"Alright, don't pretend." Riki sat on the edge of the bed and wiped her face with her hands, and the tears made her cheeks itch so unpleasantly. Although he knew that Muzi really fell, he looked at the towel quilt in his hand twice, but finally didn't hand it to her, and asked her indifferently: "Explain what it means that you will disappear from human history, and since it is not an illusion, what kind of feeling is it?" ”

He was anxious to get to the bottom of a question if the world followed "fatalism." Even if my grandmother didn't suffer from stomach cancer, would she die in a few years? whether his life will end at the age of thirty; Does Muzi now have a premonition of being attacked by death?

“…… Ah, Riki-kun is caring about me-" Muzi seemed to see through Riki's fake coldness, and smiled softly in a half-crying state.

"Look." She just sat on the ground and raised her hand, took off the large watch on her wrist, and under the thick strap was a series of scars that were difficult to heal.

Riki grabbed her wrist and looked back and forth, her pupils shrank and shrank, and she raised her head and asked, "You did it yourself?" ”

"Hmm."

"How can you do that!?" He raised an eyebrow.

Not only are there more than a dozen cut marks on the back of the wrist, but there are also two on the front, which means that this little girl actually dares to cut the major arteries! The traces hidden under her watch and bracelet are all scars from when she committed suicide by slitting her wrists. Assuming that she only left one for each suicide, then it can be assumed that she has attempted suicide at least once or twice a year since she became sensible!

"I don't know." Facing Rimu's questioning, Muzi forced a smile with tears in her eyes, "Probably bored." ”

"Bored? Is it for this reason? Just because you're bored and keep cutting your own wrists? Riki unconsciously grabbed her wrist. If she hadn't been her daughter, she would have been slapped twice.

"I know it's not a good reason, but I can't help it...... It's just boring. Every month, every day, every day, in addition to studying, it is just studying, and those who have completed elementary school go to middle school, and those who have finished middle school go to university...... Graduate students, PhD students, professors, and then jobs. Whether rich or poor, people have to spend their lives in the pride, jealousy, anger, and pain that arise in the pursuit of food, money, sleep, family name, and love......" Kiko said slowly, and Riki listened quietly.

"It doesn't matter to me whether I live or die, whether I have offspring or not, I don't want to pass on my pain. The doctor said that there is a lot of joy in life, and he tried to make me remember the happy things, but I couldn't find any happy memories. ”

Riki knew that the doctors in her words must be doctors who do psychological counseling, and they are the best at inducing counselors to speak their minds, and then find a breakthrough in many ideas. Questioning the consultant with the paradoxical notion of two conflicting notions of the consulter himself compels the consultee to abandon one of them. Under the inducement of the counselor, it is often the unreasonable ideas that are abandoned.

"I study for my parents, and I am a class leader to make my parents happy. Whether it's what I've done before, or whether I'm going to get married and have children in the future, I'm not going to be happy in the 'past' or 'future'. At the end of the day, I'm just a tool to help my parents pass on their genes to the next generation. Parents are helping grandparents pass on genes, and grandparents are helping grandparents and grandparents...... Even if I don't have children, my cousins and cousins will complete the task of ancestral inheritance in my place. ”

- Task, she actually used the word task for getting married and having children!

Riki suddenly realizes that she takes it as her responsibility to have a baby...... It has been an instinct of all things since ancient times. She doesn't look at things from a human point of view.

"So when the doctor asked, 'Did you think about the feelings of the people around you before you cut your wrists, your parents will be heartbroken when you die?'

"I was like, 'Why should I care about their feelings?' I wasn't born to live for others, or die for others. ’”

- If I were her counselor, I would have jumped at the chance.

#你前面说你学习是为了父母, being the class leader is to make his parents happy, why don't he care about them now?

As Riki thought, the counselor did grasp the handle of her words at that time, and used it as a weapon to break through the defenses of her mind. But......

"Although my parents won't beat and scold me if I don't study, they will not give me food. If they are so disappointed that they abandon me, it is better to take a moment to act like you are better. But when I made up my mind to commit suicide, I didn't really have to worry about whether I would starve to death. That's what she replied.

In this world that has been nailed to the death, she can't find a job as a teenager and can't have her own freedom. But adulthood or adulthood doesn't matter to her, as if any change in the world has nothing to do with her, relatives have nothing to do with her, and her parents are strangers to her......

- That's right......

Riki suddenly thought. Suicidal ideation is not formed overnight, in addition to despair of the world and life, the lack of love from loved ones is also an important cause of suicide.

- So she lacks love......

Her parents actually let the hysterical daughter rush to the finals of the Olympiad alone. Riki even imagined that they had bought insurance for their daughter and were preparing to fight a lawsuit with the organizing committee.

Potential suicidal ideation can cause her to pay little attention to the details of life, with obesity, high blood sugar, and high blood lipids being secondary. I am most afraid that she will not look at the road when she walks; Being stuck in the throat by a meatball is not a choice to spit it out, but to swallow it; Before the exam, she committed suicide by slitting her wrists alone in her room, and everything could be the cause of her death.

- This is a woman who is full of dead will!

“…… But I've changed! I used to just like to read books and shut myself up in a small world.

"Until that day, from that moment on, I had you—you could talk to me about Hawking radiation, Bondi accretion, gravity lensing; You can write stories full of science, wisdom, and surnames, and make me have the will to not die easily without seeing the end; And then you saved me today, and at the same time saved me in the future......"

"The most important thing is that my name is 'Wujun Muzi' and your name is 'Limu'." At this point she paused and looked at Riki affectionately.

"Eh!?" The latter was shocked.

"'Wujun Muzi' and 'Limu', according to the Chinese understanding, means 'my husband is Limu'."

Do you come to your husband by name? actually put this reason at the end, because the name has a "wood" character to be targeted is really a bit unreasonable! Riki said at a loss:

"No, no, according to you, it should be understood as 'my husband is a child of Riki'."

"But Limu-kun is only ten years old now, Muzi is thirteen years old now, I can't wait until I'm forty years old, and I want you now~~~" She stood up and pounced on Rimu, but Riki blocked her abdomen with the sole of one foot, and she couldn't move in.

- Wait until you are forty years old...... Did she really think about 'beepping' with my son?

"No, no, stop, stop, why does the originally heavy topic seem to be suddenly developing in a weird direction?" Whether it was Muzi's astonishing speech or the action of rushing over, both of them startled Limu at the same time.

"What's weird? We are just the most basic, primitive, and universal exchange of bodily fluids in the biological world. She used four words in a row.

- It turns out that high IQ will really go directly to the stage of bodily fluid exchange!

Riki felt lost at the moment when the theory became a reality. If nothing else, the object of communication for Muzi's body fluids is him, a small citizen! It's kind of scary, isn't it? It's dangerous, isn't it?

"Ahem, listen to me—" Riki was still half-lying on the bed, supporting her belly with her feet. Seeing that she just maintained a fluttering posture at a 45° angle and did not press down harder, as if she could continue to listen, she began to try to change her hysterical concept:

"The reason why people commit suicide is that the person who commits suicide does not have ideals, or the road to reach them is destroyed and damaged."

"Hmm." She listened attentively.

"The reason why you feel different is because you've found an opponent, someone you've played against in chess, and therefore you've found the meaning of survival." Afraid that she wouldn't be able to understand, Riki deliberately rewinds time to the moment when she thought something had changed-

"Ever since I turned in the roll earlier than you, you have had the idea of defeating me." He reminded.

Muzi pondered seriously for a moment, probably feeling some pain in her abdomen from her feet, she straightened up slightly and pushed away.

"Well, it's not like that, I know my feelings, I just participated in the Olympiad to get into the first middle school, where there is a single dormitory......"

Just when Riki's feet, which were also raised at 45 degrees, had fallen sorely. She seized the opportunity to press his calf down, let it pass through the crotch, and clamped it with a pair of plump thighs to prevent it from moving. She leaned forward and threw Riki down on the bed, grabbing his hand to her chest. Division.

"If you don't believe me, you can ask me about my sincerity, every centimeter close to you, it will plop and plop and plop ten more jumps."

Muzi wears a belly pocket, in fact, very few elementary school students wear Wen. Chest. Therefore, the soft touch is only separated by two layers of soft fabric, and it penetrates into the pear wood hand without hindrance.

Touch cells, temperature cells......

Nerve Fiber ......

Synapse...... Neurotransmitter ...... Brain Center ...... Current impulses......

"Uh-huh-" It's not about any strange hormone theory, it's just the subtle and subtle touch of the softness...... Limu shamelessly twitched his fingers slightly.

"How?" Kiko approached Riki with an innocent round face full of intellectual curiosity.

Overturn the comment that the waist is not thin enough, just look at the girl in front of you from a different point of view. She is a well-proportioned woman, with a cute watermelon head, and the whole person looks very textured. The fat on her hands, the tender flesh on her thighs, and the fragrant meat on her cheeks full of bullet surnames...... Everywhere it exudes a kind of pinching**.

The big glasses and Hitomi make her look a lot like a comic book character.

Of course, if she is expressionless like a doll, it will inevitably make people shy away.

But now she is just a seductive woman wearing a summer light nightdress, slippers half-hanging from her feet, and her body is full of hormones, but she shows her innocent face.

"Don't, stop, stop! I see, we- at least I'm still young, it's not okay to be lovers, let's start with confidantes, shall we? Riki asked, struggling as she struggled to withdraw her hand.

At this time, I am very glad that some of my abilities have not awakened, otherwise I am afraid that I would have to make a mistake behind my wife's back today, and temporarily put a delay on Muzi in a hurry.

"Hmm...... Hmm......" She seemed to weigh the pros and cons, and her upper body left Riki, but sat on Riki's calf and replied, "-Okay." ”

Under the skirt, on both sides of the trousers, the tender flesh and bones full of elasticity firmly clamped Limu's calves.

"Ahh~" Riki let out a nervous gasp or a relaxed exhalation.

- "Little Three" is a creature that really has a strong attack power!

Riki was powerless to complain. If the wife is to chase, then the mistress is chasing backwards, which is simply unguardable for men and women.

"But what is the ideal of Riki-kun? Why participate in the Mathematics Olympiad? I'm very concerned and curious. Every time she cared, she twisted her waist.

- Or is it to move two plump buttocks?

Riki is also wearing shorts on a hot day, and the touch of light skin has reached max! He quietly moved his calves outward, escaping the two tender buttocks, but he couldn't escape further because of the thighs sandwiched on both sides.

"Girl, get into trouble, my feet are numb." Riki found a reason.

"Say it, say it~~~"

- She uses her hips to attack continuously, which is great! The results are outstanding——!

- Phew, what kind of narrator is this!

Riki has fallen into a chaotic state of complaining about herself.

#切, how could it be numb in the feet after only two minutes......

#不过, it looks like it will be available for another two years.

Riki sobered up a little from Muzi's crooked voice, but found that Muzi was staring at the crotch of his feet, vaguely ...... I seem to have heard these two words.

Shaking his head to throw the auditory hallucinations out of his head, he sobered up a little during Muzi's questioning-

"My dream is to become the world's first great cartoonist; If you participate in the Olympiad, you want to draw a beautiful dream for an old teacher who is tireless and amiable in his teaching career. "Shouting out with his great ideals to expel all unclean desires.

For the ideals of Mr. Li. Although winning the Olympiad can only be regarded as one of her wishes, Riki at least wants to leave her a hope, so that she dreams in Hua Xu's dream that she is really a great mathematician under her disciple. Mr. Li's simple expectation that the results of his efforts will be realized tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

"Then from now on," Kiko stopped being funny, and rolled over and lay comfortably on Riki's left, holding his left hand with his right hand.

"From now on - your ideal is my ideal, and your wish is mine."

#不分彼此......

Finally, she murmured softly.

- Huh? How do I feel like I'm being taught!?

Limu felt that the defense line in his heart was loose, and he felt bad, and recited "The Book of Loving Wife" in his mouth.

#爱老婆, you will be born in another country; Love my wife, as I am; love wife; There is a Sanskrit sound Buddha......

……

#…… Pulling out all karmic obstacles is the root of the Pure Land Dharani, Nam no Amitabha Night, Dortaga Night, Dori Night, Amitabhara, Amitabharvi, Amitabha, Amitabhi, Amitabhi, Amitabha, Amitabha.

"Girl, what are you reading?" Riki asked, turning his head sideways.

He only read the part of "loving his wife", and the rest was all read by Muzi, and he couldn't memorize such a verbose thing in the back.

"Young man, marry your husband and follow your husband, recite the Maitreya Sutra with you" She also smiled sideways.

She's trying to get along with Riki, no, it should be said that the fit is already very high.

- I heard that women with round faces, big breasts, and big butts are very capable of giving birth......

Riki looked at her face and just jumped out of thought like this.

Knock knock!

The three knocks on the door frightened Riki into jumping up as if she had been caught in bed, and swooped to another bed.

"You two go to bed early, we have exams tomorrow-" Instead of wanting to enter the room, the teacher just shouted outside the door to remind that there is an important national final tomorrow.

From today onwards, the leading teacher will be responsible for supervising the children's washing, laundry and other trivial matters every night, and accompanying parents cannot help, in order to achieve the purpose of cultivating students' reading ability and self-reliance. Lights out at 9:30 p.m. every night to ensure that candidates have enough energy for the next day. As for whether the participating students turned on the lights on the balcony or toilet and continued to read after the lights went out...... Then it is unknown.

In short, tomorrow morning from 10:00 to 11:30, the national elite mathematics Olympiad primary school students will take the national final basic knowledge test, the middle school group will take the afternoon test, and there will be lectures and speeches after the exam. The day after tomorrow is a thinking ability test, and the time is not tight or compact, but the damn lecture makes the schedule a little busy.