Chapter 201: Pondering and Pondering the Pain Learned
Chapter 201: Think about it carefully
Just after the rain in the valley, the beginning of summer has not arrived, in the early morning of April in the north, you can still feel the slightest compelling coolness, but in the season of the late spring, as long as there is no dust weather, it is a rare cowardice to make people feel more, just after seven o'clock, the old men and old ladies took all kinds of tools for morning exercises, and walked to the people's square in front of the county government.
Last winter's weather was a bit special, Hewan County, which has not had much rain and snow, unexpectedly fell four or five heavy snows in a row, but those old men and old ladies were suffocated, and the dust was constant in early spring, and if you want to go out and go around, you have to cover a scarf on your head, otherwise you will come back in a circle, and you will become the same as the land and the land grandmother, the face is full of sand, not to mention going out to exercise, finally caught up with a good weather, there is a meaning of hurrying to the activity to move the muscles and bones, three or five together, while dancing and walking, It seems that there is endless happiness,
Yuan Xiaosheng ran out early before everyone came to work, feeling a little like a thief, as if he was the deputy director of the Political Axe Office, the former secretary of the county magistrate, and the head of Wanzi Township Fu did something unsightly, and saw Jiangdong's father and elders without words,
The old man who guarded the county government was still the same as in the past, and when he saw Yuan Xiaosheng coming down the stairs, he stopped the broom sweeping the floor in his hand, raised his head and greeted Yuan Xiaosheng with a smile on his face: "Director Yuan, go out so early." Yuan Xiaosheng smiled and said, "Yes, go out for activities." "The old man was about to open the door for Yuan Xiaosheng, but he was stopped by Yuan Xiaosheng,
Walking out of the gate of the county government, I found that I didn't know where to go, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: this is the same as a person's life, there will always be a very dazed feeling from time to time, I can't find the pillar of the value of life, and I can't even understand what the meaning of a person's life is. It's not an exaggeration to say that it's a drag on life.
Yuan Xiaosheng remembered that when he was in college, he once said such a sophistry topic: The ultimate goal of life is death, but as a result, no one in the class could overturn this topic, and later I don't know who made a small report, and the original Xiaosheng's sophistry topic was passed to the ears of the counselor, and the counselor of course would not argue with Yuan Xiaosheng about this boring topic, so he reprimanded Yuan Xiaosheng severely, saying that Yuan Xiaosheng is not enterprising, demagoguery, and afraid that the world will not be chaotic. He also stubbornly buttoned a big hat to the original Xiaosheng, and there were reactionary tendencies in his thoughts, and he had fascist roots in his head.
This counselor may have taken the wrong medicine, I don't know what he thought at the time, but he actually raised a small opinion with a sophistry surname occasionally expressed by a student to the height of ideology and politics, fortunately, it is not an era of turmoil, otherwise the counselor's big hat will kill Yuan Xiaosheng, at least let Yuan Xiaosheng stay in prison for a period of time.
Later, things got a little bigger, after the counselor reprimanded Yuan Xiaosheng, he still felt that he was not relieved enough, and reported to the secretary of the department party committee, and inevitably had to hand over salt and vinegar to how Yuan Xiaosheng usually behaved badly, and also said that the department secretary didn't know what the relationship was with the counselor, and he didn't know what the relationship was unclear, and he followed blindly in a daze, and later on, he actually wanted to give Yuan Xiaosheng a major demerit punishment,
A very prestigious Yuansu-level professor in the department disagreed, saying that the department secretary and counselor were purely trivial, and a student expressed a little personal opinion, where it could be involved in ideological issues, it was simply nonsense, and it was a mess, although the professor did not hold any position in the department, but the relationship with the city leaders was very close, and the department secretary and counselor gave up, and the original Xiaosheng could be regarded as having escaped.
Now when I think of these things in college, I still feel ridiculous, but the ultimate goal of life is death, at that time, I was inspired to express my views, but I have a new feeling, when it comes to this issue, you might as well first improve your own ideological realm, according to the consistent dogmatic idealism to consider the problems of life, to a more crowned sentence, that is, to serve the people, to say more fleshy is to devote the limited life to the unlimited service to the people,
However, what kind of feeling is it to serve the people, what kind of people to serve, workers, peasants, intellectuals, or all the people who love the motherland, this concept seems to be too broad and vague, it can be said that all the people around us are the objects of our service, because no one willingly betrays the interests of his country and nation, then that is to say, the meaning of each of our lives is to serve everyone around us,
But there are so many people around us, how do we serve, who serves us, this is probably also an inexplicable question, I serve you more, you serve me less, but it will become self-seeking troubles, it is better if you don't serve me, then I have no obligation to serve you, you don't serve anyone, you can serve, take money, so fair trade, are all evened, do not owe each other, then, what is the service, what is the meaning of life, the meaning of this dogma, There is no way to realize it at all, and it can even be said that the general theory of relativity in social theory is too far away from the reality of our lives.
After understanding this, people began to return to people's primitive needs, career and love, to put it bluntly, money and beauty, in order to satisfy their selfish desires for society, and the basic principles of public relations require us to follow a minimum principle in the process of managing the public, that is, fairness.
However, social progress also requires us not to practice egalitarianism uniformly, but to distance ourselves to promote everyone to participate willingly in the wave of promoting social development.
In order to balance the contradiction between the two, we must take from nature endlessly, and the consequence must be to make our planet go to the road of death in advance, and let the human race simply die in advance when it cannot satisfy its selfish desires.
This simple truth can be understood by almost everyone, but even the high-level and central figures of every country cannot get rid of it, and must helplessly confront it.
Can we infer from this that most lives are essentially meaningless and may be a burden to society?
Thinking of this, an inexplicable term suddenly appeared in Yuan Xiaosheng's mind, crimes against humanity, and couldn't help but laugh dumbly, he was a small civil servant, at most, he was the head of the township, but he was thinking about issues that even the Secretary-General of the United Nations would not consider, it was really funny, he simply didn't think about anything, and suddenly looked up and found that he had unconsciously embarked on the road to a private club to enjoy life,
To hell with what life, ideals, nature, and society, touch the gold card that Ma Yue gave him last time in his pocket, directly stretched out his hand to block a face-to-face car, and went straight to Ma Yue's private club,