【057】She's left you
I felt a little broken, stood up, came to Nuan Nuan's side, hesitated, but still reached out and hugged Nuan Nuan. Nuan Nuan buried her head in my arms. Tears slowly flowed down.
"Cry, just cry out, always so depressed, with a straight face, who to see. Actually, you are very aggrieved, why do you always forcibly pretend to be indifferent" I grabbed my hair helplessly, "The world is so messy, pretend to be pure for whom." ”
Nuan Nuan listened to my words "wow", and cried, crying a lot, a handful of snot and tears, crying for about ten minutes, Nuan Nuan gradually stopped crying, and saw her take out some tissues from her clothes. I looked at my chest and smiled, "I'm crying, isn't it much more comfortable?" ”
Nuan Nuan nodded and smiled at me, "Let you see the joke." After saying that, he picked up my hand, "How did the blood on the back of your hand come from?" ”
"I caught it myself."
"Why are you so ruthless in catching yourself?"
"I'm a person, living so big, the most unsightly thing is that girls cry, you're good, not only crying, but also lying on my chest crying, I'm going to collapse, but I don't dare to say anything. In the end, there was no choice but to catch myself, but fortunately, I got through it, I know no, for me, I'd rather let you beat you than let you cry in my arms. ”
Nuan Nuan smiled, "Then the object you were with before, don't you cry." ”
"Crying, crying badly."
"Is that you crying miserably, or her."
I thought about it, and it was miserable to spread my hands. ”
"You are a person who does not know how to deal with these feelings, and often the consequence of this is that many people are injured with you, and in the end, you get nothing."
"Why do you say that about me?"
"I have been in contact with you, my feelings, you don't understand what rejection is, you can let me cry in your arms when you have a girlfriend, and still hold me and comfort me, if your girlfriend knows, what will happen, have you ever thought about it?"
I was stunned for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "I seem to have been like this all along." ”
"You haven't been punished?" Nuan Nuan smiled, "For example, the girl in your phone." You love her a lot, don't you? But why did she leave you now? ”
"It was torn apart."
"Even if a person breaks up, there is a reason why she can break you up, right, if there is a reason, it must be a reason for you to create." Nuan Nuan looked at me and said very calmly, "Wang Yue, logically speaking, when I first knew that I was pregnant, I hated you very much and wanted to kill you, but the more I went on, the more I couldn't hate you, just like now, looking at your actions just now, I realized that I didn't hate you at all, and even liked you a little." ”
"Am I going to feel honored?"
Nuan Nuan shook her head, "Do you love your girlfriend?" ”
I smiled and said, "I love her, I definitely do." I don't love, I'm with her, what's the matter. ”
Nuan Nuan looked at me, "Yes, you say, what are you doing?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean?" ”
Nuan Nuan looked at me with a smile, "How did you two get together?" ”
As soon as I heard this, my head "buzzed", "How do you know this." ”
"Do I have to tell you" Nuan Nuan's eyes were a little defiant.
"This matter, just me, Bolong, Yang Qiong, and Shanshan, and Sister Hu know, even Hudong and Fat Zitao don't know, how can you know."
Nuan Nuan lay down on the bed, "No matter what, if you want people to know, unless you don't do it, really." I especially believe in this statement. ”
"How do you know?" I continued.
"I forgot." Nuan Nuan smiled at me, "If you remember it one day, I'll tell you again." I am tired. ”
I sighed, "If you don't say it, don't say it, it's not necessary anyway, even if you don't love it, you have feelings now." ”
"Then you shouldn't be here."
"Why?"
"Because your girlfriend will be sad when she finds out."
"No, because the child in your womb is mine, and I have this responsibility and this obligation."
Nuan Nuan sat up, "How many girls are you responsible for, how many girls are obligation, you don't know how to refuse, and you want to be responsible for all the girls, can you bear it?" Nuan Nuan snorted and leaned on the edge of the bed again, "Do you know why you always can't keep anyone in the end?" It's because of your bullshit responsibility, I'm telling you, you don't need to be responsible for anyone, you only need to be responsible for your girlfriend alone, understand? To put it mildly, you're an abusive species. After finishing speaking, Nuan Nuan took a deep breath, "Okay, I'm done, it may be a bit excessive, but you can listen to it alive." If you don't want to hear it, you can think of me as a fart. ”
I was silent for a long time, "Do you know something?" Why, I always feel very specific to what you say. ”
"I've heard it all." Nuan Nuan said very bluntly, "You comforted me that day, coaxed me to be happy, and took good care of me, although we had a relationship, but I Qin Siran still didn't want to owe you anything, the next night when you went to sleep, I wrote down the phone number of the girl named Xiyu from your mobile phone." ”
I listened to Nuan Nuan's words, and immediately raised my head, "What did you say?" ”
"I wrote down Xi Yu's phone number, when I went back to school, I called her, I naturally didn't say anything about the two of us, I just said, we are classmates, I said that you are depressed every day, drink every day, and you say that you are miserable. I want to reconcile the two of you. I really want to reconcile the two of you, because I feel that you love her very much. Nuan Nuan said this, pausing, "But there are some things that you have gone too far." The girl named Xiyu is really pitiful. Do you regret it now? It's too late to regret it, she will never come back to you again. ”
"No, she said, she will wait for me for four years."
"Fool, she is here to use those four years to completely forget you." Nuan Nuan smiled wildly and said, "This phone call of mine has made a lot of your previous things, that Lin Ran, and those brothers in your past, my phone call has knocked out my phone bill of more than 100 yuan." But I think it's worth it. I've learned many, many things about your past. Speaking of this, Nuan Nuan smiled, "The fairy tale you sang to her, she will remember it for a lifetime, you haven't contacted her during this time, you go call her and see if that phone call can be connected." ”
I looked at Nuan Nuan, slowly picked up the phone, and tried to call Xiyu, showing that the other party's phone had been turned off, "It's just off, it will be turned on soon." ”
"Hehe, you're here, having so much fun with your new girlfriend, have you ever thought about Xiyu?"
"I don't love her."
"Hehe, you admit now that you don't love her, but who will explain to Xiyu. You are so happy to guard the woman next to you all day long, and whoever sees it will believe that you don't love her. Whoever sees it will believe that you are still in love with Xiyu. ”
"You have a way to get in touch, right?"
Nuan Nuan shook her head, "I called Xiyu twice, the first time I called, I was curious and wanted to know about you, Xiyu said to me, you can tell me, but you need a condition exchange." Speaking of this, Nuan Nuan paused for a moment, "So I facilitated the second call, and the condition that Xi Yu said was, if you have a new girlfriend, let me tell her, and then let me wish you happiness for her." You are not a reliable man. Don't say that you still love Xiyu, no one will believe it anymore. After I made a second call to Yuyu, she said thank you to me and said she would never use the number again. ”
I suddenly remembered that when Nuan Nuan saw me and Ziya together again, that kind of angry eyes, I didn't know what Nuan Nuan was angry about, it turned out that she knew about me and Xi Yu, and then she was angry. No matter how angry she was, I found a new girlfriend and forgot about Xiyu.
"Since you know that Ziya and I have a misunderstanding, why don't you tell Xiyu anymore."
"I didn't know at first, but I found out later." Nuan Nuan's voice was a little low, "After I started to see it, I thought that you two were very affectionate, and you forgot the woman who was infatuated with you, so I told Xiyu, and after that, I couldn't contact her anymore, and when I really inquired about you and Ziya, at that time, I couldn't contact Xiyu." I, Qin Siran, what do I have, what do I say. You can blame me. I really didn't know about the two of you at the time. ”
I smiled and picked up a cigarette, "It doesn't matter, when I go back, I will definitely get back everything I lost." ”
"Is that okay?" Nuan Nuan looked at me with a smile.
I didn't speak, I was silent. Just keep smoking.
"This is the hospital, and you like to smoke so much."
I didn't speak, crouched in the corner, smoked.
Nuan Nuan went down to the ground and opened the window, "Can you smoke less, is the smoke so good?" ”
I ignored Nuan Nuan and continued to smoke, after a while, half a pack of cigarettes, I finished smoking, the trash can next to me was full of cigarette butts, the whole room smelled of smoke, Nuan Nuan opened all the windows, it was December, it was quite cold outside, but I didn't feel a little cold, Nuan Nuan had wrapped herself in the quilt. He stopped talking.
That's when my phone vibrate.
I held the phone "Hey. ”
"Liuliu, where have you been, I miss you so much. Why can't I find you when I wake up?"
"I've got something. Did you wake up? ”
"Hmm. Husband" Ziya shouted sweetly on the phone, "I want to eat KFC, buy me some, I saw the snacks you prepared for me, but I don't want to eat them." I'm going to eat KFC. Buy a takeaway bucket and let's eat together."
"Okay, wait for me."
"Uh-huh, bye-bye, husband, come back quickly, I don't want to stay here" After Ziya finished speaking, she kissed the phone and kissed her.
Hanging up the phone, I stood up and said, "What do you eat, I'll buy it back for you, and then I'm leaving, you can stay here at night, or you can go back to school, you choose." ”