This relationship actually happened when I was in the second year of high school.

At that time, because his father was a perennial alcoholic, he and his sister depended on each other for their lives, and their lives were very difficult.

During that time, in a top school like Huazhou District No. 1 Middle School, because of Yang Chen's various rural people's image of buns, coupled with the fact that he was in adolescence and also loved face, he was a little introverted in his bones.

At that time, except for Xu Ze, Yang Chen did not have any good friends, except for Li Wenjuan.

Perhaps because she is also a countryman, this quiet and delicate girl often helps bring food to Yang Chen and Yang Chen's sister Yang Shuang, not only that, but also constantly encourages Yang Chen, works hard, and faces everything optimistically.

It was also at that time that people's feelings were hazy, although both parties had a good impression, they did not pierce the pure paper window, but only agreed with each other that they must be admitted to Huadu University.

At that time, Li Wenjuan's wish was to be admitted to medical school and save the poor people in the world who were suffering from illness.

At that time, after Yang Chen learned of Li Wenjuan's wishes, he said that he would accompany Li Wenjuan and be admitted to medical school, to be an excellent doctor, to cure his father's alcohol addiction, so that his father would not go crazy again, and let those simple villagers in the village live happily, and stop dragging a minor illness into a terminal illness because he couldn't afford to see a doctor.

……

Recalling the past when he used to talk about ideals on the boulevard of the campus, and recalling Li Wenjuan's sudden hug under the pink apricot tree, Yang Chen fell into silence.

I remember that Li Wenjuan's news to him at that time was: "Yang Chen, my cousin is going to 'sell cosmetics', this is by fraud, but it is very profitable." So I can't accompany you to the medical school of Huadu University, I'm sorry, I want to make money! ”

On that day, Li Wenjuan was wearing white-washed blue jeans, with patches on her knees.

At that time, her flickering and hesitant eyes deeply stung Yang Chen, who was striving for progress.

"Money, does it matter if money has dreams?" Yang Chen muttered to himself, it was so then, and it is still the case now.

"Money is more important than dreams! Moreover, all along, I only sympathize with you, but I don't like you, you are self-inflicted. ”

"Goodbye, no, goodbye."

……

In the memory, the girl's flickering but tearful gaze still hurts a little when I think back at this time.

Originally, for this reason, he was a little depressed and decadent, but it was Xu Ze who helped to enlighten him, and he finally recovered.

After that, he devoted himself to his studies for the whole year of his senior year of high school until the arrival of college.

He still chose the medical department of Huadu University, subconsciously, and also had the idea of fulfilling Li Wenjuan's dream.

He knew where Li Wenjuan's home was, but he didn't dare to look for it, he didn't dare to know all the information about her, he was just an ordinary person, afraid to see Li Wenjuan fall into money, polluted by money, and unbearable.

Therefore, in order to eliminate the thoughts in his heart, and because Huadu University came to a top school flower, the goddess, he put his mind on Xia Xinyan.

Because Xu Ze said that the complete end of a relationship is a gradual transformation on the basis of the beginning of another relationship. To forget all that, it takes a whole new relationship.

Therefore, at the beginning, Yang Chen did not pursue because he liked it, and even pursued it on the surface, but in fact he did not report any hope, and even had a strange mentality of hoping to be despised, despised and ridiculed by the goddess.

But under the contact, Xia Xinyan's words and deeds, atmosphere and thoughtfulness, gentleness and grace, as well as the charm that comes from the bones, completely attracted him, and he walked out of Li Wenjuan's shadow.

After all, first love is like a beautiful rose, once it is stabbed, it will always leave a certain shadow.

Until, it wasn't until Grandma Song's words that Yang Chen was completely awakened, it turned out that it was not that Li Wenjuan was vulgar and fell into the eyes of money, but that she had no choice, she had no way out.

After the second year of high school, Li Wenjuan did not go to the third year of high school and disappeared, and Yang Chen has never heard about her - in fact, he did not inquire about her.

"Xiao Yang...... Xiao Yang ......"

Grandma Song's shouting made Yang Chen suddenly sober up, and at this time, Yang Chen also realized that Xiao Tingting was pulling the corner of her clothes, and Xu Lao had also come back on an electric car and was parking to charge the electric car.

"Grandma Song, I'm fine."

Yang Chen was a little distracted, and then smiled.

"It's good if you know, this child is pitiful, you must help her, my old woman is not blind, I know that Xiao Yang You are a great college student, capable and medical. Just like Tingting, other doctors are afraid that there will be problems in the treatment and dare not take over, you can treat her in three or two clicks......"

Grandma Song's words are still a bit long, and they are endless, but in Yang Chen's heart, they are very real and very moved.

"Grandma Song, Wen Juan used to be my friend, I really didn't know that her family was in such a situation, but at the beginning, didn't she say that she was going to sell 'cosmetics' with her cousin? Why is she going to university again? ”

Yang Chen was a little strange about the reason for this, because from Grandma Song's words, he felt that Grandma Song and Wen Juan's family should be very familiar.

"Her cousin? That's a bastard thing, I'm the same bastard thing as my son, unfilial son...... Her cousin saw that she was handsome, so he wanted to sell her for money to gamble, she escaped with great difficulty, but broke her leg because she jumped off the building...... I'm not introducing this cripple to you, you have good medical skills, you can definitely cure her, right? ”

When Grandma Song said this, she sighed and explained, and her eyes were red.

"You say Wen Juan, this kid...... I said I didn't need money to get medicine here, and I had to get my house to help clean up, but this child had bad legs and feet, and she had to go up to the seventh floor, which was really embarrassing for her.

Later, I said that it had been offset, and my wife also accused me of not letting her clean, she felt embarrassed, and she didn't come to me to buy medicine, saying that it was not easy for me to earn money to support my family when I was old...... What a good child, it's a pity that I Xu Zhengqing doesn't have that medical skills, I can't treat her legs and her father's disease, and I'm ashamed of this girl......"

Xu Lao walked over and saw that Grandma Song was talking about it, so he immediately took over the conversation and started talking.

Yang Chen stayed directly in place.

That quiet and delicate girl, with big eyes and a simple girl who is as beautiful as talking, has she become lame now? Is it already so miserable now?

"She studied her third year of high school by herself, or I helped her register for the college entrance examination, I know that she is working very hard, so I hope she can have another way. A girl from a rural family, now that her leg is broken, and she doesn't study, where is there a good life? I'm afraid that after the New Year, I have to say that the forty or fifty-year-old widower old man will be blind for this life.

No, that million is not looking at her and is still thoughtful, ready to give 100,000 yuan to help her, or let her marry.

said that she was married, but it wasn't enough, and she would be brought back after playing, so I persuaded Xiao Yang to take a look, it was best to cure her father's illness, so that it would not be involved. ”

Grandma Song said, all of them were in tears.

Yang Chen's heart was even more uncomfortable, and the guilt in his heart continued to breed as if he had gone crazy.

When he was in a difficult situation, Li Wenjuan spared no effort and constantly enlightened him, and it was even likely that he saved his steamed bun money to buy food and vegetables for him and his sister...... But when she was killed, she chose to abandon him, just for fear of dragging him down......

At that time, it was when she needed help the most, but she was angry and felt sorry for herself and complained about others......

Yang Chen clenched his fists, and even tore his hair with his other hand, his eyes were a little sour.

I have never hated myself so much, never regretted it so much, and it hurt so much.

……

"Her mother was sick since she was a child, and because of her father, she became ill from hard work, but the two had a good relationship, and once wanted to commit suicide together, and died with their children, which I rescued.

After that, they said that no matter how hard and tired they were, they would live together.

But Wen Juan's affairs are only known to me and you, Grandma Song. Yang Chen, at the beginning, I calculated deducting your wages, and even took other people's money to deliberately charge a little more, saying that I was black-hearted and had no conscience...... Actually, I just wanted to do my part.

I'm old, I don't have a son, my daughter got married abroad, and it's useless for me to ask for so much money.

Today, I will simply explain it to you, lest you think that your Grandpa Xu is a snob, and even resigned and did not do it......"

"This ...... Grandpa Xu, I once misunderstood you.

I did have an idea about resigning, but the reason is that now that I am in my sophomore year, the classes are full, and it is also a critical time for medical skills to improve, so I want to concentrate on studying it. ”

Yang Chen was deeply moved by the simplicity and kindness of the two old men, those who were moved by the show, where can they be compared with the efforts of these old people who have paid silently without regrets?

Zhumen's wine and meat stink, and there are frozen bones on the road.

Thinking about it, I once charged an extra 100 yuan for Grandpa Xu's village party secretary, and I thought that Grandpa Xu had some bad conscience, and he couldn't think that the other party was a corrupt criminal just because he was an official, and he should take other people's money, and doctors should treat everyone equally......

But now, after learning about the character of the village party secretary, Yang Chen suddenly felt that no matter what aspice, Grandpa Xu was really right to do this.

Isn't this 'robbing the rich and giving to the poor'? Isn't that the truest thing to be?

"I know...... I know that you are kind and sincere, which is why you say these things, otherwise you would not have said them.

It's just that I'm sorry to get you involved in this matter, don't be pressured, study hard, we'll figure out a way to do this. It's really not good, my old Xu will let go of this face and ask for a few former opponents, I can't watch Wen Juan's girl fall into the abyss. ”

Xu Lao lit a cigarette, his hands trembled, and he took a hard puff.

His face was full of wrinkles that had been weathered, like earthworms crawling all over his face, and these wrinkles were like a record of the countless vicissitudes and misfortunes of his life.

"Grandpa Xu, Grandma Song, don't worry about this matter, I have a friend who is very rich, the family is very rich, it is not a problem to come to millions, if you are rich, find a matching kidney source, this matter is easy to solve.

In addition, it just so happened that the chief physician of the Department of Urology of Huadu University School of Medicine, the very famous Dr. Li Xiaoyun, I happened to know, and with this relationship, it was easy to solve. ”

Yang Chen comforted Grandpa Xu and Grandma Song, and took this responsibility on his shoulders alone.

"Xiao Yang, you...... I thank you for Wenjuan and her father! ”

When Xu Zhengqing heard this, he bowed to Yang Chen at the moment, but was directly stopped by Yang Chen.