Chapter 183: Fate and Share

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"Zhimo, this time...... We're just going to think of it as a dream, okay? Gong Li snuggled up to Lin Zhimo's chest and said softly: "We just happened to do the wrong thing at the wrong time and at the wrong time......

Before the words fell, Gong Li clearly felt a shock to the man's body under her, but for some reason she felt a pain in her heart, and there were still some words that she couldn't say anymore.

Lin Zhimo put his right hand around Gong Li's smooth and soft shoulder, and the corners of his mouth pursed. How did he not know what Gong Li meant? The two of them don't have any love in the first place, maybe because they play a pair of lovers in the movie, and the two have a good impression of each other, but they are far from being able to do such a thing.

But no matter a thousand or ten thousand reasons, it will happen after all, Lin Zhimo has no habit of regretting, he just thinks about how to face it, Gong Li is a woman with a husband after all.

"Sister Li, I'm ......"

Lin Zhimo was about to speak, but Gong Li stretched out her index finger like an onion and gently covered Lin Zhimo's lips.

"Zhimo, I know you're a good man, and I know you must feel guilty about me right now, right?" Gong Li's dark and bright eyes seemed to see through Lin Zhimo's heart.

Lin Zhi was silent, nodded silently, and acknowledged what Gong Li said. It can be said that everything from the car accident to the present is because of Lin Zhimo, and Gong Li is the "victim" in every aspect.

"Don't think so, Zhimo. Sister Li doesn't blame you at all, she really ......" Gong Li gently put her head on Lin Zhimo's chest, and listened carefully to Lin Zhimo's strong and powerful heartbeat and murmured.

"You know, Sister Li feels very happy now, even if I go back in time and give me another chance to choose, I will still do it, you don't need to have any psychological burden......" Gong Li said as she suddenly raised her head and kissed Lin Zhimo's cheek lightly, and said playfully: "And Sister Li doesn't need you to be responsible at all, you don't suffer a loss, right?" ”

Lin Zhimo was disturbed by Gong Li's little daughter's posture at this moment, and his lower body was about to move again. He hurriedly took a breath and said, "Sister Li." I didn't mean that......"

"You know, you are a responsible person, and you will not eat and wipe clean and leave. But Sister Li is not that kind of person, and the two of us will think that this is a wonderful misunderstanding. A secret that belongs only to the two of us. Don't think about who's right and who's wrong......"

"But......" The more Gong Li said this, the more Lin Zhimo felt sorry for the other party in his heart. The more I feel that my behavior is very shameful.

Gong Li thought about it when she saw Lin Zhimo's embarrassed appearance and said, "If you still feel guilty in your heart, then promise me one thing." ”

"Okay, Sister Li, you say. No matter how difficult it is, I'll do it! Lin Zhimo said firmly when he heard this.

"It's really hard, but if you put in the effort, it's not impossible to get it done."

"Sister Li, you say, as long as it is within my power, I will complete it for you, no matter whether it is heaven or earth!"

"You don't need to go to heaven and earth, as long as you shoot the movie well."

Lin Zhimo was confused, and didn't understand what the movie had to do with what he said before: "Movie? What do you mean? ”

Gong Li saw Lin Zhimo's confused expression, and for some reason suddenly had a feeling of "I was born before I was born, and I am old when I was born", so she shook her head to dispel the distracting thoughts in her heart, and said with a smile: "Yes, what I want you to promise me is to let me play Mei Xiangnan." And you, you need to use all your strength to make this film successful, of course, it would be better if I could win some awards. ”

"Sister Li, thank you......"

Lin Zhimo's heart was warm, knowing that Gong Li said what she wanted to promise her one thing, it was obvious that she was taking this opportunity to help herself, but at the same time, Lin Zhimo also secretly swore in his heart that this film can only succeed and not fail!

"What do you thank me, but I'm serious, since I'm going to participate in this film, then you have to give it your all, otherwise you'll ......"

Otherwise, Gong Li couldn't say anything.

Lin Zhimo understood what Gong Li meant, she joined her as an international actress and the first film directed by a fledgling rookie, and it would be absolutely deceptive to say that there was no pressure. However, Lin Zhimo was not intimidated by this, on the contrary, he was full of strong fighting spirit, and at the same time decided to change the script for Gong Li.

Originally, Lin Zhimo wanted to focus on himself in this script, focusing on An Jiahe's psychopathology, but now Lin Zhimo decided to focus on Mei Xiangnan, and highlight An Jiahe's perverted psychology more through Mei Xiangnan's painful torture.

"Alright, Zhimo, let's get up quickly." Gong Li saw that the sky outside the window had brightened, stretched her waist and said.

Lin Zhimo was shocked by the beautiful picture of Gong Li's begonia awakening, only to see Gong Li's arms as white as ivory raised high, and the quilt on her body also quietly slid downward, revealing half of her full and round breasts, and the pink at the top was like spring.

"What else to see!" Gong Li naturally found that Lin Zhimo's eyes were a little straight, and couldn't help but hammer Lin Zhimo and said angrily.

Lin Zhimo grinned, he had already made up his mind in his heart, and at this time he had regained his true colors again, so he smiled: "I'm looking at how lucky I am to be able to get Sister Li's favor overnight." ”

Gong Li naturally heard the praise in Lin Zhimo's words, and she was used in her heart, but she still said: "Deliberately laughing at me, right......?"

She stretched out her hand to rub Lin Zhimo's face and said, "It's a pity that Sister Li is too old, otherwise I will definitely ......."

At this point, she suddenly turned red and did not continue.

When Lin Zhimo heard this, he suddenly thought of hearing the name between Gong Li and Huang Hexiang in Berlin that day, and hesitated for a moment and asked, "Sister Li, are you still ...... What about being single, right? ”

Gong Li was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "What are you talking about?" I don't know if I'm married, you've met him too. ”

Lin Zhimo looked directly into Gong Li's eyes and asked, "Fake......"

Gong Li was startled, her eyes staggered slightly, and she pretended not to care and said, "How can this be fake?" Don't talk about me, what about you, how many girlfriends do you have now? ”

Lin Zhimo heard Gong Ligu talking about him left and right, and he was more sure of his guess, and he no longer concealed it, and asked clearly: "Sister Li, there is a real name between you and him, right?" ”

Gong Li couldn't help but glance at Lin Zhimo, when she saw the determined look on Lin Zhimo's face. She suddenly felt a desire to vent. The boredom in my heart for so many years actually has a tendency that can no longer be suppressed, so he nodded silently and acquiesced to Lin Zhimo's statement.

"Sister Li, why are you doing this? With your current status, it's completely unnecessary, huh? Lin Zhimo anxiously grabbed Gong Li's shoulder and asked puzzledly, and then an anger flashed on his face: "Could it be that person forced you?" ”

"No, it's not ......" Gong Li immediately denied. Then her head rested on Lin Zhimo's chest. The voice was low: "This matter is too complicated. ...... year"

As Gong Li slowly narrated, Lin Zhimo gradually understood Gong Li's bumpy emotional experience over the years.

In the early nineties, Gong Li and Zhang Yimou were still a couple that everyone was optimistic about, but how could there be a couple in the world who did not quarrel. Especially for boyfriends and girlfriends in the entertainment industry. And Gong Li herself is the kind of personality with a bold and arrogant personality, and there are many friends of the opposite sex around her, so after a long time, Zhang Yimou has a bad heart.

The two will inevitably have a dispute, if it is just like this, but at a party, for some reason, after the two quarreled, Zhang Yi left the table directly, and at this moment Huang Hexiang appeared. Gong Li was upset, so she told Huang Hexiang about her sorrows, but this matter happened to be known by Zhang Yimou again, so a cold war began between the two.

Gong Li actually loves Zhang Yimou in her heart, but because of the long-term cold war, she has lost some confidence in Zhang Yimou, and at the same time I don't know if he still has himself in his heart. At this time, Huang Hexiang came up with an idea for Gong Li, that is, to let Gong Li pretend to agree to his pursuit, in order to test Zhang Yimou's heart for Gong Li.

The young Gong Li agreed to this method with a hot head, who knew that it was because of this idea that she finally went further and further away from Zhang Yimou, and at the same time Huang Hexiang's pursuit of her was even stronger.

But it wasn't until the two really became husband and wife that Gong Li knew by accident that it was all Huang Hexiang's premeditation. Even if Gong Li, who has a strong personality, proposes to divorce Huang Hexiang, Huang Hexiang really loves Gong Li in his heart, and often reviews his mistakes to Gong Li, and even kneels down to apologize.

At this time, Gong Li got the news that Zhang Yimou was about to get married, so she began to be disheartened. In order to save Gong Li's heart, Huang Hexiang proposed a solution, that is, the two did not divorce on the surface and maintained this relationship in front of the media and public, but in fact they each had their own lives.

Gong Li, out of some other considerations, also agreed to the other party's suggestion.

"Sister Li, why did you agree to this suggestion, even if you get divorced, it's nothing?" Lin Zhimo was a little puzzled.

"At first, I was thinking about leaving China, leaving Zhang Yimou, and also to become a Singaporean citizen, but then I ......" Gong Li suddenly smiled a little tiredly: "I actually found that I had some feelings for Huang Hexiang, not love, but more like family affection, and because of my relationship with him, I also had a lot less harassment, so I didn't insist on divorce...... Later, his company had a problem and he lost his job, do you think I can leave him at that time? So that's it until now. ”

Lin Zhimo couldn't help but be silent for a while when he heard this, these things are also to blame on others, he can only blame the lack of firmness in his love at the beginning, and he can only blame everything for being so coincidental.

"Zhang Yimou and I have no fate, and I have no fate with Huang Hexiang."

After so many years, Gong Li has gradually seen through the emotional things, and said this sentence quite open-mindedly.

This is also the best portrayal of her emotions in this half of her life. (To be continued......)