Postscript – only tell the story, not the reason
The 800,000-word "Unlicensed Divine Doctor" was conceived on July 15, officially created on July 20, and then to the afterword at this moment, and the dust is finally about to settle.
Strictly speaking, "Undocumented Divine Doctor" is not a real network, because it lacks many elements necessary for the network, such as the protagonist is invincible, for example, beautiful women are the protagonist's wife, for example, they will never die, and so on. It's just being published through the Internet.
On the other hand, the writing skills of this book are not as good as most traditional literary works. So, it's not traditional either.
The status of "Unlicensed Divine Doctor" is very embarrassing. Of course, at present, although the Internet is in a hot state as a whole, its status is not much more embarrassing than that of "Unlicensed Divine Doctor". So personally, I'm not particularly embarrassed by the embarrassment of "Undocumented Miracle Doctor".
What "Undocumented Divine Doctor" wants to express is all in its literal sense. It's not profound, it's very conspicuous, but I personally think that those words are not superficial.
For more than three months, I have tried to think about many questions every day, including human nature, the system, the impact of human nature on the system and society, how we need to get rid of the many things that imprison us, whether there is karma in this world, and so on.
Then try to express these thoughts through the actions and words of the characters in the book. Writing a serialized book in such a way is obviously thankless. Ninety percent of people on the Internet will not like this kind of preaching that is not preaching. Just like many people can't accept Ye Zixin's death, can't accept the death of licocalyptus, can't accept Qin Jinxiu getting into Cheng Junjie's bed, can't accept Su Man's letting go, and can't accept why the protagonist didn't kill Di Xiaodi, and the above things are all inevitable and accidental.
The book is divided into four volumes, Dog's Tail Grass, Mobei Black Scorpion, Changbai Snow Ginseng and Tianshan Snow Lotus.
When I chose the names of these four volumes, I actually settled on the big melody of one volume.
Cheng Junjie is a small person, so small that he is no different from the nine adults in front of the screen. He has no power or power, he is like a man, he is vain, weak, timid, afraid of things, reluctant to make a living, has ideals but lacks ambitions, has the ability of a normal person but lacks opportunities, and all this, after a thought of kindness, has finally been slightly changed. But the problem is, you're still a normal person. It's just that there are more doorways than ordinary normal people.
Some readers say that the protagonist has the ability to see through and does not gamble, gamble on stones, or scratch lottery tickets, and I think this part of the readers is either underage or lacks a plan for life. A person's real success is by no means dependent on these things. Only down-to-earth struggle is the only way to success.
So the ability I gave to Cheng Junjie in the book doesn't have this kind of function. It can only be used to save lives and cure diseases. Even the ** parts used to peep at women are not allowed.
But Cheng Junjie himself still had the idea of getting something for nothing at the beginning. He wanted to get the attention of society through a big event, and then soared to the sky, but fortunately this society was not friendly most of the time, so he failed.
Fortunately, he failed.
That's why he met the first person who changed him.
Ye Zixin. The name Zixin was also intentionally chosen. Zixin is self-confidence. What she brought to Cheng Junjie was not only the beauty of her first love and the despair of losing her lover, but also the hatred of the world that arose later. More importantly, she let Cheng Junjie know that if you want to succeed, you must believe in yourself. Believe that you can break through obstacles, overcome difficulties, and defeat enemies. Cheng Junjie did it. Ye Zixin died, but what she left Cheng Junjie was rooted in his heart.
In contrast, many people think that the licograss that appears as a master is just like the nameless old beggar in the first act before, giving Cheng Junjie a second chance. In fact, he only accelerated Cheng Junjie's growth, not transformed him.
But even if Cheng Junjie grows up fast, he is still grassroots.
From this world to that world, some people need a lifetime, some people need the next life, and some people need a long time in this life.
The time span of the first volume is actually only a short period of 4 months. It is not normal to want a person to go from nothing to something in 4 months. So Cheng Junjie is still impulsive and hot-blooded, and still has all the shortcomings of ordinary people, so Mu Yunan was cut into a human stick, Cheng Junjie used blood to sacrifice the soul of his lover, and attributed the root of hatred to Di Xiaodi, who was actually very innocent.
Di Xiaodi is indeed innocent.
Three generations of a nobleman, if it weren't for the fact that Di Xiaodi was just the grandson of General Malao, he should have been a nobleman. So he was not reconciled, he tried every possible way to show his ability in front of the high-level, and then get their approval to return to the circle that should have belonged to him.
However, the appearance of Cheng Junjie disrupted all his plans.
In Di Xiaodi's concept, human life is indeed worthless. He could say this idea openly, but in fact, since he was in a bunch of princes, he didn't have much chance to say this idea. Until he met Cheng Junjie, who was in an increasingly similar situation to him - when Di Xiaodi met Cheng Junjie, Cheng Junjie inherited the mantle of sweet grass and was already a peripheral member of a power center.
So Di Xiaodi had no scruples, and said his thoughts to Cheng Junjie with a little ostentation. His original intention was to win over Cheng Junjie, and even be a good friend or partner with him. But Cheng Junjie doesn't think so, because Cheng Junjie has an identity and no connotation. He is still a grassroots in his bones.
The grassroots will never be able to understand the mindset of the upper echelons.
So, he began to hate.
So there is the second volume, Mobei Black Scorpion.
Cheng Junjie hated in his heart, so he showed no mercy to anyone. Just arrived in Jiangbei Town for more than half a month, all the people who were just hostile to him were almost lost their life's things. For the grassroots officials who can only brag weekdays and have little practical ability to do things, being dismissed from their posts is no different from killing them.
But fortunately, Cheng Junjie can still control his emotions with the kindness in his heart, so he didn't rush to kill them all. So Di Xiaodi was finally saved from death.
It's just that in this process, Cheng Junjie did a few wrong things.
First, he attributed his ** to hate. So he slept with Qin Jinxiu in a disgraceful way, if it weren't for Qin Jinxiu's own reasons, then this would be a bad fate. Fortunately, it ended well.
Second, he spread his hatred for Di Xiaodi to others, and in order to retaliate, he even ignored the survival dilemma that hundreds of thousands of employees under the Jiangnan Flagship Group might face, and resolutely used his background and ability to launch a crazy attack on Di Xiaodi. If it weren't for the emergence of Yao Weiqiang, an entrepreneur who seems to be completely nothing special, but really has a sense of social responsibility, then this would also be a sin for Cheng Junjie. Fortunately, it ended well.
Third, he did not carry out any self-reflection in the process of revenge, and once almost lost his good nature, if he was not finally woken up by Di Xiaodi's angry rhetorical question, he might have become a slave of power and wealth forever. Fortunately, it also ended well.
Therefore, in the third volume, although Cheng Junjie has a noble status, he still regards himself as an ordinary person.
Changbai snow ginseng, although it is expensive, is the same ancestor as the radish. This is the epigraph of the third volume.
The third volume is rather poorly written. If the first two volumes still have a little bit of literary flavor, those volumes have almost become saliva. In fact, this chapter is actually a veritable over-the-top chapter. Because I need to go through this transition, so that the protagonist can get the opportunity to talk to the top.
So after the transition ended, the Tianshan Snow Lotus appeared.
Dog tail grass, long white snow ginseng, Tianshan snow lotus. The protagonist climbs higher and higher, and by this time, even if he humbly lowers his head, he is looking down on all beings.
The entire fourth volume is about the great truth. This is a manifestation of the immaturity of creative skills. But I can't help it, I can only express the most straightforward truths in the most straightforward language.
And the center of the book, which I set the tone for the whole book on the evening of July 19th, comes in chapter 4 — there's a sense of being overwhelmed.
The lack of love in this world, full of hatred, is it caused by human nature, or by the society after the collective distortion of human nature, and whether the contradictions can be reconciled, I gave a simple answer after my own thinking. As for the answer itself, I think there is no right or wrong, it is completely a matter of the benevolent and the wise seeing the wise, the harmonious seeing the harmonious, and the discordant seeing the disharmony.
The fourth volume, in fact, is that I spent more than 100,000 words complaining in a dangerous way of public communication.
Let's turn to the issues that are of primary concern to many of the book's female and possessive male readers.
Regarding Ye Zixin, Qin Jinxiu, Su Man, and Lin Yiyi, who should have had a big drama, but was helpless to be deleted.
The names of the three women have the potential meaning that I have given them.
Ye Zixin, mentioned above, brings Cheng Junjie the necessary internal factors as a successful person.
What most people don't notice is the role that Qin Jinxiu shows throughout the text.
The first contradiction in this book, the irreconcilable relationship between Mu Yunan and Cheng Junjie, was actually triggered by Qin Jinxiu at the beginning. And if there is no appearance of the character Qin Jinxiu, Cheng Junjie may never meet Mu Yunan for the rest of his life, and then live in a state of confusion. He might have a chance or two to become a good doctor, but it's hard to reach the heights he has at the end of the book.
The second contradiction in this book is the seemingly irreconcilable contradiction between Di Xiaodi and Cheng Junjie. The role played by Qin Jinxiu in the middle is the woman behind a man. She used all the power of a woman to appease Cheng Junjie's inner struggle and the violence that could break out at any time, so that he would not fall into a state of madness. She used all the abilities she had to help Cheng Junjie with all the things that she couldn't do at any cost.
In the book, I have a more specific evaluation of Qin Jinxiu: she is a man who makes all men want to think about it when they see it, but can make most men with this kind of thinking give up this idea because of low self-esteem.
In fact, such a woman does not exist in the real society
From beginning to end of this book, the biggest point of interest is actually Qin Jinxiu. Her image satisfies all my imagination of a woman in hardware. Therefore, she also satisfied all of Cheng Junjie's imagination for a woman.
It was Qin Jinxiu who seemed to inadvertently take Cheng Junjie and slowly embarked on a phoenix Tengda, giving Cheng Junjie a brilliant future. So, I named this woman Jinxiu.
As for Suman, I would like to embody the word "slow". She knew Cheng Junjie earlier than Ye Zixin and Qin Jinxiu, but she saw Cheng Junjie's ability later than both of them. She and Ye Zixin launched a love offensive against Cheng Junjie at the same time, but because of their own personalities, they were one step slower than Ye Zixin. After Ye Zixin's death, she had a chance, but Qin Jinxiu was more important than her to seize the opportunity, so she preempted her and let Cheng Junjie understand what a woman was all about.
Everything was actually in Suman's thoughts. From the prejudice at the beginning to the hesitation later, she always made judgments in her mind, but she always didn't dare to start. So, she's slow.
Among the three women, many people think that Qin Jinxiu is the most unsuitable woman to be the protagonist. In fact, if you look at it from an objective point of view, the opposite is true.
At the beginning, Qin Jinxiu did not accept Cheng Junjie for its inevitable reasons. Among the three women, Qin Jinxiu has the highest comprehensive quality, and under various pressures, it is impossible for her to get together with Cheng Junjie. In the episode where Mu Yu was drugged, Qin Jinxiu's heart showed a kind of struggle. It's not that she doesn't like Cheng Junjie, it's that she can't like Cheng Junjie. So before she left, she took the initiative to give Cheng Junjie a deep kiss, and gave Cheng Junjie a small hint, but told him very clearly, "I don't want you to be responsible".
But later, with Cheng Junjie's excellence and Ye Zixin's accident, Qin Jinxiu began to realize that she could no longer miss this opportunity. And deep in Cheng Junjie's heart, Qin Jinxiu has always been a dream of his. Therefore, when the hatred for Di Xiaodi and Qin Jinxiu's initiative to come to the door are added up, they will inevitably be like thunder and thunder, and they will develop to the point of being out of control. Of course, having said that, if Ye Zixin didn't die, then Qin Jinxiu really wouldn't have a chance. In other words, after Ye Zixin's death, Cheng Junjie chose from the perspective of a pure man, and he would not choose Su Man.
is like a sentence that Yao Weiqiang said in the article: If you don't even have impulses, how can there be love?
Cheng Junjie's impulse towards Qin Jinxiu is far greater than his impulse towards Su Man. In fact, Cheng Junjie didn't have that kind of idea about Su Man in the real sense at all.
Finally, there is Lin Yiyi. At the beginning, my arrangement for several female characters was that Ye Zixin died, Su Man left, Qin Jinxiu died, and Cheng Junjie and Lin Yiyi lived an ordinary life. So I named her Yiyi, which means to rely on. Rely on each other.
But when I think about it, it would be too cruel to write like that.
Cheng Junjie's life is both happy and tragic, but readers are always easy to remember the tragic and forget or even ignore his happy side. So I gave up on that plan. Because I can't write it myself. When I wrote Ye Zixin, I was so uncomfortable that I cried twice, and if I cried again, I would feel that I had a mental problem.
In addition to telling some well-known truths, I also tried to add some "Zen" artistic conception to the book, but due to the limitations of my own level and ideological realm, this is not very good.
The only thing that satisfies me is the handling of the ending - the cause and effect of Cheng Junjie, Mu Yunan, Tang Xin, Di Xiaodi, Ye Zixin, and finally there is an answer - the feeling of feeling but not feeling.
People with more delicate personalities should suddenly have a sense of emptiness after reading the last sentence. Anyway, whether you have it or not, that's how I felt after I finished writing it myself.
In line with the purpose of entertainment to death, "Undocumented Divine Doctor" did not play its due role as an Internet. In the absence of a market, I would like to thank many people for always accompaniing, supporting, and encouraging me to finish writing this story.
Next time, I'm going to write something that makes people happy.
Only tell stories, not reason.
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