The late autumn sun shines through the glass on the body, making people want to sleep warmly, like a cigarette lying on the bed but can't sleep, can't help but get up and turn on the computer, wandering around the Internet.

During the rare vacation period of a year, I felt bored at home, so I entered the chat room where I usually stayed, and I saw Ye Han's name as soon as I entered, and my mood became excited.

Recently, the contact between the two has gradually become less, you must know that I haven't seen him for so long, and my heart has been thinking about him all the time. She never knew that it hurt so much to miss someone.

She pressed her hand on her chest, trying to stabilize her heart, which was beating too fast, and after a few deep breaths, she changed her screen name and took the initiative to chat with him. She wanted to know too much what Ye Han was thinking in her heart, and whether she had herself in her heart.

After a few polite greetings, Ruyan asked directly: "Do you have a girlfriend?" ”

After a while, Ruyan's avatar moved, it was a message from Ye Han, "Yes, and she is very beautiful and kind." ”

"And do you like her?" After thinking about it, Zhu Ruyan's fingers moved on the keyboard on the computer.

Zhu Ruyan didn't wait long before the blue avatar moved again.

"We have known each other for nearly three years, from acquaintance to acquaintance, and then to love, this journey is not so easy, now we have long ceased to pursue love and not love, the earlier love has now turned into family affection, bit by bit infiltrated into our lives......" Yin Yehan almost did not hesitate to type these words on the dialogue column, quickly making people suspicious.

Looking at the few lines of words on the computer screen, Zhu Ruyan's heart can be said to be overjoyed. She knew that Ye Han would not disappoint her, he was the only person she had liked for so long......

Yin Yehan is a man who is very good at making romance, since his relationship with Zhu Ruyan is clear, he will drive her to pick her up from work on time every day, and always give her new red roses before the last bouquet of roses wilts, which envy her colleagues.

Someone once said that no matter how hard a woman's heart is, she will lose to the thorny red rose, and under Yin Yehan's attack, the relationship between them is progressing rapidly.

Zhu Ruyan pulled back from her past thoughts, thought for a while, and then continued to type on the keyboard, "It seems that you are also an amorous person, I admire that kind of person who is consistent, then I will dispel the thoughts that should not be there, I wish you happiness." ”

Then he sent a message, "Thank you! ”

Zhu Ruyan closed the computer, and his heart was very moved, as a person of their profession, his whole body is not full of danger all the time, and a little carelessness will bring devastating results to both individuals and organizations, not to mention ...... Where is happiness? But in such a difficult environment, God let her meet him......

Thinking of Yin Yehan unconsciously revealing his thoughts just now, Zhu Ruyan couldn't help but be happy, how unwavering his love for her was!

took out his mobile phone, Zhu Ruyan immediately dialed Yin Yehan's phone, and without a few 'beeps', his magnetic voice came from the phone, "Ruyan? ”

"Yes, it's me!"

"What's the matter? Did you miss me when you called me so suddenly? Yin Yehan seemed to be joking.

"What's the matter, people just want to talk to you!" Zhu Ruyan rarely showed the delicate appearance of her daughter's family.

"I can't help you!" Yin Yehan's tone contained helplessness, and after a pause, he continued, "Ruyan, I want to discuss something with you." ”

"What's the matter?" Yin Yehan asked her, "Do you have time this weekend?" My mom wants to see you! ”

Hearing him say this, Zhu Ruyan was a little surprised, Yin Yehan was very good to her, she had always doted on her, and she was also very happy to hear that he was willing to take her to meet his parents, which was what she dreamed of.

It's just that she always has some kind of inexplicable fear...... She didn't know what kind of people his parents were, whether they would dislike her for being an orphan, if they would dislike her profession, if they would be careless, they would put their son in trouble...... And she's not ready.

Zhu Ruyan rejected Yin Yehan with the most cliché excuse of working overtime on weekends.

Yin Yehan didn't mind, he said very considerately: "I'll wait until you have time, and then inform my mother!" All right? Ruyan saw that Yin Yehan understood himself so well, and responded with a small sigh, and he was a little reluctant to go.

Maybe it was because Yin Yehan mentioned his mother, and that night, Zhu Ruyan actually dreamed of her again.

How long has it been since you've had this dream about this person? Covered in cold sweat, he woke up from his sleep, and opened his eyes suddenly, only to see the darkness of a room and hear the sound of heavy rain outside.

Zhu Ruyan suddenly turned over and sat up, walked quickly to the window, and closed all the windows. It wasn't until he was sure that the window was closed, and Zhu Ruyan went back to bed.

I wanted to continue sleeping, but after a thousand turns of thought, Zhu Ruyan simply got up and sat on the edge of the bed, staring out the window in a daze. Lonely nights always bring back memories like this, especially on a rainy day like this......

Zhu Ruyan still remembers that when she was eight years old, her mother chose to leave.

She cried and begged her mother: "Mommy, don't leave me, Mommy! ”

The mother hugged her and said, "I'm sorry, Mom can't put up with your dad anymore, Mom will go crazy if you don't leave, this is Mom's phone, if there is anything, you can call Mom." ”

Her mother left her and threw herself into the arms of another man. Half a year later, her father remarried, and she was sent to her grandmother's house. Since then, I have lived with my grandmother for eight years. But fate played a joke on her again.

The enthusiastic grandmother only went to help the neighbor take care of the children, but never returned, and it was not until three days later that she found her body swollen from water blisters in the ditch. The police said that the grandmother fell into the ditch due to a slippery road due to the rain, and suffered a head injury, and she was unconscious on the spot before drowning.

The only relative who would want her, so she was left alone, when she was sixteen years old. The father hurriedly came back to finish the funeral of his grandmother, and then told her very indifferently, "You are not too young, you should be able to live independently by yourself, my career is inconvenient to pick you up in T City." ”

As if wanting to explain something, he continued: "And it's not suitable to help you transfer at this time." I will send you living expenses every month, you take care of yourself, and call me again if you need anything. With that, he left.

She knew that her father didn't want to interfere with his other family, because her stepmother didn't like her very much, and they already had three other children, so they didn't have the time and love to share with her. She wouldn't bother them, just as she had never made a phone call to her birth mother, who was married to the United States. So she was very, very, hated rainy days.

It was also on such a majestic rainy night that she was cruelly abandoned in the park by her mother. It was also on such a majestic rainy night that her dearest and kind grandmother fell into Zhengou and passed away.

Zhu Ruyan really remembered the despair of life at that time, the infinite nostalgia for the deceased relatives, watching her grandmother being carried farther and farther away, the despair and the cold feeling of never seeing her again made her experience of life cruel, helpless, sad, and resentful.

Perhaps by coincidence, Joseph Steven, a member of the Investigation Bureau of Country M, who happened to come to T City to handle the case, took in her who was living a hard life at the time and became her godfather. At that time, she still believed that her mother would desperately find her to bring her home.

However, for several years, in her longing sight day and night, her mother's delicate figure never appeared. She learned to look no further. An orphan must learn many things: she must not care about the pitiful eyes of others, she must not hope for what she cannot get, she must pretend to be strong, she must swallow her tears...... In this cold and cruel world, the only person she can rely on is herself.

It was still a rainy night that she hated.

It's just that that time, she stood in front of Joseph Steven and decided the path of her life, that is, to become an agent. A top infiltrator is like an actor who hides himself in the character forever. Only by living can there be hope.

Ruyan's indifferent eyes flashed with a trace of pain, she understood the meaning of this sentence prematurely, and her soft and petite hands had grown a layer of calluses.

Until I met him - Yin Yehan. When I was in a bad mood, I couldn't help but want to put my frustration aside for a while. With him, she always has a feeling of being pampered, a kissing action, a well-intentioned word, he carefully cares for her, as if she is a baby who can't resist touching lightly. Gradually, her world began to have the presence of sunshine......

In this way, Zhu Ruyan locked himself in his room, imprisoned his heart, and allowed himself to immerse himself in dark thoughts.

In the early morning of Valentine's Day, a lonely and delicate figure was isolated in front of the window, a delicate and soft side face, long hair like a waterfall, a coffee-colored plaid dress outlined her perfect figure, and the golden sunset dotted her body, which was as holy as an angel, but why her expression was so lost.

"Sorry the person you're calling is on a call, please call again later." Today is Valentine's Day, and it is a sweet day for Valentines to sit on.

Ruyan couldn't remember how many calls she made to Yin Yehan, she lay on the bed irritably, and kept fiddling with the heart-shaped pillow in her hand. Yesterday I refused my boyfriend's invitation, just because I wanted to surprise him, and I wanted to call him again today to tell him 'Happy Valentine's Day', but now I haven't even answered a phone call.

It can't be an accident, this thought quickly flashed through her mind, and Ruyan immediately stood up and put on a dress and went out.