Chapter 51: Open Your Heart
"Big fool! Big fool! "
"You're deliberately trying to get angry with me, aren't you?"
"I'm not leaving, I'm going to haunt you forever!"
Su Qingyu suddenly cried emotionally. Holding his hands so hard, he almost didn't strangle Ye Feng to death.
"Woo-" Sister, brother is about to suffocate, let go!
Ye Feng struggled for a while, and Su Qingyu suddenly realized what he had done, and a trace of shyness flashed on his face, and he hurriedly relaxed his hands. Eyes full of tears looked down at Ye Feng, touched his cheek and said stupidly: "Ye Feng, you saved me again, this time I won't leave you if I say anything." ”
Ye Feng silently did not speak, and his mood was very complicated. At this moment, he especially clearly felt the girl's true infatuation with him, some flattered, some scared, and more moved.
has always been his crush on the goddess, how could it have been the turn of the goddess to be infatuated with herself? Suddenly, one day, Ye Feng felt like he was in a dream.
“・・・・・・”
"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry for yesterday's incident. I shouldn't have done that, I hurt you, I'm sorry. After being silent for a while, Ye Feng suddenly mustered up his courage and looked at Su Qingyu's gaze and apologized sincerely.
"It doesn't matter, I know you just wanted to be angry with me on purpose, not like that." Su Qingyu wiped her tears and said softly, "As long as you don't drive me away in the future." ”
Ye Feng's apology made Su Qingyu's heart as sweet as eating honey, and a happy smile appeared on his face unconsciously.
Although Su Qingyu said this, Ye Feng still felt a little guilty in his heart, was silent for a moment, and then said, "Xiaoyu, don't you blame me?" ”
Su Qingyu smiled faintly and said gently: "Of course I'm weird." You care about me so much, why are you pretending to hate me? If you don't care about me, why was I caught by Zhou Wenhai, you know so quickly? Now I know, you've been secretly protecting me, haven't you? ”
"I ・・・・・・," Ye Feng said. Su Qingyu's continuous questioning made him not understand how to explain.
To say that you don't care is to deceive yourself. If you don't care, why should Ye Feng risk saving people? How could he rush to save people as soon as he heard that Su Qingyu was in danger?
Even if there is no covert protection, who will believe it? A phone call from a mysterious man? Su Qingyu would only use this as his excuse.
Seeing that Ye Feng was speechless, Su Qingyu smiled, with a kind of joy after victory on his face, and said with a smile: "I knew that you lied to me, you want to drive me away, it's not so easy." Now I know what you really think, and I will never be deceived by you again. ”
"Well, you win." Ye Feng smiled helplessly, thinking in his heart. He had now finally seen how tough a woman could be when she chased a man.
The conversation then fell silent, neither of them spoke, Ye Feng was thinking about something, and Su Qingyu was quietly hugging her.
It would take a few more minutes for Wu Hao to arrive, Ye Feng lost his ability to move again, Su Qingyu was disheveled, and the two could only hide in the grove for the time being and wait.
"Ye Feng, when did you start crushing on me when you were in college?"
Su Qingyu suddenly broke the silence and asked softly.
"・・・・・・ I don't know." Ye Feng was silent for a while, and suddenly whispered.
"Why do you like me? I mean・・・・・・ at the time. Su Qingyu's cheeks rose a little red, and he asked slightly shyly.
"Heh, you are so beautiful, you are good at studying, and your surname is gentle. A lot of guys are going to like you. Ye Feng recalled that simple passage and showed a nostalgic smile.
"Then, why don't you pursue or confess to me? Maybe・・・・・・" Su Qingyu's face turned even redder. Sometimes asking someone "do you like me" is just as embarrassing as saying "I like you" to someone.
"Hehe, you're asking that because you never knew us." Ye Feng smiled, thinking that he would simply take this opportunity to explain to Su Qingyu, so as not to leave a pimple in her heart in the future.
"You guys?" Su Qingyu looked puzzled.
"We, by that are people like me. Ordinary and ordinary, unknown, not handsome, not outstanding, not bad-hearted - sling, refers to boys like us. From childhood to adulthood, people like us have always been an inconspicuous part of the crowd, with average learning, average talent, average luck, everything is average, and passers-by A, B and C exist. Ye Feng said slowly, as if he was recounting and sighing. He added: "Since childhood, we have never had any sense of accomplishment, nor have we had the opportunity to stand under various halos, and the dreams we once had have have also succumbed to reality. We are the ordinary, mediocre, and inactive part of life. ”
"We will have girls we like, but the girls we like will never like us. Have you ever heard a story about being rich and handsome and being short and poor on the Internet? Hehe, we belong to the latter, honor, status, beauty, will never be our turn - at least most not, Cinderella can become a princess, but in reality, most of the slings are slings for the rest of their lives. ”
"You're different." Ye Feng looked at Su Qingyu's eyes and said calmly: "You are a beauty, and you are born with thousands of favors. Growing up rarely experiences setbacks, and after experiencing a situation like ours, you will be the focus of attention wherever you go. Most of the things you want to do will be successful, and the halo of all kinds of honors is on you, so you will be very confident and brave to do what you believe in. ”
Su Qingyu's lips opened slightly, and finally she couldn't refute it, and continued to listen to Ye Feng quietly tell his feelings.
"But I'm different. I've never had a sense of success, I've never done anything earth-shattering, I'm not a handsome guy, and I'm not the object of everyone's pursuit. No money, no athletes, not literary youth, nothing to be proud of. So you have to know that growing up in such a situation, we seem to be very happy on the surface, but we are very lonely and full of inferiority complex in our hearts. ”
"A beautiful girl like you can have countless suitors lined up for you to choose, and a sling like me was either ruthlessly rejected when she confessed, or she was disgusted by her girlfriend when she was in love, and she was disgusted here and there, and finally my wife ran away with Gao Fushuai. That's the difference between people. ”
"Why didn't I dare to pursue you, now you understand?"
Ye Feng laughed at himself: "I'm a sling, how can I have the courage to chase you, why should I chase you, what can I do to attract you?" ・・・・・・ we don't get along with each other when we are rejected and die, we usually hide this love and at least continue to be friends. ”
Su Qingyu listened silently, suddenly his nose was sour, and the tears that had just stopped for a short time flowed down again, and he said to Ye Feng guiltily: "I'm sorry Ye Feng, I shouldn't have rejected you so directly at that time, you must be very uncomfortable・・・・・・555~"
Ye Feng smiled freely: "Look at you, it's not your fault." Your reaction is reasonable, okay? It would be foolish if you agreed to the pursuit of someone who didn't know much about it. ”
Su Qingyu burst into tears and laughed, and asked again: "Then why is it that now I pursue you in turn, and you don't accept it?" Is it that you don't have feelings for me anymore? ”
"It's complicated to say. Should I say yes? Ye Feng showed a tangled look, and the latter sentence was more like asking himself.
"Tell me, okay? I want to know a little bit more about you. Su Qingyu looked at Ye Feng's eyes seriously and said.
"・・・・・・ okay."
Ye Feng sorted out his thoughts and tried to describe his complex feelings.
In fact, there is a reason why Ye Feng instinctively resists in the face of the confession he once liked. Since he accidentally obtained the ability of a plant controller on the occasion of graduation, Ye Feng's thoughts about the future have been completely different, and the dream fire that was extinguished in his heart has been completely resurrected at that moment. Anyone who has the ability to hope that he can become stronger, better, and more capable, graduating from college is a watershed in Ye Feng's life, in fact, he has decided to say goodbye to his past self, farewell to the cowardice, inferiority, and content with the status quo, and intends to create a career vigorously and be a free and easy man. Especially after experiencing the change of being kidnapped, his mood has changed greatly, completely changing his previous comfortable mentality and becoming a calm style with high morale.
No one likes to make a sling. Ye Feng also aspires to become the kind of talent with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique and beauty, and wants to become a hero-like character, who doesn't want to be wild and uninhibited, who doesn't want to be chic and come and go freely?
It can be said that deep down in Ye Feng's heart, he has decided to say goodbye to his past self completely - including Su Qingyu, who once had a crush. If he hadn't met again, he would have almost forgotten about the girl.
Life is not a romance novel, and there is nothing unusual about crushes happening countless times. Most people will gradually forget this relationship after separation - it is not accurate to say that it is a relationship, because they have never been together, and at most it can only be regarded as unrequited love.
Such ignorant and simple longing cannot last long, once you come to a new environment and know a new surname, this emotion will fade faster.
What the? You say someone has a crush for life? Please, does he have the determination to have a lifelong crush but not even the determination to pursue and confess? It's been together for a long time, why do you have to wait so long for a lifetime.
Unless you insist on saying that you have a wife but still have a crush on someone who is so unswerving (pronounced: jingshenchugui), then I can't help it.
When you have decided to forget about someone, forget about the dark history of the past, and get ready to start a new life. When you have started a new life, have your own career, and have countless high-quality girls to choose from, your waist is bulging, and your waist is straight - at this time, a girl you liked before suddenly came to you and said that she wanted to marry you, how would you feel?
What would it feel like to say, and that the girl had just broken up with her ex-boyfriend — though not because of you?
If, you just looked at another girl's fruit not long ago, and you have been involuntarily ・・・・・・ in your dreams in the spring recently, how do you feel?
Now, dear children's shoes, do you understand Ye Feng's entanglement at that time?
However, the bystanders are clear, and the authorities are confused. People are always confused by the feeling of the time.
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