After ending the conversation with Aunt Chaomin, Lin Yuanfang originally wanted to report to the old man on the second floor about his personal relationship problems, to see if the old man could approve of the relationship between him and Hong Yao, but he didn't expect that the old man called the fifth master to the study and talked a few words, and then went out, which made Lin Yuanfang's plan come to naught. At this moment, Lin Yuanfang received Zhao Dalei's Hotline, Hong Yu suddenly disappeared, and left a letter for Lin Yuanfang.

Hearing this news, Lin Yuanfang couldn't help but be taken aback, Xinhong called this aunt What game is this playing? Wasn't it good yesterday, when Lin Yuanfang found a suitable opportunity, he accompanied Lin Yuanfang to meet the old man, why did he suddenly change his hexagram now and play the game of disappearance?

At that moment, Lin Yuanfang didn't dare to slack off, and hurriedly called Yin Wei and drove him to the palace hotel.

When I arrived at the door of the palace, I saw Zhao Dalei waiting outside with a pinched face, and as soon as he saw Lin Yuanfang coming down, he apologized to Lin Yuanfang repeatedly: "County magistrate, I'm sorry, I betrayed your trust and lost Sister Hong's care!" Lin Yuanfang didn't say much, but asked, "What about the letter?" ”

Zhao Dalei hurriedly took out the letter left by Hong Zhao from his pocket and handed it to Lin Yuanfang.

Lin Yuanfang tore it open and took a look, only to see that it was a letterhead from the palace hotel, with a beautiful handwritten on it, which was the familiar font of Hong Zhao: Yuanfang, after leaving yesterday, I thought about it for a long time, and felt that our plan still needed to be changed, and it was better not to see grandpa for the time being, because there is still an insurmountable obstacle between the two of us.

What is this obstacle, far away, I think I should guess a little more in my heart, that is, my mother's attitude. Remember the story I told about my aunt? Because of my aunt's misfortune, my mother never had any good feelings for the children of the powerful, and even hated them deeply.

She once warned me very clearly, even if I was looking for a farmer in the countryside, I would never find the children of high-ranking officials and dignitaries, otherwise she would never recognize me as a daughter.

I thought it was a joke, but as I grew up and my mother repeated it more and more times in my ear, I realized that it was not actually a joke, but a belief that my mother was obsessed with. When I suddenly recognized Aunt Yiping and had an uncle who was the secretary of the provincial party committee, my mother was very resistant to this matter, but later it was because of my father's persuasion on the side, coupled with the initial humble and gentle attitude, my mother gradually changed her mentality and reluctantly accepted this fact. In fact, I know that among the reasons for my mother to accept this fact, although there is still a low-key and humble quality and my father's assistance and persuasion, the most important thing is that Secretary Zhao is just an uncle, not a father. This kind of non-direct blood relationship determines that Secretary Zhao will not be able to cultivate him as his own son, so he will not be able to become a powerful child in the real sense, even if he is arrogant, even if he is gentle, there is a relative limit, so even if his mother does not like it in her heart, she can barely accept it.

But I didn't expect that this trip to the capital would actually lead to a new identity, becoming the long-lost grandson of Ren Ren, the eighth elder of the Republic. Far away, you know? The identity of the grandson of the Ren family, one of the eight top wealthy families in this republic, almost overwhelmed me. Although this identity is given by God as soon as it is born, in fact, it is not something that can be determined by oneself, but the existence of this identity does lie in a natural and huge gap between the two of us.

The life story told yesterday touched me, and it also moved me to accept and accept this new identity again. But after I calmed down and rethought the problem after leaving, the new identity I realized was still a huge trouble, and this trouble was far from being solved by me personally, and even my own attitude and willingness were insignificant in solving this troublesome problem, and the final result depended on my mother's attitude. Because of what happened to my aunt, my mother was deeply stabbed, so I don't want to let my mother be strongly stabbed because of my own affairs, I have to ask my mother's attitude before making my own choice.

So I called my mother remotely, told her the truth, and repeatedly assured her that I didn't agree with the negative man my aunt met, and my feelings for me would not change because of the change of identity and status.

But unfortunately, my mother reacted very strongly after knowing her new identity, no matter what explanation I helped with, she couldn't listen to it, she didn't believe at all, and after becoming the future grandson of the Ren family, she could still connect with my feelings. She told me that she didn't want to have any beautiful illusions, how could a third-generation successor of the old Ren family like the daughter of a deputy department-level cadre family? Especially if you have just recognized your ancestors and returned to your ancestors, you need support in the family, so the best way is to find a fiancée who is the right person in the family, and use the power of the other family to stabilize your position in the family. This must also be the best choice made by the family elder gang, no matter what personal wishes, for the sake of the family's most fundamental and oldest dragon god, he will eventually embark on this path.

My mother told me that I must abandon all unrealistic illusions and quickly cut through the chaotic relationship with the isolation relationship, the so-called long pain is better than the short pain, otherwise, I am bound to lose more, and the pain in the future will far exceed the pain of the present.

Far away, to be honest, I don't really believe my mother's assertion. I believe in my feelings, and I believe that the feelings for me will not change. But the more I believe in my feelings, the more I know that a person must not be too self-conscious, and must not harm the other party because of his feelings.

If I continue to choose to be together, it will be a pleasure for both parties, but in the end, I will lose a lot of tools, and it may even be harmful. Although I have never really seen the family infighting of the top wealthy families, there are actually many TV series with this theme, and I also understand that the bloodiness and brutality of this struggle far exceed the depictions in the publication and in the film and television dramas. I can't hurt my grandfather who pinned the hopes of revitalizing the family on me, for my own so-called love, and I can't ......,.........

In the distance, there is a kind of love called quitting, for the mother, but also for the grandfather, the family, but also for the ambition, I know, although it is difficult, but I must give up the love, called.

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