Chapter 16: Sleeping with Pani

Seeing off Litt and the prodigy, the girls packed up their things and began to wash and rest. Back in her bedroom, Jiaxi took out her Gabriel angel doll and put it on her side, all the while, she had been holding it to sleep, otherwise she wouldn't be able to sleep. Pani also collapsed on her own bed, she is not like Ga-hee Seo-hyun and Taeyeon, she doesn't have her own doll. "Jiaxi, turn off the lights," Pani said to Jiaxi.

"Yes, good night Panioni" said Jiaxi turned and turned his back to Pani.

"Good night" Pani said when he saw that Jiaxi was going to sleep. Then he turned around as well. After a while, Pani turned around to find Ga-hee staring at him with wide eyes. Even in the dark of night, Pani could still clearly see Jiaxi's bright eyes. "What's wrong? Jiaxi, who doesn't? ”

"No, Panioni, don't you have a doll?" Jiaxi asked.

"No, what's wrong?" Pani replied.

"It's not anymore, it's just that Jiaxi won't be able to sleep without Gabriel, Panioni, don't you have a doll to fall asleep?" Jiaxi asked curiously.

"Hehe" Listening to Jiaxi's innocent question, Pani first smiled and then replied, "I can fall asleep without a doll, not only me, but many people can fall asleep"

"Really? Don't you feel lonely? Jiaxi will be very lonely if there is no Gabriel, and he will not be able to sleep at night, Panioni, do you know, the night is very quiet, there is no sound, Jiaxi will be very scared alone, I am the only one in the big house, fortunately, there is Gabriel later, and Gabriel accompanies Jiaxi every day, Jiaxi will not be alone, and Jiaxi can also sleep quietly. ”

Pani watched Jiaxi's eyes change from loneliness to fear to joy, she knew that the loss of her parents had left an indelible shadow on this lovely little girl, and even that she could only sleep peacefully by pinning her hopes on a lifeless doll. Oh my God, what's wrong with you, why do you have the heart to do such a cruel thing to such a little girl. Looking at Jiaxi thinking about Jiaxi having endured such ordeal alone since she was five years old and living for eight years, Pani felt that she really couldn't imagine what it was like for Jiaxi to come every night.

Pani has always felt that he is unlucky, his mother left him prematurely, and his family is not around, so he has been taken care of by his sisters, Pani is grateful but feels a sense of taking it for granted at the same time, but now that he sees Jiaxi, Pani knows what it means to be strong, Jiaxi sees persistence in Han Geng, and persistence in the prodigy, but Pani sees all this in Jiaxi, and even patience, purity, kindness, empathy, and pity. Looking at this little girl, looking at her smile and cheerfulness, I don't know why Pani just feels so sad, she even wants to ask Jiaxi "Why do you still laugh after experiencing such a thing, why you yourself are always the hardest but always think about the difficulties of others first." But Pani couldn't ask, because this is the only one who is Jiaxi, the elf Han Jiaxi who fell into the world.

"Jiaxi, can you come and sleep with Ernie?" Pani took advantage of Jiaxi's inattention to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes and then said to Jiaxi.

"Really? Can it really be? Hearing Pani's words, Jiaxi asked happily. Then seeing Parney nodding, she immediately got up, but just took two steps and retreated, she gently put Gabriel into the quilt, and then stuffed both sides "Gabriel I'm sorry, Jiaxi can't sleep with you today, forgive Jiaxi once, okay, just once, Jiaxi really wants to sleep in someone's arms once, I promise you, just one night, I will come back to accompany you tomorrow, I know that you are the best to Jiaxi, I will definitely promise Jiaxi, right, if you don't speak Jiaxi, you will agree, Jiaxi counts three sounds, one, two, three, yes, I knew you were the best for me."

Jiaxi talks to himself alone, but this paragraph may not be understood by others, Gabriel is definitely not a simple doll for Jiaxi, just like Pani thought, since his parents left, Jiaxi has been alone, although there are officials and servants, but for Jiaxi, those are outsiders, so every night, Jiaxi will think of his parents and family, and then he will keep crying, but this still can't drive away the fear in his heart, and then he keeps changing houses to live, I hope to use an unfamiliar environment to forget my thoughts about my family, but Jiaxi finds that no matter how many houses he changes, it will not help, and every night, his parents' voices and smiles and his mother's reluctant eyes will always appear in front of him. In this way, Jiaxi endured the torment every night.

Until one day, Jiaxi opened the gift that his brother gave him on the day of his birth in his own home, so Gabriel appeared, and there was a sentence written on it: "Little princess Jiaxi, no matter where my brother is, Gabriel will guard Jiaxi on behalf of my brother and always be Jiaxi's guardian angel." That is, from that day on, Jiaxi would sleep with Gabriel in her arms every night, and then secretly told herself in her heart that "my brother is with me", only by using this almost self-deceptive way, Jiaxi has spent every night for eight years, so Gabriel is not only a doll for Jiaxi, but also his emotional sustenance for his brother, and his family. That's why Jiaxi apologizes to Gabriel at this moment, because she thinks that she abandoned her family and betrayed her. Only those who have lost will know how to cherish, but those who have been deprived know more.

Looking at Jiaxi who was curled up in his arms and falling asleep, with a happy smile on his face, Pani knew that today might be the most soundly sleeping for Jiaxi in eight years. Looking at the girl in his arms, Pani had a lot of complicated feelings in his heart, and the first time he saw her, he just thought that this girl was so cute and wanted to protect her. Then seeing her efforts for herself and others who met for the first time, gradually from the bottom of her heart, Pani began to identify with this little girl who inserted herself into her team halfway. But when she couldn't help confiding in her, she comforted herself with a firm oath and made herself feel cherished again. Later, when he heard about her background, Pani felt that his feelings for Jiaxi had sublimated at that moment.

Pani felt relied on for the first time when Jiaxi was crying in his arms, and it was at that moment that Pani realized that he had grown up and should not be hiding in his mother's arms anymore and letting others worry about him. Then looked at Jiaxi who was crying in her arms, she seemed to see herself who had just lost her mother, and at that time she decided to take good care of this girl and not let her live in painful memories like herself.

But later in the carriage, she saw Jiaxi kissing Seo Hyun, Pani felt that her heart was stabbed fiercely, because she felt that her things had been taken away, and then she saw Jiaxi who was having fun with Yoona, Jiaxi who was protected by Jessica, Jiaxi who was carefully guarded by Taeyeon Sunny, Jiaxi who was regarded as a playmate by Suyoung Yuri, Jiaxi who was worshiped by Seo Hyun Hyoyeon, and Jiaxi who was proud of all the sisters. He actually regarded Jiaxi as his own private property, but Jiaxi is Jiaxi, Jiaxi who is loved by everyone, how can she protect her by herself, she should be guarded by everyone who likes her, and she only needs to be one of them. Thinking of this, Pani looked at Jiaxi again, then gently kissed her on the head, and then fell asleep himself.

Jiaxi woke up early the next day, and she felt that last night was the best sleep she had in eight years, because she was no longer surrounded by a cold quilt, but the body temperature of her loved ones. Looking at Pani, who was still asleep, Jiaxi gratefully kissed her on the face, just like the good morning kiss she gave to her mother before.

Gently got out of bed, got dressed and went to the bathroom, and tidied up a little. Because Jiaxi is naturally beautiful, she never wears makeup. So it was ready quickly, and then came to the refrigerator, picked up two eggs and two slices of bread, all this was so skillful and natural, because for eight years, Jiaxi has been taking care of herself like this, even if there is a servant, she has always done it herself, because in her heart, she has been a person since that day.

Jiaxi, who had just taken two steps, suddenly stopped, and then suddenly showed a happy smile on his face, he was no longer alone, and now he had nine sisters. Thinking of this, Jiaxi hurriedly walked back, then opened the refrigerator again and took out all the eggs and bread inside. Then come to the kitchen. After a while, bursts of aroma came from inside. At this moment, Xu Xian, the most diligent angel in general, also got up. Then he came to the kitchen in search of the aroma, and when he saw Jiaxi dancing with pots and shovels in the kitchen, he immediately opened his mouth in surprise.

Jiaxi also saw Xu Xian behind him and said, "Xiaoxian Oni, you're up, you got up early."

"Jiaxi, you actually know breakfast" Seo Hyun seemed surprised that Jiaxi could cook.

"Yes, what's wrong, I've been cooking for myself since I was five years old, but unfortunately I can only cook Chinese food and Western food, I can't do Korean food, I hope you are used to eating." Jiaxi replied.

And Xu Xian on the side was completely shocked by Jiaxi's words. Not only can I cook, but I can also cook Western and Chinese food, oh my God.

Jiaxi saw Seo Hyun who was surprised on the side and said, "Why don't you all know how to cook?" ”

After listening to Jiaxi's question, Xu Xian first shook his head, then nodded, and then saw Jiaxi's puzzled expression, and hurriedly explained, "During the training camp, we didn't want to run to the restaurant because we were too tired, so we bought cooking utensils and planned to make them ourselves, but in addition to the ones made by Yuri and Taeyeon Oni, the sandwiches made by Sikaoni were sour and salty, and even she couldn't eat them, and the bread baked by Sunny Oni was either mushy or so hard, Yuna Oni Hyoyon Oni and Xiuying Oni didn't know at all, and I would only make sweet potatoes, So in the end, everyone had to give up on this plan. ”

After listening to Seo Hyun's words, Jia Xi finally knew the cooking skills of the girls. He shook his head secretly, then picked up a piece of fried egg and said to Xu Xian, "Xiao Xian Oni, come and try my craft." ”

If it was usual, the model student Xu Xian would never be able to steal food, but when he saw Jia Xi feeding himself, he didn't know what was wrong, Xu Xian obediently opened his mouth and ate the fried egg into it tender, and the fragrant Xu Xian never knew that a piece of fried egg could be so delicious "Wow, it's delicious"

"Is it delicious, then I'm afraid you won't be used to eating, go wash up, and then call everyone up for breakfast," Jiaxi said.

"Well, okay" But as soon as Xu Xian walked out, suddenly the doorbell rang.

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