Li Chongguang disappeared, and Li Jingxian left, leaving three children and a woman in the palace of the king of Qi.

The days passed, and it seemed that nothing major had happened in this world, and the wave set off by the cultivators in the Shenzhou Continent had slowly been forgotten by the world with the passage of time, leaving only a lot of legends.

But there was another group of people who were slowly starting to come alive. Since the so-called "miracles" appeared in Xiangyang City, many people who sought immortals began to appear, and the cultivators who had been in decline for a long time began to slowly flourish again.

Slowly, this unquiet Spring Festival has come to an end, and in the future, even the winter of wind and snow is about to pass, but Li Chongguang still has no news, and even Li Jingxian, who is looking for Li Chongguang, is now missing.

One day, when Lou Xinyue was packing up Li Chongguang's things, she suddenly found two letters left by Li Chongguang. One letter reads: "My wife Xinyue personally invents", and the other letter reads: "Beloved daughter Li Yan in-person"

Lou Xinyue took these two letters, and tears flowed out uncontrollably, wetting the envelope clenched in her hand. She remembered that someone had said that tears would not stay if she looked up, and she looked up, but the tears still lay down in the corners of her eyes. It turns out that what those people said was all false, and they were all lies.

When she saw these two letters, Lou Xinyue already understood, in fact, Li Chongguang understood his situation very well, he must have known that there would be such a day, but he didn't say anything, didn't say anything, not even a goodbye.

may not want Lou Xinyue to worry and make Yan'er sad, but their mother and daughter really want to see Li Chongguang for the last time and say the last word. It's just that all the good pictures stayed on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve.

In Lou Xinyue's heart, Li Chongguang is everything to hers, her sky, but now her sky has collapsed.

She had never felt that life was as bleak as it was now, and she didn't even know how to deal with it. The man she loved all her life, the man who could make her give everything and even her life, suddenly disappeared from her side on that beautiful and short night, quietly, without leaving a trace.

Lou Xinyue sat paralyzed on the ground, her body constantly trembling slightly, especially the hand that was holding the envelope tightly, trembling even more.

I don't know how long it took, her tears seemed to have dried up, and no more tears were spilling out of her eyes, but her eyes still looked shining.

It's just that unlike before, her eyes are already red and swollen, and it looks really distressing.

Her eyes were staring motionlessly at the letter she was clutching in her hand, and her gaze looked a little glazed.

She never had the courage to open the envelope to see the contents in person, but she especially wanted to know what Li Chongguang had left for her and her daughter.

She was really conflicted in her heart now, and she kept struggling, until in the end, she repeatedly caressed the two letters, but she still didn't dare to make up her mind.

"Li Chongguang, Li Chongguang, what happened to you. Make it like this. Lou Xinyue choked and muttered, her voice was very small and a little hoarse, probably enough for her to hear alone.

Her beloved is gone, but she still has a daughter, Dong Zhuoru, and Li Anran.

She had to pull herself together, the three children needed her, and she couldn't go down because of this blow.

used to snuggle up to Li Chongguang's side and be a housewife, but now she needs to support the entire palace.

As the daughter of a general, she also has a passionate heart and a spirit that is not inferior to a man.

In the past, she lived for Li Chongguang, and later after having Yan'er, she also lived for Yan'er, and now she wants to live for herself.

Li Jingxian thought that she didn't know the real Li Chongguang, but Li Chongguang didn't know the real Lou Xin.

Now Lou Xinyue has to go back to her true self.

Lou Xinyue, who had been in the room for an afternoon, was finally in a much better mood, and she was about to stand up slowly, but found that her legs were almost completely paralyzed. And half of her body was also numb, which made her feel very uncomfortable.

She didn't call anyone for help, she just walked there slowly by herself.

It didn't take long for her to get up on her own, and leave with the two crumpled letters, not even bothering with the things she had half-packed.

She did not go to dinner in the evening, feeling that she had no appetite at all, and after instructing the servants to take care of the three children, she went back to her room.

She lay on the bed, tossing and turning but couldn't sleep, so she got up again, turned on the light, picked up the letter left by Li Chongguang, and stared at it for a long time.

Finally, she made up her mind and carefully opened the envelope.

Her mood is so complicated that it can't be overstated.

Some nervous, some worried, and some expectant......

She had mixed feelings in her heart, feeling that she had never encountered such a tangled thing in her life.

She took out the letter and slowly unfolded it.

"My wife, Xinyue. When you saw this letter, "Lou Xinyue couldn't help crying again as soon as she started reading it. Tears flowed out, and I couldn't stop it.

Tears dripped on the letter, blurring the handwriting, but fortunately I could still see the words on it.

Lou Xinyue choked up while covering her mouth and continued to read. When I saw the sad place, I stopped crying, calmed down a little, and then continued to look down.

"I must have left you mother and daughter. I don't know if I'm dead or alive when I disappear from you. But in either case, you must be very sad. There's no way around it. Those cultivators were so powerful that even the top weapons of the Great Shadow Dynasty couldn't pose much of a threat to those powerful cultivators. ”

"Moreover, I was already involved in this matter from the beginning, and there was really no way to get out of it. I thought it would be nice if I could say goodbye to you. That's when I'm going to take the initiative, and I'm going to take the initiative to strengthen myself and the cultivator power of the Great You Dynasty. You can't wait to be slaughtered by those practitioners. ”

"But if one day, I suddenly disappear, it must have been approached by those cultivators. I don't think it's going to be a good situation, but I'm not going to die. Maybe in many years, I'll be back safely. At that time, I must have been a strong me, a me who could protect you. ”

"What I taught you before was the cultivator's art of breathing, all of which you will practice so quickly, I have left the practice method in the secret room, and the golden hairpin above your head is the key to open the door of the secret room. ”

"How it feels like I've been explaining things to you all the time. Hehe. ”

"Actually, for so many years, I have always had another woman in my heart, but in the end I couldn't get together with her. Instead, he obeyed the orders of his parents and the words of the matchmaker, and became close to you. I don't know if you know these things about me. You may or may not know. At first, I really didn't have feelings for you, but I knew that you really loved me. It's just that I've failed you for so many years. In the days that followed, I slowly recognized you, accepted you, and had a daughter with you. When I knew that I was involved in this matter, I suddenly felt that I really liked you and loved you deeply. ”

"But it seems to have been a little late, and I don't think I'll be able to be with you anymore. Forgive me for my selfishness, in order to protect you, in order not to implicate you, in either case, the time has come when I must leave. ”

"If God sees mercy, wait for me to come back and be your bridegroom. ”

“......”

"It's been a long time since I've written a poem, a poem for you. Let me leave you a poem at this parting time!"

You are a heavenly immortal,

Day by day;

If you were on earth,

Every day is like every year.

Billions of miles of galaxy are boundless and vast,

Eight thousand years of spring and autumn still know;

It's just that the years have crumpled into the floating algae,

All leave the scenery to you.

Look at the cool breeze,

How many years has it been blowing,

Leisurely mood,

It's all outside the leafy pavilion.

Look at the trees,

A few hours have been recorded,

It's all the traces of years of precipitation.

I wish in this wonderful world,

Meet you when the mountains are all over the place.

It wasn't until Lou Xinyue read the letter written to her by Li Chongguang that she couldn't cry in grief. was speechless and choked, which was Lou Xinyue's current state.

In the end, Lou Xinyue cried so much that she was really tired, but she fell asleep on the table, and she slept all night.

In the early morning of the next day, Lou Xinyue's eyes were red and swollen. Probably woken up from hunger, the first thing she did was go to the kitchen for breakfast. I'm so hungry that I can't care about anything.

After breakfast, Lou Xinyue called Yan'er to her room.

"Mother, why are your eyes red. ”

"Mother is fine. Here, this is a letter that your father left for you, open it and take a look!"

"Dad's letter?" Yan Er was a little surprised, but quickly took the letter and opened it happily.

"My dear daughter, when you read this letter, Daddy had already left you to run errands in a distant place. Daddy will be there to watch over you. When Daddy is away, I want you to listen to Mom. We also have to study and practice hard. Dad hopes that the next time I see you, you will not only be a person with both moral integrity and ability, but also a person strong enough to protect yourself and those around you. Dad believes you can. ”

"If you miss your father, you can read the books in your father's study, or work hard, or do anything meaningful, as long as you feel that you can do it, you want to do it, then you can do it! Dad will always support you silently. The premise is that it does not violate morality and law. ”

“......”

"Dad looks forward to seeing you grow up one day, and I believe you won't let Dad down. ”

"I won't let my dad down, I'm a good boy. Lou Xinyue touched Yan'er's head and hugged her into her arms.