"No one can make me not love her!"

Xia Shuzhu walked alone on the cold and lonely road. Gently clenched his arms, resisting the soft and biting cold wind of late autumn. But there was such a sentence echoing in her mind, which made her unable to help herself.

Eat one's heart out?

Absolutely.

She is just a woman who has lived to be twenty-five years old, and the first love affair ended before it began, and the second love developed intermittently at a very treacherous pace. Her emotional intelligence is not low, but her love experience is pitiful. She is neither able nor sure to maintain a single and simple love relationship with a man who is favored by countless women.

Is it pitiful and hateful?

Xia Shuzhu sighed lightly, biting her warm soft lips and muttering: "She is lonely, she has no relatives, no friends, and no one to speak." In her gray world, there was only Lin Ze alone. How could she lose Lin Ze? At this point, the corners of Xia Shuzhu's soft mouth overflowed with a relieved smile: "Perhaps, it's not bad to have a sister with strong kung fu?" It's just that you want to be the mother of the main palace? Hmph, that depends on whether you really have the ability. ”

Xia Shuzhu, who straightened out his knots, suddenly stretched out his arms, and embraced the cold wind with his face slightly raised, but he didn't feel cold at all. On the contrary, there is a strange exhilaration.

"Ahhh Xia Shuzhu shouted like a nervous nerve at midnight. "Cute and stupid silver girl, I will definitely defeat you, I will!"

Xia Shuzhu raised his pink fist and swore an oath.

After Lin Ze dealt with the blood stains in the living room and the blood in the corridor, he finally bent down on the sofa and lit a cigarette, stretched out an index finger with his left hand, poked her slender and straight thighs through the silver girl's long skirt, and spewed out a thick smoke and said: "Sister, pinch the shoulders of the uncle." ”

When the silver girl heard this, her face showed a hint of unnaturalness. But soon, there was a hint of habitual color in those clear and cold eyes. Reluctantly, he put down Häagen-Dazs, who had only eaten half of it, twisted his body, and reached out his hands to gently knead Lin Ze's shoulders.

Hearing the lazy and comfortable voice spit out of Lin Ze's mouth, the silver girl frowned slightly and said, "Very comfortable?" ”

"Hmm." Lin Ze responded lazily.

"Then I'll pinch it for you every day." The silver girl said lightly. As he spoke, his movements became more and more dexterous.

She's a killer. One of the world's top killers. She is very familiar with the various acupuncture points of the human body, and she knows which acupoints can cause great harm to people when touched. Likewise, she knows which acupuncture points make people comfortable. So for massage, she can basically do it without a teacher. The only thing that needs to be considered is the amount of force. After all, her hands are knife-gripped, blood-stained, and in the service of death. And not to the living.

After some massage and kneading, Lin Ze suddenly felt comfortable all over, and his face showed a trace of satisfaction, so he simply put his head on the soft thighs of the silver girl, and said with a cigarette in his mouth: "Talking counts?" Pinch me every day? ”

"Hmm." The silver girl obeyed.

"And you're never leaving?" Lin Ze asked tentatively.

He was not sure about this question. I've been reluctant to dig deeper.

What the silver girl wanted to do, where she wanted to go, Lin Ze never interfered, and tried not to ask. He knows that the Silver Girl is not a person who likes to be controlled, so he has always acted as a home for the Silver Girl. A sleepy, tired, tired and tired person who can think of it, someone who can go to find it.

And in fact, I'm afraid that's why the silver girl relies on him so much, lingering his singing worms, right?

Anyone can sing it, but not everyone can sing it, in the heart of the silver girl, only Lin Ze sings, she likes to listen to it, she likes to listen to it. And be able to close your eyes and fall asleep in the midst of singing.

"Leave." The silver girl said with a slight hesitation. "Actually, I want to stay with you all the time, be your wife, pinch your shoulders, do your laundry and cook, clean your house, and give you a few more babies. But I still have a task, one last one. ”

Lin Ze was not surprised by Yinnu's answer, but he was very curious about this answer that was not her style. blinked his deep eyes, and the corners of his mouth pulled a surprised arc and said, "Where did you learn this?" ”

It's understandable to be your wife, and it's almost in line with the style of a silver girl.

Can you do laundry, cook, clean the house, and have a few babies?

This is what a heroine's sister who comes out of the mud and is not stained will say? What can be said? Can you say it?

Even, Lin Ze felt that the silver girl didn't even know what the steps to give birth to a child were. Perhaps, she thinks that as long as she sleeps in the same bed with herself, she can have children?

"That's what it says on TV." The silver girl tilted her head and laughed magically.

Simple and clean, he said cutely: "It's just that the women on TV are not good-looking." Not as good as me. ”

"The men inside aren't as handsome as me." Lin Ze took the lead.

"Better than you." The silver girl said bluntly.

“――”

Brother Xiaolin felt that his self-esteem had been poked.

I admit that those women are not as good-looking as you, will you comfort and encourage me to die?

"Do you really think so?" Brother Xiaolin said angrily and aggrievedly.

"Hmm." The silver girl nodded, "I don't allow you to think so. Brother Xiaolin said coquettishly.

"So what?" The silver girl asked, tilting her head.

"You're going to think I'm more handsome than them." Lin Ze said seriously.

"What's the matter?" The silver girl was puzzled. "It's their business that they're handsome, it's your business that you're not good-looking. I don't like them again. ”

"You're really not a star-chasing woman." Lin Ze said regretfully.

"What is Star Chasing?"

“――”

Brother Xiaolin felt that if he didn't brake, the topic would be endlessly pulled to the point where he couldn't extricate himself. was busy curbing the divergent spread of the topic, pursed his lips and said: "You can only praise me in the future, you can't criticize me, you know?" ”

"Okay." The silver girl blinked her quiet and cold eyes, and her soft lips opened. "You're so handsome, you're the most handsome in the world."

“――”

Why does this sound so harsh?

Even if Lin Ze knew that Yinnu was sincere in what he said, he just didn't feel pleasant enough to listen to. It's also very ironic.

"Here, take off your mask." Lin Ze pointed to her silver face.

"Hmm." The silver girl lowered her eyebrows and took off her mask smoothly, revealing the perfect face that was both a queen and a loli, her skin was as white as milk, and her facial features were as delicate as even the eldest lady of the Han family sighed to herself, and she was ashamed to death.

Even if Lin Ze didn't see it for the first time, he was still shocked by her shocking face.

He stayed for three minutes, not even moving. On the contrary, the silver girl gently stretched out her right hand, wiped a touch of Ha Lazi from the corner of Lin Ze's mouth, and said strangely: "Why are you drooling?" Hungry? ”

“――”

"If I ask you to take off your clothes—don't, I'll just say it." Lin Ze hurriedly grabbed the silver girl's undressed hands, and said in a cold sweat. "You don't have to take it seriously."

"Whatever you say, I'll do it."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

“――”

――――The predecessors planted trees and the later people used it in the shade on Xia Shuzhu, but Lin Ze thought so at the moment.

She spent tens of thousands of yuan to stay in the suite, but left it to Yinnu and Lin Ze in the second half of the night.

Lin Ze didn't sleep all night, and the silver girl didn't sleep all night.

Staying up all night is a common thing for these two people. Lin Ze is not tired, and the silver girl is not sleepy.

Lin Ze is not tired because he can see this face that no star, queen, including Elizabeth can compare to when he opens his eyes, and the silver girl is not tired because Lin Ze is not tired.

There was a sentence in Yinnu's mind that she hadn't said, not that she didn't want to say it, but that she felt that this sentence seemed to insult Lin Ze and compared him to an animal.

Marry a chicken with a chicken and marry a dog with a dog.

The silver girl wants to do this, even if one day Lin Ze becomes a beggar who asks for food. She would also burn all her money and accompany Lin Ze to ask for food in rags.

As for the simple and boring question of giving her money to Lin Ze to spend and changing her identity as a beggar. She didn't even think about it, she felt that Lin Ze was a beggar, so no matter how rich she was, she should be a beggar.

Every time she thought of this, the silver girl's hard and cold heart would be indescribable, and she didn't know what the sweetness tasted like. It's full, it's rising, it's all happiness.

"Lin Ze, I want to love you for the rest of my life." The silver girl who was sitting next to Lin Ze and eating Häagen-Dazs concentratingly turned her head and said with a serious face.

"Thank you." Lin Ze also nodded solemnly.

"You're welcome." The silver girl said.

“――”

――――Han Xiaoyi's study room stored in Han Zhenbei's villa has been vacant since the sisters and brothers moved out. But Fauber would arrange for his servants to clean it every day. Because Han Zhenbei once told Fu Bo that in this study, Han Xiaoyi will come back one day.

Sure enough, Han Xiaoyi came back. Now in addition to signing contracts in Han Zhenbei's study every day and absorbing Han Zhenbei's knowledge, she spends the rest of her time in her study fiddling with some things. Something that will be of great benefit to the inheritance of the Han family in the future. In addition to the original placement and tools, there is an extra pen on the desk. A fountain pen given to Han Xiaoyi on her sixteenth birthday.

It's just an ordinary fountain pen, it doesn't look good, and it doesn't mean much to anyone except for Han Zhenbei. Because this is the first time Han Zhenbei signed a business in units of 100 million. Han Zhenbei gave this pen to Han Xiaoyi that year. The clever lady of the Han family understood the meaning and weight of this pen. So she has always seemed arrogant and domineering, but in fact, she is living and learning on thin ice.

One month.

Yes. There is only one month left.

The doctor has clearly told her that with Han Zhenbei's physical condition, even if he does not have this stroke, he will not be able to support it for half a year. And why Han Zhenbei worked so hard knowing that his physical condition was extremely poor, Fu Bo knew, Han Xiaoyi also understood, even Han Xiaobao's idiot. You can guess one or two.

She felt very sorry for Han Zhenbei, her father.

She also felt pity for her father.

But no matter what, she will support her father with the greatest respect.

Because this Father is the greatest and most loving in the world.

"Whew-"

At three o'clock in the morning, the study heard a slightly faint sigh from the eldest lady of the Han family, she put down the pen and opened a diary kept in a drawer. This diary, she hadn't written in a while. But what is recorded in it is all a true psychological portrayal of her. It is also the most sincere gratitude to Lin Ze.

Taking out a pen, Han Xiaoyi decided to write another one before going to bed. And whether this one will be the last. Han Xiaoyi didn't dare to be ruthless for the time being, but she already had plans in this regard.

"November 3rd. Cloudy.

The sky seemed to be drifting viciously at any moment, and a cold from the bones filled the air. It is also a breath that is suppressed to the extreme. It makes people feel very depressed.

Daddy's day is almost certain. But Daddy's mood is very stable, stable to the point of distress. I understand Daddy's heart, he has fallen in his life, and he has thought about giving up. But I know that Daddy is only allowed to fall once in this life, and even if he leaves this world that is not as pleasant as he imagined, he will not fall again.

Daddy had let me make my own choices.

Make a choice between inheritance and abandonment.

Daddy didn't force me. It's like when Daddy called me into the study, whether he accepted the fountain pen. Daddy didn't make a choice for me. It's about giving me the most freedom to choose.

Even if I choose. At one point, Daddy also wanted to give up the idea of letting me inherit.

But am I okay with that?

No.

Daddy has done it to the extreme, and as her daughter, can I watch this edifice collapse without inheriting Daddy's wishes?

No.

Daddy is not a happy person, but Daddy did his best to make me a happy person. Whether it is to repay or repay Daddy's nurturing kindness, I must inherit Daddy's wishes. Even if you are tired to death, you will not regret it.

Sometimes I think I should just have a showdown with Daddy so that he can understand his mind. Let him know what he really thinks: Daddy, you can have fun in the only life you have. Your daughter will naturally inherit everything from you and do her best to keep the Han family. Why do you want to use your last effort to pave the way for your daughter? Is it really worth giving up your last bit of life for the sake of your daughter's future and for her daughter's road to be a little less thorny?

Your daughter is grateful to you, but she complains about you. ”

Han Xiaoyi took a breath of cold air gently, and a layer of gloom was cast on her originally bright and beautiful eyes, a layer of gloomy color that made people feel distressed and couldn't see through.

Hold the pen again and settle it down on the paper.

"Lin Ze is a good person. He was so good to me. So good that I can't think of anything to repay him.

He said he would give everything to protect me. He said that his promise to me will always be valid. He also said that no matter how many thorns and bumps there will be in the future, he will always accompany me on the way.

He was so good to me, what could I give him?

I can't give anything, and I can't afford to give anything.

Who is he?

A boyfriend I forcibly added is not a cute boyfriend at all.

Other than that, it's just that ridiculous bodyguard identity. But is that all he does?

He did too much.

For me, for the Han family, he paid a heavy price for this many times, and almost lost his life. But he never complained, and he never put any pressure on me.

But the more this happens, the more guilty I feel, the more painful I feel.

Maybe - I should have made a long time to come?

He's good for me, and Daddy is good for me.

But should I really be so selfish? Transfer to him what he shouldn't have tolerate?

No. In any case, I should not be so selfish and involve the innocent him in this turmoil for the sake of my own security.

Maybe it's time to decide. ”

Tick.

Tick.

Two hot tears fell into the paper, soaking the faintly scented diary and breaking her heart.

Han Xiaoyi covered her mouth tightly with one hand, so that she would not make any noise. The other hand trembled and held the pen, and continued to write: "Xiaolinzi, really, please let go of your promise to me. You don't owe me, and you have no reason to do anything for me anymore. How many of the scars on your body were left for me? How much of your gloom is due to me? Are you really not mad at me for this? Why are you so good, why are you so good that people can't understand it, why are you so good that people are ashamed of themselves? ”

"Xiaolinzi, please be cruel to me, okay?"

"Xiao Linzi, please be selfish, okay?"

"Xiaolinzi, please think more about yourself, okay?"

"If you are not cruel to me, then I am cruel to myself."

"If you will not be selfish, then I will be selfish to you."

"If you don't think for yourself-" Han Xiaoyi's expression was gloomy and he wrote with a wave of his pen. "Alright, I'll do it for you. Do you want to be happy? Do you want to be free? Do you want to be happy? If you want, stay away from me, as far away as possible! I'm an ominous person, I'm a dangerous person. Staying close to me will only bring you endless hurt and sorrow, and near me, you will only get pain, not the slightest happiness. Is it worth it? It's not worth it! ”

"Well, please stop thinking about me, and please don't give me too much. I can't afford everything you give. ”

"I'll wait until you come back, until I see you again. It's a great blessing for me. I can see you happy, I can see you happy. That's my greatest happiness. ”

"Xiaolinzi, you know, I'm not a hypocritical person. I really want you to stop thinking about it all the time, and every day you think about it, I can't face you anymore. I don't know how to repay you. Perhaps for me now, staying away from you is the greatest reward. More - I can't afford it! ”

"Xiao Linzi, do you know what I want to do the most and what I don't want to do now? You certainly don't know, and you won't know. But I know. I know better than anyone that this is the most difficult choice in my life, even more difficult than picking up the burden of the Han family. But I know that I still have to say it and do it anyway. ”

"Xiao Linzi, I've been thinking about this sentence for a long time, and I'm thinking about what kind of attitude and emotion I will tell you and convey it to you. But in the end, it was just a six-word sentence. ”

"I don't love you anymore!"|Writing the last sentence, Han Xiaoyi closed the notebook and burst into tears.

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