132 Secrets of the Past
After making up her mind, Leng Zixi went to Ji's courtyard alone to find her after dinner.
Last time, because the Ji family was too sad, he didn't ask in detail about what Leng Fu had been avoiding more than ten years ago, and there was a question about her mother's innocence, this time I saw if I could ask something.
"Mother, did it involve something that estranged you from your father more than ten years ago?" Leng Zixi asked straight to the point.
Due to the recent change in Leng Changfeng's attitude, Ji Shi was not as heartbroken as before, she sighed faintly, her eyes were far away, as if she had seen someone in the past through Leng Zixi's face, and said half-loudly: "About the destruction of my innocence, about ...... The month of your birth and your background. ”
"Innocence? Life? Leng Zixi was stunned for a moment, evoking a touch of pain in her memory, although her soul was crossed over, the family affection engraved in her bones in her flesh was still firmly attached.
She knew that Leng Zixi had been ridiculed and bullied by the people in the house since she was a child, she didn't understand why so many people didn't like her, and some people scolded her for being a cheap race, and after she went crazy, under the prodding of Aunt Zou, she was disgusted by her father, and her mother was difficult to protect herself, and she suffered a lot.
Because when these things happened, she was still young, and many years had passed, and Leng Zixi was another soul, she had never thought about this problem. Intuitively, she was disliked and didn't think about anything else.
"At that time, your mother was already more than five months pregnant, and your father had always loved me, although the two of us were matchmakers. But after marriage, they respect each other like guests, and they respect each other very much. At that time, I still remembered that Aunt Zou also had a son and a daughter in the mansion, but this did not affect your father's relationship with me in the slightest, although I gave birth to your brother after Aunt Zou entered the mansion. ”
"I remember one day, Aunt Zou's confidant Granny Zhang suddenly came over with a bowl of decoction, saying that Aunt Zou specially brought the fetal supplement from her mother's house, and she drank this soup to give birth to your third sister Leng Ziyan safely and soundly. It didn't take a while. I felt dizzy, so I lay on the bed to rest, who knows......" Ji's voice seemed to be calm, but a faint tremor could still be heard in the aftersound. "I don't know. When I woke up the next day, I found a man lying next to me. Still...... Also disheveled. ”
Leng Zixi didn't expect such a thing to happen, she unconsciously remembered the scene at that time, and suddenly felt a chill. Cold sweat almost oozed from his back, "How come?" ”
"It was indeed like this at the time," Ji Shi raised his head to look into her eyes and repeated, "It was indeed like this. ”
"And what about later? Was it discovered by my father later? Leng Zixi thought for a while and asked.
"Later, when I found out, I was about to collapse, I was screaming and about to get up from the bed with a big belly, but at this time I heard the footsteps of Si Si Suo Suo outside, and the man must have done it on purpose, and put his arm around my waist, and this scene happened to be seen by your father and grandmother who came in."
"When your father saw this scene, he was naturally heartbroken and angry, and immediately slapped me, and ordered the man to be executed, blocking the news, and since then, I have been moved into the corner of the Tangxiangyuan, and because of this, I have also lost your father's favor." Ji took a handkerchief and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Mother, don't you suspect that Aunt Zou's confidant Granny Zhang did it?" Leng Zixi asked with a frown.
"I never doubted that I tried to explain to your father, but Aunt Zou obstructed her in every possible way, and she was clever and eloquent, but she didn't give me this opportunity, and later you were born prematurely, and your father sentenced me to death, not only punished my personal Mama Zhou for this, drove her out of the house, and gave her the title of an accomplice who did not report it, so that we have nowhere to redress. Gradually, I lost my expectations of your father, and you were born prematurely, and your body became more and more fragile, congenitally stunted, and later you had a mad disease, and I put all my heart on you, and I lost that heart even more. ”
Leng Zixi probably understood the ins and outs of this matter, and there were four key figures in this matter: Aunt Zou, Aunt Zou's confidant Mama Zhang, the man who was secretly executed by his father, and Mama Zhou, who had a mother and a mother.
Leng Zixi sorted out her thoughts, and probably understood why Aunt Zou didn't poison Leng Zixi who was still in her mother's womb at the time, probably thinking that one was that the poisoning was easy to be discovered, and the other was that she wanted her mother to watch her go from being favored to not being favored, and she also had to watch the scene where she and her father lived together, because more important than death was the pain of living.
Aunt Zou really has a very vicious mind!
And her nominal father, who couldn't stand seeing that scene, couldn't stand it and his loving wife would lie next to another man, hating because of love, so he didn't listen to Ji's explanation and refutation, for fear that he would hear an answer that he couldn't bear.
Leng Zixi can also understand it, because she is also such a person. Although on the surface, she is a calm and abnormal, very high self-control woman, but in the face of feelings she will also be very cowardly, like to choose to escape, arrogant and cold, would rather retain her little ridiculous self-esteem, than exchange for that ridiculous and humble charity.
After the event,
However, her mother, a woman, has been misunderstood by her husband for many years and wears an unclean hat, even now, it is just that no one has explained, it may not be that she has washed the black cauldron, she must have had a hard time for so many years.
Ji continued: "After the accident that year, when the old man also tried to send someone to find the man's family, the man's family went to the empty building, and it is said that their whole family had moved out overnight, and they didn't care about the man's life or death. Ji's beautiful face is full of weakness at the moment, and the pain in his heart that has been suppressed for many years.
With such a period of the past, it is no wonder that Aunt Zou is going to be windy and rainy in Lengfu, what is the difference between her concubine and the main mother, even more beautiful than the main mother, except for her name, she has everything. If it weren't for the real Leng Zixi being killed, and the modern Zhu Ruyan crossed over to avenge her, I'm afraid nothing would have changed.
This kind of situation has been seen a lot in TV dramas in previous lives, but if you find any evidence now, it will be much more difficult, but this does not prevent her from doing things, she will definitely find out the truth of the year and return her mother to an innocence. (To be continued.) )