[June 23, 2007, weather: unknown.

It's three o'clock in the morning, and after a night of hard work, they're all washing up and getting ready for bed. But I always felt something churning in my heart, and I couldn't sleep.

I never imagined that I would be able to get this far, that I would be able to enjoy the unbridled cheers of thousands of fans, and I could see the illuminated signs in their hands with my name on them, surrounded by small lights around them. When I enjoy these attentions, this enjoyment gradually changes from walking on thin ice to peace of mind, I find that my state of mind has changed, I don't know what is wrong with me, but I want more and more to be recognized by more people, let more people know me, and make my star path shine more.

After this competition, I finally entered the top five in the country, standing in the position that Yang Qinting once stood in, and she once withdrew from the stage as the fifth place on this stage. I will be able to meet her tomorrow, and meet the girl who made me go from Sichuan to Xiangnan, and the dream of thousands of kilometers will finally be realized.

I'm very nervous, really nervous, I'm going to see Yang Qinting, and I want to meet the owners of those familiar names, they used to be just a symbol, but now that symbol really appears in front of me: Liu Liyang, Li Na, Shang Wenjie, Liu Xijun, Yang Qinting.

Will she be able to talk to me properly? Will she be just as smiling, elegant, and speaking to me with the unique language system of Jiangxi people? Will she be like on stage, speaking softly and laughing quietly? Will she be dismissive of me? Who will she be singing to? …… How could I become so troubled......

There was so much apprehension, so much worry, that I was afraid that I would come across my dream, but that dream would burst like a bubble - and although I didn't ask for anything, I didn't want it to be as light as the bubble bursting.

I'm going to sleep, I'm going to have to be quiet, I'm going to have to be quiet. 】

―――――――――――――――――― early morning of June 23, 2007, Su Li's memoir.

Because of the insomnia last night, Su Li grinded on the bed until more than eleven o'clock before getting up, it was already bright outside the window, and the heat wave of Xia Yu was also pouring in, and several other people had already gotten up, but they had just gone through a life-and-death battle yesterday, so they were all tired and looking for things to do.

Zhang Jie was playing with his mobile phone, Lin Chenfeng was debugging the guitar, Sun Cheng was watching "Huanzhu Gege", which had been played hundreds of times by Xiangnan Station, and Su Xing was writing something on paper.

It's rare to have such a relaxing morning.

These days, everyone is a taut clockwork, because they are all in danger of being eliminated all the time, so every day is a non-stop rehearsal rehearsal rehearsal and rehearsal, no wonder some people say that the competition is the time to compete in willpower at the end.

Su Li's throat has also been injured once, and this morning it was a little inflamed. Everyone was relaxing today, so he dragged a pair of flip-flops to the window and looked out at the sun.

At this time, a sudden voice disturbed Su Li's peace and comfort.

"Wow, Su Li, I didn't expect you to hide so deeply......" The voice came from Zhang Jie, and Su Li turned his head a little strangely and saw Zhang Jie holding his mobile phone and making a fuss.

"What's wrong?" Everyone was also attracted by Zhang Jie's voice, and turned their heads to Zhang Jie with inquiring eyes.

Zhang Jie beckoned to Su Li and asked him to hurry over, Su Li left the window and came to Zhang Jie's side, and the others also leaned over curiously, wanting to understand what Zhang Jie was surprised by.

Zhang Jie showed everyone the screen of his mobile phone, it turned out to be a piece of news, but when he saw the headline of this news, everyone was shocked.

"The Little-Known Heart of Su Li, the Top Five Fast Men-Participating in the Fast Man Competition for Yang Qinting".

Su Li felt a bang in his head, and countless thoughts suddenly broke into his heart, and he suffered from gains and losses for a while, and he was a little stunned.

After everyone around saw this shocking news, everyone watched Su Li prepare to coax, this news was really shocking.

In this news, Su Li's love for Yang Qinting is vividly depicted.

A friend of Su Li's former friends, when he was interviewed by the media, maybe intentionally or unintentionally, anyway, he was open-mouthed in front of media reporters and told Su Li all about the causes and consequences.

That day, he suddenly told us that he was going to participate in this year's fast man audition, and we were shocked when we heard the news. They all asked him, is Yang Qinting really so attractive to him? After all, she only appeared on TV, and everything was out of reach. Are you really going to give up your studies for her? After all, the study course of the junior year is not over, he said that he will definitely go, at least work hard, and then he took sick leave and left directly, disappearing without a trace. ”

This is the interview process of a friend of Su Li, but Su Li is smiling bitterly in his heart - what kind of friend did you make?

However, what is even more excessive is another so-called good friend of Su Li, who gave people a careful message, which is a sensational surname, which basically completely confirms the real surname of this message, which is an email, a few weeks ago, and the sender is Su Li:

"Du Xiang, I really believe in the existence of fate, whether you believe it or not, it will be serious and generously spread in front of you. I have already fought my way out of the Chengdu singing district, and the day after tomorrow is the Chengdu singing district 50 into 10 competition, and it is also time to decide whether I can enter the national competition. I am grateful to fate, grateful for its generosity to me, and I am as devout as a believer, because I already have the hope of seeing Yang Qinting. ”

"Although I have lost a lot on this stage, for example, the counselor has warned me to hurry back to class a few days ago, otherwise I will be given a serious warning. But I don't regret it, because I feel like I've ushered in spring, and I've found a reason to move forward in this hot summer, and no matter what the outcome is, when I'm old and reminiscing about this past, I'll tell myself with a smile and tell future generations that I was a great guy at that time. ”

This email completely exposed all of Su Li's thoughts, and Su Li originally thought that he would grit his teeth after reading it, but when he actually read it, he was unexpectedly calm.

Although his friends betrayed him, he had nothing to be sad about, and even if his secret was known by the media, he had nothing to worry about. Life is an unsheathed sword, you never know whether it is a double-edged sword that harms others and yourself, or a soft sword that is as tender as water. At such a time, what if you are resentful?

Su Li has calmed down, just like he said that day, he was really a great guy at that time.

Lin Chenfeng and the others all looked at Su Li with interest: "I didn't expect you to have such a turbulent past!" It turns out that you participated in Fast Man just for Yang Qinting......"

"If you don't deny it, you're acquiescing!"

Su Li just smiled faintly and bitterly, and when he heard the ridicule of these people, he couldn't help but blush.