Chapter 344: True Love Doesn't Ask for Anything in Reciprocation
readx; After dinner, Xi Yuling reluctantly said goodbye. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoActually, she didn't plan to leave, she planned to spend the night here in Gongxiping. Her father had very few restrictions on her, and even if she didn't go back at night, she just had to call back and tell her family to spend the night with her classmates.
It's just that due to the sudden recurrence of her heart attack, she had to give up her original plan, listen to Gong Xiping's words, and obediently go home to recuperate. Moreover, I'm afraid that these days, I have to honestly recuperate at home. For the sake of her heart's well-being, she couldn't even get too excited or excited.
Xi Yuling left, with reluctance and reluctance, left. Before leaving, she looked back every step she took, as if she was not going home, but to die. However, even if you are reluctant, you still have to go home.
Xi Yuling is gone, and everything seems to have returned to its original state again. Gong Xiping was still alone, and nothing had changed in the room, except for the fragrance of Xi Yuling's body still remaining on the sofa.
However, nothing was left on the surface, but in the depths of Gong Xiping's heart, two deep traces were left.
One is Ai Tingting's, and the other is Xi Yuling's.
In two days, two extremely beautiful, pure and moving beautiful girls confessed to him one after another. Moreover, he also took the initiative to kiss and even dedicate himself. This was something that Gongxiping did not expect.
Before coming to Shencheng No. 1 Middle School, Gong Xiping always believed that this was a simple task, a task that could be easily completed without much effort. In fact, it's a simple task. The difficulty of the mission is only E level, which is the easiest task. Usually, this kind of task is only sent to complete by people who have just entered the national security. But Gong Xiping, a top elite of the Sixth Department of National Security, was sent to do such a task, to be honest, from the beginning, he looked down on this task.
Even if his strength has regressed, Gong Xiping is still the elite of the National Security Bureau. According to his heart, in the past, he would definitely not accept such a task. Mixing with a group of high school students, is this kind of task still a task?
However, as a soldier, obedience to orders is his natural surname. Between subjective resistance and objective obedience, he chose the latter. So, he came to Shencheng No. 1 Middle School.
But gradually, with the accumulation of time in Shencheng No. 1 Middle School and in-depth contact with the people around him, he found that he had changed. He no longer resisted this task, not only did he not resist, sometimes he even forgot that it was a task, and for a few moments, he mistakenly thought of himself as an ordinary high school student, an ordinary high school student of Shencheng No. 1 Middle School.
He is constantly reminding himself, of his identity, and of his mission. However, no matter how much he reminded him, he still had a fleeting illusion. He didn't understand it before, but now he does. This is the subconscious desire for this life.
Gong Xiping has always longed to live the same life as ordinary people and be an ordinary person. But in the past, this kind of desire was a luxury for him.
However, for him, he has no concept or definition of what is a real ordinary life and what kind of person is an ordinary person. He didn't know what the life of ordinary people was like. It wasn't until he entered Shencheng No. 1 Middle School that he really realized what ordinary life was. It's just that he doesn't understand, he doesn't know, the current life is the life of ordinary people he has longed for for a long time. However, although he didn't understand it subjectively, he subconsciously enjoyed this kind of life. Therefore, as time went by, he became more and more accustomed to the life of Shencheng No. 1 Middle School, and he also longed for this kind of life more and more.
The peaceful life made Gong Xiping forget about danger and killing for a short time. However, Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling's bold confession suddenly made waves in his peaceful life.
It's not the first time he's been confessed by a girl. Ling Yu and Duanmu Jiao not only confessed their love to him, but also had a substantial relationship with him. The two sides broke through everything with each other and had an insurmountable intimacy. However, whether it is Ling Yu or Duanmu Jiao, for Gong Xiping, they are all adults. He himself is an adult, so, in his opinion, Ling Yu and Duanmu Jiao are the same as him. Adults have their own judgments, their own worldview, and are very clear about what they are doing and what they want. Therefore, even if Gong Xiping has intimate contact with them, he feels that it is normal.
But Ai Tingting is different from Xi Yuling. The two of them, in Gong Xiping's view, are both children, and they are both children who have not grown up. Moreover, even if they are Gong Xiping's daughters, they are not a few years old. In Gong Xiping's opinion, whether it is Ai Tingting, Xi Yuling, or even a few other girls, they are all little girls, all little girls. They are not adults, they do things or look at problems on their own spur of the moment. This is called childishness.
However, Gong Xiping found that this was not the case.
Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling, although they are not yet 20 years old in terms of age, they both have their own opinions, and they both have clear goals and awareness. They know what they're doing, they know what they like, they know what they want. They don't like Gongxiping out of impulse. Their affection is real. Moreover, Gong Xiping can clearly feel that they don't just like Gong Xiping, but love them.
This is love in the true sense of the word, love between a man and a woman. Their love is no different from Ling Yu and Duanmu Jiao. It's the kind of selfless true love that is willing to give everything to himself without asking for anything in return.
It has nothing to do with age, it has nothing to do with family background. True love is unbounded.
Therefore, Ling Yu loves Gong Xiping, Duanmu Jiao loves Gong Xiping, and similarly, Ai Tingting loves Gong Xiping, and Xi Yuling also loves Gong Xiping.
For Gong Xiping, they are all true love, and they are all true love that only has to give. They will even feel happy that they can love Gong Xiping.
Man is an animal with feelings, and without feelings, he is like the walking dead. Everyone has love, it's just that everyone expresses love differently. But no matter how you express it, true love needs to be paid. As for the returns, it doesn't matter anymore. Because being able to give for true love is a reward in itself, and it is happiness. Many people are selfish and jealous because of love. It's not true love, it's possession. True love is not possession.
Therefore, although Ling Yu or Duanmu Jiao, or Ai Tingting, or Xi Yuling, they seem to have paid their hearts and invested in true love, but they don't seem to get any results. However, it is this kind of dedication that can make them feel that they are happy, extremely happy!
Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling, their love is not naïve. Gong Xiping knows too little about ordinary people, and even less about high school students, or high school girls. High school students already have their own worldview and their own judgments. Although some people are not yet 18 years old, most of them are adults in mind.
The true confession of Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling touched Gong Xiping a lot. Although he subjectively resisted to accept the true feelings of the two, subconsciously, he was reluctant to refuse. In fact, to put it bluntly, Gong Xiping has a good impression of them, and he is reluctant to refuse such two pure and beautiful beautiful girls, and he can't bear to hurt the two.
Gong Xiping is not a saint, let alone a stone. He has flesh and blood, and he has feelings. In the face of such a deep and affectionate confession, how could he bear to refuse. However, he is also a responsible person, he can't give promises to anyone, he doesn't dare to accept them.
The appearance is beautiful or ugly, for Gong Xiping, it doesn't matter. This is also the reason why when he first met Xi Yuling, he could communicate with Xi Yuling without obstacles. The reason why he couldn't bear to refuse was not because of the beauty of the two, but because of the true feelings of the two.
In the face of this water-like tenderness, even if it is a heart of stone, I am afraid that it will melt. What's more, Gong Xiping is not hard-hearted.
Now, Gong Xiping has a problem in front of him, which he has to face and solve.
This question is how to deal with the relationship between Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling and herself.
In other words, the two of them have already made their hearts clear, and now they are waiting for themselves to express their position. However, the two also said in advance that no matter whether Gong Xiping accepts it or not, they will still love Gong Xiping. Because in their eyes, being able to fall in love with him is already happiness.
If it were someone else, just not taking a stand, just keeping silent, maybe a better solution. However, Gong Xiping is a responsible and responsible person. He believes that he must take a stand, and he must not be silent. His silence can indeed save a lot of trouble, but in this way, it is unfair to the two girls. Isn't it a bit bleak that the sincerity of giving is not reciprocated?
Ling Yun once said that a girl's contribution does not need to be reciprocated. You just need to give them a little response, even a little bit, and they will be very touched and very happy. Even a little response will make them feel that their efforts have not been in vain.
Therefore, Gong Xiping must express his position and must be properly handled, as well as the relationship between him and Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling.
Of course, Gong Xiping was just restless and entangled because of Ai Tingting and Xi Yuling's confession. But he forgot that these were not the only girls he knew. And what happened next was once again beyond Gong Xiping's expectations.
This is a New Year that is not destined to be peaceful, and it is also a New Year that is destined to change the current peaceful life of Gong Xiping. After this New Year, Gong Xiping's original low-key life is no longer there, and he is destined to become the most eye-catching person in Shencheng No. 1.
Of course, that's all for later.