just have a good impression of each other, and they don't pierce that layer of paper, they will not make Han Xiaoyi angry with Lin Ze's calm and strong psychological quality. The security work can be carried out smoothly.
Once the two parties established a relationship, Lin Ze did not dare to guarantee to control the situation.
It's not that he is not at ease with the psychological quality of the eldest lady of the Han family, nor is it that he doesn't believe in the girl's ability to control. It's really -- in Lin Ze's bodyguard career, there are lessons from the past.
Even if he didn't establish a relationship with the British girl that time, he didn't even drag his hands. But it was precisely because of the subtle changes in the goodwill of both parties that the girl almost lost her life.
There was a lesson, even if Lin Ze didn't get to the point where he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope, he didn't dare to make a mistake again.
Compared with life, is the so-called love really so important that it is so difficult to give up?
Lin Ze, who has experienced countless life and death dangers, has an understanding of life that is difficult for ordinary people to understand.
The girl's beautiful eyes full of ardent anticipation were dimmed, and her originally tense pretty face also relaxed, and a plausible smile rose at the corner of her mouth, and she said, "What, you were frightened by my question?" ”
"Sort of." Lin Ze shook his head gently.
"Don't worry, Miss Ben is just joking with you." Han Xiaoyi waved his hand generously and said lightly. "Miss Ben is the daughter of a wealthy family, how could she fall in love with such a poor boy as you?"
Lin Ze nodded helplessly, agreeing with Han Xiaoyi's explanation.
"Let's drive!" Han Xiaoyi sat up straight, but his face was biased towards the window, leaving only Lin Ze with a side face of about forty degrees.
The girl's eyes were dry, and her nose was sore, as if something was about to come out of her eyes. Even -- the girl felt hot in her nose, and that feeling was really unpleasant. She's never tried it either.
In fact, in this world, how many men can refuse a girl like her with an excellent family background, excellent character, excellent ability, and such a good appearance?
She is simply God's handiwork, how can a girl who combines all the best qualities of a woman be emotionally frustrated?
But her confession failed.
The first confession in her life was destined to be a failure for her last confession. She felt very uncomfortable, she felt so uncomfortable. But she had to try to keep a faint smile, even calmer and more reserved than usual. Only in this way will the man next to him not see that he is unusual.
She endured, held back, and when her vision began to blur, she blinked desperately, for nothing else, just to drive back those poor tears.
She couldn't cry, she didn't want to cry, and she didn't dare to cry. As soon as you cry, you can't stop. will let him know that he is serious, and it will destroy the already deep friendship between the two.
Don't cry - be strong, hold back, must...
The car quickly drove out of the parking lot and drove on the bustling, but somewhat lonely road. The streets are bustling with traffic, and the buildings on both sides are constantly receding. The dim street lights did not lengthen the dark shadow of the car, but it narrowed the distance between the two people in the cabin.
She tilted her head to the right, and he didn't squint. Drive calmly and without smiling. The silence in the carriage was a little eerie, as if a knife was being stabbed in the heart. In less than a moment, it was full of holes and shatters.
Han Xiaoyi couldn't stand this terrible speechlessness, if she continued like this, she would go crazy.
Reaching out, he twisted the radio station.
In any case, listening to songs can relieve embarrassment and break the silence. Han Xiaoyi turned away from the radio station without hesitation and turned his head to listen to the song.
"Did I promise you too much, or did I not give enough? You always have a million reasons, and I've always followed your feelings. Drives you crazy and lets you indulge. I thought that you would be moved one day, and I pretended to be indifferent to the rumors.
I didn't see your tears and regrets until all my dreams were shattered. I want to give you a chance, how much I want to ask you who you really love. Since love is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong. Don't run away from it, face it bravely. Give him the heart if you want it back.
How can I bear to blame you for making a mistake, it was I who gave you freedom and overdid it and made you more lonely, which will make you fall into the whirlpool of feelings.
How can you bear to let you be tortured, I gave you freedom too much, if you want to fly, it hurts my back..."
The terrible wordlessness hurts people, and the song hurts even more.
At this moment, Han Xiaoyi was ravaged and injured, and it was difficult to extricate himself. His forehead leaned lightly against the glass window, and his originally smart beautiful eyes were dull and looked haggard.
Crunch!
The man driving suddenly slapped the steering wheel and pulled the car to the side of the road. Han Xiaoyi, who was not wearing a seat belt, leaned forward slightly, and was about to turn around to ask about the situation, but a familiar and heartbreaking voice came from his ears.
"Miss Han, why don't we play a game?" Lin Ze's dark eyes looked deeply at the girl's soft and haggard face. It is in contrast to the glorious photos at the party.
"Huh?" Han Xiaoyi snorted gloomily, unable to arouse the slightest interest.
"Let's play a game of truth and hypothesis." Lin Ze explained. That is, what is said is the exact opposite of what is being said. Let me start with an example. Miss Han, you should know, I hate and hate Chen Xueqin, so when playing this game, I will say: I love this ugly woman to death! ”
"Do you understand what I mean?" Lin Ze stared at the girl softly.
"It's as simple as that?" Han Xiaoyi said hesitantly.
"Well, it's that simple." Lin Ze nodded.
"Can you say anything?" Han Xiaoyi asked.
"You can say anything." Lin Ze continued to nod.
"I hate you!" Han Xiaoyi said.
"I hate you so much!" Han Xiaoyi repeated.
"I'll hate you for the rest of my life!" Han Xiaoyi's voice became louder and louder. Those beautiful black eyes stared at Lin Ze.
"I hate you." Lin Ze stared at the girl with a smile.
"I hate you so much!" Lin Ze lit a cigarette.
"If you really hate me for the rest of your life, I hate you for the rest of my life!"
"I hate you!" Han Xiaoyi said.
"I hate you so much. Very, very hated you! ”
"Lin Ze, do you hate me?" Han Xiaoyi asked.
"Nasty." Lin Ze said with deep eyes. "I hate you so much!"
Han Xiaoyi cried.
The tears that had been held back for half an hour finally rushed out, like pearls with broken threads, and could no longer contain the surging spurts. Wet her smooth cheeks, wet her curly eyelashes, the salty taste slid into the corners of her mouth, but she felt sweet.
Lin Ze stared at the girl affectionately, with a touch of tenderness on his face. Gently wipe the tears on her pink face, tender as water.
He refused.
But he couldn't refuse.
The wordless refusal is too hurtful and too cruel. He couldn't do that, he couldn't bear to hurt this girl with a crystal heart. She shouldn't bear such heartache, she is a girl who should be cared for and cherished for a lifetime. How could she get hurt? How can you be hurt by yourself?
Fuck the law of bodyguards!
When was I, Lin Ze, a person who behaved according to the rules? How can I, Lin Ze, let a girl get hurt because of this bullshit rule?
Whoever wants to be bad for her, who wants to hurt her, who tries to break their relationship, their relationship - just kill them all!
I, Lin Ze, have killed countless people, even if I stop here, I will go to hell in the future, and I am afraid of killing a few more?
The girl was so happy, so happy, she raised her head slightly, blinked her watery eyes, and felt the warmth of the man's rough palm caressing her face. The heart and liver seemed to be coated with a layer of honey, sweet - "Beast, you want to hate me in this life, hate me in the next life, hate me in eternity!" ”
"Can I be lazy once in a while?"
"Not allowed! Don't! No! ”
"Okay—"
One lip is slightly bitter, and the other lip is as beautiful as a petal, deeply imprinted together, no one can tell the difference...
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