Chapter 178, Lang's heart is like iron
Xu Fang practiced swords on the river beach, and his body and footwork were as fast as a phantom. As of the footsteps of the women's skill pool, there were no footprints on the wet and soft mud under his feet, and he stepped with every step. There will be a wet footprint-shaped water trail on the river beach, and then it will gradually disappear without a trace.
The body technique, sword technique, formation technique, strength, and divine consciousness have reached perfection, and there is almost no trace to be found. It has the artistic conception of "white ducks in the frost, and snow in the silver bowl" as the ancients said.
There are faint clouds in the sky, the weather is sultry, the river blows a hot and humid breeze, with a subtropical disturbing and restless atmosphere, this is the most uncomfortable side of Guangzhou's weather in this season, there is no perfect four-season feng shui pattern in the world.
As the sword technique unfolded, the light of the stars and the moon that seemed to have a hazy brain sprinkled through the clouds, between the visible and the invisible, purifying the earth qi spirit and moving it with the body. From a more macroscopic perspective, the movement of the spiritual center between heaven and earth follows the natural rhythm of the white cloud veins and the flowing water of the Pearl River.
But You Fang himself felt that tonight's sword intent seemed to be messy and out of order, and the Qin slag who was dancing in front of him also looked a little confused, as if he was confused. The sword won't be like that, but his sword will.
It's not that the swordsmanship is not perfect, in the eyes of onlookers. You Fang's sword dance has been wonderful. On the one hand, he was in a chaotic mood tonight, and he wanted to use this sword to vent, but it backfired. On the other hand, it's complicated. Since fully comprehending the artistic conception of "continuous existence and profundity" in Baiyun Mountain, You Fang's skills have improved to a higher level, but he has also reached a relative peak.
How can you describe it? Barely like an athlete, who has been practicing with his coach since he was a child, and gradually his results are getting better and better, and he begins to get rankings in sports meetings, and his rankings are getting higher and higher. But to a certain point, there is no way to improve it, theoretically you can win the Olympic championship as long as you run one second faster, but in practice it is impossible, no matter how hard you practice.
You Fang knew in his heart that sword training had become a relative bottleneck so far, so he continued to practice like this. It is nothing more than more sophisticated, but it is difficult to make a qualitative breakthrough. It's just a different person. Such cultivation at a young age is enough to be proud, but You Fang is different, Master's explanation is to completely cultivate Qin Yu's spirituality, and now this state is impossible to achieve even if he practices for another lifetime.
People like little wanderers, they are not afraid of how difficult the road to climb is, and they can always see the road if they can't go up for a while, and the most disturbing thing is that they seem to be standing on a number of peaks, and there is no way up, but they know in their hearts that this is not a number of peaks at all, which will inevitably affect their mood.
After practicing the sword, he walked towards the top of the river beach, found a dry place and sat down thoughtfully. Today he and Xie Xiaoxian turned their faces. It's a deliberate attempt to find fault with the topic, and some words sound angry, but why not what you have always wanted to say? I really wronged her today, alas, it's okay. It's good to have some words clear, so as not to cause trouble in the future.
But does he really not care about her? The eight-faced little wanderer, if you don't care about her, why bother treating her like that. As far as the matter is concerned, there is another reason, Xie Xiaoxian blocked the door and sent a "surprise." You Fang was also helpless, but during this time, he chose to show her the best side of what she wanted to see.
You Fang has done his best, how can he be so honest since he was a child? Half a month did half a year's homework. And he is not pretending, or he is sincere, when he quarrels, he talks about Tu Su and Xiao Yu, in fact, he implies that he doesn't always want to give Xie Xiaoxian a bad impression.
These years of love are exaggerated. It's a childhood sweetheart in another sense.,Even if it can't reach another level of intimacy.,But at least he doesn't want to lose this friend.。 According to Xie Xian's hope, he has done the best, and he is looking for a state where he can get along peacefully under the existing relationship.
He succeeded and failed, and seemed to be in a state of peace. Once something happens, it will still break out into conflict, and if it continues, unless someone else changes, going further will only bring hurt rather than a better feeling. Seeing Xie Xiaoxian's face at the dinner table, You Fang was enraged for a moment, maybe it wouldn't be like this if you were a different person.
He had sincerely sought to get along with each other in front of Xie Xiaoxian, once something happened to her still reacted like that, You Fang couldn't stand it, so just find an excuse to turn his face, don't blame him for not trying.
Sitting by the river, You Fang finally sorted out some chaotic thoughts, and couldn't help but wonder, how is Xie Xiaoxian doing now? As soon as he thought of this, he stroked the short sword on his waist, raised his eyes to look at the river, but suddenly shouted softly: "Qin Yu, what's wrong with you?" Don't cry! ”
Damn, there was a demon moth today, and the sword spirit Qin scum, who he saw, looked at him with tears in his eyes not far away. As soon as You Fang stretched out his hand, he subconsciously wanted to take Qin Wang into his arms and hug him to comfort him.
There is a sword light rising on the surface of the river, carrying the power of the white cloud leyline and the spirit of the Pearl River, like the moon into the arms.
That's a great move! When the onlookers saw it, they would only think that this guy was nervous, but this action was not made by imagination, You Fang was really hugging Qin Yu. Qin Wang had no real form, and You Fang used her divine sense to condense the earth qi spirit that she sensed. Allow the sense of sword qi spirituality turned into a solid form, and embrace it.
Immediately after that, You Fang turned his head up, pinched the sword trick with his left hand, and took out a dove light stone with his right hand. The earth trembled with a loud shout, and the spar in his hand burst out with a dazzling bright light, collecting the ushered sword light, and then he barely stood still, and he was already in a cold sweat. The weather is hot and the clothes are thin, and it is impossible for You Fang to hide nine spars on his body like in winter, and he only carries such a horn and two stones with him. It is also fortunate that there is such a spiritual refining and pure tungsten light stone. No crucian carp can not be injured outside!
Sword Spirit Qin Yu had no intention of injuring You Fang, but You Fang himself would be injured by the sword intent, how could a master like Xiao Youzi make such a mistake in a trance? When he came back to his senses, the cold sweat had dried, and he looked up at the sky and said to himself, "Master, I was wrong!" ”
"Your master, I'm not in heaven, I'm behind you! Damn, that's okay, huh? If you find your way out, you don't need to be careful. You little wanderer, I've been waiting for you in Chongqing for so long. You're not coming to me either? You should come even if you count the days, unless you don't succeed in sword training, and you have been with Xiang Yinghua for so long in vain!
Hurt my old man to come to Guangzhou to find you. The practice is not wasted, but I am picking up girls every day! Okay, if you like to pick up girls, go clubbing, just don't delay the business, you apprentice is really worry-free. Let's continue to practice if I find out the doorway, I don't need to do much if there is no problem, my old man can finally find a leisurely look. ”
On the embankment in the distance, there was a little old man sitting on a horse in the shade, which was very common in hot weather, and even if someone walked by, he would not pay attention to him. What's even more special. This person's body seems to be integrated into the night, and his spirit is hidden invisible, and when You Fang came to the river to practice swords, he observed that there were no idle people around, and he did not appear at that time.
Liu Li muttered to himself. He stood up, paced with his hands behind his back, and walked away with a smile. He didn't even want Maza, and he didn't show up to greet his apprentice.
Why did You Fang say that sentence because of a sentence mentioned by Liu Li when refining the realm of mind: great joys and sorrows in the world, thrilling things. Don't hurt yourself, don't be like dead ashes, don't be mad, the soul doesn't want to be crazy, and the mad demon will have something to send, and don't lose it.
Looking back now, after "great joy and sorrow, thrilling", the tranquility in ordinary words and deeds is the true meaning, which is what Zhuangzi said, "Yingning You Fang once wanted to find but didn't get it, and tonight's sword practice almost hurt himself, only then did he wake up and understand that he understood, can he really do it?"
But he at least had a gain, standing there and carefully reminiscing about the scene he was almost injured just now, he inadvertently wanted to do something that he couldn't do yet, but there was no problem with the means. Turning divine consciousness into divine thoughts, the path has been glimpsed, but the difference in skill is too far, and the realm is naturally unattainable. The sense of condensing the sword intent spirituality into a solid form with his divine sense is the way to completely cultivate Qin Zha's spirituality, and he still needs to take his time
Thinking of this, You Fang shook his head as if with a wry smile, and also turned to leave the riverside. He seemed to still be standing one. At the peak, I dimly saw another higher mountain.
Walking on the road, he called Xie Xiaoxian again, tonight he was wrong, but it was wrong, he couldn't tell himself so. Instead of going home, he walked through the city to Qi Caixue's apartment.
The clouds gradually dissipated at some point, and the moonlight shone on him, and the stars were like the eyes of the sky. Every time Xie Xiaoxian made a fuss, the result was that You Fang always went to Qi Xiaoxue's bed, which was really strange! Is it a complete coincidence, and it may not be, if it wasn't Xie Xiaoxian for the first time, You Fang would not be able to "play with fire" with Qi Xiaoxue in the future. ”
In fact, the person who could touch You Fang the most was Xie Xiaoxian, but he didn't dare to be touched, what he really disliked was not Xie Xiaoxian, but the so-called helplessness of being in the rivers and lakes that he didn't want to face in his heart.
You Fang himself didn't realize this until now. Maybe you will never realize it, but the stars in the sky seem to be visible.
When You Fang was practicing swords by the river, Xie Xiaoxian looked at the mirror with tears in her eyes in the bathroom, she couldn't understand why You Fang was so angry and unreasonable today? He had never been like this before in front of her! When she slammed the door before leaving, she was almost stunned, how could she have suffered such a grievance in front of him? You Fang has always been very afraid of her and follows her.
After watching it for a long time, she gradually calmed down, and she suddenly scolded: "Little wanderer, you are a big villain."
This scolding is a bit funny, but after scolding, she was not so angry, washed her face, and made a decision to go next door to apologize! Because she suddenly figured out one thing, why was You Fang angry? Because for a period of time, You Fang's performance is simply honest and cute, and Xie Xiaoxian has never seen such a hard-working classmate in his memory.
Xie Xiaoxian had been to his room to read his books and notes, and was very surprised, he was really professional in terms of cultural relics appreciation, and he could even be said to be very cultivated, and the average master's degree graduate may not be able to compare at all, and he just wanted to pass the exam and defense to get a diploma.
Wasn't what he was doing exactly what she wanted? And he's worked so hard, but how can he still look at him like a thug? Tonight's events proved to be indeed her mistake, for whatever reason. If he changes to You Fang, he will also be popular, he is already like this, how do you want him to be satisfied?
Alas, forget it, it's okay for a man to have a little temper, although this fire is too much, but there is a reason for it, as long as you don't want to really break up, let him do it once. Apologize now, so that you won't be stiff.
Xiao Yu looked out through the cat's eye of the security door. While asking, "Tu Su, Brother You Fang really didn't go over there?"
Tu Su: "No, I heard him go downstairs and said that he won't come back tonight, what are you going to do there?" ”
Xiao Yu stood up straight and said, "Don't do it, don't do it, it's good if you don't go." "Reading the latest Children's Day, I washed the stream and dried the books, and the opposite door opened when the umbrella mountain threw the river. Xie Xiaoxian knocked on the door, Xiao Yu opened the door and asked Sister Chewing Yixiaoxian, what is the matter with you? ”
Xie Xiaoxian glanced inside: "Is You Fang here, he hasn't slept yet, right?" ”
Xiao Yu shook his head: "No, Brother You Fang went out, saying that he was going to practice, and he won't come back tonight." He also told the two of us to lock the door
Xie Xiaoxian went back disappointed, she finally made up her mind to take the initiative to apologize, but You Fang ran away from home overnight and didn't give her this opportunity. After he left, Xiao Yu mysteriously hooked his hand: "Tu Su, you come." I have something to tell you. ”
The two entered the room, and Tu Su asked puzzledly: "There is no one else at home, why do you want to talk like this?"
Xiao Yu: Sister Xiaoxian and Brother You Fang quarreled, her face was wrong, did you see it? .
Tu Su: "I can see it, maybe because of tonight's incident, the two of us scolded and scolded" Sister Immortal is kind intention, Brother You Fang shouldn't be angry with her. ”
Xiao Yu waved his hand: "Don't talk about this, it's the most ugly thing I scolded, I didn't dare to go out when I hid in the room just now." But it's a bit strange for the two of them to quarrel, if they don't care very much, why would Brother You Fang quarrel with her? , Tu Su, let me ask you, has Brother You Fang ever chased you?.
Tu Su blushed, lowered his head and said, "Why do you ask this?"
Xiao Yu: "Don't care why, just say whether there is or not."
Tu Su's head drooped lower: "It's not that you don't know, maybe you think I'm still young, my father didn't allow me to talk about my boyfriend too early, and I talked to him about this,"
Xiao Yu: "I can tell you, Brother You Fang will not chase you in the future, I will chase him, I can't be cheap outsiders."
This is similar to closing the door and sharing the spoils. Tu Su raised his head a little stunned: "What outsider Sister Xiaoyu, what do you mean?" ”
Xiao Yu's face was also a little red, but he deliberately said with a big grin: "Don't you see that Officer Xie is interested in Brother You Fang?" Otherwise, why live in the opposite door. ”
Tu Su lowered his head again: "I can see it, but this kind of thing, it depends on Brother You Fang's own meaning, what do others say?" And Sister Xiaoxian is very good, tonight's incident is completely kind.
Xiao Yu patted her: "We're talking about outsiders, not bad guys!" Compared to the two of us, Xie Xiaoxian is an outsider. Don't get me wrong, I mean that if Brother You Fang doesn't chase you in the future, I'll chase him, in short, I can't be cheap outsiders. ”
Tu Su asked hesitantly, "You have lived with Brother You Fang for so long, why don't you chase him?" ”
Xiao Yu's expression turned shy: "I'm not afraid, I don't know why, I'm just afraid of Brother You Fang, as soon as he stares, I don't know the bottom in my heart, how dare I joke?" Today, as far as the two of us know, you must not tell Brother You Fang. ”
The two of them didn't know that Brother You Fang had arrived at the door of an outsider's house at this moment.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Qi Xiaoxue took a shower. After changing into pajamas, I put a hedron on the bedside table and was about to go to bed when suddenly there was a knock on the door. She was very surprised, walked to the living room and looked out through the door mirror, quickly opened the door, and then looked at the person outside the door fixedly, her nose was so sore that she couldn't shed tears, and her throat seemed to be blocked for a while and she didn't speak.
You Fangcun hugged his fist in front of the door: "Xiaosheng went to Beijing to take the exam, but he missed the accommodation in a hurry, and saw that there was no other place in this wilderness, can he stay overnight?" ”
"You're not afraid that I'm a fox spirit, and you can spend the night for the rest of your life. If you want to sing, come in and sing, don't stand at the door! Qi Zhenxue smiled, stretched out her hand to pull him in, closed the door, and said in his arms: "I gave you the email on the Internet yesterday, I don't know if you will reply to me in the month, I didn't expect it"
You Fang stroked her waist and buttocks: "I wanted to reply, but after thinking about it, it's better to come to see you." ”
"Rushed over so late, did you eat? If you don't eat it, I'll make it for you. ”
You Fang bowed his head and said, "Is it okay to eat you?" ”
The next day, You Fang didn't leave quietly like last time, and when Qi Xiaoxue left, he hadn't gotten up yet. And Qi Xiaoxue was also late, and arrived at the company almost at noon, which made the assistant Wu Linlin very surprised.
In her memory, although no one supervised Qi Dong's attendance, the top boss was almost never late.
Qi Xiaoxue has been very busy at work recently, and on the one hand, she has accumulated a lot of affairs to deal with during the holidays. On the other hand, Hengming Group has just won the Xunluan Building project, and there is a lot of preparatory work to be done.
The rest of the period is until CUHK summer vacation. Xie Xiaoxian never found an opportunity to apologize to You Fang, and You Fang had no intention of apologizing to her. She is very busy with work and often comes back late, and breakfast should be the best opportunity to speak, but You Fang goes out earlier than her every day to practice by the river. I also have time to point out the foundation of Hua You's leisure and internal kung fu.
The two met a few times occasionally, Xie Xiaoxian wanted to speak, but You Fang just nodded like an ordinary acquaintance, and his attitude was lukewarm and he didn't say hello. If Xie Xiaoxian arrived at his house, You Fang would just hide in the room to review his homework. In short, the attitude is obvious, I just don't want to pay attention to her.
Such a cold face made Xie Xiaoxian, who originally wanted to apologize, also very depressed, and became angry again, so the two simply stopped talking, which was equivalent to a complete stiffness.
Chuan (To be continued)