Chapter 161: Bitterness in the Heart

"Hehe, Yufan, how's it going? As long as you say a word, I will immediately call a dozen brothers and cut Bai Zhifei's bastard so that he doesn't even know his father. No, no, he's wrong, he's no dad now. Hehe, Yufan, you don't know, that kid is so miserable now. In the snack bar at the entrance of Fu'an No. 1 Middle School, Ma Wendong said proudly to Liu Yufan while drinking beer and eating meat skewers. As for the other customers in this shop, they had already walked away cleanly in the eyes of his little brother full of "kindness".

Listening to Ma Wendong's words, Liu Yufan felt a burst of emotion in his heart. Bai Zhifei, who once thought he was very powerful, has now fallen to this step. He really didn't know whether to rejoice in himself or be sad for him. In all fairness, Liu Yufan has no good impression of Bai Zhifei at all. This person is lustful, selfish, and insidious, in order to pursue Jiang Ya, he once wanted to get her drunk [***], and suspected that he had a relationship with Jiang Ya, and even came to frame his family for a time, and later tried to sabotage the performance of literature and art in the countryside by any means, although these insidious little methods failed in the end, but this was enough to make him a very annoying person in Liu Yufan's heart.

It's just that killing people is not too much. I was always thinking about how to deal with Bai Zhifei before, but now that he has fallen to this step, even Liu Yufan doesn't have to do anything, just nod, and countless people will clean up Bai Zhifei for him, making him worse than dead. When he arrived at such a field, Liu Yufan felt bored.

"Forget it, Brother Dong, why bother. Even if we don't make trouble for him, just the pile of trouble he is getting into now will be enough for him to eat and walk away. Let him be. Liu Yufan drank all the beer in the cup and said as if he had made a major decision.

"Yu Fan, isn't it, he didn't do much bad to you and your sister Ya before, so it's so easy to let him go?" Listening to Liu Yufan's words, Ma Wendong felt incredible.

"Well, it's not interesting to beat the water dog, I, Liu Yufan, don't have such a small amount of energy. Come, Brother Dong, I have to thank you no matter what, brother! Liu Yufan poured the glass full of wine again, raised it to Ma Wendong and said.

"Okay, be a man and leave a line, it seems that my brother really underestimated you, amazing, come, Xiaofan, this cup of brother respects you!" Ma Wendong said, laughing and drinking the wine in the cup, obviously very happy. Although he is more than ten years older than Liu Yufan, Ma Wendong feels that he is very close to him, and this guy's words and deeds, every move is so in line with his appetite. Even if he doesn't understand anything he is studying, it doesn't prevent him from liking him. Ma Wendong likes this feeling very much, and in his heart, he has faintly regarded Liu Yufan as the most important brother.

But there was a matter on his mind, and Liu Yufan was also very open. Although the school rules of No. 1 Middle School are relatively strict, there is such a powerful "Brother Dong", and it is not a big deal to go out of the school to have a drink. After getting acquainted with the school, Liu Yufan has never done such a thing. Today, because of happiness, both of them drank a few more glasses, and it happened that both of them had a good amount of alcohol, and a case of beer slowly bottomed out, but the more they drank, the more excited they became.

Slowly, the two of them began to talk more.

"Brother Dong, let me ask you something, you tell the truth." Liu Yufan put down the cup in his hand heavily, looked at Ma Wendong and said.

"Damn, you kid still can't believe it~~ Well, your brother Dong? When did your brother hide from you? Say! Ma Wendong said with a wine burp.

"Brother Dong, you say, Bai Zhifei and his father, did Sister Ya's father interfere? Do you have? Liu Yufan drank all the beer in the cup, put the cup on the table with a "snap", and said with a pair of eyes looking at Ma Wendong.

"Huh?" Ma Wendong stared at Liu Yufan for a while, and then pointed at Liu Yufan's head with his hand and laughed: "Haha, Liu Yufan, Liu Yufan!" You stinky boy, you still say that you don't have a heart for your sister Ya! ”

Ma Wendong said, stretched out his arm to wrap his arm around Liu Yufan's shoulder, and said with a snort of wine: "Since you kid are ~~ well, you have guessed it, and you still ask me~~ why do you ask me?" Let me tell you, I don't know anything, that old boy is ~~ Well, he can't think of suicide, Yufan, you~~ Well, do you understand? ”

"Brother Dong, I understand." Liu Yufan poured another full glass of beer, drank it all, and then said in a low voice, but there was no trace of drunkenness in his voice.

"Liu Yufan!" Ma Wendong looked at Liu Yufan like this, as if he had suddenly become more atmospheric, and slapped the table with a "snap", which shook the meat skewers, chicken wings and other foods on it, and at the same time, several younger brothers at the door also glanced inside curiously, but soon they turned their heads again.

Ma Wendong slapped the table, pointed at Liu Yufan and said: "You kid is good at everything, there is one point I don't like, do you know what it is?" He said this very quickly, not as if he had just drunk too much.

Liu Yufan looked at him and didn't speak, as if he was waiting for his next words.

"You're not happy!" Ma Wendong said, tilted his neck and drank the wine in the cup, poured a full glass by himself, glared at Liu Yufan and said, "Do you think that you like your sister Ya, and outsiders can't see it?" Like is like, go and tell him, a big man, stuffy here every day, competing with himself, what's the matter. ”

"Brother Dong, don't talk nonsense, she is my sister." Liu Yufan took a big sip of wine, and then retorted, but the voice was a few points lower than before, as if he lacked confidence.

"What's wrong with your sister? It's not your own sister! Liu Yufan, tell me the truth, do you like Jiang Ya or not! Ma Wendong asked loudly.

"Do you like Jiang Ya or not!" This sentence was like a sledgehammer, which shook Liu Yufan's heart a little.

Lowering his head, Liu Yufan silently drank the wine in the cup, and then whispered: "I don't know!" ”

"You are! You just like her! If you don't like her, why bother to help her plan and start a company, if you don't like her, why do you go against Bai Zhifei's bastard, if you don't like her, why do you cook for her and give her medicine, if you don't like her, why give her hundreds of thousands of cars, if you don't like her......" Ma Wendong seemed to be unable to control his emotions, and said it in a series of words.

"Don't say it, Brother Ma, don't say it, I beg you to stop it." Listening to this series of words, Liu Yufan's mind seemed to flash the bits and pieces of more than three years at once, and a few drops of unknown liquid fell from his red eyes, Liu Yufan raised his glass without hesitation and drank the beer mixed with liquid.

"Forget it, my brother won't tell you anymore, Yufan, think about it yourself. Brother will say one last word to you, in fact, your sister Ya is also very bitter, more bitter than you! After Ma Wendong said this, he got up and waved his hand: "Let's go!" Then he staggered and walked out the door.

In the room, only Liu Yufan was left, and in front of him, there were a few bottles of beer that had opened the caps but didn't have time to drink them. He lined up the cups on the table, filled them one by one, and drank them slowly.

The owner of the snack bar watched Liu Yufan pour himself wine cup by cup, and wanted to step forward to persuade him, but thinking of the identity of the person who had just drunk with him, he couldn't help it after thinking about it. The person who can sit down and drink with the "first brother" of Fu'an and call him a brother is not something that a person of his level can match.

After drinking the empty wine on the table, Liu Yufan did not continue. He is not a person who borrows wine to drown his sorrows, but what Ma Wendong said just now made him suddenly want to drink.

Moreover, he was not drunk, on the contrary, the more he drank, the clearer his mind felt. And in his heart, a voice called out to him repeatedly, telling him, you need, you like!

However, another voice called reason kept telling him, no, you can't do this, you're hurting her! You're ruining her!

Leaving the snack bar, Liu Yufan returned to the campus along the familiar road, at this moment, it was already the time for the early lights and evening self-study. In those brightly lit classrooms, the hard-working students are like objects from another world to him at this moment.

He didn't know what he was going to do, he didn't know where he was going, he just went on instinct. At the end, I found myself standing outside the door on the second floor of the auditorium.

"Huh." Liu Yufan laughed at himself a little wordlessly, took out the key to open the door of the auditorium, and walked in with some stumbling steps.

Sitting in front of the piano, he opened the lid, and in a drunken mood, Liu Yufan stroked the keys with both hands, and tapped the first note with the thumb of his right hand.

The left hand gently plays a major tenth-degree disintegrated chord, as if paving the way for a quiet night of the cold melody.

The quiet minor key sounded slowly, with a hint of sadness. The gentle accompaniment of the left hand is like weaving a faint sound pad to the melody, and in this quiet background, the melody with a hint of memory and fantasy is more distinct.

The music gradually turns excited, and the melody that reverberates to the high register, in the constant repetition and change, seems to be asking a question repeatedly, and as if the answer can never be found, leaving only a faint, lingering regret and pain...... Liu Yufan closed his eyes slightly, listening to the sound of the piano at his fingertips, and the emotions of the whole person seemed to be integrated into this simple song.

Slowly, the sound of the piano faded away again, and finally ended on a weak major chord in a minor key.

"Liu Yufan, what's the name of this piece?" A voice rang out abruptly, shattering the silence created by the music.

(To be continued)