989 You Deserve Your Life
Lin Fan is leaving. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
He originally came to protect Yaoyao, but now that the matter has subsided, he naturally has to leave.
In the calm campus, Lin Fan and Xi Moyao walked side by side, without Leng Haoxuan by his side, he still couldn't get close to this lovely person, they wouldn't be together, never.
This realization made Lin Fan seem to fall into infinite darkness, and he couldn't see a little light.
"Lin Fan, I'm sorry......" Xi Moyao lowered his head and apologized to him.
"There's nothing to be sorry for," Lin Fan smiled, "You can't stop me from disliking you, and I can't make you like me, love this kind of thing, there's no way to force it." ā
Obviously, he knew Xi Moyao earlier, but Xi Moyao was tempted by other boys, so there is nothing to blame, maybe there is no fate between them, right?
"Lin Fan, I hope you can be happy," Xi Moyao looked up at him, "You are so good, you should have a more perfect love." ā
"Don't persuade me," Lin Fan smiled reluctantly, "Now, I didn't think to look for it, if one day, I meet the girl I should be with in my life, I think, I may be relieved of you, but before that, don't persuade me anymore." The more she said so many good things for him, the more his heart hurt.
He wanted to say that since he was reluctant to be sad, then he came to her, he was happy with her, and only love with her was perfect.
However, he still didn't say anything at all.
These words will make her embarrassed, and he, wanting her to continue to smile brightly, Leng Haoxuan pretends to be innocent everywhere, but in fact, it is not like that, he is a very scheming and very good at disguise, I hope that in the future, he can completely hide his original face and continue to give Xi Moyao a perfect love.
"Yaoyao, about Leng Haoxuan's heart......"
"I'll find a way!" Xi Moyao interrupted Lin Fan's words, "Lin Fan, even if I have no choice, I will definitely not use your heart, in case, I mean in case, in case Brother Xiaoxuan really ...... If it really can't be cured, I'd rather lose him than use your heart!" ā
The dark eyes bloomed in an instant!
She loves Leng Haoxuan, but she won't take Lin Fan's heart for him, it's the same life, no one should live, no one should die, Brother Xiao Xuan's life is very important, but if she exchanges Lin Fan's, she can't be with Brother Xiao Xuan at all.
I believe that Brother Xiaoxuan also thinks so.
"I know," Lin Fan smiled, "Originally, I thought that because my heart was suitable for Leng Haoxuan, to a certain extent, I was also lucky, at least, my existence can still help you, and I can also do the latter thing for your happiness, but now ......" Now it seems that he has really withdrawn from the world that has nothing to do with her.
"You don't exist for me, and you can't exist for me!" Xi Moyao looked at him seriously, "You are the elder of the Lin family, in charge of the honor and disgrace of the Lin family, and the future of the Lin family, putting these aside, Lin Fan, you are you, you should have your own life, your own happiness, and your own happy future." ā
"I see." These words suffocated him.
He didn't want to forget Xi Moyao and wanted to be involved in his world, but now it seems that it is useless, right?
"Okay, I'm leaving, you go back to accompany him." Lin Fan wanted to laugh, but he couldn't squeeze out any smile, and as soon as he said goodbye this time, he couldn't find any reason to come to her.
When he missed her, he could only endure it.
"I'll give it to you!" Xi Moyao raised his head and smiled brightly, "It's okay to send you to the school gate." ā
"Hmm!"
The car that came to pick up Lin Fan was parked at the entrance of the school.
Lin Fan didn't hesitate, walked over, sat directly in the car, rolled the window, and wanted to tell her that if Leng Haoxuan did something that made you sad, he would come to Lin's house to find him, but after thinking about it, what was the use of saying it? I knew she wouldn't come to him.
"Goodbye!" After saying that, he closed the window and let the car disappear at the end of the road.
In the car, Lin Fan closed his eyes.
His eyes were swollen, as if tears were about to fall, but he held back and stubbornly closed his eyes, letting his fragile heart be covered with a thick layer of ice and snow.
He never showed his weaknesses in front of others, and now it is the same, he is Lin Fan, the supreme elder of the Lin family, controlling the entire Lin family, he will not let himself show his weak side.
No matter how much pain, no matter how much bitterness, he has to swallow it silently alone, and then use his indifference to condense these bitterness into solid, and it will never flow out again!
Seeing Lin Fan leaving, Xi Moyao walked towards Leng Haoxuan's apartment with guilt.
Lin Fan is very good, she wants him to be happy, she doesn't want to hurt anyone, especially her friends, she wants to make everyone around her happy.
"Lin Fan is gone?" Leng Haoxuan looked at the loss on Xi Moyao's face.
"Hmm!" Xi Moyao nodded, and then sat on the sofa, sullen.
"Guilt?"
"Hmm!" Xi Moyao nodded again.
Leng Haoxuan sat beside her and held her in his arms, "Yaoyao, I will prove to you that it is a wise decision for you to give up on him and choose me. ā
Xi Moyao hugged his waist, "Brother Xiaoxuan, I have no regrets choosing you, even if you don't choose me, I won't choose Lin Fan." ā
She just wants to be with the person she likes, that's all.
"And what are you guilty about?" Leng Haoxuan comforted softly, "Everyone has their own destiny, and if you meet me and I meet you, it is all destined, and Lin Fan will meet the person he is destined to meet sooner or later." ā
"But fate is in your own hands, if you don't work hard, where will your fate come from?" After speaking, he raised his head from Leng Haoxuan's arms, "You, don't always be destined or destined, take good care of my body, and I will heal your heart." ā
"Okay." Leng Haoxuan's smile was warm.
There are many things that Xi Moyao doesn't know, and Leng Haoxuan won't tell her, he will try his best to live and not let anyone take his life.
"Hungry, I'll cook for you!" Leng Haoxuan stood up and walked to the kitchen.
"Brother Xiaoxuan, your body still needs to recuperate!" He's obviously still so weak, he cooks or something, just go out and buy it.
"I'm fine," Leng Haoxuan smiled, "I'm not that vulnerable." ā
If he doesn't do anything at all, he always has a feeling of insecurity, and always feels that if he doesn't pay, Yaoyao will be snatched away by other men, and the longer he gets along with her, the stronger this feeling becomes.