The images in the dream had made him unable to sleep soundly, and he suddenly fell from heaven to hell, from happiness to horror in an instant. Although it was a dream, it made Yang Fan himself afraid.

Fear had made him afraid to fall asleep, for he was afraid that the terrible scene would fall asleep again. Even though he would miss her when he was sober, he would rather face the pain of missing than face the demonic scarlet eyes.

It was a nightmare that seemed to haunt him all the time, and for as long as he could remember, it would always appear on time when he was caught in some trouble and did something wrong. This nightmare has been in his world for decades, and he can't get rid of it.

What is the source of the nightmare and why does it keep haunting him. When he was a child, when he told his family, his family would always tell him: it was just a dream, maybe he was frightened, and his grandmother went to shout!

But this dream did not disappear because of this, but has always accompanied his growth. And Yang Fan didn't know how to talk to his family, because he couldn't solve it if he said it.

The demonic voice made him think of falling, he thought of submission, but every time he did so, there was a light spiritual force that woke him up from it, allowing him to escape from the clutches of the devil.

However, sitting in the same dream again and again, he also had a little resistance to these and became more determined, but the appearance of that dream made him afraid again and again.

Touching the jade pendant between his neck, a cool and straight well-up in his heart, and his tired heart slowly calmed down. There is only half of this jade pendant, and the other half is unknown; The edges are neat as if they were cut by that sharp weapon, and sometimes they exude a glowing jade light, penetrating a cool feeling.

Since bringing this jade pendant, the nightmare has not appeared in these years, and it is extremely strange that it is warm in winter and cool in summer. At that time, he picked up this jade pendant from the river beach, and at that time, he was naughty and found a red rope to tie it around his neck, and this wore it for several years, and those so-called necklaces could not replace its position.

After a while, a wave of tiredness hit his heart, and Yang Fan fell asleep deeply.

This night, Yang Fan slept very soundly and peacefully; At half past six in the morning, he woke up naturally, quickly dressed himself, entered the bathroom and washed up at an extraordinary speed.

I found that breakfast was already prepared on the table, and a fragrant fried rice glowed with gold. After eating this breakfast at the speed of the wind, he grabbed his textbook from his bed and rushed to school.

The sun in Renai County in May has already climbed overhead, and the blazing sun shining on people can't help but be irritable. Fortunately, this and the cool breeze of this habit is very refreshing.

Enjoying the cool breeze, Yang Fan walked leisurely towards the school.

When I came to the door of the classroom, I saw a lock on the door, "It looks like I came too early!" Yang Fan muttered in his heart.

He took a key out of his bag, opened the classroom door, and walked down the aisle to his seat. When passing by her position, he unconsciously stopped, and unconsciously looked at her table.

There is a cute little bear painted on it, and when you see it, you can see her cuteness, you can think of her red face, and you can think of her smile.

"Whew...."

There was a sound of footsteps in the aisle outside, and Yang Fan glanced at it again and walked to the back, came to his seat and sat down.

Sure enough, someone came to the classroom, it was a girl, and she was also the best person in the class, Yang Fan didn't have anything to do with her, so she didn't say hello, but took care of herself and rested on the table.

Yesterday my feet were in pain, coupled with that nightmare, the lack of sleep was intense, and it was so cool in the morning that Yang Fan fell asleep on the table all of a sudden.

"Learn and learn, don't you also say? Have friends come from afar, are you happy? People don't know and are not ashamed, aren't they also gentlemen? ”……

Maybe it was the time for morning reading, and the sound of reading sounded in the classroom, Yang Fan rubbed his eyes and propped up his head to look over, but he didn't expect that there were only a few people in the classroom, and the pleasant sound of reading was made by them.

"Maybe that's why they've been able to do that well!" Seeing them studying hard, Yang Fan sighed in his heart, and a feeling of shame welled up in his heart.

It's already May, and they're still a little over a month away from their journey, when they have to face the first light level of their lives. Some people may be turned away, while others are carp leaping into the sky.

Letting go of the sadness in his heart, an impulse that appeared out of nowhere burst out of his body. "I want to work hard and never let my family down!"

picked up the textbook, Yang Fan memorized the text like them; This sudden sound startled those people, and they all looked back with an incredible look.

But Yang Fan was unmoved and continued to memorize the text. And those people were surprised but also continued their own things, and for a while, the sound of reading sounded in the classroom of the third and second classes of the junior high school, and the sound of reading made everyone's spirits uplifted.

In this way, Yang Fan concentrated on reading books in class, and even the time after class was not wasted, trying to do his own thing. But he wasn't the only one in the classroom, there was always noise, and he wasn't annoyed by it. Closing the book and watching them laugh, there was a faint grimace on his face.

Habitually, he looked at her, she sat on her desk and said this to the classmates next to her, with her exclusive smile on her face, and Yang Fan was a little fascinated by it.

If she had been out of class before, she would definitely have this figure next to her, and in his opinion, it would be good to be able to stay by her side for a minute and a second, and it would also be a great enjoyment.

But all this is in vain, and it is impossible to exist.

The girl also noticed that Yang Fan was looking at him, smiled at Yang Fan, and didn't say anything.

The day passed like this, and it was time for evening self-study, and Yang Fan had a very fulfilling day and learned a lot. He felt like he had never lived like this, maybe there had been days like this before.

"Yang Fan, Ling Ran wants you to show him your reference book!" When Yang Fan was doing a math problem, a voice came from the front, and the girl sitting in front of Yang Fan turned her head to look at him.

"Oh!"

He closed the book he had pressed under his hand and handed it to the girl, who turned back without saying anything.

At this time, Yang Fan's heart was very complicated, he handed over his book without thinking about it, in fact, he could completely refuse at this time, because he was using it at this time. But he didn't know how to refuse, perhaps because he was used to it before.

"As long as she's happy!"

looked at the girl in front of him, Yang Fan's eyes were full of gratitude, and he felt a little embarrassed to think that she was covering every time he slept.

"Here you go!"

"Why did you get it back?" Yang Fan took the book from the girl's hand with doubts.

When I opened the book, I found that there was another post-it note attached to it: "You can finish writing first, and lend it to me to take home the next night!" ”

After reading it, I tore off the post-it notes and put them in a book, and then continued to struggle in the sea of questions.

In one evening self-study, he did all the homework today, and the efficiency was not ordinarily high, which was impossible before, but today he did it.

Flipping through his math reference book, as long as there are exercises he can write, there are detailed processes written on them, all for her.

I like someone who always hopes that she can live well, even if I can't be with her, that initial idea will not change. It's good for her to be herself.

I opened my book, took out a post-it note, and wrote neat lines of words on it: "I hope you can be happy every day in the future, don't!" ”