Chapter 764: The Past Past! Lin Ze has always been a brave and strong man.

He will hardly be knocked down by anything. Bleeding and sweating, he can grit his teeth. Since he was a child, he has not been loved by relatives, and he can force himself to change his mind. When he was a child, watching the other children in the base go home happily for the New Year, he hid in the corner silently, comforting himself with envy on his face: "How about having parents?" If you are naughty, you will be beaten by your parents. Look at me, so that I won't be beaten and scolded by my parents. ”

He has no home. There is no family either. But he treats those who love him as family. Treat the people you love as if they were relatives.

But how can you pretend that a relative is a relative?

He wanted to have a home. A place that doesn't need to be rich, doesn't need to be rich, but can bring him warmth.

He didn't. So he longed for it more and more. Longing for a home, longing for someone to love and love.

Why did he help Han Zhenbei and help the Han family?

Is he really that cheap? Desperately want to maintain the Han family and protect Han Xiaoyi?

He's too easily bribed. Whoever loves him and loves him, he loves him, and he will not hesitate to give everything.

When he was undercover in Huaxin City, he didn't need to be afraid to contact his family like other undercover agents. I'm afraid that my identity will be exposed and I will be troubled by the enemy. He didn't have a family, he didn't even have friends. He can do things wholeheartedly, and he doesn't even need to hide anything.

Does he have something to hide?

Put on a leather jacket and jeans and deliberately poke a few holes in the pants. Hang Erlang was wandering around the road with a cigarette in his mouth. Isn't he just a second-rate man?

He didn't know why he was alive, and he didn't know who he was living for. Who pinned his hopes on him? Who gave him the motivation to fight? Who...

Orphans are pitiful.

The orphans living in the cold-blooded and cold world are even more pitiful.

Does he still remember those years in England, bitter? Lonely?

Bitter. Lonely.

But he felt that it was really not too bitter, how lonely. He has a companion. Little Black.

He can cook a hot pot with Xiao Hei on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, drink a little wine and watch the Spring Festival Gala. Just listening to the host to congratulate the overseas compatriots in a foreign country on a happy New Year. He could grin.

The host is congratulating himself.

Anyway, someone finally said Happy New Year to themselves. Even if it's across the TV.

His life was not happy, but he lived it bravely.

He had fantasized that his parents were doctors, lawyers, teachers, or workers. Maybe they had an accident and left themselves behind. Or maybe they accidentally lost themselves, and even now, they are still trying to find themselves, hoping to find the children they lost back then. Give yourself the warmest embrace.

He even thought that his parents were dead. has left this world.

Even if it is such an outcome, he feels that he can accept it, even if it will be painful and difficult to accept.

But why?

Why is this the case?

The mother died.

Father - a traitor!?

Why!?

He can bear the miserable life of more than 20 years, and he does not blame his parents.

He can also accept that his parents deliberately abandoned him, and he will be resentful, but only resentful.

He can even accept the fact that his parents are dead.

But why? Why is this the case?

Mother passed away. Father, a traitor!?

God, did I really offend you? Why is this doing this to me...

Lin Ze's big rough hands covered his equally rough face, and his shoulders trembled violently. Even though he tried his best to hold back, tears still welled up between his fingers.

He hated corrupt officials and corrupt officials, and hated those powerful who did not treat people as human beings. But he loves this land, he is a Chinese citizen, and he loves the country deeply. In his life, while enduring a miserable life, he has been silently dedicating himself to this land. If one day, the country needs him, he can shed blood and sacrifice without hesitation.

But why? Why would the father be a traitor!

Uncle Li looked at Lin Ze with a gloomy expression. In this theory, I want to call out my little nephew's child.

His life is really too hard.

If Lin Ze cried and made a fuss, Uncle Li would feel that although the child was unacceptable, it was normal.

But he didn't cry a lot, he just cried silently, helplessly.

Perhaps, after all these years, he has gotten used to it, right? Accustomed to bearing alone, accustomed to swallowing bitterness and tears in your stomach?

The corners of Uncle Li's eyes were a little sour, and after a long time, he picked up the cigarette case that Lin Ze put on the coffee table and lit it. Sitting next to Lin Ze, he gently hugged his shoulders, which were not broad, and said softly: "Child, he is a traitor in the eyes of some people. But in my heart, he will always be a hero. ”

"Treason is treason!"

Lin Ze suddenly seemed to be crazy and pushed Uncle Li away. Stood up and roared, "What bullshit hero? Treason is treason! ”

"Where is he? Tell me! Lao Tzu shot him! Lin Ze roared.

"Presumptuous!" Uncle Li stood up and yelled. "What right do you have to kill him?"

"Just Chong Lao Tzu didn't commit treason, and he didn't do anything to be sorry for the country!" Lin Ze competed against each other.

"He did?" Uncle Li was also angry and said angrily. "You don't even know who your father is, and you're going to kill him? That's right, he's sorry for you. Not only did he not give you love, but he also indirectly made your mother die of depression. But everything he did was also for the country! ”

"Treason!?" Uncle Li sneered loudly. "Nonsense! There is no traitor like him. Can those guys who only know how to fight for power have a stable life today? ”

Hearing this, Lin Ze suddenly looked like a deflated ball. It's completely gone.

Sitting softly on the sofa, in addition to despair, there is a glimmer of hope in my heart. "You mean—my father's status as a traitor was imposed by someone?" ”

"In terms of behavior, he is indeed suspected of treason. But in terms of purpose and motivation, he is a hero who sacrifices his ego. Hero! Uncle Li said in a muffled voice. Obviously, he was not very satisfied with Lin Ze's behavior of smearing his comrades.

"That-" Lin Ze's throat was dry, and he said hoarsely. "What kind of person is he?"

"He is an excellent soldier who lives in peacetime, but he is not inferior to his predecessors in wartime!"

Lin Ze was stunned and waited for Uncle Li's next step.

Seeing that Lin Ze's mood had calmed down, Uncle Li sighed lightly, sat down again, and asked softly, "Do you know?" What did your mother say at the moment of her death? ”

"W-what?" Lin Ze asked hesitantly.

She said, I don't blame him, I really don't blame him. It is only expected that our children will not learn from him. Don't be like him. He was too bitter and aggrieved. Uncle Li said, but his eyes were staring at Lin Ze in a complicated way, and he said in his heart. Hua Qian, do you know that your children are the same as your husband, too similar, too similar. Maybe this is the tiger father without the dog, right? ”

"What about his people?" Lin Ze's heart was like being poured with lead, heavy and depressed.

What happens to a soldier who is defined as treason?

Lin Ze knows better than anyone. From Uncle Lee's words, maybe only some people think he is treasonous, and some people think that he is still a good soldier?

So - where is he now? Is it life or death?

"I don't know." Uncle Li shook his head slightly. muttered. "At the beginning, for some special reasons, he disobeyed the order and refused to return to China. Because he knew too many state secrets, his disobedience alarmed not only the military, but also the country. Three orders were given in a row. But he still disobeyed. At that time, even I, and his closest comrades, thought that he might have really betrayed. But then, he came back. A man came back. He didn't explain anything, he just accepted the punishment and was dismissed from all positions. At that time, I was not in a position to intercede for him and speak for him. I thought he was going to die. Unexpectedly, he didn't die. At least, until I knew why he had not returned to his home country and why he had stayed abroad, I had decided that he would be court-martialed and executed. ”

"But no. Later I learned that there was a debate at the top about your father's verdict. Some wanted him to die, while others tried to protect him. So he was not executed for the punishment of being a state secret. But because of this, he also lost his whereabouts. No one knew where he was. There are only a few people who know, and I can't find out your father's whereabouts from their mouths. Uncle Li sighed.

"You mean, maybe he just disappeared and wasn't executed?" Lin Ze's heart almost jumped to his throat.

"That's right!" Uncle Li said sonorously. "If he dies, the sky has no eyes!"

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