At the residence of Meizi and her master, Xu Zixuan stayed for a long time, and did not leave until the sky slowly darkened. Sika was already impatient waiting at home, and kept calling and sending messages urging Xu Zixuan to hurry home. Xu Zixuan left the old. After the city, I went back to the dormitory, picked up something, and then ran directly to Sika's house.

It was already 7 p.m. when I got to Sika's house. In Sika's resentful eyes, Xu Zixuan consciously put on an apron and ran to the kitchen to get busy.

"OPPA, where have you been today?" Seeing that Xu Zixuan had finally returned, Sika felt a lot more settled. But in order to express his dissatisfaction with the fact that Xu Zixuan left himself in the house and disappeared for a long time, Sika still puffed up his bun face and coquettishly faced Xu Zixuan with an unhappy face.

"Hehe, I went to see an old friend." Xu Zixuan didn't stop what he was doing, and bent down in front of the stove to break down the chicken in his hand. At this moment, Sika suddenly hugged Xu Zixuan from behind, causing his body to shake, and the water flowing from the faucet dripped down the chicken in his hand to the floor.

"Oppa, you're not here in the afternoon, I'm so lonely and scared. I want to call you, but I'm afraid it will affect you; I want to go out and find you, but I don't know where you are?! When I see you standing in front of me, I am really relieved, I feel like I like you a little, what should I do? ”

Xu Zixuan, who was already stunned, heard Sika's muttering confession, his body stiffened directly, and he couldn't speak anymore.

"Sisica, you"

"oppa, don't call me Sika in the future, this princess has special approval, and oppa can also call me Xiuyan in the future, how about it, happy?" Sika said mischievously behind him.

"Happy" Xu Zixuan swallowed his saliva, "Xi'e, Xiuyan, can you let go of OPPA first?!" ”

Although it was winter, Sika and Xu Zixuan at home didn't wear much clothes, especially Sika, who couldn't go out, just put a thin coat over his pajamas. The two were in such close contact, and the two strong ** behind them stimulated Xu Zixuan's tense nerves all the time, making him gradually have a normal physiological reaction. What is this Nizi for? Could it be that she is going to reverse it tonight? Xu Zixuan held back the anxiety in his heart, put down the chicken in his hand, and slowly turned around.

"Su-yeon, I know you're a good girl, a strong girl who gives her all for her dreams. But have you ever thought about it? What are the consequences of liking me? It's the riots on the Internet that are more powerful than the scandal between me and Xiuzhi, the attack on us or the S.M company by the SONE army, and the indefinite refrigeration or even ban of S.M. Su-yeon, have you considered all of this? ”

Sika shook his head while listening, and then rushed into Xu Zixuan's arms, burying his head deep in Xu Zixuan's broad chest.

"I don't care, I don't care about anything. I only know that when I am most helpless, it is OPPA who is by my side to accompany me, and when I am most in danger, it is OPPA who is there to protect me. I only know that I have become accustomed to your figure, your words and even your body odor, even if I am separated from you for a short time, I will be flustered, I will be anxious, I will be crazy to rush into your arms, if one day you really leave me or have a relationship with another girl, I really don't know what I will do, I will go crazy" Speaking of this, Sika's voice was actually crying.

"Xiuyan" Xu Zixuan was helpless. In fact, I don't like this girl who looks cool on the outside but is soft like cotton on the inside. But this kind of liking only stays at the superficial level, and it has not yet reached the warmth of the relationship between men and women. And even if she is now in her arms, does she really understand her mind?

"Xiuyan, calm down." Xu Zixuan hugged Xiuyan, walked to the living room and gently put her on the sofa. "Su-yeon, to be honest, I'm really happy, even a little ecstatic to hear you say to me in person that you like me. However, think about it calmly, does your kind of liking really come from your heart, does it take dependence as liking, and gratitude as feelings? OPPA doesn't want you to show your feelings impulsively in such extreme situations. ”

Sika looked at Xu Zixuan with tears in her eyes and kept shaking her head.

"No, oppa, not what you say. In fact, when I was in Macau, I felt this way, and I didn't understand my heart until today. I know that I shouldn't say such things at such a time, not long after the death of Jinhae OPPA, and I am always in danger, OPPA is by my side every day to accompany me and protect me, which will indeed make me dependent, and even transfer my feelings for Jinhae OPPA to you. However, I now know my mind very well, not to rely on, not to mention looking for a new relationship to treat the scars in my heart after losing Zhenhai oppa, but I really heard my own heart, I really like you, I like you, you are cool in front of others, stupid oppa in front of me, it has nothing to do with your profession, it has nothing to do with the death of Zhenhai oppa, I just simply like you as a person - Xu Zixuan. ”

"Huh" Seeing Sika's hurried confession, Xu Zixuan couldn't calm down. He let out a long breath and sat down beside Sika, wrapping his strong arms around Sika so that she could rest comfortably on his shoulder.

"Su-yeon, do you remember the first time we met? At that time, you were like a hedgehog covered in thorns, and I couldn't wait to come up and bite two bites when I saw me. Xu Zixuan smiled sweetly immersed in his memories, "At that time, I really thought why was this girl so difficult?" Wouldn't it be a lot of hardship for me to be close to her in the future? ”

"Annoying" Hearing Xu Zixuan's joke, Sika snorted, and then leaned his whole body on him.

"Later, we went through a car accident and a kidnapping together, and the gap between us gradually disappeared, and the relationship got better and better. This made me want to know you, the princess of the iceberg, in addition to protecting you. After that, we went to Macau together, went to Vietnam together, attended Brother Haha's wedding together, and even went on a blind date together" Xu Zixuan said this, laughing unconsciously, "It seems that the two of us are really a pair of enemies, even if we are really couples, we may not be able to experience so many things and tribulations together." Xiuyan, you are really a good girl, if I can really have you in the future, this is the blessing I have accumulated in my previous life. ”

"What about OPPA? Could it be that OPPA was really just a working relationship with me or just treating me like a silly girl? Sika asked, tilting her head.

"Silly girl, do you really think oppa is a monk in the temple? Unmoved by a beautiful woman all day long? Xu Zixuan gently stroked Sika's hair, "But oppa is a man, and men have to take on more responsibilities." Who are you? You are the iceberg princess of Girls' Generation, you have tens of thousands or even more than 100,000 private fans, and your every move has attracted the attention of the people, let alone such a big thing as dating. And who is OPPA? An employee of a broken office, an unknown assistant of S.M, or even a Chinese, do you think your fans, S.M, even your relatives and friends, and your parents will agree to our relationship? When the time comes, once the matter of your relationship with me is exposed, what kind of bloody storm will you, Girls' Generation and S.M Company face? And you, what you have achieved with nearly ten years of hard work will be destroyed overnight, are you willing to do it? Even if you are willing, what about your teammates? What do they do? What about your parents? How will you face them? Have you thought about all of this? ”

Sika was silent. Xu Zixuan said this, how could she not have thought about it. But after thinking about it, there was no solution, and in the end, Sika gave up thinking about such a heavy and difficult problem. Now that Xu Zixuan mentioned it in one word, Sika had to pay attention to it.

After a long time, Sika suddenly raised his head and said word by word to Xu Zixuan, who was smiling: "oppa, if Xiuyan can put aside everything you said and stay by oppa's side wholeheartedly, will oppa dare to be Xiuyan's flower messenger, dare to face these criticisms with Xiuyan, and dare to accompany Xiuyan to the future of her life?" ”

"I dare" Xu Zixuan didn't hesitate and nodded directly. "Su-yeon, will you give us a night's time? If tomorrow, if you still have such thoughts and awareness, OPPA promises that even if you face the criticism of everyone in the world alone, OPPA will be firmly by your side."

"Hmm!" Seeing Xu Zixuan's solemn statement, Sika rested his head back on Xu Zixuan's chest with satisfaction, "Oppa, don't cook tonight, let's sit like this until dawn!" ”

"As you wish" Xu Zixuan gently hugged Sika's back with both hands, and leaned his full and surname body tightly against his body.

Inside, it is quiet and warm; Outside, there was silence.

ps: This is the second update, and the third update will be released on time at 20 o'clock. Tomorrow the book will be on the shelves, and Buyi is here to kneel and beg for the first order, and kneel to beg for all kinds of support!

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