Chapter 089, Meaning. lewd

"Hey, hey, I didn't hear you." Sun Liping shouted from the side.

She asked a few questions just now, and Canglong looked at the blank volunteer form in her hand with a silent face, and it wasn't until Sun Liping spoke loudly that Canglong reacted: "It's nothing, hurry up and hand in the volunteer form." ”

"There's one less copy, how can I pay it, and this Han Shuo actually filled in the National University of Defense Technology? With his grades, can he get in? Also the first choice!! Sun Liping was a little unconvinced.

Hearing this, Canglong was not surprised, but said: "He naturally has a way to get in, what are you worried about this?" ”

"Rely on connections to get in?" Sun Liping thought of something, she was a little disdainful, but she didn't speak, but her face was very uncomfortable, obviously looking down on Han Shuo, but what could she do if she was uncomfortable because of her background?

"Don't worry, he was definitely admitted with real materials." Canglong shook his head, with the things that King David taught him, plus the techniques he learned from Wang Xiaoyu, plus Han Shuo's own talent, it would definitely not be a problem to be admitted to the National University of Defense Technology, but naturally it was not based on the scores, but on the specialties he learned.

"The real thing? Just his kind of guy who fishes for three days and dries nets for two days, can be admitted, you won't have a fever, I doubt that he knows a few words now, this guy's information says that he has been abandoned on the computer since he was a child, and his grades are basically a mess, you still believe him? Sun Liping was a little incredible.

Canglong ignored her lazily, and just said, "Hurry up and hand in the volunteer form, and I will handle Feng Tingting's volunteer form." ”

After speaking, Canglong stood up and left the office without looking back, Sun Liping stomped her feet and said to herself: "What kind of teacher is there, what kind of student there is, just come back and leave one day, and really think of yourself as a soy saucemaker." ”

Sun Liping just complained about this, but there was no malice, but she still carefully read the volunteer form, but she was very careful to find that all the students filled in the third choice of each normal university, which made Sun Liping smile on her face, and said that they still have some conscience.

After leaving the office, Canglong gave the volunteer form to Principal Feng, and talked with Principal Feng in the office for nearly two hours before leaving, until the afternoon, Canglong got the permission of the dormitory manager, and climbed up to the roof of the girls' dormitory building early, found an inconspicuous place to sit down, but did nothing, as if waiting for something.

A few hours passed, and Canglong saw some girls come up to dry their clothes, or pick up clothes, or come to chat together, but they didn't find Canglong's existence, until the evening self-study began, and after the evening self-study class, the rooftop became quiet.

At ten o'clock in the evening, sitting on the rooftop was still a little cool, Canglong looked at the watch, looked up at the sky but was not in a hurry, until the entire girls' dormitory building was turned off, Canglong sat in the dark, carefully observed, if someone came up now, found this pair of peeping eyes in the dark, I am afraid that he will be scared to faint.

But at this moment, the door of the rooftop suddenly opened, and in the faint light, a girl wearing a nightgown and some disheveled hair could be seen walking up, she didn't seem to be afraid at all, not even any ordinary person's sneakiness, just calmly opened the door, closed the door calmly, and then climbed up the guardrail of the roof, and sat down like this.

In the middle of the night, a girl sat on the guardrail of the rooftop, no matter how you look at it, Canglong hid in the dark, looking at her calmly, after a while, Canglong walked out slowly, almost no footsteps, but the girl turned her head vigilantly, looked at him with surprise, and her face was vaguely a little afraid.

"Why are you here?" Feng Tingting was wary of Canglong.

Canglong didn't answer her, but walked to the guardrail on the other side, sat on it like her, and said, "You can be here, can't I be here?" ”

"This is the girls' dormitory." Feng Tingting looked at him vigilantly, not daring to look away.

"You also know that this is a girls' dormitory, and a man suddenly appears, it doesn't seem to fit your dreams, but anything can happen in your dreams, right?" Canglong looked ahead, but did not stare at Feng Tingting.

"Yes, it's a long dream." Feng Tingting suddenly retracted her gaze, looked at the rooftop, seemed to be worried about something, and said after a while, "I don't know when I will wake up." ”

Canglong was suddenly silent, because everything was as he expected, Feng Tingting was really reversing reality and dreams, taking dreams as reality, and reality as dreams, if Canglong told Feng Tingting now that this is not a dream, but reality, there is no doubt that Feng Tingting will jump from the upstairs without hesitation to prove that this is a dream, not reality.

Because many mentally ill people regard reality as a dream and dreams as reality, they don't care about any rules in their "dreams", let alone cherish their lives.

"In your reality, is there me? What am I like? Canglong asked suddenly.

"You?" Feng Tingting turned her head and looked at Canglong strangely, "In my dreams, no one has ever spoken to me like this, you are the first." ”

"But in your dreams, I always appear." Canglong shrugged.

"It's always so annoying." Feng Tingting said unceremoniously.

Canglong didn't care, just continued to chat with Feng Tingting about some marginless topics, if someone heard it, he would definitely think that both of them were mentally ill, but Canglong had no choice but to communicate with Feng Tingting like this, and any other way would be counterproductive.

After chatting for about two hours, Canglong tried to ask, "In reality, is your mother okay?" ”

Maybe this sentence was asked too quickly, Feng Tingting suddenly became nervous, and in the eyes that had some trust in Canglong, she suddenly became anxious and unbelieving, she looked at Canglong and said coldly: "In reality, you can't take her, none of you can take her away, and only in a dream, you can take her away, I don't like this dream, I hate everyone in the dream, you are all devils!! ”

Seeing that Feng Tingting was emotional, Canglong stopped talking, because he was worried that Feng Tingting would jump down and wake up from the dream, but she would never have thought that her dream was over, her life was over, and there would be no more dreams, maybe many people think that such a girl is very sad, but Canglong sometimes really envy her, at least she can live in her dreams and live so happily.

But Canglong couldn't build such a spiritual world for himself, because his subconscious was always reminding him that it was fake, and his vigilance was ten times higher than that of ordinary people, so that he couldn't fall into this state.

And Feng Tingting is different, ordinary people can't control how their dreams happen, but after Feng Tingting went through that extreme blow to her psychological self-isolation, a strong sense of guilt made her bear too much responsibility for reality, and after her brain was overwhelmed, she subconsciously turned the imaginary world into a real world.

Therefore, Feng Tingting can control her dreams, she has built a world of her own satisfaction in the spiritual world, where nothing bad will happen, everything is developing in the direction she expects, but time passes much faster than the real world, and even jumps in some cases.

In Canglong's logical thinking, such a world will also be constructed, but such a world is only limited, and Canglong usually uses such a limited thinking world to carry out task simulation, so Canglong will not completely fall into it, and it is even impossible to fall into it.

This is the same as simulating it in a computer, except that Canglong's thinking is more vivid and even more specific than that simulated by a computer.

In life, many ordinary people are also carrying out such simulations, depicting them with a figurative word, which is called "Yi.yin"

It's just that ordinary people just imagine it at most, they won't take it seriously, and they will still return to reality, but Feng Tingting is completely caught in it, constructing what she thinks is true in her self-image, so a normal person can't read her, and even thinks she is mentally ill.

And Canglong's thinking logic simulation world is much higher than Feng Tingting's, because he can simulate freely, and enter and exit freely, the reason why he envies Feng Tingting is because Canglong also hopes to fall into such a dream, so that he has some reasons not to bear so much pressure.

He had fantasized about it, but reason always cruelly shattered his dreams.

And now facing Feng Tingting, he suddenly didn't know how to adapt, did he really want to shatter such a beautiful dream of hers and let her face reality?

Thinking of Principal Feng, Canglong dispelled the worries in his heart again, dreams are always dreams, and reality is cruel, after all, it is reality, you can't give up everyone because you have lost someone, Principal Feng has already experienced the blow of losing his wife, if he loses his daughter, maybe there will be another mental patient like Feng Tingting in this world.

"You know what's good and what's bad." Canglong smiled.

"To hurt the people I love the most is to be bad." Feng Tingting said coldly.

Canglong was stunned for a moment, but he smiled in his heart, because he finally found a breakthrough, so he continued to ask: "In your eyes, is your father important?" ”

"Of course it's important, it's as important as my mother, but I don't know why, why in this dream, my father always doesn't believe me, I don't know why my mother why" Feng Tingting seemed to think of something terrible, and suddenly her face distorted and became extremely excited.

"It's a dream, it's all a dream, it's over when you wake up, it's over when you wake up." Canglong quickly ran over and grabbed her, held her in his arms and comforted her.

"This dream is so cruel, why do I have such a dream? I don't want to see my father like that, I don't want to see my mother leave. Feng Tingting hugged Canglong tightly and cried.

"Dreams are all the opposite." Canglong said calmly