Canglong naked. Leaning against the door, this is how long has it been this feeling, the pictures that emerge in his mind are haunting his heart like a nightmare, the heart-rending pain, with bitter memories, that name, a familiar name, sealed in his heart, is the past he has said goodbye.

However, can the past really be said goodbye so easily, his face has become as cold as ever, and the ephemeral present seems to be unable to dilute those pasts.

That kind of pain is not only mental, but also physical, the first time this pain appeared in his mind, it was a year ago in a desert country, he fell in love with a person who looked very similar to Yu Xue, the temperament and eyes of the two were almost identical, so the first time he saw Yu Xue, it felt so familiar, so calm, like going back to the past.

It's just that she has left, but Canglong still remembers the words she said when she left, and remembers her request, so Canglong let go of his killer life and left the world he belonged to, and he couldn't even remember whether he was looking for his parents or looking for a pure land.

Yu Xue triggered the bitter memory in his mind, and it also triggered the heart-rending pain, this is the second time, maybe the third time, for a while, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to face this past.

The killer can't have extra feelings, but the taste of feelings is so tempting, the tempter can't help but pursue it, even if he sacrifices his life.

When he met Merlin, Canglong overturned many of the previous values, and it was she who made herself feel the diversity of this world, and her words would always haunt his heart.

If you don't have vision, then I am your eyes, let me tell you what is black and what is white.

If you don't have a sense of taste, then I'm your taste buds, let me tell you what is bitter and what is sweet.

If you don't have a sense of smell, then I'm your nose, let me tell you what is fragrant and what is smelly.

If you don't have a sense of touch, then I am your senses, let me tell you what life is like

But before she could tell Canglong what life was like, she left, leaving only a strange world for him to face alone.

Before that, he was a killing machine, meticulous in the execution of orders, just like the sentence that a killer does not need feelings, he has no feelings, since he was a child, he has never had feelings, the circle he lives in, only death and blood, he can hear, see, touch, but he can't experience the taste, so he is the strongest, no one can defeat him, he is the god of death in the killer world, constantly harvesting those strange lives.

Mei Lin's appearance tells him that in addition to death and blood, there is another world, and perhaps the biggest purpose of his coming to China is to find something called emotion, or maybe he is escaping.

"When there is something that cannot be escaped, you can only choose to face it, to face a better one, not a worse one." Canglong made a choice in his heart, maybe now was the time for him to face it.

The next day, Yu Xue woke up, made breakfast, walked to Canglong's door, wanted to knock on the door but found that Canglong's door was not closed, she walked in, and found that the room was as clean as ever, not the slightest mess, there was no one inside, the computer on the table was gone, only a letter was left, lying quietly on the table.

Yu Xue picked up the letter, on which were written the four words Yu Xue personally opened, she opened the letter in a little panic, and the words left by Canglong appeared in it:

When you read this letter, I have already left, everyone has a past, my past is difficult for you to understand, when I came to China aimlessly, in fact, in front of me is not only a strange country, but also a strange world, a strange way of life.

In my original life, I only needed to make plans and mechanically complete simple tasks for me, but when I was faced with an unfamiliar way of life, I ridiculously told others how to choose, but the irony is that I didn't know how to choose, like a child toddler, who could fall at any time.

Feelings are like a kind of poison, which makes people eat it willingly, struggle painfully in it, face death painfully, and feel the torment of the soul, but if I am given a chance to choose, I will still choose the current life, some people say that two people are together, and they must accept each other's past.

But I think that as a man, there should be no past, especially a woman who should not impose her past on her, please give me a chance, I remember yesterday you said that you will never leave me, so now please let me leave you for a while, just a while

Canglong When Yu Xue finished reading this letter, she didn't know what Canglong was going to do, and she didn't know what his past was, but the irritability of the night, this moment was all relieved, who didn't go over? It's just that some of the past is not a goodbye that can be offset.

"I'll wait for you to come back." Yu Xue hugged the letter tightly to her chest, "Even if it's for a lifetime." ”

The blizzard became more and more violent, the sky began to freeze, the nose and cheeks froze more violently, and the cold air poured into the coat more frequently, and even if the body was wrapped tighter, you could feel the biting chill.

The propeller of the Z-8 is clattering, and this medium-sized helicopter imitated by China in the nineties of the twentieth century based on the French Super Hornet helicopter has finally become a successful medium-sized helicopter after some twists and turns through continuous improvement. However, as the most domestically produced helicopter with the strongest carrying capacity, the Z-8 still failed to fill the gap of the lack of heavy transport helicopters in China.

The old-fashioned Z-8 was more than enough to cope with the blizzard in front of him, but the people sitting in it were extremely uncomfortable, not only feeling the vibrations brought by the air current, but also dealing with the cold wind that came in from all over the helicopter like a knife.

However, even in this kind of weather, neither the driver nor the passengers inside actually had any complaints and emotions.

"This mission is very important, and I will go there myself." Li Ruomo was wearing a leather coat, and his cheeks were red from the cold, but he was even more attractive.

"To spy on me?" Canglong stared at her coldly, "When you go abroad, it's even more difficult for you to spy on me." ”

"You are dangerous to us, but you are also dangerous to my enemies, at least until you became my enemy, and it is my enemy that should be worried now." Li Ruomo looked at Canglong calmly, "So, why do I have to do this to spy on you?" ”

Canglong nodded and said calmly, "Remember what you promised me." ”

"You should also remember what you promised me." Li Ruomo did not show weakness, "This mission is not only an assessment of our department, but also an assessment of you, if you fail, we will face being disbanded again, and you"

"Will you die?" Canglong shook his head, "My fate has always been in my own hands, at least when I was a killer. ”

"Anyone will die, but there is no value in dying." Li Ruomo said, took out a document and handed it to Canglong, "This is a mission briefing, when you arrive at the base, I hope you can have a clear understanding." ”

Canglong took the briefing over and looked at it with an expressionless face, and after a few minutes, he put it down and frowned: "You guys have a really big appetite. ”

Li Ruomo's face was solemn, "It's not big, how can it touch the nerves of those people?" How could I invite you over? ”

Canglong looked at her sarcastically: "Are those people Americans, or are they your own?" ”

"Both." Li Ruomo ignored Canglong's ridicule, "I know what you want to say, but no country is monolithic, compared to other countries, my national cohesion is much stronger, not to mention that if our Special Operations Section can't even do this, then how can we deal with the CIA of the Americans?" ”

Canglong nodded, surprisingly did not sarcastically Li Ruomo, the Americans have the CIA, the world's largest intelligence organization, while China has the Special Operations Section, which is a special department separated from the Intelligence Bureau of the General Staff, and is different from the CIA in that the Special Operations Section is equivalent to Israel's Special Missions Bureau, with the smallest department, doing the biggest things.

His mind did not stay in Dongning, because he has now completed the transformation of his identity, he is a killer, he should do the killer thing, this cooperation with Li Ruomo, it can be said that each takes what he needs, Canglong helps her complete the task, and silences those high-level officials who want to disband the Special Operations Section, and Li Ruomo wants to provide him with information about her parents, as well as the conspiracy behind it.

After that kind of headache for the second time, Canglong felt that this matter was becoming more and more urgent, because he didn't want Mei Lin's matter to happen to Yu Xue, and he didn't have a second chance, which seemed to be a bad omen, so he agreed to Li Ruomo in advance and started the next task.

However, after reading the mission briefing, Li Ruomo of Canglongjue didn't seem to just want to shut up the higher-ups, so he said: "I think you want to cause chaos among the Americans, and then force that inner ghost out." ”

"Huh." Li Ruomo smiled faintly, "You are very smart, but smart people often don't live long, I know that you despise all the rules, but in my eyes, this is just your conceited and immature stupidity." ”

"But I'm alive." Canglong said coldly, "Otherwise, you wouldn't have invited me to be a conceited, immature, and even stupid guy." ”

Li Ruomo looked at Canglong and stopped talking, but it could be seen from her expression that she was a little unconvinced, but she had to be convinced, although it was said that it was cooperation now, Li Ruomo was in a weak position, because her needs were more urgent than Canglong's.

When the plane hovered over a base and was about to land, Li Ruomo suddenly spoke: "From now on, the organizational assessment of you has begun, don't blame me for not reminding you, there is no one easy to deal with in the Special Operations Section, I don't want to see you crying and begging me." ”

"Huh." Canglong sneered, "I never ask for mercy from others!" ”