Chapter 852: Faith in You
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"Is this the price of fitting into your world? Is this the price I paid for not listening to you? ”
"I'm already stepping into your world, is it true that we are going in the opposite direction, going further and further?"
"Do you know, I'm going to do this, just because my father won't help you, I thought I could help you by taking the power into my hands, don't you know? Do you know how much torture I've been through these days, every night when no one is around? ”
"You know what? I'm going crazy, I want to see you crazy every day, I just want you a hug, a tender whisper, that's all, don't you want to give it to me? ”
"In your heart, am I a cold-blooded and ruthless person? Do you know how much torture my soul has suffered, before, I was reluctant to kill even an animal, but I killed my four brothers with my own hands, I just want to integrate into your world, do you know the pain in my heart? The remaining two, it's not because they're hiding, it's just that I can't bear to do it, why can't you see my contribution, why do you turn a blind eye to my contribution? ”
He Yunyan knelt on the ground and muttered softly, but no one heard this murmur, but gradually dissipated in the wind. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info|
"Perhaps, there really is no way back?" The corners of He Yunyan's mouth hooked up a strange arc, looked at the direction of Xiao Fan's departure, and muttered softly.
Xiao Fan didn't look back, he didn't see He Yunyan's dedication, but this kind of dedication made Xiao Fan feel terrified, and at the same time, he was also reflecting on He Yunyan's words in his heart, he would be angry, was it really because of his desire to control?
Maybe not, people always have the mood of being seated in the right seat, Xiao Fan thinks that it shouldn't be like this, he is just angry with He Yunyan because of pity, angry because of pity, angry at her depravity, angry at his unscrupulous means.
After all, he stepped on the plane, the plane landed at the southern airport, he didn't plan to go back to the northeast, and when he went back, he couldn't help but let those women interrogate again, and he had to recite the Heart Sutra twice a day, which was really noisy, a person who didn't believe in God and didn't respect Buddha, but he wanted to recite those scriptures, Xiao Fan felt that this thing was absurd.
The heart is like water? Xiao Fan categorically can't do this, so there is no way to talk about comprehending the Heart Sutra, in Xiao Fan's opinion, he is a rolling in the world, if he can really do this, then just become a monk, otherwise what is it in this world?
It is always easier for people to live purely than with a mask of hypocrisy.
Don't those who claim to be eminent monks, but whose hearts are full of distracting thoughts*, not feel the slightest bit ashamed?
The human heart is really complicated.
Xiao Fan looked at the crowded crowd and sighed softly, but the next moment, the corners of his mouth were hooked with a childish arc, and the smile on his face was pure and flawless, because Xiao Fan had already seen a beautiful shadow, Yang Ruoxi.
After going around and around, after all, I still came back here, I didn't see Yang Ruoxi for a few days, Xiao Fan felt that I missed it so much, and this woman like water is always like that, no matter when you meet, she always looks at you with a gentle and gentle face, and by his side, you will forget all your sorrows.
In the Northeast, forget the disturbances of the outside world because of the warmth there, by Ye Tingcheng's side, because of the innocence and cuteness of the little girl, and by Yang Ruoxi's side, because of her tranquility and gentleness.
Suddenly, Xiao Fan found that he shouldn't expect too much, in this life, having them is enough.
Without caring about the surging flow of people, Xiao Fan walked to Yang Ruoxi's side, couldn't wait to open his arms, and hugged Yang Ruoxi tightly in his arms.
The original gentle and quiet woman, but a touch of red appeared on her pretty face, and the style revealed at that moment was peerless, and the whole world was eclipsed.
For Xiao Fan to make such a move in front of the public, Yang Ruoxi was sweet at the same time, but also very shy, originally planned to push Xiao Fan away, but seemed to feel the tremor in Xiao Fan's heart, Yang Ruoxi still couldn't bear it after all, but the raised hands fell lightly on Xiao Fan's back.
Perhaps, two people who are in love always have some wonderful feelings in their hearts.
The ancients said that the body has no colorful phoenix wings, and the heart has a clear heart, which is really more than just talking.
After hugging, the two walked down the bustling street, watching the flow of people and vehicles, "What's wrong?" Yang Ruoxi gently took Xiao Fan's hand and asked softly.
"My heart is in turmoil, it's messy," Xiao Fan looked at Yang Ruoxi, frowning, and a childlike negativity appeared on his face.
"Tell me about it." Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan and said softly.
The figure of the two appeared on the bank of the Yangliu River, the original weeping willows were still clinging, but now there are only lonely branches left, dancing lightly with the wind, the tourists by the river, are also few pitiful, surging on the river, you can see the broken ice, for this early winter, add a little chill.
For Yang Ruoxi, Xiao Fan has never concealed anything, in terms of trust, for Yang Ruoxi's trust, Xiao Fan surpasses anyone else, and may not love her the most, but Xiao Fan trusts Yang Ruoxi the most, because the feelings for Yang Ruoxi are the most complicated, there is family affection, love, and there is also an unspeakable dependence.
"What are you upset about? You're having a demon in your heart. Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan and said softly.
"You say the same." Xiao Fan shook his head and smiled bitterly.
"Hehe, don't you think I'm wrong?" Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan's appearance and couldn't help but wonder.
"In fact, people, in the face of the changes of the years, with the increase of experience, the mind, will always change, now you are confused, just because you can't find a point to adhere to, if you find it, everything revolves around this point, you won't have so many thoughts."
"This is not a bad thing, this is growth, your growth, people are alive, in fact, they have been growing, whether you are persistent or not, let go or not, after this period of time, these ideas will eventually disappear, and with the change of time, the change of experience, the idea will also change." Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan and said lightly.
"Aren't you afraid that I will fall and become a cold-blooded animal with only utilitarian eyes, you say that people will change with time and experience, do you want me to become like that?" Xiao Fan looked at Yang Ruoxi and asked.
"So, you need to find a point to stick to, in my eyes, you have always been a person with perseverance, there is no reason why you can't get over this little thing." Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan and said.
"I have faith in you, why don't you have faith in yourself?" Yang Ruoxi looked at Xiao Fan and asked.
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