Chapter 073, Awe
It seems that all mothers in the world are very interested in their son's marriage, and Lin Wanrou is naturally no exception, after the mother and son finished chatting, it was already an hour later, although Li Ruomo, who was standing outside the door, didn't want to disturb them, but she looked at the time and found that it seemed to be too long.
At this time, Canglong inside also seemed to feel that it was okay to reminisce at any time, so he was ready to say goodbye to his mother and leave, but he didn't expect that Lin Wanrou would actually see it.
"Don't be in a hurry to leave, mom still has important things to say, as for the report, when is the report not a report?" Lin Wanrou said, "I know very well what they asked you to do, and they said that they were reporting on the work, but in fact they were reviewing you and reviewing your political determination." ”
Canglong nodded: "I'm not afraid of political censorship." ”
"Actually, you have nothing to be afraid of, our Lin family and the Long family have never done anything to be sorry for the country, and there has never been a corrupt person who bends the law." Lin Wanrou said calmly, "You kid is good at everything, but he doesn't do things around the corner, and he is very similar to Ruomo's kid, so when you go to report to work this time, just listen and don't express any opinions." ”
"Why?" Canglong asked, "If you don't express your opinion, won't you have the right to speak?" ”
"The above does not want to listen to your opinion, but depends on your determination, if you express your opinion, it will make the central government distrust you, and they will even think that you are arrogant, although you may not mean it." Lin Wanrou looked at Canglong lovingly, "Silence is the best language, what you should do has been done, and the central government will see it." ”
Canglong nodded, obviously this did not match his character, but he would still listen to his mother's words.
"I know that with your temperament, you will definitely not act according to the rules, but if you want to achieve your goal, you must make a posture of forbearance and put away the edge." Lin Wanrou said, "Let them judge for themselves, the effect is ten times better than if you propose it yourself, if you really can't help it, let Ruomo say it." ”
"Let her speak?" Canglong was a little unhappy, "How can I say that she is also a girl, let her be in front, what am I?" ”
"Huh." Lin Wanrou smiled, "First of all, her identity is different from you, if you are like her, you are born and raised in Beijing, plus the background, even if it is full of thorns, which makes many people uncomfortable, it doesn't matter, but in China, you need to talk about politics and determination, you have been in the killer organization since you were a child, no matter how good you are, it will make people think that you are not politically conscious enough, and it will also make people think that you can"
"But even so, I can't let Ruomo say it for me, let alone let her carry everything, I already owe her a lot, and I may not be able to pay it off in this life." Canglong smiled helplessly.
"Then marry her." Lin Wanrou teased, "Won't you be able to pay her off after marrying her for the rest of your life?" ”
"I don't dare make any promises to any woman until I dismantle the organization behind the Assassin League." Canglong suddenly said in a heavy tone, "At least before I kill him!" ”
Hearing this, Lin Wanrou's face changed: "Actually, what if that person's mother doesn't want you to fight that person?" ”
"Why?" Canglong suddenly asked, "He hurt our family so badly, you almost if he only hurt me alone, I might be able to promise you, but he hurt you, I can't let him continue to manipulate my fate, let alone let him continue to threaten us." ”
Lin Wanrou sighed, and from her son's tone, she heard the unchangeable firmness: "If you really want to fight that person, then you have to reconcile with your father." ”
"I don't need his help." Canglong directly refused.
"Your stubborn temper is exactly the same as his." Lin Wanrou said helplessly, "Maybe one day, you will understand him, and you will forgive him." ”
Canglong didn't speak, just silent, if there really is a day when there is really a reason, then wait for that day and that reason to say, at least now he can't forgive a father who wants to kill him.
"Since I can't persuade you now, let time prove it." Lin Wanrou shook her head, "This time when you go to report to work, don't pout, listen to your mother, let Ruomo say, this is not a man's face problem, but a position problem, she can be presumptuous in front of anyone, but you can't, she is just full of thorns, and the people around her will forgive her, so"
"I can listen to you about this." Canglong understood what he meant and nodded, "But if I can't bear it anymore, then I can only solve the problem in my own way." ”
Lin Wanrou smiled: "I don't need you to bear with it, I just hope that you will remain silent on some occasions, for example, when facing the prime minister and leaders, try to maintain a humble attitude, it is good for you, people can have a heart that despises everything, but also have a heart of awe for everything, even if they don't count their positions, they are all your elders, and people can only become great if they find their own insignificance." ”
"Hmm." Canglong nodded.
"I'm a little tired, you go report to work." Lin Wanrou said.
"You have a good rest, after reporting work, I am coming to see you." Canglong said, and helped her lie down again.
"Let's go home at night, these days when I've been asleep, as soon as Wanwan comes to me, she will talk to you, your brother is more important than her parents in her mind." Lin Wanrou said with a smile.
"I'll go back and see her." Canglong nodded.
After leaving the hospital, Canglong felt relieved, but on the way to the General Intelligence Bureau, Canglong's face became heavy again.
"What's wrong with you? Auntie woke up, you should be happy, but you don't seem to be happy, it can't be that Auntie reprimanded you, right? Li Ruomo suddenly asked, "But Auntie doesn't seem to be the kind of person who will scold you, it's too late to be happy to see you come back." ”
"Just worried." Canglong replied, "What would happen if someone threatened the safety of your loved ones at all times? In the past, I was just a killer and had no scruples about doing things, but now my mother, my sister, my grandfather, and I have a home in Beijing, which I can never imagine in my life. ”
"Heaven takes away something from you at a certain moment, then it will definitely compensate you twice as much at some point in the future." Li Ruomo said, "This is not a comforting word. ”
"I'm not used to pinning my fate on anyone, anything, I only trust my own destiny to change." Canglong said seriously.
"I thought you had changed, but it seems that you haven't changed." Li Ruomo was a little disappointed.
"You can only say that I know how to cherish it better than many people, because I have lost too much in the past 20 years, so when God returns these to me, I will try my best to protect them and prevent them from being harmed in any way." Canglong said, "This is the happiness of my life, happiness for protection." ”
"Actually, I envy you a little, at least you can still see your mother, but I can't see her in my life, what if I have relatives by my side? He gives you the feeling of being like a stranger, and will only talk about the country and work. Li Ruomo said a little annoyed, "But in fact, he is just for himself." ”
Canglong looked at Li Ruomo, and suddenly didn't know what to say, everyone's growth is different, and the values are destined to deviate, Canglong has lived a lonely and dark life since he was a child, so he suppressed that desire in his heart, and it broke out after twenty years, and after getting these things, he carefully held them in his hands, for fear of accidentally breaking them.
And Li Ruomo gave birth to her father because of her mother's affairs, although she has had no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, her life is actually a mess, at least in her own opinion.
"Actually, you hate her, and you just want to get him to pay attention to you, right?" Canglong suddenly said, "Actually, you are very eager for his love in your heart, but you were born in such a family, your father can't care about you and take care of you like an ordinary father, so you think it's because he ignored you, your mother died, and his heart should be more uncomfortable than any of you, but he is not good at you."
"Say no more!" Li Ruomo suddenly interrupted, "You can't understand it at all, because you are not me, do you think that you are the only one who has grown up in darkness and loneliness since childhood?" You can't understand the kind of indifference that is obviously by your side, but you don't care, that's why I hate him. ”
Seeing that Li Ruomo was emotional, Canglong held the steering wheel with one hand and rubbed her shoulder with the other, Li Ruomo had no intention of dodging, but suddenly, she leaned her head on Canglong's shoulder, at that moment she was just a woman, a woman who needed a solid shoulder to rely on.
"Strong women are more insecure than ordinary women." Canglong suddenly came to the conclusion that they would rather adapt to loneliness than face the damage that might come unless they found a shoulder that they thought was truly grounded.
After coming to the General Intelligence Bureau, it was already two hours later, and Li Ruomo led Canglong through numerous security checks and entered this old building.
"After entering, you remain silent, everything has me, don't reject me, my identity is more effective and suitable than your words." Before entering the conference room, Li Ruomo suddenly stopped and said.
Canglong didn't expect Li Ruomo to think the same as his mother, but he still nodded, now is not the time for machismo.
Li Ruomo pushed open the door and walked in first, Canglong followed closely behind, and Li Ruomo, who was belated, pointed to the opposite side of the round table, where was Canglong's position, just opposite the big leader.
Then she walked to her seat and apologized for Canglong before sitting down.
At the moment when Canglong came in, almost everyone's eyes fell on him, although they had seen him in the data, but he himself seemed to be completely different.
First of all, the calmness when he walked in, and in the face of everyone's eyes, he didn't shy away from it, if it was an ordinary person, he would probably be trembling now.
"Should I call you Long Haotian, or should I call you Canglong?" The big leader sitting opposite suddenly asked.
"Canglong." Canglong said calmly.
This made everyone present frown, and looked at Long Yunshan, but found that he was expressionless, but everyone could feel that there seemed to be a deep estrangement between the two fathers and sons.
"If you are really a talent, no wonder Xiaomo will protect you so much." The big leader made a joke.
Hearing this, the originally serious atmosphere suddenly eased a little, and Li Ruomo behaved very calmly, just thinking that it was a joke.
"Now that we're all here, let's get down to business." As he spoke, the big leader glanced at Li Fang, Li Fang nodded, looked at Canglong and said, "President Cang, please report in detail on Longteng International's work in Iraq." ”