Bai Miaoqi didn't expect that by mistake, the doctor came and really diagnosed her, saying that it was a series of physical reasons such as depression and emotional instability, which led to gastrointestinal and digestive discomfort, and then led to a series of physical reasons such as unfragrant food and unstable sleep.

Wang was shocked and frightened, and cried with a handkerchief, and asked Sydney to accompany the doctor to grab medicine, while he sat at the head of the bed to take care of Bai Miaoqi.

Listening to Wang's crying, Bai Miaojian couldn't bear it, in fact, she wasn't so uncomfortable, and she didn't want to eat or sleep because she had something in her heart, and it didn't seem to have anything to do with it.

"Mother, don't cry, I feel like I'm sick with some serious illness, it's just a bad stomach, just take a few pills, it's not a big deal." Bai Miaoqi had to get up to comfort Wang.

But as soon as he finished speaking, he saw Bai Lang walking in from the door. Bai Miaojian regretted it instantly, what a stomachache, now it's okay, everyone is in the house, I can't think of it, I can't kick people out.

She could only lie down again immediately, with her back to the outside, curled up in a ball in "pain", but refused to turn around again.

Wang thought that she was in a terrible pain, and the tears that were easy to stop flowing, Bai Lang didn't worry much in his heart, but when he saw Wang crying like this, his heart suddenly cooled half, and then looked at Bai Miaoqi's "painful" appearance, he wanted to leave The mind was gone, and his feet followed him to the bed without obeying the call.

"When my father saw that my mother never came, let me come and see, what kind of disease is my sister haing? But seriously? Bai Lang tried not to sound too frightened and worried.

The words of concern sounded in Bai Miaoqi's ears, as if he had drunk a bowl of extremely bitter medicine. I was fed another date, bitter and sweet, and the taste was indescribably subtle. She pinched the corners of the quilt and prayed that Bai Lang would be able to leave quickly.

Wang sobbed and said: "It's said that it's frustrating, I don't know what this kid can't figure out, look at this appearance, but I feel sorry for me." ”

Bai Miaojian buried her head in the quilt and heard Bai Lang persuade the Wang family, a moment later. I heard Wang's telling Sydney to boil the medicine well, let Bai Miaoqi drink the medicine on time, etc., and finally heard the footsteps of Wang and Bai Lang leaving.

She was uncomfortable under the covers. Hearing the sound of footsteps again, he walked out, then lifted the quilt and sat up, wiped a handful of messy hair, and closed his eyes to breathe in the refreshing air outside.

"Look at you like this. It doesn't seem to be a big problem. Bai Lang said in a light tone.

The corners of Bai Miao's mouth twitched. The conditioned reflex wanted to hide in the quilt, but Bai Lang was faster than her, pulled the quilt to prevent her from hiding, and said sternly: "Do you want to hide for the rest of your life?" What's more, you can't pant in the quilt, do you want to suffocate yourself? ”

Bai Miaojian stiffened, and first thought about whether she wanted to hide for the rest of her life, but soon had the answer, it was impossible for her to hide for the rest of her life. Then I reminisced about Bai Lang's words, but I tasted it three times. She felt aggrieved again, why should she yell at her, as if it was her fault.

Who did that embarrassing thing to her in the first place? Knowing that he is the victim, why is he unapologetic and blames himself instead?

Bai Miaojian broke free of Bai Lang's hand, and her eyes stared at him angrily, "Okay, if you don't let me hide, then let's talk face to face, why am I hiding, you don't know the reason?"

Yes, it wasn't my fault that incident, it was your fault that you took advantage of others' danger, it was your fault-" Bai Miaojian became more and more sad the more she spoke, her tears were like beads of broken threads, "Why do you want me to hide, you shouldn't have the face to see me." ”

Bai Lang looked at her quietly, until Bai Miaoqi finished crying, he was still silent, and his expression was deep and unpredictable.

After crying, I was happy in my heart, but it was only for that moment, if everyone was pretending to be smart before, now it is to open the skylight and say bright words, but tearing off the mask, it is as if there is no clothes on The embarrassment and embarrassment, Bai Miaojian didn't know how to continue the topic for a while.

She didn't actually have that much courage to say bright words, so her intestines were blue and she could only regret it, and she lowered her head more and more.

Once this layer of paper is pierced, how will the two get along in the future? Now she is looking forward to tomorrow as the day she gets married.

I don't know how long it took before I heard Bai Lang mutter: "I know, that matter is none of your business, it's my fault." ”

Bai Miaoqi didn't understand it at first glance, but when she thought about it, she was stunned and said, "You admit that it's your fault?" ”

Bai Lang laughed at himself, and reached out to rub her messy hair as he did when he was a child, "It's my fault, and I'm avoiding you if you want to hide, you didn't do anything wrong, and you don't need to hide."

If you don't want to see me, I'll try not to meet you, and if you still don't feel comfortable, I'll tell my father that I'm going out to live—"

The more Bai Miaojian listened, the more she felt that something was wrong, it felt like she was leaving to say goodbye, and she couldn't help asking, "Where are you going to live?" ”

"I plan to travel with Master in the mountains and rivers, he mentioned to me last year, Master said that I have learned too much in books, if I want to make further progress, I need to go out, read thousands of books and travel thousands of miles, I plan to spend three years to travel through several major states, these three years, I will not come back."

Bai Lang's master is the master he was sent to the mountains to study when he was four years old, he stayed there for four years, he is Bai Lang's enlightenment teacher, so many years, he has also been in contact with his master, Bai Miaojian knows his master.

Three years, this is really a complete hiding, and when he comes back three years later, he is afraid that he will already be the mother of the child at that time.

Bai Miaoqi's heart was indescribably sour, but she still nodded: "Since you want to go, then go." ”

Bai Lang's expression froze for a moment before he smiled and said, "I'll leave in a few days, I'll pack up my things in the house these days, say goodbye to a few friends, and then go to the mountain to wait for Master first, and then leave-"

After hesitating for a moment, he said again: "Your face is not very good, too thin, remember to eat more, in the future, I will not be at home, parents, you will use more heart." ”

"Why should I care? Don't you go out and don't plan to come back? I'm going to get married next year, and my married daughter spilled the water. At most this year, I will still be able to be with my parents, and after next year. Come back and see them yourself. ”

Bai Miaoqi's tone was a little angry, and she didn't know what she was angry about, she would leave clearly, she would never have to be embarrassed and sad in the future, and she could even take advantage of this opportunity to use time to forget him. But why did she hope that everything would remain the same and be better like now?

The two were silent for a long time. Bai Miaojian couldn't think in her heart, the question could not be solved, it was like a thorn in her heart. It's very uncomfortable.

"If you're all right, I'll go first." Bai Lang broke the silence and prepared to go out.

Bai Miaoqi bit her lip, seeing that Bai Lang was already about to walk out, she was anxious. "Wait. I have something to ask? ”

Since he could no longer pretend to be confused, he simply asked everything to understand, Bai Miaojian waited for Bai Lang to stop, clenched his fists, and took a few breaths as if to cheer himself up, before he asked word by word extremely seriously: "I ask you, on the carriage, why did you do that?" ”

Bai Lang's heart trembled violently. He didn't look back, but said, "I said it." That's my fault. ”

"I don't care if anything is wrong, I just want to ask the reason, people eat because they are hungry, they drink water because they are thirsty, you do that, there is always a reason in your heart, you tell me, why?" Bai Miaojian is unyielding.

Bai Lang's expression with his back to her became more and more painful, why? He didn't even think about the reason, but his body did it uncontrollably, and when he came back to his senses, it was too late.

Seeing that Bai Lang didn't answer but walked out, Bai Miaoqi said in her heart, "Get out", and said directly: "You have me in your heart, you like me, otherwise you won't kiss me, I can feel it, you are with feelings, big brother, you like me, right." ”

The last sentence is almost begging, even if it is a despicable feeling, or it violates ethics and morality, she didn't ask for anything, but that feeling was recognized by Bai Lang, and he recognized it.

"That's enough." Bai Lang roared in a low voice, and said in a cold voice: "You are my sister, I only have brother and sister friendship with you, I am gone, I will go up the mountain tomorrow, and you will do it yourself in the future." ”

Bai Miaoqi's tears were uncontrollable again, and when she saw Bai Lang fleeing away, she could only scold in a low voice: "Big brother, you are a coward, you are not even as good as me, I dare to admit it, you don't even dare to admit it, you are a coward - but, since you dare not admit it, why do you still want to do something that shakes me." ”

Her voice grew quieter and quieter, and she slipped on the bed, only to clutch her eyes on the pillow and choke quietly.

"Second Miss-" Sydney came to the bedside with the boiled medicine, and saw Bai Miaojian lying on the bed, thinking that the latter was in severe pain, so she hurriedly put down the medicine bowl and said, "Second Miss, you hold on a little, and the maid will call the doctor." As he spoke, he was about to run out.

"No, I'm fine." Bai Miao's hairpin urn stopped angrily.

Sydney wasn't sure if she was really fine, and seeing that the medicine was still steaming, she hurriedly helped Bai Miaoqi up, "Second Miss, let's drink the medicine first, and the medicine will be fine." But when she helped Bai Miaojian up, she saw that the latter's eyes were red and swollen, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyelids were swollen, so she was frightened: "Second Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's okay, don't shout." Bai Miaoqi covered her eyes with both hands, "It hurt too much just now, you bring the medicine." ”

Sydney said yes again and again, handed the medicine to Bai Miaoqi's mouth, waited for her to finish drinking the medicine, and then helped her to lie down, "Do you want to eat candied fruit?" ”

Bai Miaojian waved her hand, "If you don't eat it, you won't be able to taste bitterness in this mouth." She was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered what Ling Yi had asked herself that day, and muttered, "If I had a choice, I would definitely not be so miserable." ”

"Second Miss—" Sydney couldn't say words of comfort, but could only feel distressed with red eyes.

"Sydney, you help me go to Lingfu to deliver a message." Bai Miaojian sat up again and whispered a few words in Sydney's ear.

Sydney didn't quite understand, "What does Miss Second mean by this?" ”

"You just tell Fusheng as I said, and you don't need to ask anything else." Bai Miaojian said lightly.

Sydney sighed, "Then the maid is going now?" ”

"Go now, and in addition, tell her again, if there is a way, I will go to the Ling Mansion to see her early tomorrow morning."

Although Sydney was confused, she still repeated the words of Bai Miaoqi's instructions in her heart a few times, and made sure that nothing was missing, so she hurried to Ling's mansion.

In the Ling Mansion, Weaving Fan pushed the door in, with a smile on his face: "Eldest Miss, Miss Bai Er has asked someone to pass the word." (To be continued.) )