"Are you feeling better now?" Leng Hanyin asked with concern to hide the indescribable mood in her heart. [No pop-up novel network]

"Me? I'm about 50% better, actually, 50% is already pretty good, and I'll be fully recovered soon. Zhang Wufeng said confidently.

"So, do you remember who you are?" Without the interference of Sally Ling'er's memory manipulation, Leng Hanyin returned to the real process of knowing Zhang Wufeng at the beginning, so she also knew that 'Li Xuan' was an amnesiac person, and she was just temporarily living in Li Yue's house.

"Who am I? I haven't recovered yet, so I'll tell you when I'm fully recovered. "Zhang Wufeng understood that the catastrophe of mankind might be imminent, so he didn't continue to worry about this issue, because no matter what the outcome was, what Leng Hanyin needed was just a 'once had' and never cared about it for a long time.

Therefore, if she is really willing to follow her, Zhang Wufeng doesn't want to drive her away for the time being.

This is not indecisive, but because since a relationship has already occurred, it is necessary to bear a certain amount of responsibility, which Zhang Wufeng has always been like this.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't have accepted Sun Feifei at the beginning, but everyone has their own choice, if Leng Hanyin just sought a period of comfort and self-satisfaction, so that after a period of time with him, and then let go, then everything would have gone naturally.

"Well, if you recover, you must remember to tell me."

"Definitely, don't worry."

……

On the bed, Leng Hanyin snuggled in Li Xuan's arms for the second time, that is, Zhang Wufeng, but this time, Zhang Wufeng did not have a relationship with Leng Hanyin, but just hugged her quietly, so that she could sleep peacefully for a night.

Time passed, Leng Hanyin fell asleep in a smile of satisfaction and happiness, and Zhang Wufeng quietly left a trace of crystal mist into her body, allowing it to repair her body independently.

At the same time, Zhang Wufeng himself closed his eyes and silently thought about his situation.

After thinking about it, Zhang Wufeng drew up all his consciousness, and then poured it into his eyebrows.

The crystal ring in the center of the eyebrows has reached the level of seven layers, but the state of this crystal ring is constantly flickering, very unstable, the dragon pattern on the crystal has been broken, and the previous blood and water are immersed in the jade seal of the country, and there is no abnormality for the time being.

This situation made Zhang Wufeng think about it slightly, and through the memories of these two people, Zhang Wufeng also learned that the other party's feelings in his crystal space were like devoting himself to the universe, and there seemed to be a virtual figure meditating in the universe.

And the moment they were destroyed, a black hole appeared in the universe, and an eye appeared in the black hole, and the eye shot out a light of destruction, and then completely destroyed them.

This memory fragment was searched by Zhang Wufeng from the two banned memory spirits, because this memory fragment, that is, the spiritual area, is very straightforward but very attractive, so Zhang Wufeng easily learned about this situation.

"The memories of the two are still very strong." Zhang Wufeng swept the two large groups of spiritual energy, the kind of spirit like a ghost fire that flashed with light, jumping up and down from time to time, flickering bright and dark, if you don't understand, you will definitely be a little frightened and frightened, but after understanding, it is just a general treatment.

Zhang Wufeng's consciousness wandered in this space, and then he saw the laptop in the beating, he thought about it, touched it casually, and sent the notebook out of the crystal space, and then he himself withdrew from the crystal space in the center of his eyebrows.

After coming back to his senses, after directly connecting to the 3G wireless network card, Zhang Wufeng linked this exquisite notebook to the network.

opened the novel Sky City, and then logged in to the private QQ, and suddenly the avatar of the blockbuster jumped.

These news, more or less, have congratulated him on getting married, congratulated him on becoming the 'leader of the martial arts alliance', and also had the blessings of the website editor and some readers' requests to add friends.

With the powerful configuration of his notebook, he almost crashed because of the instantaneous attack of the huge news, you can imagine what a huge amount of news this is, not to mention the reason why Zhang Wufeng's number of friends is not so much.

Reading the messages one by one, and then replying one or two appropriately, Zhang Wufeng's state of mind was very peaceful.

When he was leaning against the edge of the bed, Leng Hanyin just pillowed his head on the inside of his thigh, this action was actually very ambiguous, but for the time being, Zhang Wufeng could completely surpass Yanagi Megumi, so he was still indifferent.

"Wufeng, hello, first of all, congratulations on getting married, and congratulations on your fame and fortune, maybe you don't remember me...... I am Li Juan. ”

Inexplicably, Zhang Wufeng suddenly saw the news.

"Huh? Li Juan? Of course I remember you. Zhang Wufeng sent the message over, and then added a smiling emoji.

"I'm reading your diary now, and I'm very moved by it, in fact, the reason why I talk to you, this diary, also has a lot to do with it." Li Juan sent such a message.

"Huh? What diary?" Zhang Wufeng was a little curious, although some things could be inferred between the lines, but if these were all taken care of like this, then this kind of life would be very boring.

"That's it, I'll pass it on to you."

Li Juan said, and then sent a diary.

"When my family was so poor that I couldn't even afford fertilizer, I dropped out of school and went home without hesitation.

The college dream was extinguished in an instant. The teacher and classmates struggled to keep me, and even said that they wanted to pay the tuition for me, but I smiled and declined. Faced with a poor and white family, I had inexhaustible strength and felt that I should support this family like a man. I started looking around for work. There are many jobs that are suitable for me, such as moving bricks for plasterers on construction sites and apprenticeship in steel mills, but I don't want to do them. I think the remuneration is too small, and the maximum monthly salary is only 120 yuan, which is far lower than I imagined.

One day, the fourth uncle asked me to go to the bleaching powder factory on the outskirts of the city, and the fourth uncle had been working there for more than half a year and had a good income. It's just that from the emaciated face of the fourth uncle, it can be seen that it is not a good job.

I promised to give it a try. On the first day of work, it coincided with the loading of the truck, and on the construction site, bags of bleached powder became a hill. A 50kg bag of bleaching powder was heavy, but somehow I persevered. At the end of the day, I made a mental calculation, and carried a total of 220 bags, a total of 11 tons, throughout the day. It was a big shock.

In the evening, I couldn't eat, I just felt my heart tight. My mother asked me what was wrong, and I forced a smile and said, "I carried 220 bags of bleaching powder today, and I earned 22 yuan for a dime a bag." "After dinner, I went back to the house early to rest. Suddenly, there was a depression in his chest, and a mouthful of fishy hot stuff poured out of his mouth, it was bright red blood. But I didn't say anything, and quietly washed the dirty laundry.

The next day, I woke up early, drank a bowl of egg soup, and went to work again. I don't want to lose this opportunity to make a lot of money. Riding a bicycle and blowing the cool breeze in the shade of the trees, I feel that this summer is full of hope. From that day on, I became a full-process production worker in various bleaching powder plants.

The production process of bleaching powder is simple. Soak the lime block with water, screen out the fine powder with an iron sieve, remove the impurities of the stone, put it into the chlorine gas warehouse for chemical reaction, and pull it out and put it into a bag after 3 days. But I dare say that producing bleaching powder is the hardest and most tiring job in the world, because it is all done by hand.

At that time, there was no running water in the factory, so all the water had to be fetched from the well and brought to the factory in buckets. The lime heap is like a never-ending drinking machine, and a truckload of lime drinks hundreds of buckets of water. Every day, my fingers are red and swollen from the iron hoops of the bucket.

When sifting lime, in order to prevent the lime powder from corroding the skin, it is necessary to wear more than three layers of clothing, tie the sleeves of the trousers, wrap the neck with a towel, and buckle a heavy, clumsy and breathless gas mask on the mouth. In order to earn more money, I often work overtime at noon to sift the ashes. Under the scorching sun, the body was sweating profusely in the layers of packages, the stone red powder was pervasive, dissolved with sweat, and the body seemed to be crawling with 10,000 ants biting, and it was hot and painful. Occasionally, when the gas mask is loosened and a cloud of dust blows in, it will choke on tears. In such an environment, I sifted out piles of lime one by one.

Compared to transporting the bleaching powder out of the chlorine warehouse, sieving lime is an easy task. Due to the stuffiness for 3 days, there was almost no oxygen in the curry, and the temperature was as high as more than 50 degrees. When you go in, you first take three deep breaths, then get inside and fill the bag with a shovel and shovel it out, and then pull it out quickly. The whole process only takes 3 minutes, but it is as difficult as an hour.

Working overtime at night is the most unavoidable thing. When I was resting, I lay on the dew-stained grass, looked at the stars in the sky, thought about my future, and fell asleep without paying attention. Every time I was woken up, I was sleepy, my whole body was sore, and I really wanted to sleep until dawn without caring about anything.

A few days before the payroll, in order to make up the whole number of 500 yuan, my fourth uncle and I seized the time to add a few noon shifts each. When I went to bathe in the river, the fourth uncle looked at my fish-scale-like skin burned by bleaching powder and cried. I fluffed out the muscles in my arm to the fourth uncle and said, "It's nothing. ”

I received the 500 yuan I earned with my own hands for the first time in my life, and I felt like the richest man in the world. I know I've created so much more, but I'm still blessed. I pretended to be this money and went to the small sprinkler restaurant in the city with my fourth uncle and co-workers to get drunk once, and then left 20 yuan of pocket money for myself, and gave the rest to my mother.

My mother finally found out about my injuries and refused to let me die anymore. The fourth uncle found me another job to polish the ground on the construction site.

A few years have passed, and now, I have a relatively idle job, and the monthly income has exceeded the 500 yuan I received for the first time, which is the most important wealth in my life. Because, while I earned that money, I learned to endure and endure, and learned how to be a man who had the courage to challenge himself, which was enough for me to use for the rest ......of my life."

"Oh, it's this." Zhang Wufeng smiled slightly, this was not his original, but a friend he once met when he went to work after graduating from high school, and they were all doing this together to make money. Later, after graduating from college, together with Yang Xiaolan, that friend had already soared, and he wrote such a diary, Zhang Wufeng was deeply touched, and he also felt that it had an inspiring effect on himself, not to mention that he had almost completely experienced it at the beginning, so he put it in his essay.

I didn't expect Li Juan at this moment to feel so much about this matter.

"Well, I didn't expect you to drop out of school because of this, I despised you at the beginning, I'm sorry......" Li Juan sent a message, very sincere.

"Actually...... Forget it, you don't need to apologize at all, are you unhappy, what's wrong? Zhang Wufeng could feel that Li Juan at this time seemed to be completely a little, how to say, a little decadent and desperate.

This feeling made him feel uncomfortable in particular.

After all, Li Juan is his classmate in the first year of high school and college, is it the boyfriend she dated?

Li Juan is a very kind and simple country girl, she is very quiet, some beautiful, some cute, especially when she laughs, she will have two small dimples that look very shy and very likable.

Zhang Wufeng recalled Li Juan's past, and only then did he learn that the boyfriend she tried to date in her first year of college, the man named 'Zhan Shuguang', couldn't help but understand a little in her heart.

In the first year of college, this Zhan Shuguang was very gambled, and his dead nature was difficult to change, just because he met Li Juan who was forced to buy shoes for more than 300 yuan by the owner of a store outside the school, then Zhan Shuguang not only beat the boss, but also cared for and comforted Li Juan, which made Li Juan very moved.

Later, she was sick a few times, and Zhan Shuguang never left......

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Wufeng couldn't help but ask.

"I and him, separated." Li Juan said a few simple words, which made Zhang Wufeng a little depressed.

However, it didn't take long for Li Juan to send part of the news again.

She used to be a typist, and the speed of typing was very fast, but even so, it still took her more than ten minutes to type that paragraph.

"I met him in a big store outside of school......

During that time, he was really good to me, and I didn't find any faults in him.

He transferred schools in my sophomore year, and then after my senior year, he picked me up.

I was very happy because he hadn't forgotten me. But when he came back, I realized that he had changed.

He fell in love with buying lottery tickets, fell in love with gambling, and then I followed him back to meet his parents, before leaving his parents gave 1000 yuan to send away, after going out the money in my pocket has not been released, I gave it to him, at that time because he lost the gambling, the debt, so his family sent me to him to pay off the debt, and then when it was almost over, the grandfather died suddenly, when he received the call, people were stupid, back home, I knelt there and cried until the tears were dry, that was the person I used to rely on for life!

Later, the accounts were paid off, and the people in his family also gave us some money to open a store, which was very good, but it happened that I was going to buy again, so I left again, I gave him 13,000 yuan from his family, and let him keep it, that knew that after I went to half a month and came back, he didn't tighten the original 13,000 in his hand and lost, and also lost the 9,000 he won, and the 5,000 he gave his mother was gone, and the twenty-seven ah half a month was gone, I didn't have a mobile phone, and he didn't say to buy me one, Back I was stupid, but what can I do when I cry, at that time the second store in partnership with others was engaged in decoration, as big as every brick, as small as every screw was I personally went to run, I had to get up at 7 o'clock every day in the winter, and he could sleep until he woke up naturally, and then he came to help me paint, and then the new store opened a few days, and the results proved that the sentence 'partnership business is not good to do', the store was closed, and he owed a lot of debt, which coincided with the overnight rain of the house leakage, and at that time I had a dead heart, I first went to the place where he often bought lottery tickets, begged the boss to stop selling lottery tickets to him, and went to his house, and his mother saw me crying

Later, his ** mother only told him that this girl is very good, cherish it yourself, although the days at that time were very gloomy, but I was very moved to hear these words coming out of his **** mouth. It just so happened that I was pregnant, he took me to his home, during that time, he really loved me, and changed a lot, at that time I thought that this life is to let me die I also admitted, the Spring Festival is coming, my birthday has also arrived, his family specially set a place in the hotel for my birthday, and also sent a set of clothes, which means that my efforts are rewarded, but after the Spring Festival he played cards at his brother's house for a full thirteen days, originally said to buy me a mobile phone, But after a few days, except for a few things that I went to buy from my relatives and gave me two or three hundred yuan, everything else was over, and I thought to myself that it was over again.

On the night of the 15th Lantern Festival, I was very drunk, and I wanted to forget all the bad and unhappy things, so I wanted to forget him. Then I talked about breaking up, but we weren't done. He always replied to me with a haha, thinking that I was joking, and life was still unhurried. Thinking back to when I first fell in love, he was really good to me, what I wanted, clothes and mobile phones, he would be the first to appear when he was sick, but now? There's still the shadow of him from the beginning.

Every time after paying off the bill, I will think that a good day is coming, but the disappointment is accompanied by me again and again, the days are still unhurried, just his brother said to do business together, thinking of this, as long as he can stay away from gambling, so I took 3000 yuan from my own mother to help him, this year I was 23 years old, but I was still disappointed, the business was not done, the money was gone, the account was not paid, this time I really don't know what to do, really blind, There is no friend around me who can talk, bad luck came again, I was pregnant again, and I didn't have a penny in my hand, he went back to his ** mother to get the money, his ** mother said no, but then he still gave it, he said to come and take care of me for a few days, and when I was better, he would go back, his ** mother said that we beat the child at that time, and we have to do things there to enjoy like you, these words were leaked when he told me, I didn't say anything, I didn't eat anything in those days, what to eat and vomit, I don't know how I want to eat the cabbage that I used to eat often, I told him, he said it's raining now, let's eat it tomorrow, when the words came out, my heart was cold, the whole five days were drinking water, five days lost six pounds, walking felt like flying, five days he made the only meal for me to eat, thin and dry, and then my mother was taking care of me, my mother didn't know what was going on at the time, because I was afraid that my mother was worried so I only said that it was a cold, because every time I had a cold, I couldn't get better for half a month. ,

No wind, do you know, at that time I vomited all night long, as if I was going to die, the day the child finished fighting, I began to do things, there was no rest for a day, a good meal was not eaten, I thought the hardest days passed, but I was disappointed, he partnered with others to do business, there was 1000 yuan every month to take 1000 yuan to take, once he went back to the day of the money, the money got and gambled, and lost a penny, this time I think I really want to let go, but his ** mother came to me, said let me persuade him, I went to the time when I saw that he seemed to be sleeping so soundly, I was really angry, I pulled him up and gave him two palms, he was stupid at the time, and so was I, because what I didn't expect was that he returned his hand

A man who claimed to have never hit a woman fought back, and then kicked me, and that kick just hit the stomach of my child just a week after I hit it, I thought I was crazy, I bit his arm, so I wanted to bite off the fast meat, turned around and left, crying, I think it was the last time, I said that even if I owe you in my last life, I paid it off this time, his mother stopped me, he said good things again, this year I was 24 and he was 25, and now the days are still living, but I think this is really the last time.

Occasionally talking about it on the Internet, my brother said that I was so stupid, saying that he was so distressed, yes, I was also so sad. It is because of these experiences that I am now strong, when I said this, my brother said that his eyes were red, I thought that if something happened to someone else, maybe someone would have gone to see God earlier, but it happened to me, and now I am still looking forward to the future, but I know that nothing will make me cry!

Ten days after the Cold War, I heard that he was married to a girl, and on August 31 I went to find out - because I still love him, and he said no. I believed, but he was lying, and on September 2nd he was sick, and I went to see him, and he said that his world was only himself, and the time had come when I wanted to leave.

On September 8th, he called me at night, I think I was really tired of it, I was so tired that I didn't even want to listen to the sound, on September 14th I went to Shenzhen, I wanted to leave because I still loved him, I didn't want to quarrel anymore, I wanted to give each other space, September 24th - that is, ten days later, I came back and heard my good friend say that he and the woman lived together, I think the contribution for him can only end here, broke up......

We are stingy and don't even want to break up these two simple words, this time the tears are really dry, not a single tear can not fall, life is still lived, but suddenly discovered, in fact, life is very beautiful, it is good to be alive, now I often think that if I don't leave, if we are still together, there are only two endings: one is that we are living well, and the other is that I die, because of my departure, so both endings are no longer my endings. My life, my days, I want to live seriously, I fell in love with him when I closed my eyes, so I left with my eyes open, only to find that even if the sun is not so bright, as long as the mood is good, there is hope, and I will look forward to the days to come.

There is no time to uncover a lie, the important thing is to be able to wake up in time after knowing the truth; There is no wound that cannot be healed, the key is to cherish yourself. The world is mixed, no one can guarantee that they will not be deceived by lies, and when they find out that they are deceived, it is too late to say anything, do not stand in the well and look at the bottom of the well, otherwise they will not be able to climb out after seeing the bottom of the well. Learn to protect yourself......

Walking through the forbidden area of feelings, I found that there are many things waiting for me to do. The ancients said: "The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold", I like the taste of coffee, because it is sweet after the bitterness, I hope that my life is the same, after so many things have happened, I can walk bravely. I know, and I believe I am ready for every obstacle and setback.

……”

Looking at this result, Zhang Wufeng had a deep feeling.

Li Juan is actually too soft-hearted, and sometimes, it is not a good thing for women to blindly accommodate men.

Because Li Juan stated this issue from her point of view, Zhang Wufeng just took a deep breath after reading it, and then fell silent.

Zhang Wufeng has always been very disdainful of that Zhan Shuguang, and even had a feeling at the beginning, that is, Li Juan, you don't like ponies, if you like Zhan Shuguang, you will regret it, he even said this to Li Juan, but Li Juan just smiled mildly at the time, and then looked at Zhan Shuguang in the distance, showing a gentle smile.

I have to say that women, immersed in love, are actually as sad as Leng Hanyin and Li Juan.

And when it comes to the essence of people, Zhang Wufeng feels a little ashamed, how similar is his attitude towards Leng Hanyin and Zhan Shuguang's attitude towards Li Juan?

"Li Juan, do you hate him? If you hate him, I can help you. ”

"Hate? No, after all, even if he let me down, I was still happy. I am very satisfied with this.

I know you have a lot of skills, so I hope you can help me, and if you don't have time, forget it. Li Juan said with a deep groan.

[Dedication]