Chapter 399: Conduct
Chapter 399 Conduct
Although the scandal between Wang Xiao and Zheng Fei is very fierce, there are only photos of the two of them looking ambiguous together in the media, and there are no more over-the-top photos of the two of them, so judging from the media reports, it is not really known to what extent they have deviated. may have just started to be ambiguous, and was caught by the media and died. Maybe he did everything, and Wang Xiao didn't go back to the villa for several nights!
Wang Xiao thought about it, he and Lu Jiajia did everything they should do, and they did everything they shouldn't do, and even played more than Zheng Fei, because Lu Jiajia didn't mind catering to him, let him play how he wanted, and tried his best to give him the greatest enjoyment. But if this situation was to be confessed to Zheng Fei, he was really embarrassed to say it directly, and after a moment of hesitation, he replied: "I haven't cooked for her!" ”
Thinking about it, this is the biggest difference between Wang Xiao and Zheng Fei and Lu Jiajia.
When Wang Xiao took care of Zheng Fei with good food, Wang Xiao was full of joy and was very happy. But Wang Xiao never thought of cooking and eating with Lu Jiajia, the only thought he had when he met Lu Jiajia was to keep asking Lu Jiajia, wanting to indulge in Lu Jiajia's body to vent his increasingly inflated desires, and seeking a thorn that Zheng Fei could not arbitrarily obtain. This difference between Zheng Fei and Lu Jiajia may be expressed simply with love and dislove, but at this time, he can't say the love that people can't see in his heart, is there such a thing that others can't see, all he can see is that he hasn't cooked for Lu Jiajia.
In addition to this, he did everything with Lu Jiajia.
Chirping!
Zheng Fei couldn't help but leave the seat, and the seat was pushed away from behind by her and rubbed the sound.
Zheng Fei stood up, walked to the corner, smiled with his back to Wang, and raised his hand to wipe his tears.
Zheng Fei suppressed herself from not wanting to cry, but she soon couldn't suppress it, her fragrant shoulders began to tremble, her jiao body began to tremble, her whole body couldn't help but tremble, and even the sound of her crying became louder and louder, from the silence that was forcibly suppressed at the beginning, to the uncontrollable chōu crying later, and then to the indulgent crying later, and finally she cried so much that she was almost out of breath, and she slowly squatted on the ground, so that she would not suffocate.
Zheng Fei has been with Wang Xiao for so long, and he knows Wang Xiao's way of speaking very well.
When Wang Xiao said that he hadn't cooked with Lu Jiajia, in fact, Wang Xiao wanted to say that everything else had already been done.
Including sleeping.
Before coming back, Zheng Fei asked Sister-in-law An about the situation, and Wang Xiao didn't return home for many days and nights some time ago. She could already guess that this was the result, but she still had a little pitiful hope in her heart, hoping that Wang Xiao still hadn't come that far, hoping that Wang Xiao and Lu Jiajia were still in general intimacy, but when she heard the truth from Wang Xiao's mouth with her own ears, she really couldn't suppress the grievances in her heart anymore, tears burst out of her heart, and along with her blood, she felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, and the feeling of pain pierced her to collapse. When she was with Wang Xiao, she once thought about fantasizing about Wang Xiao sweet mìmì in this life, she is a well-informed lady, and Wang Xiao is a gentleman who understands things, they spend this beautiful life together with a kind and respectful kiss mìmì, and obtain the most precious sweetness and happiness.
And in fact, she and Wang Xiao get along well with tǐng. Wang Xiao's previous performance, she also saw it in her heart, although she was vivid about other NVs, but there was no big difference, at most it was equivalent to seeing a beautiful NV on the street, and she couldn't help but take a few more looks. She felt that it was not easy for Wang Xiao to do this, she was very satisfied with Wang Xiao's performance, and believed that Wang Xiao could protect her for life and bring her a lifetime of happiness.
However, she didn't expect that such an incident would happen in her life now. A few days after she left Jiangcheng, Wang Xiao took the other NV students into her arms. Although she knew that Wang Xiao and Lu Jiajia had been intimate before, she could understand that it was filming because of work needs, but now Wang Xiao and Lu Jiajia are not filming, they are doing it in reality. She can't imagine what Wang Xiao and Lu Jiajia have done now, and she doesn't know how many times they have turned over the clouds and rain, and how many fresh thorns they have played, which is simply a nightmare to her. She really thought she was having a nightmare, and when she woke up, reality could never be erased! ,
Wang Xiao looked at Zheng Fei, who was curled up in the corner and cried and collapsed, he sat on the chair and didn't move for a long time. At this time, he suddenly realized that what Zheng Fei had tried to suppress under the friendly face before was not anger and anger against him, but more of a grievance and pain caused by the collapse of their belief in love. He could really imagine how difficult it was for Zheng Fei to be so amiable to him under the severe blow of this emotion.
Wang Xiao felt very guilty about Zheng Fei, because he didn't treat Zheng Fei well, and ruined their beautiful and immaculate relationship for the sake of momentary pleasure. In retrospect, it was a ridiculous affair, a moment of pleasure was fleeting, and sincere feelings were gone. When the heart of love is broken, how can it be repaired?
Wang Xiao felt that Zheng Fei was very lonely, very frightened, and very cold, Wang Xiao got up from his seat and walked towards Zheng Fei gently, he wanted to give Zheng Fei a hug in the back, hoping to give Zheng Fei a little support, hoping to give Zheng Fei a little warmth, hoping that Zheng Fei could be a little happy, but when he walked behind Zheng Fei and opened his arms, he suddenly felt that he was so ugly, and he was not worthy of hugging Zheng Fei's such a beautiful existence, it was like blaspheming Zheng Fei. Under the blow of the sudden sense of guilt, he opened his arms behind Zheng Fei like that, but he couldn't hold it anymore. It's no longer a matter of courage, it's a matter of reluctance.
He was reluctant to let his sinful self defile Zheng Fei's beauty.
He just stood quietly behind Zheng Fei like that, every cry of Zheng Fei was like a knife, sharply cutting his heart and making his heart bleed, how many times Zheng Fei cried, how many knives he was hit, one knife after another, the blood in his heart was drained, and he even felt that the breath of life was leaving him.
At this moment, he clearly felt that Zheng Fei was like his spirit and life.
Unfortunately, he knew a little late.
He was very devastated to imagine that he would probably lose Zheng Fei and lose the light and warmth of this life.
What makes him even more unbearable is that he may leave Zheng Fei with irreparable damage and make Zheng Fei taste all the pain.
At this moment, his heart was full of feelings. Pain, remorse, guilt, stupidity, regret for life.
"How are you with her?" After a long time, Zheng Fei cried so much that she didn't have the strength to cry anymore, and suddenly asked.
Wang Xiao thought about it for a while and sighed: "Actually, it's nothing to think about, it's just like that!" That feeling is like going to a tourist attraction to play, before I went to play, I felt that it might be fun, so I wanted to see it, but when I really got to the tourist attraction to see, it would be that there was actually nothing fun, and it was just the same thing, at most I took a photo, kept a memory, and the picture was fresh, and I went home again. The home may not be as good as the tourist attractions, and it may not be as fresh as the tourist attractions, but there are feelings that cannot be parted with at home. Even if the tourist attractions are good, they are not as good as their own home. What's more, tourist attractions are often in vain, and it's really boring to go to play tǐng! ”
After Wang Xiao finished speaking, he looked at Zheng Fei's back affectionately.
When he wants to cherish Zheng Fei, Zheng Fei may be leaving.
The pain was indescribable.
How he hoped that Zheng Fei would be able to stand up again, with a sweet smile on his face, and a happy and carefree life with him. But all this beauty seems to be his extravagant hope.
And Zheng Fei squatted on the ground and looked so weak, it was really a problem to be able to stand up again.
Zheng Fei was silent for a long time, and suddenly said sadly and aggrievedly, and said, "Wang Xiao, you may not know much about my family's affairs, I haven't told you about it, and I don't want you to know too much." Because, I don't want to put too much pressure on you, I hope you will treat me as a simple NV student, and you will not care about my family background and retreat. But I also know that no matter how much I try to hide it from you, you will always be able to know something. So, I've always been a little worried that you won't be able to bear the pressure and choose to leave me, and I really don't want that to happen. Actually, I really don't care if you have much accomplishment, I just want you to spend this life happily with me, even if your achievements will never be able to match my father, that's okay. I just want to live happily with you, and we don't need more assets, and we can't afford that much. What I need is actually very simple, that is, the two of us can be together, even if you are an ordinary salaryman, it doesn't matter. As long as you can be self-respecting, contribute to society, and be an upright person, then I will love you. I want you to give up that much pressure, and I don't want you to want to give up something other than me. ”,
Zheng Fei couldn't help crying again, wiped his tears with his hands behind Wang Xiao's back, and said while wiping his tears: "My father's name is Zheng Jingtian, you should have heard of his name, and he has been rich in the Heavenly Dynasty several times. The decent group run by my father can be said to be one of the largest conglomerates in the Celestial Empire, and I believe you must be very clear, so I won't tell you more. What I want to tell you is that my father has been able to achieve so much, not only because my father has abilities that ordinary people can't match, but also because he has encountered many good opportunities to show. This combination of personal abilities and environmental opportunities ultimately led to my father's tremendous achievement today. I believe that my father's tremendous achievements cannot be replicated and cannot be achieved again by anyone else. Therefore, I never thought of finding a person who has achieved extraordinary things like my father as a husband, and my requirements in this regard are simpler, because I don't need to worry about life, I don't lack food and clothing in my life, I don't need my husband to provide me with these, what I need is a person I love, someone who also loves me. As long as this person, I am satisfied. ”
Zheng Fei was choked up again when she said this.
Wang Xiao could see that Zheng Fei was very sad.
She thought she had found this person, but this person disappointed her.
Zheng Fei must have thought of this, so he couldn't say it anymore.
After taking two breaths, Zheng Fei continued: "Wang Xiao, do you know? In fact, when I was a child, my family was also very poor, and I also had a hard time, not since I was a child, I can eat the hardships that others can endure, not to mention that the living conditions are so superior, I don't need to worry about life at all, I just want to find someone who loves each other to spend this wonderful life together. I really hope that you can do one thing, that is, don't put too much pressure on yourself for the sake of face, and don't choose to give up on me in order to escape this pressure. I want you to be strong, and I'm sure you can do it. I know that you have a good face, but you also have to know that the real face comes from your self-esteem and self-confidence, otherwise no matter how much wealth you have, it will only be superficial. And if you can achieve self-esteem and self-confidence, even if you end up on the streets one day, it will be a decent temporary setback. ”
"Actually, my father also failed, although he is rich today, he has also failed to start a business several times. I'm sure you know something about my father's experience, maybe for you my father started a business just on paper, but you know what that means to me, that means a hard life, a life without hope, endless darkness, and fear and confusion and pain for it. But it was in those difficult years that my father was always strong, he changed my life with positive beliefs, he gained strength with good hope, and he encouraged me with his words and deeds to get me out of my pain and fear. ”
"My father also cheated, there were a lot of NV people when he was proud, and I was worried all day long, afraid that my father would one day abandon me and my mother, so even when my father was at the most proud of his career, my memory was actually not so good. On the contrary, every time my father's career failed, my mother was the only NV person who stayed with my father, and I was the NV child he loved, at that time, I could feel my father's care more, and I could feel the warmth of the family together, so my memory of the difficult life was not so bleak. Whenever I think back to those hard years, all I can see is the hope of light in the boundless darkness. And after my father went through several failures, he finally woke up to the fact that the nv person who was really important to him was my mother, and only my mother was the nv person who always stuck to his side whether he was proud or when he was frustrated, and when my father woke up to this, my father began to change, he was no longer outside huā drinking, he was no longer outside the huā messing with grass, he began to become very family-oriented, he began to become a good man, a good husband, a good father, and our family began to live happily ever after, And my father's career is getting bigger and bigger. In order to show his determination to be a new person, my father named the company Decent Group. ”
"Wang Xiao," Zheng Fei suddenly stood up, turned to look at Wang Xiao, and said strongly: "I didn't expect you to catch up with my father's career, I just hope that you can be like my father and really become a good man." If you truly love me and want to cherish me, then you should try your best to be a decent and respectable person of good character. As for whether you have money or not, and how much money you have, I hope you don't care. ”,
Zheng Fei looked at Wang Xiao with expectation and trust.
Wang Xiao's heart suddenly welled up with a huge warm current of feeling, and Zheng Fei's words undoubtedly showed that he was still willing to give him hope. Wang Xiao suddenly felt that he was very lucky, just like the male protagonist in the novel, no matter how many hardships he went through, he would not lose the NV protagonist. And his luck was not given by the author of Hu Bian, but by the beautiful and kind Zheng Fei. Zheng Fei suddenly became higher in his mind, just like Zheng Fei was his angel, wrapped in light and brightness, illuminating his dim heart and illuminating his bright future. At the same time, he also has more understanding of Zheng Fei, he used to think that Zheng Fei was raised by Jiao since he was a child, but he really didn't expect that he had suffered more than him, although his family has always been very poor, not good food, bad clothing, poor housing, and his father has never reached it, but he has a warm and healthy family, at most, the living conditions are a little harder, but he has not experienced so much pain, Shenma failed to start a business, Shenma cheated on him, his father has never experienced these things, He didn't suffer that much with it. In this way, Zheng Fei has really suffered more than him since he was a child, no wonder why Zheng Fei's family is rich but his character is so amiable and kind, because it has withstood the test of countless hardships and was reborn and sublimated!
Zheng Fei was not defeated by suffering, nor did he sink because of pain, and he was confident that he could do it.
Wang smiled and hugged Zheng Fei tightly in his arms, and said with a very happy and confident guarantee: "Zheng Fei, thank you, thank you for loving me so much, thank you for giving me this opportunity, thank you for saying so much to me, thank you for letting me understand the direction of the future." Do you know how scared I was that you would turn around and leave without a sound, I really feel that you didn't do that, you are the most cherished person in me. I promise you, I will never provoke other NV people in the future, and I will never make such a low-level mistake again. ”Roa。