Chapter 47: Suspicions

After carefully taking care of her makeup, she carefully selected a step shake, which looked very heavy, and the style was not like the current fashion. Pei Yuewan stepped in and swayed, turned around and took down a moon-white obscene dress from the hanger, this dress is really unsatisfactory from the stitches, and even the shape of the clothes is a little strange, like something that was made by hand. But when you touch it, it feels smooth and delicate, as if it can fit with human skin, and it is as light as nothing in your hand, and it will give birth to a little temperature after a while.

Pei Yuewan draped it on her body, obviously her clothes were a lot bigger, and she was wearing it like a robe, but she didn't care much about it, but she rubbed it in her palm very much.

"Miss," Chaoyun's voice came from outside: "It's Gongzi Xie who is here, and he is offering incense to the eldest son." ”

"You let him in. ”

"Miss, however, you are not married yet, how can Gongzi Xie enter your boudoir? This is during the great funeral of the master, it is really unreasonable to do this, so please move to the front hall." ”

"I said, let him in!"

"Yes. Hearing this, Chaoyun was also startled, and hurriedly ran to the front hall to invite someone.

How long has it been since she and Xie Zhi have seen each other? half a year, a year, or more......

These were not important in Pei Yuewan's heart, she looked at the dusty people outside the door and actually smiled faintly.

Xie Zhen is still the same as before, he is extremely serious and careful about Pei Yuewan's affairs, as if even this woman's ordinary look and a joke can arouse his greatest enthusiasm, and it is precisely because of this that Pei Yuewan is gradually moving away from him.

"Yuewan...... It's me who comes back. ”

At the time of separation, Pei Yuewan was still a little girl who would only hide behind Yan Xiu and be coquettish, but now she has become a beautiful woman with fine makeup and a swaying head. Maybe it's because at this time, the brother who will protect her at all times is no longer there.

Thinking of this, the look in Xie Zhen's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he only stood outside the door and asked, "Where is Yan Xiu buried, I want to go and see him." ”

"The deceased, even if he sees it, is just a handful of loess. ”

"Yuejuan?" Xie Zhi only noticed at this time that the man was wearing a plain red dress and a three-petal peach blossom on his forehead, he really couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, Xie Zhi opened his mouth and said: "Now that you are still in the mourning period of delay, how can you dress up like this? You are so cold, how can you be worthy of the brother whose bones are not cold?"

Pei Yuewan got up, and her bright face suddenly became very hideous: "Why can't I dress up like this? Even if I wear linen every day and wear filial piety all the time, even if I keep the spirit all my life, what is the use of being a vegetarian every day! Will my brother still come back to life? That person can still speak, nod and smile, can he still stay by my side for a second longer, stay a moment longer? Even if I kneel in front of the spirit for a few days and nights, even if I don't drink or eat but just beg and cry, that person has never come back in my dream once! Since he has been ruthless to this point, why can't I wear a brocade dress, why can't I apply grease and powder? I will not hold a funeral for him, I just want to commit these great disrespects, I just want him to come back to me without looking at him!"

"Yuewan ......" Xie Shu was dumbfounded, he never imagined that there were still some unheard of thoughts in Pei Yuewan's heart, he only thought that this person was extremely sad, so he was relieved: "You should have a good night's rest, Yanxiu has passed away, why don't you leave Mirage City with me, and I will take you to the desert to see the scenery outside the gate, okay?"

"Go to the desert? We are a pair of lonely men and widows, in what capacity will Brother Xie take me to the desert? The widow of a deceased friend, or your confidant and friend? And who knows, will Brother Xie leave without a word?"

Xie Zhi was at the end of his sentence, and when she was snubbed, he left in a hurry and did not tell anyone his whereabouts, and he did not write a letter to Yan Xiu until he settled in Mobei. On the surface, it is said that it is to break into the rivers and lakes, but in fact, it is just because he can't hide his feelings for Yuewan, but he just runs away.

"I promised to take a long time off and take good care of you. ”

"Take care?" The woman smiled self-deprecatingly: "After a long time of separation, the friendship when I was a child has also faded, who knows how long Brother Xie will have the heart to take care of it." ”

"Of course it's for a lifetime!" said what he had been saying for many years, Xie Shu hurriedly added: "Of course, Yuewan still has to get married in the end, you can treat me as your brother in the future, I will do my best to do what I can, absolutely no complaints!"

"My brother is no longer here," Pei Yuewan stepped forward step by step, stared into the man's eyes and asked, "Can't you be my husband?"

Xie Zhen's eyes were raised, and it took a long time before he calmed down and asked, "Husband...... Husband?"

"What, Yuewan is not worthy of being your wife?"

"No, it's not. Xie Zhi avoided her gaze and tried his best to control his reason: "You are losing a loved one now, it's not the time to talk about this, when you calm down and really think about it, we will ...... again."

However, before he finished speaking, Pei Yuewan leaned over and kissed his lips, and when he was stunned, Xie Shu was about to refuse, but the person's movements were firm and a little aggressive, her fingers were cold and soft, and they were like a jade in her neck.

"Hmm......" Xie Zhi smelled a very special fragrance on this person's body, which made him feel extremely familiar and greedy, Xie Zhi felt a little trance, and couldn't help but give Pei Yuewan some responses, I really didn't expect that this entanglement on the tip of his tongue completely melted all the persistence in his heart.

Under the two of them, Xie Zhen's eyes flickered, and after a while, he was silent and asked, "You, why?"

"Do you want me to explain why?"

"I never knew what you ...... me"

"Then will you marry me, will you agree to marry me?"

"I will, of course I will! In fact, since I was a child, I have only had you in my heart, but then you gradually distanced myself from me, so I wanted to go far away, just because I didn't want to bother you. ”

"In that case, when will you marry me?"

"I ......"

"Tonight, or tomorrow?"

"Now is Brother Pei's funeral period, and according to the number of rites, it will take at least three years. ”

"Three years?" The brilliance in the woman's eyes flowed, and the previous glimmer of expectation turned into disappointment, she waved her sleeves, and there was no despair in her cold voice: "I didn't expect that Brother Xie would be so pushy, you better go, leave Mirage City tomorrow morning and go back to your Mobei, just be a free and scattered person." ”

"I'm not pushing, I just don't think it should be at this time. ”

"In the future, this Pei Mansion, Gongzi Xie still won't use it. ”

"Good!" said to him, "I promise you, but will you wait a little longer?" ”

"Tomorrow. Pei Yuewan turned around: "We will get married tomorrow, if you don't agree, you should leave early, and you won't see each other again in this life." ”

"Yuewan ......"

The woman approached, and the cold incense made Xie Zhi a little dazed, and he opened his mouth and said, "Okay, I promise you tomorrow." If you regret it, we will treat this incident as if it never happened, and you can still treat me as a brother and a friend, Yuewan, no matter what the status between you and me is, I will do my best to take care of you for the rest of your life. ”

Pei Yuewan stopped, and there was finally a crack on Leng Ran's face.

She looked at Xie Zhi deeply, and only said: "From childhood to adulthood, I always bullied you, and I can't stand you." ”

"It's all my willingness, what does it have to do with you. ”

She turned around and walked to the dressing table, picked up the moon-white garment and handed it to Xie Zhen.

"I don't often make clothes, and I don't know if they fit, you can try it tonight, and wear it tomorrow when you visit the church, which can be regarded as a little bit of Yuejuan's heart for you." ”

When did this person learn to work as a woman? Xie Shu picked up the dress in surprise.

"It's late today, I asked Chaoyun to prepare a wing, Brother Xie should rest first. ”

"I'm ......" looked at the door that had been closed in front of him, and he had no choice but to reply: "Then I'll go, Yuejuan, you can rest early." ”

Xie Zhen, who turned around and walked on the porch, was a little lost, he always felt that Yuewan was a little strange when he came back this time, but he couldn't tell where it was.

"Gongzi Xie, what did our young lady tell you?" Chaoyun ran up.

"No, nothing special. ”

"Didn't she want to marry you, Childe? Didn't Miss mention it?"

"You already knew?"

Chaoyun nodded, and followed this person in the direction of the spirit room, "I know, in fact, Miss's dowry, wedding dress and even tiara are ready, and Miss asked me to prepare the red candle fruit yesterday." ”

Speaking like this, Xie Zhi was even more puzzled in his heart: "Yuexuan, she was prepared?"

"It's not Miss, those were all prepared by the eldest prince before. ”

"Is it a delayed vacation?"

"Actually, since you left, the young lady and the eldest prince have become more and more timid, and they don't talk when they meet, and the eldest prince doesn't like to stay in the house more and more, but prefers to go out to run business. ”

"How is that possible?"

"I don't know what the eldest prince is dissatisfied with the young lady, that is, the eldest prince still wanted to write a letter to urge you to propose marriage. ”

"Yan Xiu loves Yuewan in every way, how can he be dissatisfied?"

"I don't believe this either, but a few days ago they had a big quarrel for some reason, and the eldest prince was so angry that he wanted to send the young lady out of the house immediately to the Taoist temple outside the city, and everyone couldn't stop it. ”

"Sent to the Taoist temple? What happened to the future?"

Later, the young lady left in a bad mood and did not come back for three days and three nights. ”

"Didn't you send someone to look for it?"

"Of course, I sent someone to look for it, but there was no news at all, and after the young lady left, the eldest son's condition became much more serious, and he coughed and vomited a lot of blood that night, and then ...... Later, the eldest prince didn't say a word and just left, and the half of the letter that the light left for you before he died. ”

"Where is the faith?"

Only then did Chaoyun realize that he had slipped his mouth and said, "Believe it...... The letter was burned by the young lady at the time, and I don't know what it was written on. ”

"Burned?"

Since he was a child, he has been promised to be a confidant, and in terms of affection, he may not even be able to compare with his biological brothers. He was far away from Cyprus before, and he rarely talked about his health in his correspondence with Yan Xiu, and he didn't even know when he was seriously ill. There was a lot of talk about Yuewan, and Yan Xiu had long intended to marry that person to himself, but after mentioning this three months ago, Yan Xiu never sent a letter again.