Chapter 379: Remembering the World's Worries!

Bang!

Gu Xin was knocked down by Lin Ze. Dog eating poop pose.

But he was unusual, and he was not slapped in the face as usual and was about to bite back immediately, and even lay on the ground and no longer got up. Turned over, lay flat on the ground and laughed a few times, wiped a handful of blood stains from the corners of his mouth, squinted at Lin Ze who was leaning on the front of the car, and smiled: "You are better than me." I admit it. ”

Lin Ze frowned slightly, he couldn't understand why this child of the family, who was becoming more and more courageous and unwilling to admit defeat, suddenly gave up.

He didn't have much contact with Gu Xin, except for a few hard encounters on a narrow road, there was almost no other communication. It is certainly not possible to talk about a deep level of understanding. But for such a man who is so proud that he is a little extreme, I am afraid that he will not take the initiative to admit defeat if he is killed.

Smack.

Gu Xin, who was lying on the ground, did not get up, but lit a cigarette with his feet facing the sky and took a deep breath. There wasn't much regret or frustration on his face, but a hint of relief.

"I used to try to paralyze my brother, even though I knew he could expose my little tricks at a glance. But it doesn't matter, there is a saying? Lies are being told, and even I take it seriously. I just thought, I've been pretending to be crazy and stupid to be idle, and my brother will definitely take me less and less seriously, and even think I'm a puddle of mud. Then I will have a chance to turn defeat into victory. Gu Xin took a puff of cigarette and said quietly. But I was wrong, I thought of my brother like me. He's not, he's not as superficial as I am, and he's not as calculating as me. Yes, I am jealous of him and jealous of him. There is a huge ancient family, except for my father, those uncles don't look down on me, and they always think that my brother is more suitable to inherit the ancient family. Although my father said early on that he would hand over the Gu family to me. My brother also made it clear that he would not fight with me. But I'm not convinced, I'm not happy. I think it's my father who spoils me, and my brother makes me. Otherwise, I won't be able to inherit the Gu family. ”

"I want to prove better than him. So I deliberately played psychological warfare with my brother and played all kinds of tricky and vicious little tricks. But after all these years, my brother never fought me head-on, and he never minded my vicious thoughts. Even when I made mistakes, he often helped me wipe my ass and help me get out. Gu Xin took a hard puff of his cigarette and said lightly. Even so, I didn't wake up, and I fought with him with all my might. Until half a month ago, I was lying in the hospital, and my father came to me and told me that my brother was going to perform a special mission. Nine deaths and a lifetime, and when I come back, I can carp in the army and jump into the dragon gate. But there's a good chance it won't come back. I had insomnia that night. I miss him, I miss my brother. I want to let me when I am young, spoil me, bless me and enjoy it, and woe him as his own brother. ”

Gu Xin's eyes were red, he slowly sat on the cold floor, refilled a cigarette and continued: "Lin Ze, do you remember the last time he fought with you at the police station?" ”

"Yes." Lin Ze let out a puff of smoke and nodded.

"It was his last day back in the army, and on the last day, he was busy helping me out and finding a place for me. But he said that this was the last time he would help me, and he would not help me again, and he might not have a chance to help me. I just thought I never asked you to help me, you were bored. Then he came back from the police station, covered in wounds, and I know he was beaten up by you. At the time, I was a little gloating, and even thought he was stubborn. Obviously, if you can't beat you, you're going to die. More sassy than me. Gu Xin let out a puff of smoke and said softly. But no, he's not a pen, he's smart. He was smarter than me when he was a child, and he was more capable than me. He never causes trouble, but he fights more than I do. Why? Because I like to cause trouble, and then he wipes my ass without saying a word. may really respond to that sentence, a person is good to you, so good that after you get used to it, you will feel that it is taken for granted and justified. In fact, my brother helped me spoil me like this when he was a child, what is the picture? I've never looked at him in the eye, and I've been against him ever since I was sensible. But he never let out a fart, and he was always the first to help me carry something when something happened. Grass! ”

"My father told me that on the day he went on his mission, I was lying in a hospital bed with insomnia. Thinking about what happened when I was a child, thinking about what happened after I was sensible, thinking about the past, thinking about the present, the more I think about it, the more I want to smoke myself to death. Gu Xin rubbed his red eyes and said. As a brother, he has nothing to say, and as a brother, I am not worthy. Lin Ze, I have been fighting with you because I hated you and resented you at first, but then it was mostly because my brother couldn't fight you, so I wanted to fight you, so I could prove that I was better than him. But no, I don't want to fight with you now, it's not that I think I can't fight you, but I'm awake. ”

"I will resign today, and then go home to help the old man carry the ancient family, the old man is tired, although he didn't say it, but I know that he has already exhausted himself." Gu Xin refilled another cigarette and laughed miserably. "In addition to helping the old man carry the Gu family, the rest of the thing is to wait for him to come back, wait for my brother to come back, and when he comes back, I will drink with him for three days and three nights. Make up for all the missed moments in the past. ”

Gu Xin struggled to kneel on the ground, and shouted at the cold wind on the river: "Brother, come back early after completing the task of protecting the family and defending the country, and the brother is waiting for you!" ”

Gu Xin is not a man of many words, so he may not be a qualified storyteller. But Lin Ze was a competent listener, he listened to Gu Xin's nagging without saying a word, walked over slowly, and squatted down to this child of a family who was willing to sacrifice his life for Chen Yiliang as a teacher and carried a terrible enemy, patted him on the shoulder and grinned: "How can a man who has not indulged grow up, how can he mature?" The most important thing is to know what you need and what you care about. ”

Gu Xin didn't make a sound, but smoked in silence. After smoking a pack of cigarettes, he got up and patted the dust on his pants, and smiled at Lin Ze: "Actually, I can make this decision because of one person." ”

"Chen Yiliang." Lin Ze smiled.

Gu Xin glanced at Lin Ze deeply, and said calmly: "If our first meeting is on a different occasion, I haven't been beaten into a pig's head by you, maybe I have already regarded you as a brother." ”

"Don't." Lin Ze shook his head and said. "In this world, even such a thing as a friend is not so heavy that it is cheap enough to be thrown into a stinky ditch, let alone brother?"

Gu Xin was stunned, immediately laughed three times, and said loudly: "I have lived for more than 20 years, and I have walked a third of my life before I met you, but it is not too late to think about it." ”

Lin Ze smiled slightly, speechless.

-- Perhaps because the college entrance examination is less than 100 days away, the study atmosphere in the school has become tense to the point of saber rattling. It seems that the slightest mistake can lead to a catastrophe.

When Lin Ze arrived at the classroom, it was already early for self-study and was in the first self-study.

Anyone who has been in the third year of high school knows that by this time, teachers have nothing to teach their students. It can be regarded as answering the sentence that the master leads the door, and the cultivation depends on the individual. The reformed teachers have taught. The rest depends on the students to learn from themselves, hoping to show their strength in the thrilling battle of the college entrance examination, where 10,000 people cross the single-plank bridge, and others can give little help.

Studying is stressful, and students naturally need to relax mentally and physically. Especially in Xia Shuzhu, a young female teacher with distinct teaching measures, she understands the meaning of relaxation more than the old stubbornness who eats the old. Therefore, in the morning and afternoon, she will arrange 15 minutes for students to do one or two extracurricular performances to relieve the terrible study pressure that students are under.

The class performance a few days ago basically took turns on a group of students who wanted to perform in the third year, and the students who were not in the limelight naturally needed to be selected from the remaining students. And Dong Xiaowan, not to mention Zijinhua, is a talented woman with a great reputation even in the Youth Palace of Huaxin City, so it is logical that she has become the first choice.

Under some shouting and instigation, the talented woman had to walk up to the podium in a reserved manner. Holding the pipa that the students had prepared in her arms, she smiled quietly, and then softly recited another poem written by herself, accompanied by a magnificent or graceful movement.

"The sea is full of tears, the sky is stained with blood, the angry peaks are endless, and the clouds are chaotic.

How many heroes have been fighting in the war, asking when the battle on the battlefield will end.

The smoke of gunpowder is gone, and I am clear and clear, hunting the wind, and I can't blow away the past.

Empty hands, watching the water flow eastward, the tide rises and falls and several spring and autumn.

Lang rushing, can be boating, how to send a foot of bamboo to the moon building.

Thousands of banks have passed, it is difficult to sing green willows, and the clouds and waters cover the nine peaks.

Hurry away, the sound is quiet, and the white gulls are startled.

Who stands at the head of the boat, sighs for the present day, and chases the blue waves but meets Chu Wang.

Live up to the getaway. The lotus crown is white. The heart of the Dao stopped the water, why did it break the Danqiu.

The road is rugged and difficult, with many ups and downs, and it is a man's self-respect.

Remember the worries of the world. ”

Qu Bi.

There was warm applause from the podium, and every time a talented girl made a move, she did not disappoint the students who were eager to do so. Listening to the clear and melodious voice of the talented girl and the stirring or tactful tunes, the students' chaotic emotions were greatly calmed. Even the eldest lady of the Han family held her snow-white chin and muttered: "My sister will also go to Guzheng to learn pipa in the future, not to mention proficient, at least to reach the realm of fooling Xiaobao." ”

Lin Ze listened to the score, but he was far more enlightened than these students. He doesn't understand music theory, but he can also hear some artistic conceptions.

Presumably, this graceful and talented girl heard some news and knew that the situation on that island was tense now, and the military was secretly doing something, right?

Otherwise, how could she make such an atmospheric and tragic score?

Tilting his head, he looked at the bright sky outside the classroom, and whispered: "Soldiers, everything is for the country." ”

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