Chapter 028: Enlightenment
Of course, there is a potential factor to repay the favor, and there is certainly a reason why he Yang Chen is dead, but it is not really for his good, how can a dead person be worthy of them?
Yang Chen suddenly felt that even if he was divided into ten parts, and each of them took good care of them, it would still not be enough to repay.
The more this is the case, the more he doesn't want to be emotionally involved with them anymore, and he doesn't want them to like him.
"It's okay, since their feelings are entrusted to Yang Chen, that's fine, I won't be too good in front of them in the future...... Feelings are too heavy a thing, and now I really can't afford to hurt myself in this situation. ”
Yang Chen's heart was deeply touched because of these.
Yang Chen's mood was a little heavy, these girls, what should he do if they pay for him so much?
He didn't get complacent and complacent, but felt that this thing had really changed its flavor.
In the future, how will he face them? Could it be that he has been carrying such an identity all his life?
With a sigh, Yang Chen gave up such an idea, and for now, he just hoped that this matter could be slowed down, so that he could grow and become strong as Li Jun.
"Li Jun, since you have decided to join us to help Yang Chen avenge him, what are you going to do? Is there a specific plan? ”
Fang Qingxia asked.
"There is no specific plan, but I want to start with the Song family, because the agreement with the Song family is also going to start, just in the next few days. Originally, last year was the last time, but due to an accident, it was interrupted last year, so there was another competition this year. ”
Yang Chen said his thoughts, these were actually temporary and opportunistic practices, but he just thought so in his heart, so he did it.
Compared to going to Jinghua, he wants to settle things here for the time being.
The so-called stability, at least, is to let these girls have a certain spiritual sustenance and a certain amount of dependence.
"This kind of competition is indeed very famous in the circle of traditional Chinese medicine, as long as you can make a name for yourself, it is also a good method."
Fang Qingxia said in a deep voice.
"Well, in terms of my current medical skills, it is not too difficult to do this, after all, the medical skills taught by the master belong to the medical skills of that kind of stunt, and the effect is excellent. The average Chinese medicine family, even if it is inherited, is not as effective as this medical technique.
I'm still worried about you. ”
Yang Chen voiced his concerns.
"Our safety, you can rest assured of this, except for the people on Chen Wenyin's side, our Fang family is not vegetarian, now that the Xia family and the Xiao family are in turmoil, we are not involved, so the chaos of the two major families has given our Fang family a chance to rise further.
At this time, the safety of our people is the most guaranteed. ”
Fang Qingxue analyzed the situation, which made Yang Chen finally feel a lot more relieved.
"In that case, that's going to be easy. Then I can do my own thing with peace of mind, and in the future, I will also need your help and cooperation. ”
"This is natural, since you are Yang Chen's senior brother, it is for Yang Chen to seek justice, we are naturally a group." Fang Qingxia said.
…… continued to discuss the specific plan, and then after assigning Yang Chen a temporary room, the matter was over.
The room where Yang Chen lives now is Fang Qingxia's boudoir. This room didn't move anything, just sorted out some clothes and personal belongings, and then gave it to Yang Chen, while she went to live with Fang Qingxue herself.
In other words, he is now 'cohabiting' with five girls.
This seems to be very ambiguous, but Yang Chen did not feel the slightest 'excitement', but felt that he owed a heavy emotional debt.
In the room, Yang Chen turned on the table lamp, which was not very bright, and sat silently at the desk alone.
The shelves of the desks here are full of all kinds of psychology books, each of which has been turned very old.
Yang Chen knew that Fang Qingxia would sit here every day, studying hard, in order to forget the feeling of missing Lao Zhao when he was alone.
Yang Chen understands this mentality very well, and he also knows that if a person repays his grievances with virtue, if the other person is not full of evil, then he will feel guilty.
Lao Zhao's love is not wrong, and his efforts are worth it in his opinion, but in Fang Qingxia's opinion, he has exceeded the bottom line of bearing and has been crushed.
If she could, she would actually rather Lao Zhao scold her and beat her...... It's a mixed feeling.
Yang Chen thought back to the time since he was sensible, why wasn't he like this? Sometimes, being too kind can be unbearable.
During this time period and in this environment, he inexplicably figured out some things, which were things that he had precipitated after going through death and rebirth.
These may seem ordinary to others, but in his opinion, they are very important.
Giving a person happiness is not to let a person live in pain or suffering, but to let her live without obsession and regret, laugh sincerely, and cry to her heart's content.
He also seemed to suddenly understand why so many girls liked him when he was so sunny before.
......, "Brother Li Jun, have you slept?" ”
As there was a knock on the door, a soft voice came.
This voice is Song Tingting's.
"Not yet, is there anything wrong with you?" Yang Chen hesitated slightly, in fact, he still didn't want to be alone with Song Tingting, because it would involve Li Jun's previous affairs, but Yang Chen didn't know about the previous things at all.
"I just have some things to say, I want to talk to Brother Li Jun alone."
Song Tingting stood at the door, pretty, in the dim light, Yang Chen found that she was actually very beautiful.
She's the kind of girl who is very weak.,It looks like she's the kind of good girl.,She doesn't have any opinions.,Generally, the sisters in the dormitory think how she dresses up.,Will listen to them to dress up like this.,In fact, whether she likes it or not.,Probably she herself doesn't know.。
It's like her chestnut curls, and she doesn't look like she feels anything about herself.
"Come in."
Yang Chen said gently.
"No, I'll just stand in the doorway."
Song Tingting rubbed the corners of her clothes, lowered her head, didn't look at Yang Chen's face, and didn't dare to face Yang Chen's gaze.
"Well, then you can say it."
Yang Chen realized in his heart that he didn't want to do something difficult for him, and he had also figured it out before, respecting the ideas of these girls, and no longer forcing everything.
Therefore, this time Song Tingting didn't want to enter the room, and Yang Chen didn't mean it.
Because of this small move, Yang Chen suddenly felt that his body was heating up.
Gradually, he seemed to understand the true meaning of the Tianmu Evil Doctor's 'do what he wants', that is, don't suppress, don't worry, do what you want.
"Hmm."
Obviously, the unkindness of 'Li Jun' made Song Tingting feel surprised for a moment, probably thinking in her heart, this person is really direct, and he won't beat around the bush at all...... "I know that you must be dissatisfied with my grandfather's approach when you come this time, if it was before this, I would definitely fulfill my promise and agree to be with you, but ......"
Song Tingting said, her voice suddenly lowered a little, and her face was a little more melancholy.
"But in my freshman year, several times, it was Yang Chen who helped me, at that time, he was not like other boys, he was heart-wrenching, but devoted to work-study, and at that time, he pursued Xia Xinyan very hard, and he was very infatuated...... So at that time, I liked him.
I once told myself that I would probably only like one person in my life, but unfortunately...... I wasn't the first to meet you when I grew up. ”
Song Tingting said, looking up at 'Li Jun' apologetically, but seeing 'Li Jun''s calm expression, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
"So...... Brother Li Jun, I'm sorry, I can only be your brother in the future...... If you can afford me. If you think I've hurt you, then treat me as a passerby...... I'll go and kneel down with my grandfather and confess my mistake in person! ”
Song Tingting said all her thoughts in one breath, which made her finally breathe a sigh of relief.
And Yang Chen felt really strange when he heard these words, this is probably the most ridiculous thing, he rejected himself with his own identity, but it was the truth!
"It's okay, since you treat me as an older brother, then I'm your older brother, but are you sure...... Don't you regret it later? ”
Yang Chen asked more.
"I'm sure, I don't regret it!"
Song Tingting said with certainty, those beautiful eyes were full of determination.
"I'm sorry I asked, do you really love him that much? Is he really so deserving of you? Yang Chen asked a little strangely and suspiciously.
"Girls, they're probably stupid. Besides, do you really need a reason to love someone? My reason is love without reason. ”
Song Tingting was a little stunned, and then said with a smile. It seems that she is immersed in a very beautiful memory.
Yang Chen felt that what she recalled seemed to be the scene when she met her praying for herself, the 'encounter' of that statue.
Some people, some things, may not be anything to the person concerned, but for another person, it will be a lifetime memory.
"Can I hug you?"
Yang Chen asked with some feeling.
When he asked, he suddenly felt that this request was very abrupt.
He, after all, is no longer 'not' Yang Chen.
"I'm sorry ......"
Song Tingting refused.
"Senior Brother Yang Chen is really blessed to have a girl like you."
Yang Chen sighed, he was not angry, nor did he feel the uncomfortable feeling after being rejected, but felt that the girls who followed him were so bitter.
He regretted it very much, regretted that he performed so well, but he didn't have that ability, why did he show that one girl after another liked himself desperately?
It's an indescribably tangled mood.
He suddenly envied those men who could have no conscience, who could trample on those girls casually without worrying, but he himself couldn't do it.
"Brother Li Jun...... I'm sorry...... I...... I ......"
After refusing, Song Tingting didn't know why she was so disappointed, just like ...... A very important thing is missed all at once.
"It's okay, you go and rest."
"Well, Brother Li Jun, good night."
"Good night."
(To be continued)