Chapter 146: I Have Nothing Left

In addition, those who are familiar with her know that the child named Ah Quan next to her left, and everyone is speculating whether the child was a group of dead corpses or someone took it away, after all, Miss Zuo is in a bad mood because of this incident, everyone is a little scared of her, even if she doesn't have any actions and intentions to vent her anger on others, everyone is still careful to talk to her, and try to accommodate everything.

Zuo Anan looked into the distance, his eyes were a little sloppy, and after a long while, he said faintly: "I'm a little tired and want to go home." ”

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After many days, the 30,000 houses on the wetland slope have been basically completed, and most of the people have moved up, although the sky is still raining, but this fifth rain has been tepid and intermittent, so that while it is raining, the water on the ground is slowly receding.

It's just that the smell of garbage all over the floor is still unbearable.

At this time, it is the rain break, the sun is out, it has not completely set, the red tong hangs in the west, everyone is busy finishing the day's work and cooking dinner, the atmosphere is busy and brisk, and the sound of calling the family to go home for dinner falls here and there.

Zuo An'an's eyes have been falling on the wetland mountain with the afterglow from the sunset, looking at the curling smoke, people went home one after another, and suddenly remembered the phrase "sunrise and sunrise and sunrise".

It turns out that I don't know when this place has become very homely.

It's just that in her home, who is waiting for her to go back?

She didn't alarm anyone, carrying a black bag and a silent and low-key gray tracksuit. Slowly ascended the mountain on the wet mountain road.

There are still only two families in the open space on the mountain, and Chen Ying is cooking in the house, asking Chen Huihui to come out and pick shallots. Chen Liang lame to add grass to the little donkey in the shack, and when he looked back, he saw that she still couldn't react.

"Left, Miss Left?" hurriedly shouted into the house, "Sister, Miss Zuo is back, back!" ”

Zuo An'an went up and touched the excited little donkey, and the sound of footsteps behind him sounded, and Chen Ying ran out with an apron and a spatula, with tears in his eyes: "Miss Zuo, you're back!" ”

Zuo Anan turned his head to look. The corners of his mouth were slightly pulled and he nodded.

Chen Ying was very excited: "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" We're cooking, I'm going to stir-fry a few more dishes. Will you eat with us? ”

Zuo Anan thought about it, and didn't want to do it himself, so he said, "Then it's bothering you, I'll clean up the house first." ”

Chen Ying was even more excited. Hurriedly said, "Ryoko." Bring the water to Miss Zuo, Huihui, pick two handfuls of cabbage...... No, the little tomatoes in the basket in the house went to be washed first for the aunt to eat. ”

The family was busy.

Zuo An'an smiled, took out the key and opened the door, the room was very gray, and everything was exactly the same as when she left.

Probably because it hasn't been popular for many days, the house is a little damp. There was a faint musty smell in the air, and it felt like an old house.

Zuo Anan watched. Smelling, suddenly I don't know why, and my heart is shrouded in a layer of confusion.

Little, I didn't dare to step in.

The dress she had worn at night when she was making supper for the two of them.

That pair of pants, she still has a trouser leg left and has a tail, to give ...... He wore it.

The little clogs, which were a little rough, had taken a lot of effort for her to come up.

There are two pillows on a one-meter-two small bed.

The dishes and chopsticks on the stove are exactly two servings.

There were a lot of snacks in the box under the bed, and when she was outside, she thought that she would have to contribute them when she came back.

She staggered two steps, held on to the door frame, clenched her fist, put her fingers to her lips, and in the darkness, her eyes sparkled with water, and finally she could not bear to fall down suddenly, and cut a long silver line.

Isn't it so hard to have a home here? Can this home be peaceful and calm all the time? But now she felt only a suffocating silence and coldness in the room.

She endured and endured, her back trembled, and finally she turned around and left as if she was overwhelmed, and came to the shack next to her, holding on to the smooth and shiny fur of the little donkey, and gasping heavily.

Ah Mao seemed to know the depression in his master's heart, stood obediently, turned his head and rubbed her with his head.

Zuo An'an hugged its neck with his backhand, and said in a low voice: "Ah Mao, I have nothing." ”

"I actually have a lot more, a lot more than I did at the beginning, but I still feel like I've lost everything."

"I'm sad."

"I wasn't like that before."

"Someone has changed me, but why can't he change to the end?"

At this moment, she realized that the most painful thing was not loneliness, but that she had been accompanied by someone, and in the end she was the only one left.

If she hadn't coveted that warmth, she wouldn't have fallen so painfully now.

After all, it was she who was too greedy.

"Ah Quan, Ah Quan?"

She laughed self-deprecatingly, she didn't even know what his name was.

"Why did I have to fall into such a situation with all my sincerity?"

"Oh." Mao rubbed her comfortingly.

Zuo An'an took out a glass can from his bag and opened it, Ah Jin crawled out clumsily and slowly with a thick shell on his back, lying on the back of the little donkey, and the two mung bean-like eyes stared at Zuo An'an, which was full of honest and flattering.

Zuo An'an touched it, "I'm the only one left with you now......"

The evening breeze was blowing, the tears in her eyes had completely dried up, and she felt that her heart was also blown cold, and she was hardened inch by inch.

"Auntie, eat small tomatoes."

A soft voice sounded, she collected her emotions, and when she turned her head, she saw Huihui holding a bowl of red and clear tomatoes to her.

Tomatoes......

She couldn't help but think of the tomatoes she had given Ah Quan to eat, and she was slightly shaken, then shook off this idea and picked one up to see: "It's quite fresh, where did it come from?" ”

"Originally, it was planted at home by a family on the mountain, and an old farmer took care of it, so he hung dozens of fruits and sent half of them." Chen Ying came over with a basket and said, "Miss Zuo to taste?" It's quite sweet. ”

"Give Huihui to eat, I don't want this, I also eat outside." Zuo Anan watched her go to the pickup truck to pick vegetables: "In a blink of an eye, these vegetables have grown up." ”

The baskets of vegetables in the car have grown quite decent,

Although the cabbage, lettuce, spinach, and water spinach are still small, they are almost ready to eat, and the Chinese cabbage has also begun to wrap its heart.

The garlic and shallots on the periphery are already very lush, green and green, and there is no insect eye, which shows that they are carefully cared for.

She found that except for garlic and shallots, none of the other vegetables had been picked.

"Why don't you pick and eat it when you're so big?" (To be continued......)

PS: I don't know why, the ring knuckle suddenly hurts, and it is difficult to type, and my mood is as bad (>_<) as An An