Chapter 127: Give Me One More Time

The news of Cheng Yuan's engagement to Wen Jing, although the parties involved are very low-key, is a big deal in the eyes of many well-intentioned people, or in other words, it is a major event that people can't see through more and more.

In the past, many people speculated that the reason why Cheng Yuan was able to win the favor of the Ostan Group was because he had an ambiguous relationship with the two actual owners of the group, one or even two princesses, otherwise, why could the Ostan Group lend money to Cheng Yuan, and also give Cheng Yuan such advanced technology and products, and then forcibly turned Cheng Yuan, a small person, into a hot big man.

I can't help others not think so, if you just do business with China and value the Chinese market, then the Ostein Group has too many more effective methods, and there is no need to do it through a Cheng Yuan, after all, now the Ostan Group is the party that masters the technology, and it is others who ask for his share, he can take the posture and do not need to engage in the trick of an agent.

Cheng Yuan's identity is easy to check, his details are as innocent and simple as white water in the eyes of everyone, not to mention secret agents at home and abroad, even ordinary reporters can check everything he has done since he was a child, and no matter how you look at it, Cheng Yuan does not look like a person with great ability, great ability or great value.

It is said that people like Cheng Yuan cannot have an intersection with the two princesses of the Ostein Group, the only intersection, or the trace that everyone can find, is only the record of Cheng Yuan's trip abroad, everyone agrees that this is Cheng Yuan's super shit luck and met the two princesses who are light and simple, which in turn aroused the favor of the two princesses, and since then they have soared into the sky.

However, if it is just a one-sided acquaintance, it is unlikely that the Ostein Group will spare no effort to support it, therefore, at least in the eyes of the majority of media reporters, there is only one explanation for this situation, that is, it may be that in the process of Cheng Yuan and the two princesses, there was a bloody plot similar to "Rome Fake Saying", so that someone from the two princesses and Cheng Yuan had an ambiguous relationship, or love, and only for this reason can explain all the unreasonable situations.

It's not just media reporters who have this kind of thought, even the secret services of various countries have similar speculations, including Hua Guo, but now Cheng Yuan suddenly broke the news of his engagement to a Chinese woman, which is equivalent to breaking the previous rumors.

To tell the truth, apart from giving the media more of a topic to talk about, this incident does not pose much trouble to the political axe institutions of various countries, because they are interested in the result. In fact, although Cheng Yuan announced his engagement to Wen Jing, Cheng Yuan's influence on the Ostan Group has not weakened much, and he still has a lot of say within the Ostan Group, so Cheng Yuan's power has not changed, and the attitude of various institutions towards him will not change, as for whether he is engaged or not, and who he is engaged to, it is not a big problem.

However, from a small aspect, after Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing got engaged, Shen Guofang became the biggest beneficiary. Because at the same time as the two of them announced their engagement, Cheng Yuan offered to lend Shen Guofang a huge amount of one billion yuan for turnover, with this money, not only can the debts be repaid, but there is also a lot left, which can completely allow the company's business to continue to develop.

However, after hearing the news, before Shen Guofang could make any moves, her creditors, whether they were regular banks or private financial companies, sent people over to congratulate them, and while congratulating Wen Jing on her engagement to Cheng Yuan, she also said that Shen Guofang's previous debts could be extended to be paid, and she also said that she could continue to lend to Shen Guofang, so that she didn't have to worry about funds at all.

It was after this incident that Shen Guofang realized how much energy his son-in-law had, and he had reached the point where he didn't need real money, just one action, one statement, and the existence of hundreds of millions of dollars flowing.

This is normal in Cheng Yuan's opinion, after all, Cheng Yuan is not talking about the Ostein Group behind it now, but also his own personal assets on the surface, such as Arrow Automobile Company, and the charity fund that supports education in poor areas, and the total assets are conservatively estimated to exceed 10 billion US dollars, not to mention the special care of the Chinese government, so just taking care of Shen Guofang's hotel is not a matter at all.

In any case, because of Cheng Yuan's insistence and Shen Guofang's annoyance of being called for debts by banks and financial companies, he accepted Cheng Yuan's one billion loan, and then took out nearly 400 million yuan to repay the debt, and the remaining funds were used to renovate and renovate Chunjiang Building to a certain extent, and at the same time, he also acquired a nearby four-star hotel with acceptable benefits - Jianghai Hotel.

For this kind of behavior of his future mother-in-law, although Cheng Yuan didn't have a lot of cold, he didn't take the initiative to stop or make suggestions, after all, although the contact time was not long, he knew that this Shen Guofang was a very assertive and arbitrary person in business. In other words, you can lend her money, but it is really difficult to change her mind at will, or the investment strategy.

Therefore, although Cheng Yuan doesn't think that there is any future in the hotel industry, anyway, Cheng Yuan has no intention of returning the money he borrowed, so he will let Shen Guofang toss it, and he should be filial. Moreover, although the hotel industry is not as profitable as in the past, it is not a good career if it is well managed, at least it can give Shen Guofang something to do, and it will not be so boring.

In Cheng Yuan's opinion, compared with this amount of money, the rapid development of his relationship with Wen Jing is the most worthwhile thing.

Originally, Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing's engagement was just to continue to sing fake shows, or to be more precise, so that Shen Guofang could put down his son and accept Cheng Yuan's help. However, as soon as the actual engagement ceremony passed, Wen Jing's contact with Cheng Yuan became closer and closer.

At the very least, with the identity of fiancΓ©e and fiancΓ©, when you are usually fine, you can have a meal together, chat, watch a movie and go shopping by the way, on the surface, there is no difference between falling in love with a normal couple.

What Wen Jing thinks, Cheng Yuan doesn't quite understand, but for himself, he is indeed in an unprecedented love.

Although Cheng Yuan once had a girlfriend, that is, his ex-girlfriend Li Qianqian, that situation is actually more of an idea of passing the day, whether it is before, during or after dating, Cheng Yuan has never really liked Li Qianqian, or rather, he has never really loved a woman.

It may be a bit shameful to say that, but that's the way it is. Because Cheng Yuan's relationship with Li Qianqian was just that Cheng Yuan felt that everyone could still live together, it was just a habitual choice. That's right, it's okay to live, not desperate to spend time with her.

Because he didn't care very much, after the breakup, Cheng Yuan was not so sad and not so sad, not because his surname was cold, but because he really didn't pay much true feelings in it.

As for later, after he got the adventure, although he had a skin-to-skin relationship with Fanya and Emma, but that kind of feeling, to be honest, is more of a habitual behavior after the status is promoted, it is an act that is purely to solve physical needs, carnal desires are more than feelings, to put it mildly, for Emma and Fanya, he just regarded them as subordinates with a close relationship, and did not invest any real feelings in it.

Men are different from women, and most men always look at feelings and sensuality separately. That is to say, after the same relationship, many women may also infuse their feelings into it, but men may not be the case.

For many men, having a ** relationship with a woman does not necessarily mean that the man accepts the other party emotionally, and a woman who has not had a ** relationship is likely to be the real harbor of this man's soul.

If morality and responsibility are put aside, from the perspective of human beings on a large scale, most men are indeed such creatures, and in a society, the higher the status of a man, the stronger the strength, the stronger the power he has to break through morality and responsibility, and the less constraints he receives, the easier it is to stimulate this seemingly irresponsible, but in fact very contradictory surname.

Cheng Yuan is the same, don't look at him usually always be gentle and humble, with a classic good man's posture, but that is actually he has always been a little man in the past, and he is not too powerful, but now he has become stronger, although he still maintains a lot of traditional concepts, but this does not prevent him from separating his feelings and surnames.

In Cheng Yuan's opinion, he has never been so infatuated with a woman since he was a child, and he has never been so infatuated with a woman even if he just thinks of each other, and he will exude a sweet and happy feeling from the depths of his heart.

In other words, his relationship with Wen Jing is like a completely fermented wine syrup, and it begins to completely exude that mellow fragrance, so that in Cheng Yuan's eyes, Wen Jing's every move and smile are so charming, so beautiful, and so intoxicating.

This is the feeling of liking someone, the feeling of truly falling in love with someone.

In the past, Cheng Yuan had never experienced this feeling, but now, he really experienced it, even if it was a little late.

It is precisely because he fell into this unprecedented love that Cheng Yuan underwent some changes when he was dealing with some things.

For example, the relationship between him and Emma and Fanya has become more and more estranged, or rather, it has become more and more official, and everyone has completely become a business-like subordinate relationship, and that kind of intimate behavior in private has never happened again.

For another example, in terms of his usual behavior and behavior, he is no longer the kind of thing he used to pay attention to, racing against time to lead his subordinates to run forward, making people always have a sense of time and urgency, but slowed down the pace, began to delegate more power, and gave more freedom to the people below, while he himself put more energy on falling in love with Wen Jing.

Of course, although Cheng Yuan fell in love, he was not dizzy, at least he would not tell what he shouldn't say as a joke, but still hid the deepest secret, that is, when he was with Wen Jing, he only talked about Fengyue and family life, and never mentioned his work.

As the saying goes, a slap doesn't make a sound, and this is the same in terms of feelings.

What is Hot Love? That is, both parties must have feelings and both parties have to pay, that is to say, if it is just Cheng Yuan's hot head, the word "hot love" will not appear.

In fact, don't look at Wen Jing, she has always been sticking to her singleness, but she is a woman after all, a woman who is physically and psychologically normal.

A good woman is still afraid of pestering her husband, not to mention a good man who can get by in the face of Cheng Yuan, has a very good surname, and has a very successful career.

For Cheng Yuan, Wen Jing actually can't say how she feels, at first, she just regarded Cheng Yuan as a friend, but at that time, Cheng Yuan was very far behind herself in all aspects, simply put, she didn't look as good as herself in all aspects.

Although Wen Jing doesn't seem to be the kind of person who has particularly high requirements for men's careers on the surface, this doesn't mean that she doesn't like men to have careers and status.

In today's era, just as face, body and surname are women's biggest attraction, for men, career and status are their main charms. If a man has a career and status, and at the same time his surname is not too bad, and his appearance is passable, it is definitely the most sought-after item in the eyes of women, as long as it is not psychologically abnormal, I am afraid that not many women will not like it.

Wen Jing's so-called requirements for men's careers are not high, but her focus on men is not to look at his career first, but to look at his surname, in this regard, Cheng Yuan is undoubtedly very qualified.

Then, Wen Jing is usually used to being alone, and she is not used to getting along with another person, especially a man, but this situation can also be changed slowly. For example, if you have more contact with Cheng Yuan, eat more often, chat a few more days, and watch a few more movies, this sense of estrangement will become weaker and weaker.

Although this kind of contact is still a relatively superficial behavior, and it does not enter a more private contact space, but just like this, Wen Jing feels very comfortable with Cheng Yuan, at least it will not be annoying, which is enough.

The so-called embankment of a thousand miles is destroyed in an anthill, and the same is true of the emotional embankment.

If Wen Jing in the past still had a chasm in her heart, which made her unable to fall in love with a man, then after slowly contacting Cheng Yuan for these days, she has begun to slowly open her heart to Cheng Yuan. Although it has not yet reached the point where Cheng Yuan has ignited the fire of love, at the very least, he doesn't hate being with Cheng Yuan.

However, Wen Jing's last layer of emotional defense finally collapsed in an accident.

This accident didn't happen so vigorously, it just happened during a walk between Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing after dinner.

That day, the sky was still a little overcast, there was no starlight, and there was no light rain or anything like that, the two of them walked slowly along the road and walked, walked and walked, and suddenly, Cheng Yuan asked Wen Jing: "We, is this considered love?" ”

"Huh?" Wen Jing was obviously stunned by this question, "What did you say?" ”

"I mean, are we in love like other couples now?"

"Huh? We, aren't we pretending? Wen Jing said, "It's all pretended, have you forgotten?" ”

"Of course I haven't forgotten." Cheng Yuan smiled, "However, if it's pretending, our engagement ceremony has also been done, and the money has been lent to your mother, so it is said that my task will be completed." However, since then, don't you think that the two of us have been in contact more and more often, and we have talked more and more? ”

"It's talking, isn't it because we're friends?"

"Friends? Yes, but we used to be friends, but we didn't interact so often. Cheng Yuan smiled, "You see, we often talk on the phone now, tell each other's feelings, often eat together, often watch movies together, and even press the road aimlessly, well, these things seem to have exceeded the boundaries of friends, they should only be done by couples, right?" ”

"This ...... Who says friends can't do this? Wen Jing said softly.

"Yes, a friend might be able to do the same." Cheng Yuan smiled and nodded, "But, at least in my heart, I don't treat you as an ordinary friend, but as a woman." Or rather, in fact, I ......"

"Don't, don't say it!" Wen Jing suddenly covered Cheng Yuan's mouth, but soon felt that something was wrong, took her hand away, and said in a slightly panicked manner, "Don't say it, say it, just ...... Probably we won't even be able to be friends. ”

"Isn't that self-deception?" Cheng Yuan smiled again and continued to ask, "I don't think I'm an emotional idiot, through these days of contact, I feel that you have a good impression of me, so why can't we fake and sing and become a real couple?" What exactly are you afraid of? Or rather, what are you afraid of? ”

"Don't push me." Wen Jing shook her head, "Give me some time." ”

"Time, time." Cheng Yuan sighed, "If you don't plan to open your heart, what's the use of a long time?" I really want to know what is preventing you from expressing your true feelings, or rather, what is holding you back from further development. ”

"Okay." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "Since you have to ask, then I will tell you, but you must swear that you are not allowed to say it to others." ”

"I swear." Cheng Yuan raised his hand.

"Actually, I, when I was a child, was molested." Wen Jing said in a deep voice.

"Lewdness?"

"Yes." Wen Jing nodded slowly, "It was when I was in the first year of junior high school, and my physical education teacher always touched me during physical education class, which made me unbearable. Then, once I was injured while jumping off a wooden horse, the teacher took the initiative to carry me to the infirmary, and then, right there, he further molested and violated me. ”

Frowning, Cheng Yuan continued to ask, "What about later?" Did he, that guy, succeed? ”

"Nope!" Wen Jing shook her head, "Although I was young at that time, I wasn't stupid, so this situation was naturally yelling, and I also picked up the pencil sharpener I carried with me and cut the other party's arm." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ And then what? Cheng Yuan continued to ask.

Then, because of this incident, the teacher was hospitalized, and he beat him up, saying that his kindness was not reciprocated, and that I was crazy and hurtful. As a result, many people believed in the physical education teacher at that time, and instead believed me, they gave me a big demerit! ”

"No, really?" Cheng Yuan was surprised, "Why is this happening?" ”

"Because it was just me and the physical education teacher at that time, there was no third party present, so we could only listen to our two opinions." Wen Jing said, "At that time, the physical education teacher was a military transfer, already married, his wife was also a teacher, and he had a daughter, who was recognized as a good person; As for me, I was naughty and mischievous when I was in junior high school, skipping school all day, and I was recognized as a bad boy. Furthermore, if a teacher retaliates for molesting a student, the school's reputation will also be affected, but if the student goes crazy and hurts others, the impact is not so bad. Therefore, after this happened, everyone chose to believe him, not me, and insisted that I was too bad, hurting people with a knife, and said that if I was a good student, who would carry a knife with him. ”

"Indeed." Cheng Yuan nodded, "When we were in middle school, it was really possible for this kind of thing to happen. By the way, what happened after that? ”

"Later, my mother believed me, so she arranged for me to transfer to another school." Wen Jing shook her head, "But at that time, including my mother, we generally didn't pay attention to the psychological counseling of students in China, that is to say, after that incident, I did not receive timely psychological counseling. Therefore, even since then, I have been very repulsive to men, and it is always difficult to get close to men, because it makes me feel disgusted, afraid, and gives me goosebumps. Even though I grew up and studied psychology and became a police officer, I still couldn't get through it. ”

Speaking of this, Wen Jing turned her head to look at Cheng Yuan: "That's why I said, give me a little time, because I can accept eating and chatting with ordinary friends like you, but once, once we want, we want to go further, that, if you have intimate contact, I, I really can't accept it." ”

"I see." Cheng Yuan nodded, "It seems to be a psychological shadow." Hey, you should have told me earlier, so I wouldn't have any unrealistic illusions about you. ”

"Me, I'm doing counselling." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "You know, since I met you, I have begun to take the initiative to find a psychiatrist and do psychological counseling, which was something I never dared to imagine before, because I would feel ashamed of this." ”

"Actually, you don't have to." Cheng Yuan shook his head, "Although I do like you, I don't want to force you because of me, I don't want to be so selfish." Of course, don't worry, from now on I will readjust my feelings and will not do anything that bothers you anymore. ”

"No!" Wen Jing suddenly held Cheng Yuan's hand, let it go again, shook her head and said, "I didn't mean that, I mean, I mean...... Anyway, give me a little more time, I, I'...... If, in the past, I didn't think there was anything wrong with this, but now, I, I want to try it, try to change it. ”

"Are you pushing yourself so hard for me?" Cheng Yuan frowned.

"Not just for you, but for myself." Wen Jing said steadily, "Because, because I want to take this opportunity to become a real woman again, a qualified woman." (To be continued.) )