You don't think so. I've been complaining for so long, and I'm much more comfortable now. I just didn't want you to see it. I really don't want you to see it. It's not good for me to hurt you, that's really not my intention. It's just that only when I write it out like this can I redeem myself and make my heart brighter. ”

Zhuo Ling once again earnestly stated his intentions.

Zheng Fei nodded and said, "Well, Zhuo Ling, I understand, the one who suffers the most is you!" ”

"Wow Wow Wow ......"

There was a baby's cry outside.

Wang Xiao took the baby back to the room.

Zheng Fei and Zhuo Ling hurriedly wiped away their tears and walked out of the study.

"Zhuo Ling, haven't you found the bottle yet?" With a question, Wang Xiao appeared in the corridor.

Then, Wang Xiao was stunned for a moment.

With Wang Xiao's ability to observe the subtleties, he could see at once that Zheng Fei and Zhuo Ling had cried just now.

But instead of asking about it, he continued: "The baby has been crying and can't be coaxed. ”

Zhuo Ling said with a crying voice: "Oh. I just found a bottle and washed it. Give me the baby. I took the baby to the bedroom to feed it. Zheng Fei hasn't eaten yet, you can help her get something to eat. ”

Zhuo Ling couldn't help crying and walked towards Wang Xiao, took the baby from Wang Xiao's arms, and carried the baby into the bedroom.

Boom!

With a soft sound, Zhuo Ling closed the bedroom door.

"Feifei, what would you like to eat?" Wang Xiao said with a relaxed smile.

"Wang Xiao, I ......" Zheng Fei couldn't go on after saying half of it.

She has been dating Wang Xiao for three years.

In the past three years of getting along, she has a deep understanding of Wang Xiao.

With her understanding of Wang Xiao, it was impossible for Wang Xiao not to see that she and Zhuo Ling had cried just now.

But why didn't Wang Xiao ask?

Zheng Fei wanted to figure it out, but didn't know whether to say it or not.

Wang Xiao approached Zheng Fei, gently hugged Zheng Fei's shoulder, and said, "Say whatever you want!" ”

Zheng Fei bit his lip, but still decided to say it, and said, "I cried with Zhuo Ling just now. ”

After saying this, her tears flowed again.

"Hmm." Wang smiled lightly and replied, not surprised at all.

"You see that?"

"Huh?"

"Then why don't you care?"

Wang Xiao sighed: "Some things are better than knowing. ”

Zheng Fei was stunned.

Wang Xiao had also told him this sentence before, but she really understood it now that she really understood it profoundly.

If she hadn't seen what Zhuo Ling had written, then Wang Xiao would have been perfect in her heart.

But it's not so perfect anymore.

She finally understood that Wang Xiao was also a flesh-and-blood person. **

No matter how great Wang Xiao's ability is, he will only escape from a person after all, not an emotionless god.

However, although Wang Xiao is not so perfect, Wang Xiao seems more real.

She really didn't know if it was good or bad.

I only heard Wang Xiao sigh again and said, "It's not a good thing to know too much. For example, if a person is in love with you, as long as he doesn't say it, you don't want to find out. Even if you see it, pretend you don't know. Once you let him know that you know, then you will indebted him and you will live a very tired life. Especially, in case you also fall in love with him, and he can't be with you, then you live more tired. So it's better to not know it in the first place, so that you won't fall in love with him and you won't have unnecessary troubles. ”

After a pause, Wang Xiao said again: "You and Zhuo Ling cried together, what else can you do for?" There's no other reason than for me. Whether I ask or not, it's all the same, nothing changes. ”

"You actually understand. But you still want my concern and satisfy the vanity in your hearts, but I really don't want to do such a senseless thing. For me, this kind of thing doesn't make sense. ”…,

Zheng Fei wiped her tears and asked, "Wang Xiao, you won't leave me anyway, will you?" ”

Wang Xiao nodded without hesitation and said, "Yes." ”

"Why?"

"I'm very happy with you."

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nbsp; "Even if it's for Zhuo Ling, you won't leave me, will you?"

"It's been so long, and you're still asking questions like this, it's really unnecessary."

"If I were with Zhuo Ling, the Zhuo Ling you knew first, then who would you choose?"

"You!"

Wang Xiao replied without any hesitation.

"Really?" Zheng Fei laughed in surprise, with tears on her face, quite happy.

Seeing her crying and laughing, Wang Xiao secretly sighed that women were really unreasonable animals, and they didn't know what they were thinking. Perhaps the best way to treat a woman is to not care what they are thinking.

Wang Xiao nodded seriously and said, "Really." ”

"Why?"

"Why do you keep asking why?"

"I used to think you chose to marry me because you loved me the most. But I just thought that the reason why you chose me was only because you knew me first. But you also told me that even if you knew Zhuo Ling first, you would choose me. I want to know, why don't you stay with Zhuoling? ”

"It's not convenient for me to tell you this kind of thing."

"Do you think I'm going to tell Zhuo Ling? No, I won't hurt her, she's bitter enough. ”

Wang Xiao sighed lightly for a moment and asked, "You really want to know?" ”

"Hmm."

"Actually, it's very simple, because I'm too similar to her, and even the shortcomings are very similar."

"What's wrong with you?"

"People have shortcomings. I certainly have shortcomings. Don't you think I'm hiding a lot from you? ”

"I know! But I know you don't want me to worry, you want to shield me from the wind and rain outside.

"In men this may be called merit, but if a woman is like this, what do you think?"

"Uh. It's also a plus, right? ”

"You're not sure, are you? I'm not sure either. The reason why I can't help but like Zhuo Ling a little bit is because she has a very similar personality to mine, and she can easily understand what I say, and I feel like a soulmate. However, I am very similar to her in terms of shortcomings. Neither she nor I wanted to hurt anyone, and even lied because we didn't want to hurt others. When there are too many lies, we can't see who each other is. ”

"You say that Zhuo Ling lied to you?"

"Well, if she's just lying to me, then I don't have anything to worry about. The reason why I'm so struggling is because she lied to me, all to make me feel better. She didn't mean anything towards me, she just wanted me to love her more, or to make me feel better. For example, in order to look better in front of me, she will deliberately disguise herself as I like. But you know, a lie is a lie after all. Even if I don't go out of my way to find out, I can always inadvertently find out that it is a lie. There are no impermeable walls in this world, and even if no one deliberately wants to sabotage, an unintentional small talk can expose a lie. I can't remember how many things she lied about. If I found out she was lying, I didn't even feel it. Because I think it's so normal, it's not unusual for her to lie, I've gotten used to it, I've become calm. But I was relieved to be with her, because I knew that no matter how much she lied, she would not have bad intentions towards me, at least she would not mean to hurt me. ”

"Don't you think she loves you very much?"

"Maybe! But I'm not sure what she's like exactly. I could only force myself to believe that she didn't mean anything bad to me anyway. It's okay to be friends. But if I want to be a husband and wife, I have such a common shortcoming with her, then we will be separated from each other when we live together, and that kind of life is too worrying and laborious. I think that two people who can live together can at least have a simple mind. In other words, there is a person who can make a person with a complex mind simpler, instead of putting smoke on a person with a complex mind and adding a burden to it. For me, you're able to do that and make me feel at ease by your side, rather than wits and courage. ”…,

"Do you think you're too similar to her for you to be a good fit?"

"Hmm."

"But you like her because of that, right? I feel incredible. ”

"If it weren't for going through this kind of thing, I couldn't understand that there would be such a thing. But that's the way it is. I'll be with her, and I'll be relaxed, because I'm sure she's not bad for me. But I'm not sure what she looks like. The way she looks in front of me, maybe just to please me, is not what she really is. I will neither believe nor doubt what she says, that is, just listen to it. I wouldn't be surprised if one day I suddenly and accidentally find out that something she told me before was a lie. Maybe I never believed what she said, so even if what she said was a lie, I thought it was normal. The only thing I believe is that she has no ill intentions towards me. So, in short, I don't know what to say. ”

"Maybe she's like that because she likes you and you're nervous, right?"

"I think so, that would make me feel better."

"How nice it would be if you didn't find out she was lying!"

"That's what I thought, too. I didn't actually want to ask her to prove that she was lying, but this matter was beyond my control, and I let the truth know without paying attention, and I had to admit the fact that she was pretending. In this way, after passing through more times, I gradually got used to it. I don't like to talk about it, I don't want to be so stiff, so she keeps doing that. You should understand by now how incompatible I am with her! If I'm someone who likes to hurt people and I know the shortcomings of others and I speak out, then she will understand that I know that she is not as good as she is, and then she will show her true self. But in fact, it was my flaw that didn't like to point out other people's shortcomings that caused her to behave so perfectly in front of me all the time. Actually, I never had the luxury of expecting others to be perfect. As long as I am authentic and live a down-to-earth life, then I will be satisfied. If my wife doesn't tell me the truth about anything, then I'm really not living a solid life. ”

"It can't be said to be your fault. But you have to fix this shortcoming. ”

"Yes! I didn't know that the shortcomings of being good to people could be so fatal and harmful, but by the time I realized it was too late, the situation had already lost my control, and I was also deeply affected by it, and I couldn't extricate myself. Therefore, I will correct this shortcoming in the future, don't be good to people everywhere, and I have to train when I need to be trained. ”

"Hehe, let's start by training me!"

"Your plasticity is too low, because you are too simple, there is nothing to teach."

"Look at you, you just said that you want to correct your shortcomings, and you immediately made another mistake."

"No way, the reason why shortcomings are shortcomings is that they are not easy to change. If I want to be good to someone, then I will be good to someone wholeheartedly, even if there are any shortcomings, I will tolerate them. However, I won't be as unprincipled and indulgent as I used to be. There are no two people who are completely suitable in the world, and they must run in with each other in order to cultivate the right person, and connivance without principles will only be a tragedy of collapse. ”

"Hmm. I like the simple life as much as you do. Let's make life easy together! Don't tease each other, don't be suspicious of each other, don't complain about each other, just live happily. Zheng Fei hugged Wang Xiao tightly.