"I'm also worried about him......" Situ Wushuang didn't seem to intend to hide Miaomiao, although Situ Gongming asked him not to tell Miaomiao about his own affairs, just treat her well and let her go. But Situ Wushuang has his own ideas.

"When Chu Jiangdong rescued him back, I never thought that he would become like that. We grew up together, and I know what kind of character he is, stubborn and proud, but extremely kind and forbearing. The first time you see him, you might think he's just a cynical, flamboyant kid. But after a long time, you will know what kind of jade and treasure he is - this is really like his father, the legendary figure. ”

"He was dead, and all the doctors were helpless, saying that he would never come back. You don't know how crazy Chu Jiangdong was at that time, he almost thought about killing all the doctors, and then committed suicide, chasing hell to find Situ Gongming, but in the end, it was okay, we met Yan Moling, the national teacher of the Great Song Kingdom, he said that he was originally chasing a wisp of breath, and it was fate to be able to meet Situ Gongming, and he actually knew the art of yin and yang, so that all the doctors announced that Situ Gongming, who had returned to heaven and had no skills, came back to life! ”

"But, Miaomiao, do you know, when I thought that Situ Gongming was dead like this, it was not only Chu Jiangdong who was crazy, but also- and me! We grew up together, and I know how rare it is for him to live to this day, and he has always lived so positively and optimistically, as if he has always been the happiest son of heaven in the world. I know, my father hurt him, my father tortured a living person in a way that could drive him crazy and drive him to death, so hurt from relatives, until my father died, Situ Gongming never complained about me. ”

"Even though my father hurt him, I still treat him as his brother." Situ Wushuang's gaze was a little blurred, and Miaomiao frowned, a little worried. For the fame of Situ who has experienced harm at a young age. And for the sake of this man in front of him.

"I sometimes can't help but be jealous, Situ Gongming may also hate me, after all, I still robbed him of the throne. My father and I were robbers. He should be the man who stands at the top of this world. But he had to be careful to endure all this. I was ashamed of him, so I did everything I could to indulge him. It was after you were taken away by him that I was angry. But I'm even more angry with myself - Miaomiao, you are my concubine, but I am not as good to you as Situ Gongming is to you, how incompetent I am, so this is what I deserve. ”

"Fortunately, Situ Gongfame is still back, but now he has become less and less unknown to me......" Situ Wushuang said, his expression a little broken: "

I feel sorry for him, but I don't know what to do, although he forced a smile in front of me, but I can't comfort him, I can't say it-a good person becomes like this, how can I accept it! ”

"Miaomiao? You want to see him, no, it should be said, you came all the way from the Great Song Kingdom to my Nanzhao Kingdom, it is definitely not our Situ Wushuang, you are here to see Situ Gong's fame. ”

Miao Miao was noncommittal, and nodded, a little flickering.

Situ Gongming said that his current appearance doesn't want to make you look sad, so he doesn't want to see you. It's just that now I'm afraid that he can accept the person, and only you who he desperately wants to protect."

Really? Situ Gongfame, who was seriously injured and destroyed several times by his relatives, has always lived an optimistic life, and his proud nature makes him unwilling to show a trace of cowardice in front of others. But now? Situ Wushuang thought that he could communicate with Situ Gongming and make Situ Gongming accept it—why wasn't he also sincerely afraid?

Situ Gongming almost died because of himself! I'm afraid that this matter will be entangled in her heart for the rest of her life, and she can't let go easily. She didn't think that she could be easily accepted by Situ Gongfa, such a great kindness, she was honestly afraid...... Although grateful, he was grateful to Dade, lest he hurt him again, that crystal man.

Situ Gongfa, Situ Gongfame! You say that Miao Miao is as pure and clean as a blank sheet of paper—but the simplest, kindest and cleanest person is you!

So stupid, regardless of everything, how can Miao Miao afford it......

The boy seemed to have expected that Situ Wushuang would bring her to meet him.

The eyes were warm and moist, as if they were hiding the warm sunshine of an autumn afternoon, and nodded lightly with Miaomiao, with a somewhat helpless tone: "You are still here." ”

Gujing's tone of voice is not waveless, and I can't hear joy and anger, but fortunately, there is still a trace of warm warmth in my eyes.

Miao Miao was no longer nervous, and her distress suddenly eased, and she nodded lightly with Situ Gongming, and responded: "I'm coming to see you......"

The young man smiled, the corners of his mouth raised a somewhat exaggerated arc, because of the thinness of his facial muscles, the smile looked a little shocking, but it was a real appearance - Miao Miao was relieved, the agitation in his heart calmed down, looked at the young man's eyes, and complained a little pretentiously: "Situ Gongming, it's really not easy for Miao Miao to see you now!" ”

The boy shook his head, "But after all, you're coming, actually, I'd rather you didn't come......"

The young man's voice gradually had a hint of drift - until now, Miao Miao suddenly had an epiphany, he didn't notice it at first glance, but now it is so profound and clear, Situ Gongming's eyes have precipitated too much, he looks at you, obviously smiling with you, smiling so happily, but his eyes are still like that, warm and warm - he treats everyone equally, and he can't go any further.

He kept everyone else out of his heart, leaving him alone.

Miaomiao only felt a slight throbbing pain in her heart, and subconsciously wanted to touch the boy, but her hand paused in the air. But he never fell down.

"Miaomiao, what's wrong?" The boy spoke. He didn't dodge, as if waiting for her next move—he didn't resist her touch, but he treated it as a casual thing.

Chu Jiangdong ......

No wonder you hate me so much! Miao Miao bit her lower lip helplessly, muttering: "It's okay, it's okay, but a small bug flew by......"

It's just that when she was about to withdraw her hand, she was caught by the young man, and she still looked at her with such pure and translucent eyes, full of tenderness: "Miaomiao, I said it." You won't lie......"

Such a tone. With such familiar words, Miao Miao almost couldn't help but burst into tears!

The boy tugged at her hand. He pulled forward again, and suddenly almost touched her face: "Miaomiao, touch me." ”

He commanded. The tone will be imperceptible begging.

Situ Wushuang frowned. Something unnatural. Just open your mouth. Miao Miao was sudden, and she put her hand on Situ Gongming's face!

It's so real to the touch, the skin is wrapped around the bones. It is self-evident what the teenager has experienced. Miaomiao's heart is calm and reverent that it has never been, and when you touch it carefully, let the young man feel the real feeling, with piety, with indescribable seriousness.

"Miaomiao......" The young man closed his eyes slightly, and his voice was so soft that it seemed that it was about to die with the wind......

Miao Miao nodded, but did not speak, her fingers slid down from the corners of the boy's eyes, close to her ears, and picked up a strand of falling hair. Pin it behind your ears...... The boy's hair was completely different from the black and moist of the past, and it was slightly yellow, dull. Miao Miao withdrew her hand and gently smoothed it out, a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she was devoting herself to shaping the most perfect sculpture in the world.

"Miao Miao ......" is like a person who is about to drown in a sea of suffering, and can only murmur this name, just like the most devout believers in the world, taking this as his own faith.

"Yes, I'm here." Miao Miao said, and put his other hand on the young man's face, his knuckles were cold, like silk.

Situ Wushuang stood aside and watched, as if no one was next to them, he suddenly had an epiphany, his own existence really couldn't compare to Miaomiao's position in his heart...... Hehe, it's really redundant, I've lived for many years, and I've been merciful everywhere, but in the end, my good brother didn't believe in me, and the woman I cherished was lost by myself. In the end, it's too much of a failure to be a human being......

Neither Miao Miao nor Situ Gongming noticed when Situ Wushuang left.

All Miao Miao knew was that the boy was opening his heart, trying to accept himself again—only himself.

Such a great gift, Miao Miao was moved, but, boy! With such trust, aren't you afraid that Miao Miao will clumsily destroy it again?!

A gentle kiss gently landed on the young man's forehead, and the young man slowly opened his eyes, showing sickly eyes, deeply sunken, so that the eyes were extraordinarily large, black and white, and the sound of water vapor was thick - like the purest spring in the world, able to contain and wash away all the filth of the world.

"You're finally here." He said, "It's good that you're here......"

"I don't know what the hell is wrong, it seems like I've been waiting for something, I lost it, I can't do anything anymore......"

Miao Miao listened quietly, and the young man's narration may also be talking to himself.

"I thought, I've got to find it, I can't just live like this, I can't do anything." The boy raised his eyes, and his panicked eyes were like a fawn that had been frightened.

"Miaomiao, my heart is empty. Do you know, here's ......" The young man grabbed Miaomiao's hand and put it in the seat of his heart: "It's so empty here......"

He seemed to be about to cry out in a hurry, so helpless and discouraged. And then he looked at Miao Miao with hope.

"I lied to Chu Jiangdong, I said that I had forgotten him, but I still remember him, I remember all the things about him, including the things I forgot before, and I remember them now."

"Chu Jiangdong?" Miao Miao muttered, like a dreamy scene, obsessed with her mind.

"Yes, Chu Jiangdong! The man said he loved me, he said he would fill my heart with his heart......" The boy shook his head, "But I don't want to!" Although I have forgotten many, many things, I know that if I leave his heart, I will never be able to leave him for the rest of my life! ”

"Miaomiao...... Since I was a child, I have always believed that I am higher than others, that ordinary people cannot understand me, and that ordinary people are not worthy of being my friends. I've always thought so, in fact, I've been lying to myself all along, obviously I'm afraid of coming into contact with those people, obviously I'm afraid that I'm not good enough and will be disliked by others......" The boy seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts and couldn't extricate himself, Miao Miao hugged him tightly in his arms and hugged him tighter.

"I walk in this world with thorns, but I'm also afraid, afraid of coming into contact with others, so I'm covered in thorns...... Chu Jiangdong suddenly pulled out the thorns on my body without my consent. However, I was not angry, I was still vaguely happy and looking forward to it...... Miaomiao, I really accepted him, but ......" The young man said this, his body shrank slightly unnaturally: "I'm scared, I'm scared of him, I'm too inferior......"

Miaomiao gently patted the young man's back, but she didn't know what to say. It's just faint, and my heart is very stuffy, and familiar......

Seem.

It's as if I've had the same experience myself.

That period of the past that was forgotten by himself, or rather, did he once, maybe in his previous life, or in his previous life, have he also had such an experience as Situ Gongming......

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, Situ Gongming." She heard her own voice say this: "It's okay, even though Chu Jiangdong is a domineering and tough person, he is not an unreasonable person, if, if you are really fruitless, he must still hope that you can be happy." ”

"Really!" The boy lifted his eyes from her arms and looked at her with wide blinking.

"Nature is true, Situ Gongming is a person, not his property, he loves you, then he should give you freedom and give you the life you want."

"Then let's go to Lingyi Island together, okay?!" She heard the boy's hurried voice.

"Let's go to Lingyi Island together, don't ask about the world, there, I don't have to worry about others, I don't have to worry about hurting others, or being hurt by others, I don't have to worry about everything anymore, right?" The young man blinked his eyes, asked calmly, straightforwardly, and his eyes were full of trust and hope.

Miao Miao's heart moved, but the word "good" couldn't be blurted out.

(To be continued.) )