The plot is extraordinary. The meaning of survival

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The candles in the room began to dim a little.

Suvani looked up from the pile of books, her mind a little dazed in the dim light.

She slowly stood up, carefully skirting the various books and herbs that were scattered on the floor, to the other side of the table, ready to put on a new candle.

The small study window was ajar, making Suvinie, who had woken up from her thoughts, feel extremely cold.

She clasped her hands to the flickering candlelight, greedily soaking up the little warmth she hadn't seen for a long time.

Turning her head to the side, she saw that the dinner that Arya had placed in the door was still there.

Once upon a time, when she was a human being, it was her closest brother who cared for her every day. Suvinie's eyes were a little misty.

She's a monster. She doesn't want to waste time, she wants to know everything in the world. For example, how to heal her brother's illness.

When her brother finally couldn't resist the illness and left her forever, she sat all night facing his cold body. Sit until your body is so cold that you can't feel the temperature, and you are so stiff that you can't move.

She finally understood that her brother was gone. It was her only relative. And she, can't do anything.

At that time, she was desperate, disheartened, self-deprecating, self-abandoning, and could not find any meaning to survive for a while.

No one needs her, and no one cares about her.

She has been wandering for a long, long time, and has met many well-meaning people who want to give her alms.

Dignity told her that she shouldn't just accept handouts from others. The book says that everyone is equal and deserves the same treatment. However, fate told her mercilessly: you are destined to be displaced for the rest of your life.

She can't have a home like everyone else. Her brother couldn't be as happy and happy as other healthy boys. And she has been wandering all over the world, constantly receiving humble alms, and one day she will lose all her dignity and inner self, and become a walking corpse who only lives to live.

That's what she thought when she collapsed in the middle of winter snow in a thin, shabby cotton coat.

Her consciousness was vague by then, but she remembered what had happened after that no matter how many years had passed.

A pair of black leather boots slowly appeared in view.

Her body was numb from the cold, and even the simple act of looking up consumed almost all of her strength.

It's the Grim Reaper······ Did you come to greet her?

The visitor was dressed in a long black robe, and his night cloak fluttered wantonly in the snow. His complexion was crystal clear and fair, eclipsing the snow around him. Inky long eyebrows, and a pair of bottomless black pupils.

There was no expression on the face of the visitor, and the slender and slender back stood like a mountain in the snow. But his long dark hair fluttered in the wind, so that Suvinie couldn't tell his gender for a while.

If he really is the Grim Reaper, come and take his own ······

So at the end of her life, she should also face it with a smile, right? Isn't dignity fearless and calm?

So in Casent's eyes, it was a thin girl who had been frozen to a blue complexion and misty eyes, looking directly at her without fear, and the corners of her mouth bloomed with an incomparably bright smile.

"Oh, yes, I can laugh like this." Behind Casent, a young man dressed in white and having melted into the snow, smiled.

Cassente ignored him, just staring at the smiling girl in front of her. No crying, no fear, no struggle.

"What did you live for?"

Suvinie had dimly heard that the Grim Reaper seemed to ask herself.

"I ······ I don't know ······." She thought hard about it, and found that there was no answer. Maybe she once lived to prove herself, or maybe she lived for her brother, and then to the end······ For food, to survive······

"Alive······ What's the point······ There is no ······ No ······" Her consciousness was gradually withdrawing, but she still answered the Grim Reaper with all her strength. She actually wants pain, wants to scream, wants to cry out the cruelty and cruelty of fate to her, wants to indict the meaninglessness of life, the worthlessness of human beings. However, I don't know if it was because she had no strength at all, or because of the weakness of human beings when they stood in front of fate, all the sorrow and anger in her chest were just a few words before the life disappeared.

In this world, how many people are like her, with sorrow and unwillingness to leave, but no one knows, no one sees, and finally they are buried in the mud or snow, silent forever.

"Well, I'll give you meaning."

I give you meaning······ Suvani rested her hand on her chest, feeling the beating heart. Half of her body still belongs to humans. Unlike the Underworld bloodline, she doesn't feel the temperature and doesn't have any need for light. She needed light, she needed heat, and she was like a freak in all the existence of Hades.

However, no one has any grievances or opinions about her.

It was also when she lived in the Dark City that she realized that the Hades were completely different from the ruthless region she imagined. The so-called Hades, in fact, is the only one who really has the blood of the Hades royal family, and most of the other Hades have not very pure blood, and even some orcs directly join the Hades.

Hades, also darkness, turned out to be a truly inclusive place.

It's not so much a place of darkness and forsaken as a holy place. Only those who have been abandoned and betrayed will realize the value of honesty and the truth, goodness and beauty of the soul. Therefore, in this place, where everyone has a story, there are no lies, no abandonment, and no betrayal.

People in the city don't need any pen terms to trade because they trust each other. There are hardly any lights in the city. Because most of the Hades have good night vision, and those who have not inherited the night vision, or other races, will completely trust anyone here, so they don't need to light the lamp at all.

There is a completely different world view and values from the outside world, but no matter who you are or where you have come from, you will be in harmony with all living beings here.

There will be no barriers in the dark.

And the Temple of Darkness, Kasente, the god of the underworld, is the highest and only faith of all dark creatures.

Suvani couldn't see the expression on her own face at the moment.

But if Frennas had come in at this time, he would have noticed the smile on her face as it had been when they had met her in the snow.

The only difference is that her eyes are not blurred, but only determined.

Darkness is the whole point of her existence. The god of the underworld is her constant faith.

She doesn't want to struggle humbly in the sun, she just wants to quietly enjoy a place of her own in the dark.

This is the meaning of her existence, and it is also the value of the existence of the underworld. But what is he doing as the one who created it all?

It's as if she had asked countless times why she wanted to save herself at that time, and what he wanted to accomplish.

Every time she asked, his face would be as flat as ever.

"For darkness is eternal."

She didn't understand it. But she understands now.

He is darkness, so it seems to him to protect those who are hurt.

It turns out that darkness is not a place to die, but a place to heal wounds. In the silence, use time to precipitate the impurities in the soul of every living being, complete the ground, belong to the darkness, and move towards the eternity without the extreme.

So, she still started her old business, studying medicine, medicine, and even alchemy. But this time she wasn't there to heal others, and she wasn't there to heal herself.

She will find a way, and she will find a way, so that all those who have passed away, and those who are struggling in the light, can return to the tranquility and eternity of darkness.

She's not alone either.

Cassente had been doing something a million times greater than her dedication, and how could he, as his partner, as a person who had already been recognized by him, let him down?

"Master, why haven't you rested?" "Squeak-" The wooden door was gently pushed open a small slit, and then a little girl who looked to be only ten years old quietly entered the house, with long golden curly hair combed in a high ponytail on each side of her head, and even a pair of big eyes were golden green, and her long eyelashes fluttered, not to mention how cute she was.

"What? Didn't even eat dinner? The little girl looked up at Suvinie with a sad face, her little mouth pursed high, "Arya is very serious, long······ But the host never eats on time, Alya is so sad······"

"Arya ······" Suvinie couldn't stand Arya's grievances the most, and every time she saw Arya looking like this, she would have to compromise.

"I was working on a project and I lost track of time······ Next time, I will definitely remember it next time······"

"The host has said a lot about next time!" Arya would not compromise so easily, and turned her head to remove her clothes and was reluctant to take care of Suvinie's appearance, but in fact, her small eyes were rolling slightly, obviously watching Suvini's movements.

"Well, well." Suvinie sighed helplessly, "I'll take you to the city tomorrow, okay?" ”

"Yes, yes!" Arya was about to jump up excitedly, but after a while, she immediately wilted again, "No, master, you didn't sleep well tonight, how can you have the energy to take me to play tomorrow?" ”

"No, I'll sleep a little more tomorrow morning, and I can accompany you in the afternoon." Suvani said disapprovingly. She doesn't need a lot of sleep, and she doesn't sleep much on a regular basis.

"No, no, no, the master still has a job? If you stay with me all day, you're going to have to work until the night······"

"It's okay, I can go and ask the hall master for leave······" Suvigni didn't want to explain the nature of her job to a child, and Arya couldn't have understood. Cascent wouldn't be like the boss of the human world to check the progress of his own employees every day.

Arya frowned, "That's even worse!" The owner stays up late every day to work, if you ask for leave, it won't show your hard work······ And how can I let the master take leave to play with Arya, if Brother Freynas knows, he will say that I am ignorant······"

Suvani couldn't laugh or cry when she heard it.

Brother? Freynas is a royal family of the Underworld with the highest purity, and has eternal life. Frenas had been like that since he first met them, it had been seven or eight years now, and he hadn't even had a single wrinkle on his face. He was just idleness to tease Alia, an innocent and cute little girl, but Arya took it seriously, and she had to deal with Freynas about everything.

"And what is Alya going to do?" This little girl has just a few tricks, and she can't jump out of the circle of hide and seek, playing house, and eating delicious food.

Sure enough, Arya tilted her head and thought about it, and finally clapped her two little hands, "Yes!" I'm going to cook a hearty meal for my host! The host must eat it all! ”

Suvani rubbed her temples and sighed.

She knew it was going to be like this······