readx; It was only at this time that Gong Xiping had just discovered that there were only two people left in the huge mourning hall, he and Mu Jinqiu. The memorial service www.biquge.info the pen "Fun" Pavilion should be almost over, the relatives and guests are almost gone, and Su Xiaowan's parents have also gone out to see off the guests. Ai Tingting and Ke Siyue should have already left, but they don't know why Mu Jinqiu stayed.

Seeing Gong Xiping looking at him with some surprise, Mu Jinqiu didn't mean to back down at all. She still held Gong Xiping's waist with both hands, her eyes were fixed on Gong Xiping's face, and she said softly: "People can't be resurrected after death, don't be too sad." ”

Gong Xiping was silent for a moment, and suddenly showed a rare faint smile. He gently patted the back of Mu Jinqiu's hand and said lightly, "Thank you." I'm not sad, though, I'm just a little guilty. ”

"Guilt? Why? Mu Jinqiu said with some doubts.

Gong Xiping gently pulled Mu Jinqiu's hand away, and then finally took a few steps, stopped about 3 meters away from Mu Jinqiu, and then said, "Su Xiaowan was hit by a car right under my nose. I was so close that I didn't notice it, which is unforgivable to me. ”

"However, you are not Superman, how would you know that a car accident would happen suddenly?"

"I'm not Superman, that's right. However, if I had been attentive, I could have foreseen the danger. At least, I won't watch Su Xiaowan get hit by the car straight upright. ”

"Don't blame yourself too much, it's not your responsibility at all. You're too yourself, aren't you? Mu Jinqiu persuaded.

Gongxi smiled lightly and said, "You don't have to persuade me." Thank you for enlightening me. Saying that, Gong Xiping showed a slightly lonely look on his face, "I may be really old, even if my body has become younger, but my mentality is still old." Now I'm reduced to asking a little girl to enlighten me......"

In the last half of the sentence, because Gong Xiping said it relatively lightly, Mu Jinqiu didn't hear it clearly, and only vaguely heard Gong Xiping say that he wanted a little girl to enlighten him.

"Gong Xiping...... Classmates ......"

Gongxi raised his hand and said, "Okay, don't persuade me, I'm fine." You go back first, I want to stay alone. ”

After Gong Xiping finished speaking, he walked to Su Xiaowan's coffin again and continued to fall into deep thought. Mu Jinqiu looked at Gong Xiping's figure, and felt a faint pain in her heart. However, she didn't say anything more, and turned around and walked towards the outside of the mourning hall.

Walking to the door of the mourning hall, she turned around again and glanced at Gong Xiping.

I have to say that Gong Xiping is a somewhat mysterious person. Or rather, he is like a mystery, a mystery that you can't see through no matter how you look at it. The first time I met Gong Xiping, it was at the beginning of the first half of the semester, when the two classes were in physical education class together, the two classes of boys played basketball, and Gong Xiping suddenly came out with a beautiful and clean hot pot, which attracted everyone's attention. However, his stunning performance was only a flash in the pan, and then there was no bright spot.

Then, there was a photo incident. This incident brought Mu Jinqiu's perception of Gong Xiping to a freezing point. For this kind of boy, she is extremely disgusted. She even felt disgusted when she was looked at by Gong Xiping. However, God likes to joke with her, and on the day of the school's autumn outing, he was actually assigned to the bus that his class was taking. Moreover, he also picked up her favorite handkerchief. For this, she didn't even want a handkerchief.

However, later, in the paintball range, she was entangled by Li Pingzhi, but was inexplicably rescued by Gong Xiping. And from that moment on, Mu Jinqiu suddenly had a different view of Gong Xiping. Gong Xiping's indifference and calmness made her feel that Gong Xiping was not the kind of prodigal who lingered in the flowers at all. On the contrary, when I was with Gong Xiping, I had a sense of comfort and peace. He seems to have a special charm that makes people want to be close to him and want to be there for him all the time.

Although Mu Jinqiu doesn't think that her appearance can be compared with Ai Tingting, at least it is not bad. Anyway, on the school flower list, although she didn't make it to the top ten, she was just a little close. She has her own uniqueness, and she also has her own brilliance. She is still very confident in her appearance. But in front of Gong Xiping, she suddenly lost her self-confidence. Because she obviously felt that Gong Xiping didn't treat her as a beauty at all, but as an ordinary passerby. It wasn't until later that she gradually discovered that Gong Xiping seemed to be the same to everyone, even if it was a first-class beauty like Ai Tingting, he was also the same indifference.

What happened next was completely beyond Mu Jinqiu's expectations. Gong Xiping became the idol of the girls in the school overnight and became the person they worshiped madly. Moreover, many girls began to write letters to him quietly, write postcards, send greeting cards, and so on.

Although Mu Jinqiu has always had some different feelings for Gong Xiping, she doesn't feel that she will have any intersection with Gong Xiping. The two are also in different classes, and Gong Xiping either runs to the library or goes home directly after school every day, and rarely has the opportunity to contact her. Therefore, she can only bury the emotion in her heart deeply.

But Gong Xiping suddenly came to their class again. This made Mu Jinqiu excited for a while. But after the excitement, she found that Gong Xiping seemed to only care about Su Xiaowan alone, and simply ignored and ignored others.

Later, the incident of that video broke out. This incident hit Mu Jinqiu quite hard. Because she has a different kind of emotion for Gong Xiping, she has almost forgotten about that photo. This time the video appeared again, and Mu Jinqiu began to wonder if Gong Xiping was really as indifferent as he appeared. In addition, Su Xiaowan had just returned to school, and he was transferred to Class 8, and the connection between the two made her even more suspicious.

However, suspicion is suspicion, and she still intuitively feels that Gong Xiping does not seem to be that kind of person. However, the classmates around her, as well as her friend Ke Siyue and others, kept talking about Gong Xiping, which made her doubt her intuition. So, she faltered.

Soon, the video time was clarified, and everything fell into place. Su Xiaowan also went to the Internet in person to clarify everything and tell the truth of the matter. Only then did Mu Jinqiu realize how ridiculous and pathetic her misunderstanding of Gong Xiping was.

From the beginning of the photo incident, she never trusted her own judgment. It's always hearsay, and it's always been the same as everybody. How unfirm her position is, listening to the wind is rain, swaying from side to side. Her little bit of different emotion for Gong Xiping is simply a joke. A little bit of wind and grass made her doubt her own emotions and Gong Xiping's character, what is such an emotion!

In other words, Mu Jinqiu felt that she didn't deserve to like Gong Xiping at all!

Thinking of this, Mu Jinqiu suddenly felt a throbbing pain in her heart. Feelings that can't stand the test can't be considered feelings at all. In the final analysis, she doesn't really like Gong Xiping, what she really likes is herself. A person like her may not be able to truly get true love at all.

Mu Jinqiu looked at Gong Xiping's lonely figure, and felt sad for a while. He had been misunderstood like that, the whole school, the whole city, but he didn't defend himself, and he didn't get angry. He was still so indifferent, so calm. Maybe in his opinion, those who don't know the truth and shout blindly, and those who take the opportunity to coax, are as ridiculous as clowns jumping off the beam.

It's just as ridiculous as it is.

"Goodbye, Gong Xiping. Goodbye, my first love. ”

After Mu Jinqiu finished speaking softly, he turned around and walked out of the mourning hall.

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And Su Xiaowan's friends, although they are still a little sad and sad, they also understand the truth that people cannot be resurrected after death, so they did not fall because of Su Xiaowan's death, but turned their grief into strength and devoted their energy to studying.

In the past month, Ai Tingting and others have followed Shen Daixian's suggestion and started to get along with Gong Xiping alone every day. Of course, being alone doesn't mean you can dominate the whole day. At the end of the school day, everyone still meets in the library.

Gong Xiping is still the same as usual, and there seems to be no change. However, he seems to be much more silent than before. Although he didn't talk a lot before, he has talked very little in the last week, and when everyone gets together, he has little to say.

But in this regard, everyone did not think that there was anything special. Gong Xiping has always been like this, and when he encounters topics that he is not interested in, he will not say a word.

In addition, what surprised the teachers was that Shen Daixian, a genius girl who had been confirmed to be sent to college in the third year of high school, came to school every day recently, and she arrived on time and left on time, without being late and leaving early. This is very different from the image of a bad girl who skipped school all day in the past. For Shen Daixian's performance, the teachers naturally liked it. Because now teachers can use Shen Daixian as a positive teaching material to motivate the students in the graduating class to work hard.

Because of the time spent alone, everyone began to think about how to use the time alone to go further with Gong Xiping. As a result, everyone began to take some bold and proactive actions. At first, it was an active hand-holding, and then it was a kiss. Even some of them are anxious and have already begun to think about more.

Regarding the actions of the girls around him, Gong Xiping didn't seem to notice any difference at all. He still goes to school on time, gets out of school on time, goes to the library on time, and goes home on time every day. Everything seems to be slowly passing through the ordinary.