Late at night. The stars are immeasurable.

Cangshan is at the top.

A man in a wide ragged robe stood lonely and motionless, accompanied only by the night breeze on the top of the mountain. It was a man, probably in his twenties, but with thin cheeks, a haggard face, and sloppy clothes, like a beggar sleeping in the garbage.

His gaze was level, as if he were looking at the dim horizon in the distance, where there was a little light, and the aura of splendor flickered and flickered.

However, if you look closely, you will find that his eyes are not focused at all, protecting a soulless walking corpse, and everything indicates that his consciousness is not here at all.

This beggar-like guy is called Leng Yuan!

Very rare surnames, and the first name is even more unique. And his luck is as cold as his name.

Leng Yuan had a lot of thoughts, and the flames burning in his heart were fierce and hot, as if he had burst his chest and burned his blood.

He really couldn't understand what was happening all this. Is it really because of my bad luck?

Leng Yuan didn't know.

Standing on the top of Cangshan Mountain, the night breeze blowing, his thinking was exceptionally clear, and some memories hidden in his heart followed.

Street buildings, flowers and trees, school classmates, relatives and lovers, happy and depressed......

Pictures followed, the voices and smiles of people he knew, his own actions, everything kept playing in his mind, even the faces that he had once bought there, thrown a bag of garbage somewhere, and seen some of the faces in the car......

This process is like watching everything from a stranger, but he himself has no emotions, and it is indescribably strange, and his head is a little dizzy after a long time.

--Bang--

When Leng Yuan felt a little uncomfortable, as soon as his frowning brows appeared, he heard a muffled sound from the depths of his mind, which was like a thunderbolt being held in the depths of the earth.

Most of the picture in my mind was shattered, leaving only a strange and familiar picture.

That was the moment when he got a scholarship right out of school......

After hard work, I broke through one difficulty and won a scholarship for the first time, and I remember that it was when I was in the first year of junior high school. He doesn't remember how happy he was or how many scholarships he had, he just remembered that it was the first time he received the scholarship, and yet it was the last time.

When he was full of hope and confidence and worked hard several times stronger than others, he found that the scholarship he had been looking forward to for a long time was gone, and his ranking actually fell, what was going on even he didn't understand, at that time he was a little confused, did I work hard or ......

However, he did not give up, chose to persevere, and since then he has worked harder, but the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and the more difficult that ideal is for him to reach, at that time he complained that God is unfair.

It was also at that time that he cried for the first time, not for anything else, because his heart was so bitter, because he carried too much.

Even so, he still did not give up, tenacious faith, unyielding will even moved the teacher, but the result was still useless, at that time the teacher found that it seemed that he was born with this child.

Three years later, I graduated.

Because of his bad grades, he was also not admitted to a better high school, but his teacher helped him behind his back, so he could go to a trial-level school and continue to study.

Leng Yuan and his family didn't know about it at all, and thought that their efforts were not in vain, but in fact it was not!

In this regard, his teacher could only sigh secretly, there was really nothing he could do.

This can only be said that this is a benevolent teacher and a respectable person, probably most of the young female teachers do.

Leng Yuan stepped into the classroom of high school and began to study, the environment changed, everything changed, but Leng Yuan still studied hard, never played, never wasted time.

Finally took the exam, and the results surprised him, according to his grades, it was impossible to come to this school, let alone this experimental class.

This is......

However, Leng Yuan's surprise was still to come, no matter how hard he studied since then, the result was still the last place, forever dragging the class back, and finally, the school's persuasion came!

At that time, he was the head of the grade, and in front of an old head teacher, he said to Leng Yuan, you go to other classes, so that you can be more relaxed. Leng Yuan didn't say anything, just acquiesced to the suggestion of the grade director.

However, he didn't expect that the old man who didn't like to talk and didn't smile actually spoke, he glared at the grade director and said, Leng Yuanna won't go, it's in my class.

The Head of Year said that it would affect your reputation, affect your class honor, and in short, it would not do you any good.

The head teacher refused and said, I don't have to worry about him!

The head of the grade is helpless, since that's the case, then let it be.

Leng Yuan was on the spot, after hearing the words of this head teacher who he didn't know much about and was even older than his father, he suddenly felt that his grievances could be understood by others, his hard work was visible to others, and his efforts were at least not in vain, two lines of tears, blurred his eyes, blocked his throat, trickled down his cheeks, and fell to the ground, he still didn't say anything.

This was the second time he wept, silently.

He just said to himself in his heart, the sky is falling, the sea is rotten, and he will never give up!

It's like a vow that affects himself as well as others. In Pingyue, he overheard only a few words, "dragging his feet", "why don't you change classes", "go home", etc., he just thought it was a deaf ear, and all the strength he had was used to study.

Gradually, he could no longer hear those voices, he didn't seem to have that kind of energy, he didn't listen to what was going on outside the window, and he only read the books of the sages.

His figure appeared in the classroom, in the field, in the woods, all the time he could study, all the places he could use.

He was the first to appear in the field every morning to memorize words and poems, he was the one who lay in bed at noon every day and read the texts, he was the one who studied on his own every night until the latest, and he was the one who slept and talked in English.

Perseverance, never give up, this is like a mantra, blessed on him, he seems to be tireless, not tired. The test papers that flowed out of his pen were one after another, and he worked tirelessly and earnestly.

But the result was the same, it was still the same, he dragged the class back, but he didn't see it, everything was the same.

Gradually, this force affected a person, that was a girl in his class, a beautiful girl, very cute, and his class president, of course, the grades were even better.

I don't know where she will no longer say to the head teacher to tell her to change classes, and even in her heart he will not think like that, because she knows that this person will not give up, such a person will not be annoying, on the contrary, a person with this kind of surname is respectable.

I don't know when she has always been by Leng Yuan's side.

Not the companionship between lovers, but sitting in her own seat and learning!

One day or two days, a month and two months, more and more people knew to study, and even if they didn't study, they had to sit there, and then almost everyone was studying.

After a long time, the laughter and laughter in the corridor between classes were gone, and only the occasional half-sound of the coming class was heard. Hard work pays off, except for Leng Yuan, after a period of study, everyone's grades are advancing, because they are all advancing, so the overall performance of their class is also advancing, and finally walking in the first position, whether it is individual or average, it is the first.

It's just that Leng Yuan's results are still the same.

When he saw the report card, the head teacher's dark face unconsciously smiled, but no one saw it.

As for Leng Yuan, he is not worried, if he does not mingle, he is already a blockbuster, as long as he does not give up. Time does not stop, semester after semester has passed, Leng Yuan's grades are very stable, which makes many people puzzled for him, why?

Yes, why, Leng Yuan himself has asked this question more than once, but he doesn't know that what he can do at the moment is not to give up and work hard.

There was a time when Leng Yuan was listening attentively, only to feel a little stuffy in his chest, he took a few deep breaths and felt much better, however, when he was relieved, suddenly a mouthful of blood spurted out and splashed on the back of the table in front of him, that is, his squad leader, that cute girl!

"Poof!"

After a mouthful of blood, Leng Yuan was unconscious.

The girl turned around and was frightened and bloodless, and exclaimed Leng Yuan with a crying voice, but it was useless.

The class was unable to go, he was sent to the hospital, and the squad leader resolutely followed him and accompanied him until late at night, when Leng Yuan woke up.

…

When I went back to school, I wanted to continue to attend classes, Leng Yuan's things couldn't help but go, I learned to vomit blood, this kind of joke about complaining about myself really appeared, and it was quoted by my classmates and teachers.

"As long as you don't learn to vomit blood, it proves that you didn't work hard!"

The 'vomiting blood' incident Leng Yuan didn't go to his heart at all, this time he vomited blood, his condition was much better, and he seemed to have opened his mind.

So he tried harder.

The squad leader at the front table asked about his condition.

He said that it was already fine, and told her not to worry.

At this time, it is already the end of the second grade, and in a few days it will be the exam and then the third year of high school, the most critical year.

Unexpectedly, Leng Yuan's performance has improved, and he is no longer the first from the bottom but the second.

The penultimate one was extremely depressed, surprisingly not jealous, but sincerely happy.

When the school starts again, it is basically a big review, and then there is an exam once a month, a total of ten times, and the tenth time is the college entrance examination.

Finally, the third year of high school began, and it was still learning for him. In the first monthly examination, he was 864 students in the school (1432 students in the school science department), 157 places higher than the previous 1021; 701 students in the second monthly exam, 163 students advanced; In the third monthly exam, 584 students advanced, and 117 places advanced. At this time, Leng Yuan was already the tenth from the bottom of the class.

This progress was a miracle, and it shocked my eyes and jaws. 434 students in the fourth monthly exam, 150 places advanced; In the fifth monthly exam, 321 students were advanced, and 113 places were advanced, and the last semester ended.

Because of the vomiting of blood in the previous stage, coupled with the amazing progress at this time, he advanced 703 places in one semester. This makes the male and female teachers of the third year of high school teaching and research group regard Leng Yuan as a celestial being.

One of the senior special education teachers, who is the head teacher of the first year of high school, said that the secret of this student's success is not to give up.

Yes, Leng Yuan never gave up.

The happiest of them is the cute squad leader at Leng Yuan's front table. His homeroom teacher had long thought that this day would come.

200 students in the sixth monthly exam, 121 students advanced; The seventh monthly exam was 99, and it was enough to get into the top 100, enough to be admitted to a good university, and this time he advanced 101.

98 students in the eighth monthly exam, which is not much different from the last time. Finally, the ninth monthly exam is over, and now you can relax and prepare for the college entrance examination in two weeks.

When the report card was released, the class was in an uproar. A fat man shouted: ", Leng Yuan actually blew up the chrysanthemum that was the first in the grade and became the first in the new grade?" O new emperor! It's too... It's ......"

'Grade No. 1' has always belonged to other classes.,That person is said to have a very stable grade.,It's always been the first and second.,This time it was blown up and fell into the top ten.,The first, second, and third were all occupied by Leng Yuan's class.。

This time even his homeroom teacher was shocked, he didn't expect Leng Yuan to do this, this is really a miracle, no matter how Leng Yuan is destined to become a celebrity in the school no matter how Leng Yuan is in this college entrance examination.

Even those juniors and sisters know that there is a blood-vomiting brother in the third year of high school, and the chrysanthemum that blew up the first stable brother in the grade became a black wild horse.

"This guy is really awesome, it seems that eggs must not be as good as vomiting blood!"

The shock of the grade made Leng Yuan a celebrity.

At the end of the college entrance examination, everyone wants to know how Leng Yuan did in the exam, and the moment the results came out, all the teachers in the school wanted to witness this scene, how this student was.

As a result, Leng Yuan not only blew up the chrysanthemum that was the first in his school, but also blew up the chrysanthemum of hundreds of schools in the province one after another, and became the champion.

"This is God, the principal touched a cold sweat!"

Leng Yuan didn't have much joy when he got this test, he felt that he was really tired, and the things he had learned kept rising in his head, making him feel the urge to vomit.

No one saw that Leng Yuan's hair was white, because it grew on the top of his head, and even he didn't notice it.

It is up to him to decide which university to go to, and each university seems to have become a street-by-street choice. Eventually, he went to a Kyoto Normal University with a strong atmosphere.

The champions of the provinces are the center of attention, and the champions will never all come together, they have their own paths, and some of them are already immutable. With a change of environment, learning is no longer the same, more satisfying, and more effortless.

This time, however, the curse has struck again!

Whatever he did, he never succeeded again!

Any competition, exam, entrepreneurship, and love are failures, and the degree certificate is almost not obtained. In order to study hard, he almost exhausted his efforts, and he became more and more emaciated.

In order to survive, he had to look for a job, graduated from Beijing Normal University, it was very easy to find a job, and it was easy to be a manager, deputy manager. However, even a simple plan by him would make the company lose money.

He changed jobs and signed contract after contract, never for more than ten days.

When he quit his last job, he was completely confused, and he asked how there could be people like himself in the world, and why? He really didn't know.

He took some money at random and wandered from city to city, just to find an answer. At the foot of Cangshan, he has spent all his savings.

If he can't find the answer, the top of the mountain must be his final destination......

So here he stood.